After transmigrating into cannon fodder, I bent the villain president

Su Yunzhe's hand on his waist paused slightly, and then hugged him forcefully.

He didn't speak, he knew that to Shen Yan at this time, all comforting words were very pale.

Indeed, for Shen Yan at this time, illusory comfort is not as good as giving him an outlet to vent.

He grabbed Su Yunzhe's clothes vigorously, buried his face deeply on Su Yunzhe's chest, and made a muffled voice through the water vapor.

"Actually, I have no impression of her. She died when I was six years old. I can't even remember what she looked like. Sometimes I forget that I used to have a mother. I didn't know until today that her death was not an accident. , She has already noticed it, but in order to protect me, she has to let herself take risks. She died because of me, Su Yunzhe, my mother died because of me!"

He is not the Shen Yan of this world, and Wen Xin is not his real mother, but when the image of Wen Xin materialized in his mind, he found that he had no choice but to bring himself into the role of her son.

Maybe it's because his body was born from Wen Xin's pregnancy in October, and they are connected by flesh and blood.

It was as if he knew that his own mother was still trying her best to plan for him before she died, and in the end, she died because of him.

He even had the urge to rush to Shen's house without hesitation, and chopped up Shen Bowen to take revenge on Wang Li.

He had never experienced this feeling before, and he didn't know how to digest it.

Su Yunzhe's heart sank suddenly, and he tried to push him away to look into his eyes, but Shen Yan didn't want to, he grabbed his clothes tightly, and he didn't want him to see his current appearance no matter what.

Su Yunzhe felt distressed and couldn't force him, so he could only hug him tightly again, his voice was soft but serious: "Listen, Shen Yan, your mother's death has nothing to do with you! The murderer killed her, we find the murderer Come out and let him pay for his life, okay?"

He could tell that Shen Yan was not only sad and angry, but also guilty and blamed himself. Did he want to attribute the cause of his mother's death to himself?

this is too scary!

Su Yunzhe is not afraid that he will be sad, anyone who encounters this kind of thing will be like this, and this emotion will fade with time, but guilt and self-blame will not.

If Shen Yan had to bear this guilt today, he might not be able to let it go for the rest of his life.

Therefore, he absolutely wanted to dig out this wrong notion from Shen Yan's mind and throw it far away.

"But……"

"It's nothing." Su Yunzhe interrupted, "You were only six years old at that time, and you didn't know anything. You were just a child who was looking forward to your mother coming home. But you didn't wait, did you? You were also very sad, right? Mom After leaving, no one will really care about you and protect you. You are always bullied, right? So, you are also a victim. How could this be your fault? The murderer is at fault, understand? "

Su Yunzhe's voice was very gentle, not rushing, as if he was telling a story, but it was inexplicably convincing.

Shen Yan's chaotic emotions were miraculously soothed, he raised his head from Su Yunzhe's embrace, "Really?"

His voice was tinged with a thick nasal tone, the end of his eyes were red, and his tear-filled eyes were still not as agile as usual. There was only unconscious helplessness and hope. It seemed that only Su Yunzhe's affirmative answer could save him.

Su Yunzhe's heart softened into a sea, and after gently wiping away the tears flickering from the corners of his eyes, he nodded solemnly, "Really, so, stop thinking wildly, okay?"

Shen Yan grabbed his hand in a daze, after a while, he let go again, lowered his head and leaned against his chest, and said softly, "Can you let me lean on you for a while?"

Su Yunzhe patted him on the back lightly, and said softly: "Okay, as long as you want."

He was willing to let Shen Yan rely on him, but Shen Yan was not polite to him either.

So when Shen Yan completely calmed down and let go of him, it was already early morning.

Shen Yan was a little embarrassed, hugging her and crying all night, it's not easy to drive her home now, right?

"Let's keep it for one more night. You don't have the heart to let me drive so far back in the middle of the night, do you?"

Just when Shen Yan didn't know what to do, Su Yunzhe spoke. He looked at Shen Yan with an innocent face, as if letting him go back at this time was a heinous crime.

In fact, he really didn't want to stay. After all, it was too uncomfortable to sleep on the floor. He was too tired last night to barely make it through the night. Today he didn't want to.

