If the world had no daylight

The Internet has been lively for two days and two nights, but there is still a trend of lingering enthusiasm.

From 06:30 in the morning to [-]:[-] in the evening, Ye Wan didn't turn on her mobile phone or computer, blocking all external connections.

Although she has no friends in the entertainment industry these years, there are always a few who can talk to her. Right now, she is trying to contact her and ask whether the things on the Internet are true or not.

But in fact, the public can tell the difference between true and false, but they just don't want to believe it.

An actress who had just retired, turned around and appeared in the judicial examination room. This situation is unprecedented and illogical.

But this happened, and the media workers had to be busy for a while, but they probably wouldn't thank Ye Wan who gave them the headlines.

After flipping through another pile of files and materials, the person sitting on the sofa stood up and went to the bar to pour himself a glass of water.

In the past two days, she has started to adjust her sleep. She has given up coffee, but she still suffers from insomnia all night. She can only relieve anxiety by drinking water and reading.

Yes, anxiety.

Leaning against the bar, Ye Wan rubbed the glass lightly with her fingers, couldn't help raising her head, took a deep breath, and then let it out slowly.

The closer she is to her goal, the more she can't restrain her anxiety. Now that everything is ready, it's only due to Dongfeng, but Ye Wan has felt the feeling of having trouble sleeping and eating for a long time.

Putting down the glass, she decided to find something to do for herself.

Since announcing her retirement for more than 20 days, Ye Wan has stayed at home and concentrated on preparing for the exam.Although Ye Li is so busy that her feet don't touch the ground, she still remembers to ask someone to bring her fresh ingredients, fruits, and even some snacks on a regular basis.

He has always been much more careful and considerate than other men, and relatively, he is also much more sensitive.

This comes from childhood experiences and the environment in which I grew up.

After growing up, Ye Li became more mature and knew how to take care of others, which was fully reflected in his mother and Ye Wan.

Ye Wan has long been used to this unrelated younger brother treating her like a fragile object, and sometimes being too polite can actually hurt others.

She opened the refrigerator, glanced at it casually, and decided on today's dinner.

The weather is too hot now, but she can't eat raw or cold food rashly, especially since she can't go out yet, and it's hard to deal with it when she's sick.

Ye Wan cooked himself a sauerkraut vermicelli soup, which was refreshing and relieved the greasiness.I also used the rice cooker to stew a claypot rice, using the sausage brought by Ye Li, which was prepared by Xu Lin herself.

Finally, take out the bowl cake made yesterday from the freezer, and the simple dinner is complete.

Ye Wan finished dinner slowly by himself, threw the dishes into the dishwasher, pressed the start button, and went back to pack up the rest of the claypot rice, ready to seal the plastic wrap and put it in the refrigerator.

When she touched the refrigerator door, she suddenly remembered something.

So Ye Wan took the plate and walked to the entrance, changed a pair of shoes, opened the door and walked to the opposite side.

She rang the doorbell three times, but there was no sound inside.

Ye Wan frowned, the two sides were so close, if there was a door opening and closing, she would sit in the living room all day, and she would never fail to hear it.

She thought about it, went home and put down the plate, then walked into the study and looked at the leftmost one of the three screens on the desk.

Typing out a string of codes with the keyboard, Ye Wan called up the surveillance video in the corridor and started playing it in reverse at ten times speed.

It was rewound to the afternoon of two days ago before Bai Tian's figure appeared on the screen.

She was wearing the clothes she wore at the school gate that day, and after opening the door and entering, she never came out again.

And yesterday was Saturday, according to Ye Wan's observation during this time, Bai Tian would definitely go out to the supermarket every Saturday night, and she would buy daily necessities for a week.

Ye Wan hit the pause button, looked at the screen for a while, then got up straight and walked out of the study.

The claypot rice that was almost cold was placed on the dining table, but she didn't care about it, so she walked out and stopped in front of the opposite door.

