If the world had no daylight

Have you ever had such a moment, when you opened your eyes from the bed, you couldn't tell where you were.

Your consciousness, your body, doesn't seem to belong to you at this moment.

And you can only open your eyes blankly, pulling away from the chaotic brain a little bit.

It was not a pleasant process, and it was even exhausting.

Tiredness pushes you to sink slowly. You obviously don't want to, but you still can't help but close your eyes and fall into the darkness again.

"How long will it take for her to wake up?"

Some familiar voices echoed in your ears, but you forgot who it was coming from.

"...The patient's consciousness is clear, and she can hear you talking to her. It's just that the body function still needs a recovery process..."

Yes, you can hear, but more often than not you can't.

Just like now, you try very hard to listen, but you can't stop the inexhaustible clues that drag you into the isolated space again.

In this way, day after day, you gradually understand.

You're sick, you're lying in the hospital, and you haven't woken up yet.

But why do you get sick?

do not you remember.

There are also some very important things that you want to remember, but you can't.

There is someone who is always by your side and talks to you.

Her voice is nice, clean and thorough, with a little sweetness.

You don't know why you use taste to describe a sound, but you just think so.

She talked about some trivial daily things, and when she got interested, she would laugh twice, which was crisp and sweet, which made people nostalgic.

But the time you wake up is always very short, and even if you want to listen more, there is nothing you can do.This state makes you sad because, subconsciously, you are not supposed to be like this.

You should be omnipotent and invincible.

You try to stay awake every day in order to hear her voice as much as possible.You've managed to do it, and you're thrilled that you're getting more waking hours every day, even if it's just a little bit more.

However, she seldom came again.

Is it because you are too busy?

I was so busy that I didn't even have time to see myself.

But you quickly came out of the loss.Since she can't come, go and see her.

For this matter, you have to work harder to wake up.

You must be omnipotent, and this belief remains so strong that you have never been discouraged.Because you know you can do it, like everything you've done before.

Finally, on a snowy day, you wake up.

"She's awake."

The text message on the mobile phone was only three short words, but it made her stand still for a long time, even the left hand holding the mobile phone could not restrain the trembling.

"The family members of bed 307! Are you there?"

Bai Tian came back to his senses, quickly wiped his face, and replied: "Here!"

The nurse pushed the cart to the hospital bed, replaced the drip bottle with a new one neatly, lifted the quilt to take a look, and then nodded: "Call me when this bottle is finished, remember, don't worry about it." wasting time."

Bai Tian quickly thanked her and watched her go out.

The old man in the next bed opened his eyes and looked over, then turned over again and continued to sleep.

She immediately restrained her voice, walked to the head of the bed with light movements, and bent down to cover the person on the bed with a quilt.

Unexpectedly, he just woke up the other party, he opened his eyes in a daze, and asked in a hoarse voice: "What time is it?"

Bai Tian replied softly, "It's 10:30."

Bai Laosan narrowed his eyes, and suddenly said: "What are you doing out here, go back to class."

She paused her hand, lowered her head and replied, "I've asked for leave."

"The fake is sold. I'm going to be in the third year of high school. Why don't you ask for leave? I'll call you and tell your head teacher."

Bai Tian hurriedly held him down, "Don't move, the wound is just a little bit better. I understand, I'll go back now."

He moved his mouth, said nothing, and closed his eyes again.

The old man next to him groaned and chirped, Bai Tian heard it, didn't stay any longer, picked up his schoolbag and left the ward.

She walked to the infusion room and asked the familiar nurse to keep an eye on the time before she walked out of the hospital.

When I arrived at school at this time, I could only catch lunch.She looked around the street blankly, wrapped her thick down jacket tightly, and followed the crowd to the station.

When the bus arrived, she followed the crowd to get on and off the bus, and it was only when she came to her senses that she realized that she had walked to the gate of a certain private hospital at some point.

With his right hand wrapped in gauze hanging down by his side, Bai Tian looked up at the seventh floor of the inpatient building, then lowered his head and lingered at the door for a long time.

In the end, she still didn't step in.

Bai Tian turned around and went to the vegetable market, bought a local chicken and yam, took them home and made soup in a casserole.

The appearance of this soup is not very good, because she is not used to holding a kitchen knife in her left hand.

Finally, the soup was slowly simmering on a low fire, and Bai Tian went back to his room to read a book.

It wasn't until it was almost dark that she closed the book and went to the kitchen, packed soup in an insulated lunch box, and went out to the hospital.

The inpatient department has access control, so Bai Tian couldn't stay for too long, and she left in a hurry after giving another chicken soup to a nurse who was familiar with the inpatient department.

Nurse He looked at the irresistible soup, and took it back to the duty room somewhat dumbfounded.

