broken sun

Fearing that he would catch a cold, Gu Saming picked up Qi Nian from the sofa, whose body was limp and warm, and who looked at him with slack eyes, lowered his head and wiped his tears little by little, touching the wet eyelashes and swollen forehead with his fingertips. Eyelids, and then seeing Qi Nian close his eyes obediently, Gu Saming carried him to the bathroom in a posture.

Open the door, close the curtains, turn on the lights, and turn on the hot water.

The bathroom and the washroom are squeezed into the same narrow space, and there are several cracks in the white tiles in the corner, and only a shower head is installed on the wall.

Gu Saming put Qi Nian down and tightened his arms so that Qi Nian could completely lean on him. The two of them standing together looked crowded and intimate.

"Is it cold?" he asked.

Qi Nian seemed to have wandered into outer space and didn't come back. He was in a daze, and he didn't care if the back of his head was being rubbed. When Gu Saming was going to pull him directly under the shower head, he was nestled in Gu Saming's arms and froze. The crying voice hummed.

"What's the matter?" Gu Saming was afraid that he was really being cruel, so he frowned and stretched out his hands to reach back.

"Don't..." Qi Nian struggled suddenly, like a frightened bird, trying to knock off that arm, but was soon restrained by Gu Saming, he said pitifully, "Brother..."

"You'll get sick if you don't get it out," Gu Saming said, "otherwise I'll take you away and go on a business trip with me."

The hot water was poured again, the temperature was neither too high nor too low, and it would not get in the eyes, it was very comfortable. It washed away Qi Nian's resisting voice, the panic in his heart, and his inexplicable little emotions .

Qi Nian rested his head on Gu Saming's shoulder, closed his eyes, clenched his teeth, and let Gu Saming tremble like being tortured.Gu Saming looked down at his appearance, couldn't help but smiled, raised his right hand and used his index finger to trace his lips twice, pried it open effortlessly, and put it in.

Fingers stirred in the warm and moist mouth, scraped across the palate, slid across the tip of the tongue, pressed gently, but when he wanted to pull it out, he was caught and sucked twice. Gu Saming bent his knuckles, and heard a little bit mixed with the sound of water With a slight groan, it was finally pulled out smoothly, dripping wet.

It took a long time to finally take a shower, it was a bit cold outside, Qi Nian was only wearing a small bath towel, and was carried by Gu Saming on his butt like a pendant, and returned to the room within two steps.

He was temporarily placed on a hard wooden chair with Gu Saming's bathrobe under it. He blinked slowly, watching Gu Saming change the sheets with his face open, and quickly moved his face up, staring at his brother's thin On the muscular upper body, there are several imperceptible and irregular marks, long and short, which were caught out.

"Where are the new sheets?"

Qi Nian let out an "ah" in a daze, his eyes flickering: "...under the cabinet."

Gu Saming dusted off the last corner at the end of the bed, and said with a smile: "What are you thinking, it's getting late, go to bed."

I came back from more than eight o'clock, and it is almost twelve o'clock now.

He approached Qi Nian, looked at his younger brother silently, and as soon as he opened his arms, he was wrapped around him.

The bath towel fell off with the movement, Qi Nian was naked, Gu Saming hugged Qi Nian to the bed, turned off the light, and knocked on his head first when he came back: "Turn over first."

Qi Nian was confused at first, but when he turned his back to Gu Saming, he realized it was too late.

"If you move again, I'll turn on the light and go in front of the mirror." Gu Saming pressed Qi Nian's shoulders into a prone position, whispered threatening words into his ear, but moved his hands lightly, applying the medicine carefully.

Qi Nian slumped angrily, and after a while he counterattacked in a low voice: "Why... have you poked me again."

"I've only done it twice. Is it okay here? It's all swollen."

Qi Nian remained silent, blushing in the night.

"Does it hurt?"

"painful......"

Seeing that he was done, Qi Nian immediately turned over and dragged him behind him, wrinkled his face, took a breath, put his lips on Gu Saming's Adam's apple, and said writhingly, "But I am willing, with you, only with my brother, no matter who All willing."

Gu Saming asked him to lie on his side, and after a moment of silence he said: "Don't compare yourself to others, Qi Nian doesn't need to compare yourself to others."

"Will you blame me?" Qi Nian asked softly, "Sometimes I wish you weren't my brother, it would be so much easier, but... I'm afraid when I think about it, if you're not my brother," He thought for a while, and said to himself, "Then, it won't be me anymore, and it won't be me now."

As if afraid of being misunderstood, he hurriedly added: "But I know - I know you like me, just said it casually, brother, I was wrong... Anyway, I will rely on you from now on."

Gu Saming chuckled, sighed, and said helplessly: "I don't blame you, I'm afraid you like others, I like you, fool, sleep."

The tone is so light, a bit perfunctory.

"Oh..." Qi Nian slandered, but the corners of his mouth turned up, "But don't you have to go away for a long time tomorrow?"

"Then do it again?"

Hearing this, his body froze and he kept shaking his head.

Gu Saming could only explain to Qi Nian word by word where he was going and why he was on this business trip. He would come back at least once a week and asked Qi Nian to call him at any time. Don't worry if he doesn't answer or someone else answers. He will definitely reply as soon as possible.

Qi Nian kept nodding his head, very obedient, and at last completely relieved, muttered before he could even keep his eyes open, and fell asleep.

The next day, Gu Sa washed and changed his clothes, got Qi Nian's mobile phone, paused when he unlocked the lock screen password, filled in his birthday, and unlocked it within a second.Gu Saming asked him for a day off, turned around and went back to his room.

This time it was Qi Nian who didn't get up, and fell into a deep sleep. His closed eyelashes would occasionally shake, and when he lifted the quilt casually, he would reveal his pale complexion, and his chest, back, and shoulders were dotted with fine hickey marks. It's not heavy, it's a light dark red, which perfectly explains everything that happened in those few hours last night.

Gu Saming stroked his forehead, raised his bangs, looked at the sleeping man, lowered his head and kissed the face and the tip of the nose, but Qi Nian wrinkled his nose, and turned his head impatiently to hide as if he was being disturbed.

"I knew I shouldn't have touched you yesterday." Gu Saming lowered his voice.

His mentality collapsed badly, and he even regretted being merciful, but he couldn't eat it all at once, which was like scratching an itch. He used to be able to bear it, but now it's as hard as heaven.

"Kiss again, Nian Nian."

Gu Saming grabbed his mouth, kissed him for a long time, his expression calmly relaxed, Qi Nian was still asleep, looking uncomfortable, Gu Saming pressed his throbbing forehead, not wanting to admit that his secret feelings had developed to the point of Tendency to become exasperated.

In an instant, his arrogance weakened again, he continued to lift off the quilt, and carefully checked behind Qi Nian, thinking that when Qi Nian woke up, he would find that he was no longer there.

—Will you cry?Probably not, his younger brother seems to be terribly tenacious and tenacious without him. He can grow sharp no matter where he is. He has suffered alienation, neglect and discrimination, but he has never really pointed his spikes at others.

His heart suddenly became sore and soft.

Qi Nian shouldn't be like that, but should be by his side, just like now.

Knowing that Qi Nian couldn't hear, and because Qi Nian couldn't hear, Gu Saming said "I'm sorry" and said, "Wait a minute, it will be soon."

He will be back soon.

Quickly resolved those unsettling troubles and took his brother home.