[Comprehensive] The heroine is difficult

Love is really the most unreasonable emotion in the world, enough to melt arrogance into friendliness and humility.This is the first time Mr. Darcy wants to change himself for someone.Before, he never felt that there was any flaw in his character, until Yu Linlin's words directly shattered all his complacency and arrogance.

He wasn't annoyed at first.Her family was already rude and impolite, and the mother only wanted to raise her daughter to a higher position, and the status of the family really didn't match him.But slowly, his heart became more and more lost and sad.She doesn't like him at all.

Some things cannot be eliminated with a short sentence of "not suitable".Just like his feelings for her.He found that his words hurt her family, which meant hurting her.His heart seemed to be thrown into a frying pan, and his hot feelings were about to overflow, and suddenly fell into an ice cellar, and the cold soaked into the bone marrow.

Although he was annoyed that he would never bring up this matter with Yu Linlin again, but he regretted it almost immediately after he walked out of Yu Linlin's room.In fact, he couldn't do it at all and just gave up like this. His relationship is not like cutting a carrot, how could he cut it so cleanly.

After that, the relationship between him and her eased a little, and he still followed her with concern, and brought her sister back with her. So, after so many years, he has been by her side, watching her carry the whole class on her back. The Nats moved on until her sisters were settled, but she slowly backed out of the center of the store.

He thought it was his chance, but he never thought that she was just looking for a way out in order to retreat completely.Since Yu Linlin left, Mr. Darcy remembered many details that he had forgotten at the beginning. He remembered that she sometimes stared sadly into the distance, distant and ethereal, as if she was not a person in the world.He thought of the thin and slightly cold smile on the corners of her lips when he proposed marriage, and the light but inexplicably firm tone: "I will not get married." She was so resolute as if she had seen the whole life clearly.

That almost inaudible sigh fell on Mr. Darcy's heart like a heavy hammer.

At that time, he didn't know what she was worried about. He just thought that he didn't make her feel safe enough. He didn't say much, but he only paid more for her silently, and wanted her to find that he would be by his side.She always kept away from him with a subtle repulsive attitude, which made him sad, but he never flinched.

Mr. Darcy worked so hard to get her used to his presence, but she suddenly disappeared.

Mr. Darcy still remembered that day, it was a fine day, the sun was like a gift from God, it was the first time that London had such good weather after several days of continuous fog.He was also in a good mood, because he got a large order of a certain material that Yu Linlin wanted very much. He was eager to tell her the news, so why wasn't he excited.

The dance parties in the upper class never stop. Thanks to this, Yu Linlin's orders have never been broken.Today, Yu Linlin seldom does it by herself, she has cultivated a group of reliable employees who process step by step.Because the company benefits are very good, although there are also women who are poached by other companies, but more of them are women who stay here.

After all, there are too few options for women to work outside in this era, not to mention that the type of work is so suitable. For Yu Linlin who taught them survival skills, they naturally have a lot of gratitude in their hearts, and a large part of this gratitude has formed their love for the company. loyalty.

Seeing that the time is ripe, Yu Linlin didn't mean to hide her secrets at all. Her idea was to let all women have free will and independent personality, so she almost imparted what she knew.The female workers are very ingenious, in fact, they are not lacking in imagination, many of them are just because their talents are suppressed and stifled by this era.

Since then, "s" has become famous and has almost become the most popular high-end women's brand in London. All women are proud to own a "s" skirt.

But because of the increase in sales of skirts, Yu Linlin specially developed mid-grade skirts, which will not affect the sales of high-end skirts. After all, the diamonds and pearls used in high-end skirts are definitely the best, even though it is a brand , but women are vain creatures, especially richer women.

"s" is becoming more and more prosperous, but the demand for some high-end materials is also increasing.Mr. Darcy volunteered to take charge of the hardest and most tiring part of the field work, because he was the largest shareholder, and he decided that it was useless for Yu Linlin to object.

She knew that Mr. Darcy was for her, and she didn't want to live up to such affection and help, but no matter how many times she said it, Mr. Darcy was not as stubborn as the first time, just like a post-it note, staying quietly beside her.

Mr. Darcy walked into the store, the sun, the birds, and the wind made him feel very happy, but he didn't find Yu Rinlin's figure, but now Yu Rinlin is not very often in the store, logically, Darcy Sir should get used to it.But that day, he was inexplicably uneasy, and he was inexplicably flustered.

After searching the whole store, Mr. Darcy was surprised to find that none of the Bennet sisters were there. Jane was married and pregnant now, so it is normal to be absent. Mary is still in charge of the branch and is not in the London store. I can understand it, but even Lydia, who is in charge of the London store, is not there, which makes Mr. Darcy feel a little uneasy.

He drove to Longbourne that same day.From the clear sky to the night, he used the fastest speed and finally arrived at Longbourne.He knocked on the door of Bennet's house, and it was Kitty who opened the door.

Kitty's eyes were red as if she had been crying. She took a quick look at Mr. Darcy, but she didn't show any surprise, she just whispered, "You're here."

This made Darcy feel strange, good upbringing made him suppress the idea of ​​asking what happened immediately, he followed Kitty into the room, and he couldn't help but relax when he saw the person he was thinking about standing by the window tone.

Before he had time to ask her what was wrong, he saw her turn around, the sun fell on half of her face, her appearance was still as beautiful and lively as he had imagined, but there was something in those beautiful brown eyes. Staring at him full of strangeness.

