Bamboo horse and the sky fell HE

While driving the car, Wen Yu couldn't do anything, so he made a note to Fu Yuhan in his heart, and prepared to settle accounts with him at night, while driving the car away from the community.

The evening rush hour hadn't started yet, and although there were signs of congestion on the road, they still arrived at the hospital smoothly.

In the ward, Uncle Qin wasn't around for the time being, and when they walked in one after another, He Yan was sitting on Qin Xiaolu's bedside peeling an apple for her, and said while peeling: "You have to wait for your brother to come before you say anything. "

Her voice was faint, mixed with the quiet and damp air in winter, it sounded a bit haggard.

Fu Yuhan hasn't seen He Yan for a long time. Since the last quarrel, or since he refused the 200 yuan He Yan gave him every week, the mother and son fell into a cold war relationship.

Although in fact, it seems that there is no essential difference from before——

In the past, He Yan scolded him, and Fu Yuhan listened silently; later, He Yan shut up, and the two of them ignored each other.

It happened that Qin Xiaolu's physical condition was not very good during this period, He Yan and Lao Qin went to the hospital in shifts, and Fu Yuhan often didn't go home; talk.

Because of this, it was only at this moment that Fu Yuhan suddenly realized that He Yan had lost a lot of weight.

As soon as a boy's puberty begins, his bean-sprout-like figure begins to twitch, and within a year, his mother, who used to look tall and majestic, will become petite, and even look a little slender.

This is caused by the difference in physiological structure between men and women. Fu Yuhan no longer feared He Yan's scolding or even scolding for a long time.

But he always waited in silence, and would only contradict him when he couldn't hold back, and usually his voice was not loud.

Yang Fan once asked him why he didn't yell back.

Fu Yuhan thought for a while and said, and then he yelled back and felt like he was throwing stones into trouble.

Because he is so tall, and his mother is so petite, and in his opinion, she is even a bit pitiful——

When Fu Yuhan first started to remember things, He Yan did not go out to work. It is said that the pregnancy reaction was too strong when she was pregnant. .

A man who is busy with business outside, and a woman who stays at home and focuses on her children, such a couple usually cannot survive.

Over time, the contradictions will gradually become prominent.

Maybe Fu Xuecheng didn't cheat, but Fu Yuhan didn't hear about it or find out, but the completely different life trajectories between the husband and wife will make them gradually lose common topics, and then cold violence.

He Yan was emotional, and Fu Xuecheng felt that it was difficult to communicate with her, so he refused to communicate with her, and He Yan became more emotional because of this.

Vicious circle.

A few years later, Fu Xuecheng's business had a small problem, and his family suddenly became much more difficult than before, so he asked He Yan to go out to work for a while.

It is difficult for older women who have lost their careers for many years to find decent, easy and lucrative work.

At that time, Fu Yuhan was at his naughtiest age.

It is true that he is not a very naughty child in general, but the double exhaustion of taking care of children and working is really a big burden for He Yan. There are setbacks at work, her husband does not understand her, and her son has not Sensible, the triple blow made He Yan sensitive, vulnerable and irritable.

At that time Fu Yuhan didn't understand.

Fortunately, he has a good memory. After his parents divorced, he gradually figured out many things. Later, he also thought about whether he fell in love with Yang Fan because he saw his parents' failed marriage and left negative thoughts.

"Heterosexuality is nothing more than that" or something.

At this time, he looked back at his mother and saw her life after divorce, and he probably understood why she became like this bit by bit.

Qin Xiaolu has been in poor health since she was born. While she feels distressed, she also feels that it is the fault of her advanced age; and the long-term treatment has financial pressure. Both He Yan and Uncle Qin have to find part-time jobs in addition to their original jobs. Subsidize the family.

The pressure of life will drive people crazy, not to mention that she is not a person who is very good at regulating herself.

Sometimes Fu Yuhan felt a little pathetic, because he understood his mother in the long silence, but his mother did not and never tried to understand him.

Communication, like all relationships, has to be a two-way street, and it's useless if only one side works hard.

She is so poor.

She is also so hateful.

Especially now, Fu Yuhan felt that he could be as happy as heaven in the recent days, and felt that it was not easy for his mother.Although from his point of view, he was not prepared to forgive her - after all, he didn't have such a good temper - but this did not prevent Fu Yuhan from sympathizing with her.

Almost out of shape.

"What does Xiaolu want to say?" Fu Yuhan asked while walking, "I'm here."

Qin Xiaolu turned her face away, her eyes lit up, and she said in a low voice, "Brother."

He Yan also looked over and frowned: "What's wrong with your leg?"

