broken sun

Shi Ze came back this time for something else, so he went to make some connections with his father.

As long as this matter is not mentioned, it is difficult for Shi Ze to think of it, because it seems that he has become a habit of wearing the broad military uniform on his body. It is drenched in sweat, rolled through the sand, and stained with blood. The sense of mission is full of it. , The boring and repeated life is far away from the impetuous advancement in the city, leaving behind the simple blood and fearless perseverance.

But you also have to start thinking about the future.

Shi Ze thinks he can weigh how much he has and whether he can sacrifice other things for his future.In the end, the reason why he volunteered to go back to the military academy was because of the strong suggestions and encouragement of his parents and relatives, and his impulsiveness.

Before finding Xu Li, Shi Ze had no scruples.It's not a problem to endure hardships and hardships. After the ideological level of the company has been sublimated, it is not bad. When leading the team on a mission, they broke their arms and made great achievements.

When Shi Ze returned home with his hands hanging, he saw his mother was in tears and thought he was proud of him, but he didn't expect his mother to get up and drag him to the hospital for re-examination.

——They all knew what the doctor said earlier. It was his luck. It was true that if he was a little bit worse, he might have the risk of amputation, but fortunately, he was just a little bit worse.

Shi Ze couldn't refuse, so he followed.He didn't make his parents feel at ease, and he felt guilty beyond words.

So from the moment Shi Ze was injured and hospitalized, the mother couldn't sit still, and quarreled at home for a few days, persuading her husband to let her son retire and change jobs when his term expired.

Shi Ze has no objection to this, and has been staying in the army to advance steadily. There is indeed more room for promotion in the future, and the road will be longer.But that's not what Shi Ze wanted.

He feels that it won't be a few years before he will be thirty, and he will still be stretched in terms of time and freedom, and it will be difficult to have leisure all year round.

Originally chasing someone I like, I didn't chase him quickly.

Shi Ze hopes to make life choices responsibly and bring Xu Li a stable life.

The next day Xu Li sent Shi Ze out, and the two walked a long, noisy and ordinary road together.

Finally, standing at the corner along the way, the bank had not yet opened, and there was no one behind the line of parked cars. Shi Ze looked at him for a long time and said, "Xu Li, you can't go back on your word."

The aroma came from the steamed stuffed bun shop behind the street, and Xu Li said, "I don't regret it."

"Usually, if you have something to do, you can call. I can see you when I rest." Shi Ze paused, still not quite used to it, "We also have a day off on weekends, and I will come to you."

Xu Li leaned against the ATM, smiled and hooked his arm, then fell back and asked, "Just one day off, don't you go back to see your parents?" He thought there was no need to ask some words .

Shi Ze made a quick probe and squeezed Xu Li's hanging hand.

Years of sun exposure had darkened his complexion, and the contrast was obvious now.

He replied quite seriously: "There is still time to come to see them in the morning. I can talk over there, and I just need to go back on time that day. Otherwise, I want to come to see you wherever else I can go."

There are cars and people passing by on the main road ahead, it is very bright, and the clumsy and rough love words are touching but touching.

The surrounding neighborhoods are all open old urban areas, forming many narrow alleys and dead ends. Xu Li dragged Shi Ze to change places.

The cement wall will drop sand, and if you rub it, you will get ashes on your back, but Xu Li doesn't care, put your palm on Shi Ze's waist, and said softly: "We only see each other once a week, we cover the quilt and pure Chat, how do you plan to solve your physical needs?"

Xu Li touched up his hand while talking.

Shi Ze's ears were blushing, and he didn't say a word, he only cared about tightening his chest and abdominal muscles, which was exactly the same as the peacock's tail opening behavior.

"I'm asking you something," Xu Li poked at the motionless muscle, pretending to be displeased, "Don't be tense, I know you have."

"I..." Shi Ze loosened his strength, let Xu Li continue to touch it wildly, and said, "I always use my hands, and I miss you every time."

"how to think?"

Shi Ze was silent, Xu Li was too close to him, and looked at him with clear and indifferent eyes, but they were really provocative, like the blue and white clearness that is too bright when the fire is too bright.

He suddenly grabbed Xu Li's hand and held it firmly on his waist, discussing in a low voice: "It will harden, I can't control this, and I can't cover it when I go out, it's ugly."

Xu Li was amused, and heard Shi Ze say again: "That's what I thought."

Xu Li raised his head and touched Shi Ze's chin and lips.

He didn't want to violate Shi Ze's feelings at all, but in this matter, he felt that revenge was too boring.

Feelings are not for people to play and trample on.

He can't.

Just like Xu Li is more willing to believe that Shi Ze just had no feelings for him before, and it has passed.