"Are you Mr. Darcy? First time meeting, hello, I'm Elizabeth Bennet." She pulled back her skirt and performed a brief courtesy, and Mr. Darcy felt his head was blown completely blank.

Mr. Darcy's eyes widened.He had never felt such fear like this, the coldness rushed up from his toes, making his whole body tremble, and he almost trembled all over.

He felt as if he had been deprived of language ability, his throat was stuck and he couldn't speak a word.

He couldn't help but think of the first time he met her.Her amber-like pupils were filled with gentle emotions, she turned around in the night wind, her eyes were as bright as the sun and the moon, she smiled at him, and walked into the ball.

He remembered that she introduced herself to him, there seemed to be a slight smile on the corners of her lips, and she didn't seem to be smiling. She lowered her swan-like neck and saluted him: "Nice meeting, Mr. Darcy, I am Elizabeth Bennet "He didn't say anything, staring into her eyes, suddenly felt that he had been waiting for this scene for a long time.

His long life seemed like a waste of time.He changed so much for her, let go of his pride, overcome his character flaws, and worked hard to learn humility, tolerance, and look at others without any prejudice.

But she smiled at him again, asked him if he was Mr. Darcy, and said that she had only met him for the first time.

"I'm sorry, but I'm not the Elizabeth Bennet you know." Mr. Darcy's dumbfoundedness seemed to be expected by Elizabeth, and she showed an apologetic and generous smile. Elsewhere, I felt another mysterious world.While establishing a bond with the people in that world, she also felt so sad when she came back here, but fortunately, she still had her family by her side.

This made Elizabeth can't help thinking, what about that foreign soul? She is a lonely soul that has lost her body and wanders in various worlds, and there is no place for her to stay.

Originally, she still resented her for taking her own body, but when she knew this, Elizabeth was relieved.When she came back, she looked at the desperate Darcy, and suddenly her heart moved.

Being strongly loved, deeply loved regardless of her status, it was because of such deep feelings that she had no choice but to be ejected from this world.But even if Mr. Darcy knew it, he could not restrain his feelings.In this world, only the feelings for each other are the most uncontrollable.

So, she never mentioned it.At this moment, Elizabeth felt that her emotions were in common with Yu Linlin, and the wonderful journey they had with the girl from the East will become the best memory.

"She comes from the far east, because the body has died, but her soul can't find peace, so she was moved to different worlds. If she is too deeply tied to this world, she will be 'corrected', and now she should go to to the next place, as long as you still love her, it is impossible for her to come back."

Although cruel, Elizabeth felt obliged to tell him the truth.Even if it is cruel, he has to learn to accept it.Who didn't grow up in pain?

Although he was standing in a brightly lit room, Mr. Darcy felt that the whole world was dark.He loves a person, he changed himself for this person, and became a better and gentler version of himself, because of her, he has goodwill towards the whole world, and he will no longer look down on anyone arrogantly, but she left.

And now, the other she told him that if he didn't stop loving her, she would never come back.

How can love die? In the countless times of her rejection, in the countless times of her non-response, in the countless times of her never looking back, even this has not weakened it by half. Her departure will only make it deeper. , How can it die out?

There was a sense of collapse—everything—just like that.

Mr. Darcy never thought that one day his feelings would affect him so deeply, he would become almost another self because of someone, he fought for it, he worked hard for it, and the person he finally got close to suddenly left like this took his life.

He lost not only her, but also his hope.

"I can't do it..." Mr. Darcy, who had been silent for a long time, suddenly said, and there was a sudden rainstorm outside the door. In the wind and rain, there were tears in his eyes. He stared deeply at Elizabeth, and when he saw her When he saw the tolerance and sympathy in his eyes, he was on the verge of collapse, and he could hardly believe that it was no longer her situation in front of his eyes.

He wanted to hug her, but couldn't take a step.Because he knew what she said was true, she was no longer his Elizabeth, she was no longer the girl who looked into the distance and smiled sadly and mistyly.

The "s" she created with her own hands, the way she gently caressed her sister's cheek, her eyes were full of affection, her smile floated indifferently in the air, she stared at him coldly and condescended like a queen, she Saying "I will never love you and never marry" without emotion.

Every memory is like fragments, flashing through his mind quickly.Mr. Darcy rushed out of the door in despair, outside the door there was thunder and lightning, and heavy rain poured down, but he didn't seem to feel it. He still remembered the time when the sun fell on him, he smelled the fragrance of flowers, and walked happily to "s". Even though it was only morning, it seemed like centuries had passed——

Where are you, I don't believe you have already left, are you hiding somewhere, just don't want to see me?

Britain is so big, how can you find it if I lost it.

He staggered and fell into the mud, the rain swished down like cold arrows, wetting his whole body, he stared at the sky where no light could be seen, his blue eyes lost all brilliance, like dirty glass balls .

He stared blankly at the sky, as if turned into a sculpture.He couldn't even cry, he just felt as if his heart had been crushed inch by inch, torn apart.

He thought that if there was one more time, he would kneel down for a long time when he proposed to her for the first time, until she agreed to him.

Just let me have you, even if it's just for one day.

No, if it happens again, he won't get close to her again, and only loves her silently.Is that all right?

"I don't love you anymore, come back!!!" Looking at the sky, he suddenly roared, but tears fell from his eyes. His hands were deeply inserted into the wet soil, with a ferocious expression, like a wild beast.

Even if you deceive yourself, can you not deceive God?Feelings are not carrots, how can we cut them off.