"I got hurt a little, it's nothing serious." Fu Yuhan said.

"Then who is this?" She looked behind her son.

"Wen Yu." He Yan was still clear about the school affairs, but Fu Yuhan didn't explain much.

Knowing that this is the "No. [-]" transferred to tutor her son, He Yan nodded, but didn't say anything.The apple oxidized quickly, she lowered her head and continued peeling, saying, "You can say whatever you want."

"Then I said it."

Qin Xiaolu looked at Fu Yuhan, and then at her timidly: "I want to be discharged from the hospital."

He Yan's peeling hand gave a pause.

"I don't want to be treated anymore, and it won't work anyway. If you have the money at home, it's better to let me go out to play, while I can still go..."

Fu Yuhan's eyes moved slightly, and fell on his sister's face.

The night before he heard her say that she didn't want to be treated, but it was the first time he heard the second half of the sentence.

But after thinking about it, it's easy to understand—Xiaolu has been in poor health since she was born, and she hasn't been to serious school for a few days. Over the years, most of her life trajectory has only been in the small room at home and the hospital.

Different hospitals, different wards, different doctors, almost the same treatment methods and equipment.

"What nonsense are you talking about!" He Yan was silent for a few seconds, then suddenly raised her head, and said sharply, "You are very good!"

The patient in the next bed was discharged from the hospital today, and the new patient was going through the formalities and hadn't moved in yet. Only Qin Xiaolu was scared by He Yan's roar.

There may be half of Wen Yu - because I have never seen this style.

"The family spent so much money on you, is it for you to say such things? Let me tell you, Qin Xiaolu, you are not allowed to go anywhere, just stay in the hospital for me!"

Her voice was sharp and high-pitched, which attracted the eyes of doctors and nurses passing by in the corridor, and successfully made Qin Xiaolu, who was already timid, swallow back the words that followed.

Fu Yuhan frowned and interrupted her: "Mom, did Uncle Qin tell you what I said yesterday?"

"Sell the house? I don't agree!" She turned around quickly and looked at him with a stern look on her face, "Stop talking, there is always a way for money, and the house cannot be moved."

"What's the reason?"

"Anyway, I just don't agree!"

Fu Yuhan frowned again.

Sure enough, she was ill, and her condition was worse than before.

"Where's Uncle Qin?" He said, looking at Qin Xiaolu, "Where's your father?"

"Dad said to get me medicine..."

Before she finished speaking, He Yan interrupted her: "Why are you looking for him? I'll tell you Fu Yuhan, even if he comes, I say I don't agree or I don't agree!"

Wen Yu stood there grinding his teeth, feeling a little uncomfortable.

But thinking of what Fu Yuhan said before, he didn't move.

"Mom, I became an adult half a month ago." Fu Yuhan thought for a while and said, "Theoretically, I no longer need a guardian."

"..." He Yan suddenly froze.

"I came here specially today, in addition to promising Xiao Lu to come and see her, I also intend to say something to you." He paused, his tone lightly, as usual, "Don't always say 'I tell you' Come on, please, shut up occasionally and listen to other people's ideas."

Fu Yuhan seldom spoke back, and whenever he refuted, he always had a forbearing and depressed expression.

Instead of being so careless like now, as if he didn't care about every word He Yan said.

"what--!!!"

Apple and the knife were caught off guard by her and thrown to the ground. He Yan held her head and screamed. Before they could react, she cried out.

"What's the matter?" Lao Qin hurried in from the door with a pile of lists and plastic bags. Seeing He Yan's appearance, he immediately put down his things and rushed to the bedside, picked up a medicine bottle, and poured it out. He drank the pills for her, and then patted her on the back, as if to comfort her.

After He Yan took the medicine, her crying gradually subsided, and the volume finally stopped sounding so scary.

Only then did Lao Qin raise his head, with tiredness in his cloudy eyes, he greeted Fu Yuhan: "You're here."

"She seems very serious." Fu Yuhan looked at her.

"This disease is difficult to cure," Lao Qin sighed, "but the doctor said that she is in good condition, and she is no different from a normal person if she is well controlled... I just walked away, and she should also take medicine at this moment Just. Just because she is a patient, don't irritate her. "

Fu Yuhan thought in his heart that he was just telling the truth.

"Honestly," he thought for a while, trying to change the original fierce words into softer ones, "Don't you guys think Xiaolu is very pitiful? I think she's right to want to go out and play."

"What did Xiaolu say?" Old Qin was astonished.

"I don't want to be treated anymore," Qin Xiaolu said weakly, "The money for the treatment is worse than letting me go out to play while I can still go..."