"Did the family members of that bed in 307 give it to you again?" The colleague who was about to get off work just came out after changing clothes, and asked casually.

Nurse He nodded, sighed, and said, "This kid is too clever. He knows that he can't give gifts, so he cooks something for me every night."

She opened the lunch box, smelled the tangy aroma, and shared a bowl with her colleagues.

The other party took a sip and immediately gave a thumbs up: "This taste is as good as going to a restaurant, you are really lucky."

Nurse He couldn't eat anymore. She looked at the bowl of soup with a seldom sad expression.

"Xiaobai is only a little old, and he is so sensible. My daughter is older than her, and she knows how to go out to play all day long."

She shook her head as she spoke, picked up a piece of chicken with her chopsticks.

The piece of meat was cut too big, and Nurse He couldn't eat it for a while, and her colleagues also felt puzzled: "This knife is a bit sorry for the taste."

Nurse He sighed again, she put down her chopsticks, and couldn't help but say something more: "Don't you know, this child's hand has just had a plaster cast removed, and it's still not healed."

The colleague shook his head. He was not often on duty and rarely saw the little girl. Now he asked curiously, "Where is the injury?"

"The tendon was completely ruptured. I followed the suture operation at that time. The injury was too severe and it was basically impossible to recover."

The colleague was taken aback for a moment, and quickly asked, "Which handedness?"

Nurse He nodded, lowered her head and took a sip of the soup. The taste in her mouth was obviously good, but she didn't like it in her heart.

"It's a pity that this kid's cooking skills are so good."

Colleagues also looked sad, but in their profession, they have seen too many "regrets", and they can't feel distressed.

He thought of another thing, "Did you tell her about her uncle's situation?"

Nurse He couldn't drink anymore. She covered the lid of the lunch box, put down the chopsticks, and said after pondering for a while, "Find a time to tell her. The patient's condition can't just be kept secret from the family."

"Hey, it's a pity." He also said something, but he didn't know who he was sighing.

Bai Tian stretched out his right hand, raised it high, slowly put on his clothes with his left hand, and walked out of the bathroom.

It was already very late, but she still turned on the light in the living room. She didn't hesitate until she walked into the bedroom, and turned it off.

Now only the bedroom was left with the lights on, and the air was eerily quiet for a moment.

She looked up at the chandelier on the ceiling, and finally she was heartbroken, turned off the light and climbed onto the bed.

Electricity is also an expense, if you can save it, you can save it.

Taking out the phone from under the pillow, Bai Tian looked at the empty SMS box, and clicked on the message sent five days ago.

After reading the three words on the screen several times, she closed the phone and threw it aside, wrapping herself tightly in the quilt.

At this time, the phone vibrated suddenly, Bai Tian immediately opened his eyes, hesitated for a moment, then picked it up and opened the cover.

"Today we went to see Classmate Ye, she is doing well."

The sender is: Zhao Yuelan.

Bai Tian looked at this message for a long time, then closed the phone and put it back.

That night, she tossed and turned in bed, unable to fall asleep.

Or rather, not just this night.

"According to what the criminal suspect Wei Zheng said, that night, he asked you to meet in the old street of the hardware store, and said that he would hand over the arrears of rent to you. But he didn't expect to meet Zhang, who was looking for revenge. There was a quarrel between the two sides, and then there was a brawl on the construction site in the back alley... Student Ye, is the situation true?"

There were two people in uniform standing in the ward. They were making notes while they were asking questions, but they looked at the person on the bed with their eyes, without missing every expression of her.

The girl with gauze wrapped around her head was still pale. She sat on the bed with her eyes downcast, as if she didn't want to answer.

Ye Chengze on the side quickly said: "I'm sorry, Comrade Police, my daughter was seriously injured, and she hasn't been conscious recently. Why don't you ask your question another day?"

The person who was taking notes looked up at his colleague, who gave him a helpless look, and the two could only nod in agreement.

"Then we will come again when Student Ye is in better condition."

Ye Chengze walked over quickly, said a few polite words with a smile, and sent them to the door of the ward.

The people on the hospital bed suddenly spoke and stopped them: "Can I apply for a meeting with Wei Zheng?"

The tall man turned around, organized his language, and said, "Sorry, according to the provisions of Article 30 of No. [-] of the "Criminal Procedure Law of the People's Republic of China", during the entire criminal procedure, only the staff of the Public Security Bureau and lawyers can meet with the client. .”

"But..." He paused, looked at the girl's expression, and worded his words carefully: "Wei Zheng's own financial situation means that he can only apply for a defender from the legal aid organization, but his own wish is..."

"No application."

Ye Wan looked at him for a long time, then nodded, and said, "Thank you."

The tall man was about to turn around, but she said again: "Please tell Wei Zheng a word for me, please."

Ye Wan raised her head and said calmly: "I will help him, no matter what."

