broken sun

The water was rushing in the bathroom, and Shi Ze was taking a shower.

Xu Li had just finished washing and was sitting by the bed. To avoid trouble, his clothes had already been taken off and placed on the chair.The weather is not cold, and there is no need to wear the bathrobes provided by the hotel. It may be called fun to hide between lovers, but they are not lovers, so they don't have this need.

Xu Li knew about Shi Ze, so he couldn't do it if he was coddling. After all, the cheapest delivery was the door-to-door, so where did he get the qualification to be coy.

Deserving of a sense of shame, Xu Li just sat and waited, listening to the cicadas and the wind outside the window. In June, goosebumps gradually appeared on his smooth and naked body.

The surrounding sheets and quilts are white, the four walls are white, the light bulbs have a high wattage, and the cold light is also white, and even the love he dared not confide will be bleakly illuminated.

Shi Ze finally came out after washing.Even though he has accumulated a lot of experience in the past few months, when he and Xu Li look at each other, they will still be stiff for a moment, and they can't help but tilt their heads, their throats are itchy, and they want to cough.

Xu Li's eyes always made him invisible, and made him strongly aware that the person in front of him who aroused his vigorous desire was male.

He is notorious, he has seduced many men with those dirty methods, but he would faintly choke, tremble, beg for mercy, and allow himself to be taken, a thin and thin young man.

I don't know if it can be called a tacit understanding. As soon as Shi Ze took two steps here, Xu Li went to bed silently, turned over, in a clean posture, with two shoulder blades protruding from the back, thin, and filled in shallow sockets. Looking at the light just above the head.

They are not a couple, they can only make a deal of this supposedly intimate thing

If love is a crime, Xu Li also admits it. He has seen so many people, but he has never seen what love is.The piles and piles that have always been on his body weigh as much as death. He needs to cut his flesh with a knife blade and bleed to resist.Only Shi Ze, the shadow cast on him last summer, no matter what the purpose of approaching once, still makes him want to go for it.

What does it have to do with begging 'fuck, he's courting.

But it doesn't matter whether Shi Ze loves him or not, as long as it's Shi Ze, it can be much worse. Anyway, he is a lunatic, out of his mind, as hopeless as an addiction.

Let that love be guilty.

If Shi Ze wants to imagine him as a woman, he will take the initiative to use the back position; if Shi Ze doesn't like his bangs, he will cut them off; if Shi Ze needs him, he can appear.

Let his love be a sin, he has a bony but clean body, even if the other party doesn't believe it, he can bloom in sweat.

He was never afraid of being a villain, nor was he afraid of being a sinner, as long as Shi Ze was still willing to pick up his incomplete, worthless love that was on the ground.

The young man was full of energy, Shi Ze put on his pants as usual and was about to leave, and thought he was considerate - if Xu Li couldn't leave, he could stay and rest, he stayed in the room all night.

"Shi Ze, do you have something to do tomorrow?" Xu Li, breathing heavily, lying on the messy bed, suddenly called Shi Ze to stop.

Shi Ze glanced at him warily, and asked stiffly, "What are you doing?"

"It might rain later, and it's not easy to take a taxi at night." He sat up, his body was cold after sweating, and there was no need to clean up, after all, he couldn't escape the word embarrassment, "you"

Shi Ze's Adam's apple twitched slightly, and he refused straight away: "I won't stay overnight," he became vague again, "Sleep with whatever."

"Shi Ze," Xu Li said softly, "I might not have time for the exam next week, do you want to do it again?"

That night was the first time Shi Ze stayed after the end.

Xu Li stayed in the bathroom for a long time, and it hurt, his legs were sore, and he walked with a limp.

When he came out, Shi Ze had already lay down on his side, eyes closed, tall, fully dressed, planning to sleep for a night.

Xu Li turned off the light, shuffled carefully, and gently got on the bed on the other side.

Huddled in the corner, he heard his heart beating loudly, chiseling out the cracks in the darkness.A lunatic also has a heart, that immature heart will be cowardly, ashamed, throbbing, and brave in front of the person he likes, how pure.

It's such a pity, he doesn't believe you, Xu Li said in his heart.

But Xu Li is still content.

He turned his head, Shi Ze's back was facing him, the short stubble behind his ears made him stare at him, the hand that was about to reach out did not move, only the corner of his mouth slightly bent.

He was so satisfied that he was willing to freeze at this moment forever, the world collapsed in the sound of his heartbeat like a drum, and they were together.

After the party, on the way back, Shi Ze quickly bought a bottle of mineral water at a roadside store, threw five yuan on the boss's desk and ran out without even asking for change.