"What nonsense are you talking about, what is—"

Maybe because of Fu Yuhan's presence, Qin Xiaolu suddenly had more courage, she interrupted her father: "But Dad, you should know that I may not be cured, right?"

Even heart replacement surgery has a risk of rejection, not to mention no money and no organs.

But no one can let Qin Xiaolu go back to her mother's womb to develop again, so that those missing parts can be developed well——

Lao Qin was silent for a while.

"She doesn't agree to sell the house." Fu Yuhan looked at He Yan who was still crying, and said calmly, "Otherwise, Uncle Qin, you can ignore her opinion and sell the house and exchange it for money to take Xiaolu to the imperial capital Look, I agree to sell the house anyway, and you decide the rest."

"we can not……"

"She is your daughter." Fu Yuhan looked at him and silenced Lao Qin with one sentence, "Change to a better hospital, or respect her own opinion and take her around, you have to choose One."

After finishing speaking, Fu Yuhan didn't wait for his reaction, and pulled Wen Yu to sit on the small sofa next to his family members, and took out the unfinished homework from his schoolbag: "I'll accompany Xiaolu for half an hour."

Wen Yu who didn't expect him to work so hard: "..."

"Brother," Qin Xiaolu looked at him eagerly, "Can't you stay a little longer?"

"I have to study by myself at night," Fu Yuhan said seriously, "I can come and see you tomorrow."

"Okay." Qin Xiaolu pursed her lips.

"Don't bother your brother." Lao Qin regained his senses and rubbed his daughter's head.

He has never thought about what Fu Yuhan said, but this family...

The situation of their family is too complicated.

The dull and honest man has married a strong wife, and he has hardly refuted his wife's opinion for so many years.

But now, it seems it's time for him to make up his mind.

He Yan cried for a while, and gradually became quiet under the influence of the medicine.

Lao Qin silently threw the broken apple into the trash can, cleaned the knife, and leaned aside to peel a new one for his daughter.

The family members of the new patient in the next bed came in and took a look at the bed, and rushed to pick up the patient.

There was a brief silence in the ward.

He Yan's gaze was distracted, she was silent for a while, and then suddenly said something.

"You yourself are disobedient, and you still want to tease your sister...Xiaohan, I know you hate me."

Fu Yuhan paused with the tip of his pen and raised his eyelids.

"But no matter what, from dating to divorce, I have been with your dad for 12 years, so I took this little stuff, and I have to leave it for you anyway... This is a matter of principle."

He Yan was in a daze, not knowing where she was looking.It was dark outside the window, as if it took away the light from her eyes.

"I may not be a qualified mother. The more I want to be nice to you, the more alienated I am from you. You young people always have a lot of thoughts. I don't know why. Other people's children are very obedient, but my son refuses. Listen to me; so after Xiaolu was born, I thought, I must not lose this child."

Qin Xiaolu opened her eyes wide: "Mom."

"But I seem to have messed things up again, and now even Xiaolu won't listen to me...I just want to treat her...I..."

"Mom." Fu Yuhan interrupted her.

His tone is always so light, so cold, sometimes it sounds a little unreasonable.

But also very calming.

"The earth revolves and rotates, has its own speed and rhythm, and whether you want it or not, the sun will rise tomorrow," he said. Always want people to listen to you, maybe you will feel better."

He Yan didn't make a sound.

"I really don't want the house. To put it bluntly, my dad... I don't like him very much either." Fu Yuhan said, "I plan to go to a school in another place, so I don't have much chance to live in that house in the future."

Three people and six eyes looked over at the same time.

"Schools in other places?" Lao Qin usually didn't care about his affairs, but when he heard this, he glanced at He Yan, as if surprised, "Why didn't I hear you mention it?"

"Will Mom agree with me if I tell you?" Fu Yuhan smiled casually, "Isn't it time for her to change my high school entrance exam choice?"

Lao Qin also knew about this - when that incident happened back then, Fu Yuhan and He Yan quarreled almost as soon as they met, and their words were unprecedentedly fierce, especially on the first day of the third middle school, He Yan forced Fu Yuhan to report. There was a noise at the school gate.

Fu Yuhan grew up so big, it might be the first time he yelled at her mother; He Yan, who couldn't believe it, was so angry that he wanted to hit him, but Fu Yuhan pinched his wrist like a chicken.

Only then did Lao Qin know that this quiet boy had held so much dissatisfaction about the past in his heart, and later he heard that it was rumored that he beat He Yan and suffered a lot in school.

Regarding Fu Yuhan's matter, Lao Qin felt that he had no position to take care of it, but occasionally, he would also feel that He Yan's behavior was unreasonable.