The whole apartment was locked with a combination lock. Ye Wan slid open the lock cover in front of him, squatted down and looked at the smooth touch screen through the reflection, only to see fingerprints in four places.

The specification of combination lock is also a four-digit password, so the password is composed of these four numbers.

Ye Wan stood up, looked at the four numbers and thought for a few seconds, then reached out and pressed a four-digit number.

With a tick, the door opened.

She smiled helplessly, then opened the door and walked in.

The room was still as clean and tidy as when she came last time, full of warm and comfortable atmosphere.

The window screens were tied, and a large area of ​​sunlight poured down from the floor-to-ceiling windows. It was dusk at this time, and only the dim afterglow of the ground was left.

Ye Wan closed the door, stood in the entrance and called out: "Bai Tian."

The sound echoed in the room, but it quickly returned to silence.

She didn't hesitate anymore, and walked directly into the living room, looked at the structure of the house, and then walked through the aisle outside the kitchen to the door of the bedroom and bathroom.

Ye Wan glanced at the bathroom door, then turned to the white wooden door of the bedroom, and knocked on it.

She waited a full 2 ​​minutes, knocked three times and got no response, so she unlocked the door.

Bai Tian felt something was wrong when he woke up in a daze yesterday afternoon.

She thought she had slept for a long time during this afternoon nap, and opened her eyes to look at the time with difficulty, only to find that it was only four o'clock, and there was still time to go to the hospital.

But she struggled to get up, but she was so weak that she couldn't get up, and could only slowly fall back into a deep sleep.

The temperature dropped yesterday, and she didn't turn on the air conditioner in the room, so this feeling was like falling into the stove, no matter how much she tossed and turned, her whole body was stuffy and couldn't be relieved.

His body and eyelids were as heavy as lead. Bai Tian woke up several times in a daze, but he couldn't open his eyes. His throat was dry and astringent, and the burning pain was lingering.

She slept like this repeatedly all night and day, and her consciousness became more and more confused, but she couldn't really fall asleep because of her physical discomfort.

Bai Tian thought that she might die like this in an empty house.

But when she realized this, she didn't panic or feel sad.

Instead, I felt a faint sense of relief.

So she let herself fall to a deeper and darker place bit by bit, and fell again.

The body suddenly became incredibly light, as if it could rise into the air at any time.

Bai Tian heard something "click" and fell from her body, making her body even lighter.

She was almost obsessed with this feeling and wanted to reach out and hold it.

But there was a cold touch on her face suddenly, and the bulkiness and exhaustion wrapped her up again.

The person on the bed had chapped lips, furrowed brows, and a look of uneasiness.Sweat soaked her hair, even the pillow and thin quilt.

Ye Wan bent down and touched her forehead, immediately picked her up, walked out of the bedroom, and returned to her home.

She put the sleepy man on her bed, first measured her body temperature with a thermometer, and immediately went back to the living room after confirming it, found a bottle of alcohol from the medicine cabinet, and found an unused wooden basin in her bathroom , and new towels.

Holding these few things, Ye Wan unscrewed the hot water in the sink and poured some alcohol to wash the tub.After rinsing a few times, she poured the entire bottle of alcohol into the basin, watched it cover one-third of the depth of the basin, and then started to pick up hot water.

Ye Wan controlled the ratio of alcohol to water, turned off the tap when it was full, and walked into the bedroom with the tub and towels in his arms.

She put the tub on the ground, took a towel and soaked it in alcohol mixed with water, and stood up.

The person lying on the bed was soaked as if he had fallen into the water.Ye Wan gently brushed the wet hair from her forehead, wiped her forehead carefully with a towel, and then wiped her neck down.

After wiping, she paused, and still lifted Bai Tian's pajamas, revealing her belly.Ye Wan finished wiping the skin without looking sideways, and let the alcohol evaporate without putting down her clothes.

Then, Ye Wan raised her hand and wiped her elbow and armpit with a towel.