He took the initiative to stay because he was worried about Shen Yan being alone.

Although Shen Yan seemed to have returned to normal at this time, apart from a little redness at the end of his eyes, there was no abnormality.

But Su Yunzhe knew that some things had already happened, and he would keep them in his heart forever.

For Shen Yan, even if he doesn't feel guilty about this matter now, the fact that his mother was murdered has a great impact on him, and it is absolutely impossible for him to fully recover overnight.

That's why I had to stay with him.

"Ah?" Shen Yan didn't know what was going on in his mind, but felt a little troubled.

Taking the initiative to keep Su Yunzhe will only make Su Yunzhe misunderstand even more, right?But it's really embarrassing to let people go back now.

And letting Su Yunzhe lie on the ground for another night like last night, Shen Yan felt a little unbearable for some reason.

Probably because I ate something brought by others at night, and even cried and dirty my clothes.

"What? You can't even sleep on the floor?" Su Yunzhe's eyes were full of grievances.

Shen Yan quickly shook his head, "Of course not! I don't think I'm embarrassed to let you sleep on the floor. How about..." He suddenly remembered something, and showed a joyful expression, "Can I invite you to stay in a hotel? Let's go !"

Shen Yan felt that he was simply a genius, to think of such a good idea.

In this way, he didn't have to drive Su Yunzhe home in the middle of the night when the bridge was being demolished, and he didn't have to misunderstand him by letting a man who wanted to take care of him and really liked him stay overnight in the middle of the night.

Simply fantastic!

"Don't be so troublesome." Su Yunzhe didn't appreciate it, "If you continue to toss, it will be dawn. Go take a bath, I'll do it here."

He didn't know the twists and turns in Shen Yan's heart. In his opinion, staying in a hotel is no different from sleeping on the floor here. The key is that it's midnight, and Shen Yan's mood has just calmed down. To be on the safe side, go to bed early to save money. What is it that hurts the scene again.

So after seeing that Shen Yan didn't resist him staying, he directly pulled him up and pushed him into the bathroom, while he was familiar with the way to make the floor.

When he left in the morning, he had folded the quilt and placed it on the sofa, and Shen Yan hadn't touched it, so it was convenient to use it at this time.

So when Shen Yan came out of the bathroom, he found that Su Yunzhe had already made the bed by himself, and was still helping him clean up the messy bags of bamboo sticks on the table.

Shen Yan leaned against the bathroom door and stared at his back, and couldn't help cursing himself inwardly.

How about staying away from him?Why did you let him in, borrow your shoulders from him, hug him and cry, and now you still feel that the family is so warm when he stays?

Shen Yan, I didn't expect you to be so selfish!

Just because something happened and I felt uncomfortable, can I do such a thing that makes people more and more misunderstood?

You are such a scumbag!

"what happened?"

Su Yunzhe turned his head and saw that his face was tangled, his brows were almost tied into a knot, so he hurried over, worried that he would start to get into trouble again.

When Shen Yan came back to his senses, he met his concerned and worried eyes, felt ashamed for a moment, and blurted out, "Su Yunzhe, let me tell you the truth, in fact, I am..."

Su Yunzhe raised his eyebrows and looked at him, waiting for the next sentence.

But Shen Yan was stuck, his throat seemed to be strangled by someone, he couldn't speak a word, he even broke out in a cold sweat, secretly cursing himself if he was sick!

Fortunately, the precipice reined in.

If there is a showdown, Su Yunzhe must be very sad, right?

Moreover, Shen Yan admitted that he was cowardly, not only because he was afraid that Su Yunzhe would be sad, but also because he was afraid that Su Yunzhe would treat him like Qin Mofeng did to Ling Sichen.

He found that he was very afraid that one day Su Yunzhe would look at him with that kind of eyes like looking at a fly, and felt disgusted by him, and felt disgusted that he had once taken a fancy to him!

Guiltyly, he shifted his gaze, and sneered: "I'm actually a little tired, so I'm going to bed first." After speaking, he turned and wanted to enter the bedroom, but was held back by Su Yunzhe.

He was guilty of being a thief, worried that Su Yunzhe would ask more questions, so he hurriedly said: "I really just want to tell you that I'm sleepy, really!"