Boys, you are so big, why do you have to tie people by your side?

"Then where do you plan to take the exam? Tuition fees..." Lao Qin asked after thinking about it.

"I earn it myself, and I don't want to say it, lest my mother try to change my choice again."

"How can this work, anyway, the tuition fee we have to—"

"No need, Uncle Qin." Fu Yuhan glanced at him and politely thanked him, "Thank you for giving me a place to live in these years, but in fact, I have nothing to do with this family... You have no obligation my tuition."

If he is not there, the three over there are family.

His family has long been separated, and his new family... is now with him.

"You're going to find your father, right?" He Yan looked at him, her eyes seemed cold and sad, "I should have known that no matter how much I do, I can't compare to him. I'm useless, I don't know how to make money ..."

"I told you that I don't like my dad very much, so don't make up your mind." Fu Yuhan glanced all the way over and landed on her face, "I didn't tell you, I went to take an art exam a while ago, It’s okay if you don’t like me to learn, as long as I like it. Anyway, I’m an adult now. In view of your kindness in giving birth to me, let me tell you something from the bottom of my heart——If you want Xiaolu to like you, first treat her as a complete people."

"Concentrate on her and listen to her thoughts. To put it bluntly, her body...what if one day you can't hear her when you want to hear her?"

These words were not very auspicious, and the expressions of the two adults changed when they heard it, but it was Qin Xiaolu who laughed: "Yes."

He Yan seemed lost in thought.Old Qin was able to scold Qin Xiaolu, but it was inconvenient to scold Fu Yuhan, his face was ugly for a while, and finally he sighed dejectedly.

On the contrary, Qin Xiaolu was very happy - she was too embarrassed to tell her brother some things, and he helped her to say everything.

She looked at Fu Yuhan expectantly.

Fu Yuhan seemed to understand what she meant: "I'll sit for another 10 minutes."

The little girl made a grimace, a little disappointed.

10 minutes was almost fleeting, Fu Yuhan got up on time, ready to go back to school.The third year of high school is the best shield, no one can keep him.

"Then you will come tomorrow." Qin Xiaolu said softly.

"I promise you." Fu Yuhan said, walked towards her, and whispered in her ear, "If they decide to sell the house, you should go to the imperial capital to get a good medical treatment, and don't run away."

Qin Xiaolu made a bitter face.

"My brother is going to study in the imperial capital's school, so I can go to you in the future." He said, "It's a secret, don't tell them."

Qin Xiaolu was happy: "Good!"

"Pull the hook." Fu Yuhan stretched out his hand and hooked it with the little girl's little finger.

Lao Qin didn't know what the brothers and sisters planned, but what Fu Yuhan said earlier made his thoughts churn, and he didn't have the mood to ask more questions.

Fu Yuhan rejected Uncle Qin's offer to send him off, and only said that he would come back tomorrow, and then went downstairs with Wen Yu.

There were people coming and going in the hospital, and there was a smell of disinfectant everywhere, and it didn't get any better until I left the inpatient building.

The two walked to the garage, and Wen Yu fumbled for the car keys from his pocket.

The black car unlocked with two beeps, Fu Yuhan opened the passenger door, and suddenly said, "I'm sorry."

"Huh?" Wen Yu was puzzled by what he said, "What are you sorry for?"

"I actually just now... I planned to tell them that you belonged to my boyfriend." Fu Yuhan tugged on the shoulder strap of his backpack, his previous indifference and composure disappeared, "I didn't say it in the end."

At that time, the timing was not very good, and he was not sure whether He Yan's condition could withstand the blow.

The biggest reason is that he suddenly felt that it was unnecessary.

Wen Yu let out a "huh" and waved: "Get in the car first."

The two got into the car, and Wen Yu smiled while fastening his seat belt: "So you really planned to make a big news."

"I wanted to use myself as an example and tell my mother that I look different from what she thought from head to toe." Fu Yuhan took his hand and squeezed it, "By the way, I want to tell the world about you. "

This thought suddenly appeared in his mind, miraculously convincing him——

He didn't have to explain anything to He Yan, He Yan might understand, maybe he wouldn't, but it didn't matter.

He has grown up a long time ago, the little boy who would be lost because his sister was more favored is lost in the memory, and the failed mother can't find a sense of existence in him, so she put her strong desire for control in him many years ago. on another person.

The younger sister is so young and has a congenital heart disease. When it was severe, she would sleep all day long, dressing and washing, eating and living, all had to go through He Yan's hands.

like a doll.

Human beings like dolls because they are beautiful and can be dressed up as they like; but Qin Xiaolu is a real little girl after all.