In the end, Shi Ze did not continue to be dull, and pressed Xu Li to kiss for a long time in the rough and dirty corner, and stood there in a daze, breathing evenly, but stood face to face for a long time, waiting for the reaction below him to subside.

All the rubble falling down from the rustling landed on his shoulders, Shi Ze patted him, Xu Li glanced down, and some of them stuck to Shi Ze's hands, dirty but shiny like diamonds.

And he is the one that was picked up and left behind, with many corners and corners, and of low quality, but he also has a destination.

Shi Ze didn't lie, the men he usually faces the most are men who are big and three rough, and he is disgusted, so he always thinks of Xu Li.

Xu Li has a lot of listeners in the bar. Even if some girls who look like students don't go in for consumption, they still have to stop and watch for a while when they go shopping.

When picking up Qingjing, Xu Li noticed it and greeted them with a smile.

Shi Ze had squatted so many times by the window on the side of the alley, he could see it clearly, and ate a vat of vinegar.

But he cared about Xu Li, and felt depressed for a while, there was no room for trouble.But after returning to the company, it’s good to fall asleep right away. If you think about it inadvertently, let’s add a few more assumptions and examples.

When the winter was frosty, he was trembling, fearing that Xu Li would not give him another chance, fearing that the hopes he harbored were all whimsical, and the days at night would naturally be difficult.

At this moment, the fan above Xia Tian's head was whirling, Shi Ze turned over and felt hot, just wanted to sigh, and began to regret that he didn't kiss Xu Li a few more times before leaving, why didn't he even confirm the relationship, give it a try Law?

And of course he respected Xu Li and held back his lower body, but that doesn't mean Xu Li didn't have any needs?

Thinking of this step, Shi Ze really couldn't fall asleep, and his heart was so empty that he panicked.

Such behavior in the dormitory falls under the category of missing a wife. Shi Ze was caught and teased twice by a young buddy in the next shop. .

Time passed grievously slowly, but the interval between meetings was only one week. Shi Ze checked his mobile phone before going to bed. Xu Li never called him, but every time he used his mobile phone or outside I don’t know if it’s because of the right timing, but Xu Li answered very quickly.

The two of them couldn't talk much, so Shi Ze always asked Xu Li how he was doing at work, and if anyone was looking for trouble, and asked him to pay attention to safety when he went back at night.

Xu Li felt bored, so he answered tirelessly every time, and at the end he gave Shi Ze a word, happily; However, the call was hung up in the next second.

On this Sunday, Xu Li knew that Shi Ze would arrive in the morning, so he went out early and went to the courier post station to help the colleagues on duty today, move the goods, enter information, and pick up the package.

Xu Li bent down and was facing the shipment information. The colleague on the side was two years younger than him and was tall. He was responsible for the top shelf. He finally found a problematic shipment and said, "Brother Xu, we found it. "

"Just find it."

"Didn't you rest in the afternoon, and have dinner together at noon later?"

As soon as the colleague finished asking, he turned his head to look at the door, held the machine and pressed twice: "What's the pick-up code?"

With his back turned, Xu Li didn't pay attention, and turned to look over when he heard his colleague ask impatiently again.

Even if the expectation has never been announced, Xu Li has to admit that it is a good thing to start to have expectations, whether it fails or is realized at this moment.

"There is no pickup code."

A little sweat came out of Shi Ze's forehead, blocking most of the light from the small front door, and only focused on Xu Li.

"Why didn't you call in advance?" Xu Li reacted and walked over, "Just wait another two minutes, I'm almost ready."

Shi Ze nodded, and said a little bluntly, "I want to surprise you."

Seeing this, the colleague stared, hesitated for a moment, and then went to Xu Li's side to gossip and say, "Hey, what's the matter? Where did you catch the infatuation? I haven't even found a girlfriend yet."

"Get out of the way, don't get in the way," Xu Li smiled, "You can eat by yourself at noon, and close the door early at night."

It was not time for lunch when they came out of the courier station. On the way back, Shi Ze was a little depressed, so he followed side by side without stopping.

He hesitated for a long time, and when he was almost at the door of Xu Li's house, he said, "I won't disturb your work by myself in the future, but I really wanted to surprise you, so I couldn't help it, so I didn't wait here."

Xu Li turned his head, took out the key and said, "Who said you're bothering me?" He sighed imperceptibly, "Shi Ze, I like it very much."

"then you"

"Then what's wrong with me?" Xu Li opened the door and went in, slandering "idiot" without looking back.He broke out in sweat early in the morning, and left Shi Ze to go to the bathroom to take a shower.

So some tacit understanding came back the moment Shi Ze saw Xu Li wiping his hair, with his round neck open and wet, returning to the room.

Shi Ze took a change of clothes, took a shower excitedly, and then glanced into the room, seeing no one in sight, he immediately walked forward a few steps, and was hugged by Xu Li from behind the door.