Su Yunzhe looked at him teasingly, "I didn't say you were lying to me. Come on, let your hair dry before going to bed, or you will have a headache tomorrow."

While speaking, he pulled Shen Yan to press on the sofa, ran to get the hair dryer, plugged it in and turned it on, and after testing the temperature with his hands, he gently fiddled with Shen Yan's hair to blow it up.

Shen Yan was stunned, every time Su Yunzhe's fingertips brushed his scalp, he would feel a tingling sensation, which made him very nervous, but he also felt a strange feeling, which was not annoying at all, and even a little joyful.

"Huh?" Su Yunzhe suddenly made a questioning voice when he bent his fingers down to run down his hair.

Shen Yan woke up instantly, his whole body was stiff and motionless, his mind was running fast, thinking about how to explain to Su Yunzhe that there was a prickly mark in the middle of his hair.

Does he want to just say that he cut his hair short on impulse before, and then thought it didn't look good, so he extended it, or that he changed his image in order not to let his scumbag husband find out?

It should make sense, right?Will Su Yunzhe believe it?

Depend on!Shen Yan, are you an idiot?Why would you sit down obediently and let him dry your hair for you?What about the brain?Have you fed the dog yet?

What if Su Yunzhe doesn't believe it?What if he starts to investigate because of this suspicion?

Shen Yan's nervous palms were sweating.

"You lose your hair very badly! Do you stay up late every night?" Su Yunzhe said and stretched out his hand in front of Shen Yan's eyes, "Look, I messed with it a little, and several strands fell out."

Shen Yan stared at the hand with clear bones in front of him, his stiff body gradually relaxed.

It's okay, it's okay, Su Yunzhe, a straight man who only says to drink more hot water when he hears girls coming to his aunt, probably doesn't have the concept of hair extensions in his mind, maybe he regards that obvious mark as a hair spatter. Done.

Shen Yan hastily stretched out his hand to remove the few strands of hair in Su Yunzhe's hand, moved his body, turned around and took the hair dryer from Su Yunzhe's hand, and said with a smile: "Probably because I haven't slept well recently. I'll do it myself, you take a shower quickly Go, let's go to the company tomorrow."

Su Yunzhe didn't force it, "Indeed, there is a very important meeting tomorrow morning. I'm going to take a shower, you..." He gently rubbed Shen Yan's half-dry hair and confessed, "Dry your hair before going to bed! "

"Got it!" Shen Yan nodded obediently.

It wasn't until Su Yunzhe entered the bathroom that he finally couldn't help letting out a long breath, feeling that the clothes he just changed were all sweaty.

My God, I can't go through this life of fear, it's too scary, he doesn't play anymore!

After Shen Yan made up his mind, he dried his hair as quickly as possible and entered the bedroom.

Su Yunzhe came out of the shower, stared at the door of the bedroom for a long time with sinking eyes, and then picked up the hair dryer to dry his hair.

Su Yunzhe had an important meeting the next morning, so he woke up very early.

Shen Yan's house didn't have any ingredients, and the kitchen was as clean as if no one lived in it. Su Yunzhe's plan to make breakfast fell through, so he went downstairs to buy ready-made ones.

There was still no movement in the bedroom after returning.

Su Yunzhe hesitated, walked over and knocked on the door.

no response.

Knocked again, still no response.

"Speak?"

Still no response.

Su Yunzhe tried the doorknob and found that it was not locked, so he pushed the door open and went in.

Hearing the sound, the person on the bed immediately pulled up the quilt and buried his face in it, and a sleepy voice came out from under the quilt: "Goodbye, President Su!"

Su Yunzhe laughed, walked over and patted his head lightly through the quilt, "Get up and have breakfast."

Shen Yan didn't sleep well last night, and it's too early for him now, he wasn't awake at all, his voice was extremely soft, "I won't eat, let me sleep for a while."

Su Yunzhe was tickled by his unconscious coquetry, but still refused to give in, "No! Get up and go to the company with me."

Sleepy-eyed Shen Yan poked his head out from under the quilt, with an auditory hallucination look on his face, "Ah? I don't have to go to work, why should I go? Su Yunzhe, I'm so sleepy, I want to sleep!"