She will grow up and think better.

"Actually, I don't mind that much... being treated as 'Chen Ajiao' by you." Wen Yu smiled, "But I have to thank you, what you just said to your mother gave me a little inspiration."

"what?"

"I think I should give that sentence to my dad intact." Wen Yu stepped on the accelerator and drove the car away from the hospital.

What he said was the phrase "the world is not what you want it to be".

"Will your father beat you?"

"No, hitting someone is too inelegant." Wen Yu shook his head and smiled again, "But if I try to challenge his authority, he will smash things in a fit of anger. I don't see anything wrong with this behavior at all' Classy' to speak of."

Having said that, Fu Yuhan also thought of the ashtray mentioned earlier, and laughed for no reason.

"Then how does he usually punish you?"

"Well, he likes to take back things he gave me, such as freezing bank accounts. So the first thing I did as an adult was to open my own card and regularly set the money in the card he gave me. Come out part."

Fu Yuhan opened his mouth, and looked sideways at him: "I thought you have such a temper, that you would not want the family's money like me."

"My mother didn't marry Gao Pan when she married him," Wen Yu said a little annoyed, "Part of the family belongs to me, and only that egomaniac feels that all his wife's money belongs to him."

"That should be taken." Fu Yuhan thought for a while, "Then your stepmother...?"

In TV dramas, there are too many stories of the stepmother in this reorganized family coming out to prevent the original spouse's children from robbing property.

"She's a good person." Wen Yu paused at this point, the smile on his face disappeared, showing a bit of coldness in the night.

"I called her 'Mom' according to my father's request. I pretended to be kind all these years, but in fact... I didn't treat her very well in private." Wen Yu said in a low voice, "Sometimes I see her talking to me so carefully. , I also feel that I have gone too far. But I... Seeing her face, I can't accept her. "

That face really does look like his mother.

That was Wen Ziming's ruthless evidence.

"Fang...Auntie Fang liked my dad all she wanted, but she married into such a family." Wen Yu smiled self-deprecatingly, "Xiao Han, I told you earlier, I am not a good person... She hasn't had a child so far, yes When she came in, I asked for it."

Fu Yuhan glanced at him.

"I was only in junior high school at that time, and my temper was worse than now." Wen Yu took a deep breath, "I'm sorry for her, but..."

The other party was driving, Fu Yuhan couldn't do anything, so he could only reach out and stroke his hair, as a comfort.

"But my dad doesn't necessarily treat her well. Apart from being rich, I guess she should have been very unhappy these years. Sometimes I think she might as well divorce my dad."

"You can tell her these words." Fu Yuhan smiled, "Brother Yu, you can tell your true thoughts now."

"...It's just here with you." Wen Yu's eyes flickered, as if he couldn't hold back, "I don't know how to talk to her. She and I... have never talked for more than 3 minutes."

"There's always a chance."

These were just chats in the car, but what they didn't expect was that this "opportunity" came so soon.

That night after self-study was over, the two walked to Wen Yu's house side by side, and quickly drew closer after entering the community, their fingertips touching each other in the cold air.

Speaking of interesting things, Fu Yuhan lowered his eyes and laughed muffledly. Wen Yu leaned forward, pulled the scarf around his neck, and quickly and accurately kissed the corner of his lips.

Score at the touch of a button.

Then the two turned their heads and saw Fang Wanjing who had just walked out of the corridor.

All three were dumb at the same time.

"Xiaoyu, you..." Fang Wanjing opened her almond eyes, her face full of shock.

After Wen Yu was startled, his face quickly darkened.

He looked calm, but Fu Yuhan who hooked his hand knew that his fingertips were trembling slightly.

"Brother Yu..."

Fu Yuhan yelled almost silently, and wanted to withdraw his hand.

One second before separation.

Wen Yu suddenly came back to his senses, grasped his entire hand, and then took a deep look at him.

Under the faint and pale street lights, Fu Yuhan could clearly see that his lips were a little pale.

He is afraid.

But even so, the hand that came back was squeezed tightly, as if firm, but also as if borrowing strength.

"Mom," Wen Yu looked at Fang Wanjing again, paused, and then said, "No... Aunt Fang."

Fang Wanjing was taken aback.

"How did you come?"

"I changed shifts with my aunt, and I came here to make soup for you. I was delayed a little by something, so I'm leaving now." Fang Wanjing kept looking at the hands of the two boys, her thoughts were confused, and her voice was very low, "Xiaoyu, you ..."

"That's what you saw." Wen Yu pursed his lower lip as he said, "Go up and talk?"

"...Okay." She walked back in the direction she came and went in a trance.