The smell of alcohol seemed to irritate the person with closed eyes, she struggled a bit, Ye Wan stopped, waited for a few seconds, and wiped again.

But she frowned again, and her breathing became short of breath. Ye Wan had no choice but to put down the towel, put his hand through her arm, picked up the lying person, and sat in his arms.

Ye Wan hugged the sleeping man with one hand, and patted her back gently with the other. After her breathing calmed down, she picked up the towel again and began to wipe her other hand.

The soft body leaned against her weakly, and his head was buried on her shoulder, and he even unconsciously found a comfortable angle.

Ye Wan raised her head, carefully supported the back of her head, and then wiped her sweaty back of the neck with a towel.

This was the first step. She threw the towel into the wooden basin, then hugged the calmed person, and asked her to lie down slowly.

Ye Wan sat by the bed, looked at her for a long time, then got up, picked up the tub and went back to the bathroom.

After she finished packing these things, she stood by the sink and lowered her head. A few seconds later, she bent down and turned on the hot water in the bathtub, watching the water slowly accumulate in it.

It was a slow process. Ye Wan sat on the edge of the bathtub, watching more and more water flooding up, seemingly lost in thought.

But when the water reached the optimal water level, she immediately reached out to turn off the switch, got up and went back to the bedroom.

It was as if she had never been in a trance for a second.

This time Ye Wan didn't step into the bedroom again, she just stood at the door, leaning on the door and looking at the person on the bed, waiting for the time to pass.

After the set alarm clock rang, she went into the bedroom and turned off the alarm clock, then picked up the thermometer and took another measurement.

Much better than the original results, but still burning.

The people in the room sighed, then bent down to pick up the person on the bed, and walked into the bathroom from the bedroom.

Holding the sleeping person, Ye Wan first sat by the bathtub, reached out to check the temperature of the water, and only after making sure that the temperature had dropped to a suitable temperature did she gently put the person in her arms into the bathtub.

The person wrapped in warm water shrank subconsciously. Ye Wan hugged her and patted her on the back, but he still couldn't comfort the restless person.

Ye Wan stopped and looked down at her face. After a long time, she stepped into the bathtub.

She helped the weak man to sit down in a corner, and then let him lean against her face to face.

With a support point, she no longer struggled, but her whole body was still tense.Afraid of her cramps, Ye Wan could only hug her and said softly, "Okay, it's fine. It will be fine after taking a bath."

She repeated it over and over again, patting her on the back, until the person in her arms relaxed, and then withdrew her hand.

The bathtub was huge and the water was deep. Ye Wan sat in the corner, picked up a new towel beside him and wet it, and scrubbed the person in his arms.

She untied the other party's crumbling ball head, put the leather cord on the wrist with the glove, then twisted the shower to wet her hair, squeezed a little shampoo with the other hand, and gently foamed the wet hair.

The gentle strength seemed to ease her discomfort, and her pale little face finally eased a little.

After Ye Wan washed her hair, rinsed it several times with warm water, and then took out a bath towel to wrap her head.

The two of them were soaked in the water, and their clothes were already soaked.Ye Wan's black nightdress was wet and stuck to her skin, making her uncomfortable.But she couldn't take care of it, so she had to finish bathing the sleepy man quickly while the water temperature was just right.

She put her hand on Bai Tian's chest, and after a slight pause, she still untied the collar of her pajamas with her fingers.

This is a body that is already very unfamiliar. Ye Wan raised her head and put her eyes on the tiles in the bathroom, but the movements of her hands did not stop.

She unbuttoned all of Bai Tian's clothes, took off the soaked pajamas and threw them into the laundry basket, so the skin that they hugged and touched became more.

Ye Wan slowed down her breathing, and after a long pause, she put her hand on the thin piece of clothing again.

She touched the row of buttons with her fingertips and was about to untie them when someone grabbed her wrist.

Ye Wan opened the distance as if waking up from a dream, and met a pair of eyes that were moist with mist.