The door was gently closed, and the kiss without reason happened after that.

Shi Ze raised his hand, clasped the back of Xu Li's head, and then pushed him onto the bed, trying to show that he was not so passive, wanted to tell Xu Li that he was really jealous, and also wanted to say that he missed Xu Li very much.

To be honest, the level of his relationship with Xu Li was actually good before he had substantive contact with Xu Li again, but during this period it became particularly violent, like a runaway horse.

That energy was drawn out by Xu Li himself, Shi Ze lowered his head and kissed Xu Li, just like the previous few times, the wolf cub had the meat in his mouth, his strength and momentum remained undiminished.

Because of being mixed with malicious teasing and hopeless anger for the past few days, Xu Li's hands and feet were bound tightly, and he closed his eyes and raised his head to endure the storm. Finally, he felt that the sweetness was more sweet in the intertwined lips and tongues. Difficulty breathing while feeling comfortable physically and mentally.

When Xu Li's swollen blush spread from his neck to his cheeks, Shi Ze backed away a little, sucking and pecking kisses reluctantly.

He said intermittently: "Whether you admit it or not, I will not let go, Xu Li, even if I chase you for the rest of my life."

Xu Li put his arms around his neck, grabbed his clothes when he couldn't hold his hair, took advantage of Shi Ze's unprepared time, pressed his shoulders and turned over, panting and sitting on top of him.

"Admit what?" Xu Li asked, "Tell me yourself, when someone asks me who you are, how should I answer?"

Before the conversation was over, Shi Ze suddenly stopped moving on the way, and said, "Then you admit who I am now?"

Xu Li opened his eyelids, sweating profusely, and sneered: "Anything is fine."

"No."

"Then who do you want to be, a friend, a girlfriend, or a boyfriend?" Xu Li took a breath, holding his back to make people feel uncomfortable, "Or... Dad, husband?"

Shi Ze lowered his head and kissed Xu Li's rosy lips, his voice was hoarse, and he finally said, "Be a boyfriend now, okay?"

After two seconds of silence, Shi Ze said in a muffled voice, "Afterwards, it will be my husband."

Xu Li was stunned in disbelief, it was his turn to be dull, and he said yes slowly and clearly.

Their lives have since remained composed of extremely simple ingredients.

Xu Li still works as usual, singing at the bar at night, compared to his previous state of mind, one song after another is no longer boring.A guest who was acquainted with him happened to chat with him one day, and joked that the feeling of listening to his singing seemed to have changed, and happiness could be heard in the sad love song playlist.

Xu Li smiled, and couldn't help being ridiculed in his heart, seeing Shi Ze at most once a week, it took half a month to meet unexpected missions, and even going to bed was racing against time like rushing to rescue, how could he be happy?

This is happiness?But is it happiness to have one more boyfriend?

Although it's true that he can't help but smile just thinking about it.The weather in Yuncheng is unpredictable, but his mood is always bright.

So be it.

Shi Ze stands at the post he sticks to, rain or shine, and as long as he wears that military uniform for a day, he needs to protect the responsibility and glory it represents.

And Xu Li, who also needs to be protected by Shi Ze, has already been put into his vision for the future.

Shi Ze was pitiful when he told Xu Li, he was indeed guilty and unreasonable, but he promised that he would end this invisible life in at most two years.

As for the parents that had to be faced, Lao Di revealed that it was not too difficult to solve with only a layer of window paper that was not completely pierced, otherwise his father would not have to rush to send him to the military academy.At worst, he will be beaten again, anyway, the rough skin and thick flesh can bear it.

When Shi Ze couldn't sleep in the army barracks, he would always think about Xu Li, thinking of a lot of things about Xu Li.

He thought of his ten years ago, when Xu Li was only a teenager, and they had been high school classmates in the science class 1 of Yuncheng No. [-] Middle School for three years.He would wonder why he hated Xu Li so much at that time, and also wondered when he fell in love with Xu Li.

It's unbelievable, and it also means that time is being lived up to.

And Xu Li has always been Xu Li.He has suffered and even is suffering most of the contempt, silent and vocal, but he will not show weakness, will not cry, will not beg for mercy, and cannot arouse cheap compassion from others.He will do bad things, he will avenge his revenge, and he will do anything to survive; he is gay, and he never bothers to waste words to explain.But he is very kind, he has never hurt anyone who shouldn't be hurt, he has never fallen, and the rumors are only mediocre.

Such Xu Li seems to have fallen in love with you easily at the youngest age. He has loved you for many years, tolerant and not afraid of waiting.

Shi Ze felt that he had woken up too late, and this body that had sworn to protect his family and country should also swear to his lover—to shelter him from the wind and rain, to overcome obstacles for him, so that all the happiness in his future life would come, and all his happiness would come to him. It was worth the wait.