He was finally relieved when he saw Xu Li under the tree across the road, and immediately chased after him: "It's because the snacks I ate just now were too salty, drink some water."

Xu Li took the water, unscrewed it, and said "thank you" before drinking.

"No need," Shi Ze patted his head, walked up to follow up again, and said something, "It's really closer to the bar, so it's more convenient. Is the rent expensive?"

"It's okay, it's hard to find a room and a living room," Xu Li said casually, "It's a bit more expensive here, and you can make do with it."

Shi Ze nodded and rolled his eyes: "Then have you thought about changing jobs?"

Xu Li looked at him when he heard the words, and after two seconds, he smiled and said, "Why, you are thinking of changing my job now, interfering in my life, and starting to point fingers?"

Shi Ze was shocked, and became anxious: "No! Where did you go! I just want to see if you go to the express station during the day and sing at night, will you be too tired?"

The two happened to walk to the entrance of the alley, where Xu Li's newly rented house was located. At the back of the residential area, there was not even a single light on the road, and a white plastic sheet was hung on a dry tree branch next to it, floating with the shadow of the tree. .

"Do you care about me?" Xu Li suddenly stopped and asked, dark eyes meeting dark eyes.

Shi Ze felt embarrassed, and kept silent.

"Do you care because of your friend's status? Buy water for your friend, send your friend home, and now you want to go in with your friend. What are you doing?"

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"Do something special, okay?" Shi Zechu stood there like a tall stake, Xu Li was addicted to teasing, and smiled: "How many friends like this do you think I have?"

Shi Ze gritted his teeth, finally spoke, and persuaded dryly: "You have a drink, go in first, I will leave later."

Xu Li immediately vented his anger, shook his raised hand, and it fell on Shi Ze's face as if he lost his strength, but he nodded lightly: "You are really a straight man, it's boring."

He snorted and walked into the dark apartment building.

Still on the first floor, he took out the key, and just as he turned the lock, Shi Ze stretched out a hand from behind, quickly opened the door, put his strong arm around Xu Li, and almost robbed him into the house.

"Boom" sounded.

Before Xu Li could react, the door closed, and he was pushed down on the bed in a flash.

Shi Ze tasted the taste of kissing after the last time, it was sweet, and vowed to make up for the old one, Xu Li hid, his face kept arching against Xu Li's neck, and he rubbed upward like a drunken maniac, rubbing his skin It hurts.

Shi Ze kissed Xu Li's lips, said indistinctly that it was soft, and rubbed his fingers around Xu Li's wrist. Xu Li didn't know where he had stimulated this straight man, and if he resisted, he would be punished. Hold back harder.

Oxygen was squeezed out quickly in the tight distance, Xu Li closed his eyes, and responded in a violent panting and suffocation, they were kissing, gnawing, strange and fierce, their lips and tongues touched the tips of their teeth, oozing out I don’t know what it was Whose bloodshot mouth, sweet.

This time the weight that could not be pushed away was warm and gradually became hot, making Xu Li feel dizzy and want to grin at the same time.

"What's wrong?" Shi Ze kissed and kissed, but when he touched Xu Li's face, he felt wet hands, not sweat.

He froze, stopped, the low and narrow room was so quiet that there was only the sound of panting, and the sound of water dripping on the hollow in his heart.

Shi Ze panicked, and tried to wipe the reflective tears in Xu Li's eyes, but he couldn't wipe them clean: "I'm sorry for what's wrong with you, I didn't mean to force you, don't cry." He explained anxiously, clumsy, and bowed his head all over again kiss.

The chest rose and fell uncontrollably, Xu Li had difficulty breathing, sobbing and pushing him, tears flowed uncontrollably.

Xu Li didn't cry when he was bleeding with Shi Ze for the first time; he didn't cry when he was left alone in the middle of the process; he didn't cry when he knew that the day he was humiliated in the alley was the last time he and Shi Ze saw each other He didn't cry; he didn't cry when he was surrounded by thugs with iron bars in their hands.He had never cried, but he cried when the absurd and monstrous love surged down, and he was about to drown the sluggish him.

All the grievances, resentment, and bitterness accumulated over the years, which he didn't even know about, were completely wiped out.

Xu Li was choked, out of breath, grabbed Shi Ze by the back of the collar, and scolded him in a sobbing voice: "Who told you to come to me? I don't love you, and I'm letting go of your bright future." Why are you looking for me?! Go away, bastard!"

The salty taste was astringent in his mouth, Shi Ze's heart was sore and swollen, and his throat choked.

It didn't matter if the back of his neck was pinched, he hugged Xu Li even tighter, and kept saying in a hoarse and vague voice: "Don't cry, baby, don't cry, I love you."