The girl with a bath towel on her head opened her eyes slightly, quietly looking at the person in front of her, making this narrow world fall into silence.

Ye Wan opened his mouth, wanting to say something, but didn't know how to say it.

It's hard to say whether it's an unspeakable bewilderment, or a more secretive emotion.

She let her brain calm down, and opened her lips again, wanting to say an explanation.

The girl in front of her suddenly raised her head, and grabbed the low collar of Ye Wan's chest with both hands.

"...I've said it all, I don't want to wash with you." Her voice was hoarse, with a little pathological fragility.

Ye Wan was startled, looking at her moist eyes for a long time, only to find that the focus in her eyes was not as clear as usual.

"Bai Tian." She called out, trying to wake him up.

The short-haired girl shook her head slowly: "Don't call me, it's too noisy, my head hurts."

Ye Wan quickly touched her head, and after confirming the temperature, she loosened her tightly clenched heart.

"After taking a shower, take a nap, and then take some medicine, the pain will be gone." She lowered her voice, trying to coax her to continue taking a bath.

The girl opened her eyes, looked at her, and said, "You want to lie to me again."

Ye Wan paused, lowered his eyes for a while, and then said with difficulty: "No, I won't lie to you again in the future."

Bai Tian stared at her, and suddenly said, "I don't believe it."

Ye Wan withdrew her hand and fell into the water of the pool.

The next second, her collar was pulled, "You asked me to take a bath, why didn't you wash it? You said you weren't lying to me."

The girl raised her voice, showing a little grievance.

Ye Wan didn't look up at her, but asked in a low voice: "Then what should I do so that you will believe me again?"

The water is getting cold.

The girl looked at her, and suddenly reached out and tore off the shoulder strap of her pajamas, and said a little arrogantly: "You wash with me, don't lie to me again."

Ye Wan raised her head and couldn't help smiling, but she smiled, but she had the urge to cry.

The person in front of him raised his hand, held Ye Wan's face, and asked, "Why do you smile so ugly, just say so if you don't want to wash with me, and I won't make things difficult for you."

As she spoke, she also muttered: "When will I feel sorry for you?"

Ye Wan's long eyelashes trembled, she closed her eyes, and when she opened them again, she said: "Bai Tian, ​​the water is cold, let's get up."

She stretched out her hand, trying to hold the girl up, but was pushed away by the other side.

"You are like this again, why are you always like this, is it fun to tease me? You are the one who said that we want to take a bath together, and you are the one who asked if it is okay. Every time I agree, you go back on your word."

The short-haired girl pressed her against the wall and said loudly: "Why are you so annoying, you are so annoying, I hate you!"

Ye Wan turned her head away and said again: "The water is cold, but you still have a fever, let's get up."

"I'm not sick! You're sick, you're too sick." She said, but began to cry.

"You are really sick, you are inexplicable, I don't like you anymore, I don't like you anymore."

Ye Wan finally couldn't bear it any longer, she lowered her head and closed her eyes.

She breathed heavily, but the warm tears couldn't stop dripping.

Those tears fell into the warm water, and they were never found again.

Suddenly, a pair of hands hugged her shoulders and pulled her into his arms. A voice from above asked, "Why are you crying? I am the one who is angry, so I am going to cry."

Even though she said so, her movements were very gentle, she didn't let go of Ye Wan.

"Okay, don't cry, I'm not angry anymore."

The girl said to forgive generously, but she didn't know that the person she wanted to forgive had already stayed nine years ago.

The person in her arms was crying silently, the girl softened her tone, stroked her long hair, and said softly: "Don't cry, I lied to you, I don't dislike you."

After she finished speaking, seeing that it didn't work, she pushed some distance away, took the long-haired woman's face in her hands, and kissed the place where the tears flowed down.

Then there is the tip of the nose and the center of the eyebrows.

Finally, a soft kiss fell on Ye Wan's lips.

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