The man looked at her thoughtfully, then nodded.

After they left, Ye Chengze closed the door, looked at her quietly for a long time, and then came over and sat down.

"Wei Zheng is lying, why is he lying? Doesn't he know that doing so is more detrimental to him?"

Ye Chengze's eyes are too sharp at the moment, he rarely shows this side in front of outsiders, and Ye Wan has never seen it before.

But she just lowered her head and remained silent.

Ye Chengze didn't want to force her, but he had to say something.

"Ye Wan, how deeply are you involved in this matter? Wei Zheng, is he..."

"He's protecting me, because I can't have anything to do with it." Ye Wan finally spoke.

Ye Chengze swallowed the words in his mouth, looked at her expression, but was afraid of irritating her even if he let out a long sigh.

"You really have nothing to do with it," he said calmly.

Ye Wan raised her head, looked at him, and waited for his next words.

Ye Chengze said: "Leave this matter to me, and I will help him hire the best lawyer. What you have to do now is to take care of your body first, and your body functions will degenerate after being in a coma for half a month. You can do anything else Don't think about it for now, the body is the first."

Ye Wan looked at him for a while without saying a word, then slowly turned over and lay back on the bed.

Ye Chengze subconsciously wanted to pat her hand, but paused for a moment, then silently withdrew his hand.

He left the ward lightly, closed the door, then went to the stairs and took out his mobile phone.

After finishing the call in a few minutes, Ye Chengze looked through the address book again and found a number to call.

"...Hello? Old classmate, long time no see, do you have time for dinner tonight?"

He walked downstairs while talking on the phone, and passed a tall and thin figure.

The girl glanced at his back, before he could say a word, he had already walked away.

She shrugged, turned back and continued upstairs, and then outside a private hospital room.

She didn't even knock on the door, she just walked in.

The person lying on the bed opened his eyes, and after seeing her face, he closed them again.

The person standing there saw her recovering face, "tsk", and said, "It really is a disaster that lasted a thousand years."

Ye Wan closed her eyes and ignored her.

But she sat down on the sofa freely, and picked up the washed apple on the coffee table and took a bite in her mouth, which was crisp and loud.

"Very sweet, would you like a bite?"

Ye Wan didn't even move, and completely ignored her.

But she didn't mind, instead she smiled and said, "Seeing that you are recovering well, I can also report to someone that you are safe."

The person lying on the bed finally opened his eyes and looked over coldly.

"Zhao Shengsheng, are you bored?"

Sitting on the sofa, Zhao Yuelan took another bite of the apple and finished eating happily, then looked at her and replied, "Didn't I learn this from you? Ye Pangduner."

Ye Wan's face darkened, he glanced at her, and turned his back to her.

But Zhao Yuelan stood up, walked to the bed, bent down and said, "Do you want to know why she didn't come to see you? I informed you in time, but she didn't reply to me."

The person with her back turned indifferent, Zhao Yuelan straightened up and shook her head.

"Ye Wan, getting along with people like you is really tiring, why don't you just let Bai Tian go."

Ye Wan opened his eyes, but didn't look back.

Zhao Yuelan said seriously: "You're just constantly hurting Bai Tian with your mouth full of lies. I don't know what you're doing, but it's definitely not a good thing for Bai Tian. This time you two almost lost your life. What about next time?"

Outside the concealed door of the ward, the footsteps of the person holding the thermos cup stopped.

Ye Wan finally turned around and said blankly: "Zhao Shengsheng, how much better do you think you are than me? I haven't lied to her, but what about you? You have been using her from the beginning to the end, Just because of your childish and boring desire to win."

Zhao Yuelan's expression paused, and in the next second, he burst out into a smile.

"You didn't lie to her?"

She folded her arms around her chest, and said in a bad tone: "Ye Wan, do you think that no one else knows what you did? Do you want me to tell you one by one?"

Ye Wan smiled sarcastically, looking at her as if looking at a mentally handicapped person.

Zhao Yuelan hated her expression the most, since she was a child, she hated it the most.

"Chen Huiru, Shi Yuanyuan, Zhang Ting, Lin Qiao, do you want me to continue?" She put away all her expressions.

Ye Wan closed her eyes impatiently, and was about to say something when the door of the ward was suddenly pushed open.

The person outside the door came in, holding the thermos cup with his left hand, and standing sideways in front of the door.

"excuse me."

Zhao Yuelan froze, even Ye Wan was also stunned.They turned to look at the door.

The short-haired girl was wearing a dark black down jacket, stood at the door and looked at them, and asked calmly: "You seem to be talking about me, can I participate in this topic?"

The author has something to say:

fixed

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This volume will be more cruel. Just thinking about how to write it mildly made me stuck for a day, and I will resume the update on time at nine o'clock tomorrow.

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