[Variety Drama] Mobility Scourge

Chapter 89 Neal's Ending - Love Is Not Love

Vanhill is a newcomer to bau, and he entered bau just to work with the man he admired - rreid, when he was not yet graduated, he had listened to his lectures a few times, that man knew at a glance that he was not good at communication People, um, this is a common problem of geniuses, but, he thought, he was impressed by rreid's knowledge and personality, but when he entered bau as he wished, he found that rreid had changed a bit.

No smile, silence, still silence.

He has been in Bau for three months, and the most common expression he sees on Reid is wry smile and daze.

"morning."

He arrived at the office early today, and no surprises, Reid has already arrived. His desk is near the window. I heard that it is not his original desk. The man leaned on the back of the chair and just stared out of the window blankly. , I can't see what he was thinking, but he didn't bother him.

"Hey, boy, it's always early."

Morgan walked over slowly, stirring his own coffee. He liked the newcomer Vanhill very much, just like the previous Reid. Now Reid, he had no choice but to help.

"Oh, I'm used to getting up early, and, isn't Dr. Reid earlier than me?"

Looking in Reid's direction, Morgan shook his head: "No, I even wonder if he hasn't been back yet."

"again?"

"You get used to it, Reid is like that, I thought it would get better with time, but..." Morgan stopped talking, he and Garcia also persuaded Reid, but Reid couldn't get out by himself.

"Is it related to that genovese?"

Morgan glanced at the newcomer unexpectedly: "You know?" This newcomer who has only been here for three months actually knows what happened seven years ago?

"Uh, I, I read the files."

Vanhill replied with some embarrassment: "I, I just care a little bit, so..."

"Oh, don't worry, many people know about this, and it's not a secret file."

Morgan took a sip of the coffee, it didn't have a particularly mellow taste, and sometimes Morgan would inadvertently hear a woman's expression of distaste for the bad coffee, and then a man would go all the way to buy coffee for him while he was resting. woman drinking.

"So, is it true? Genovese disappeared after killing five fugitive serial killers?"

"Yes, after the explosion, there were only five bodies in the ruins, and Lucida wasn't there."

"..."

There are many reasons for not being there, maybe being taken away by someone, maybe... I left by myself.

However, no matter which answer, there is only one fact... that woman has been missing for seven years.

There was no sound.

How long is seven years?

That can be long enough to kill the hope of reid a little bit.

In the first year, he frantically searched for Lucida. Lucida left all her things behind, but she just disappeared. He thought she was taken away, so he went directly to the Genovese family to find someone, but it wasn't them. Reid couldn't Not accepting the fact that Lucida left by herself, and... She intends to live in anonymity.

For the next year, he waited in their apartment every day, sitting until dawn for several days, and finally had to use sleeping pills to sleep.

The third year, the fourth year, the fifth year... Reid came here in such a muddled way, and Morgan comforted him more than once, persuading him to forget about Lucida and start a new life.

In the first year, he stubbornly said that he would not forget her.

In the second year, he stubbornly said that he would not give up looking for her.

When Morgan persuaded him in the third year, he smiled and said yes.

Then he couldn't.

He didn't want to worry everyone anymore, so he started to be in a daze quietly, recalling the past, he said he would forget Lucida, but he couldn't, he thought...his first love will last until the grave.

******

There is a coffee shop on the corner of two streets away from the New York Police Department. Regular customers come and go. Nearby office workers will come to this coffee shop to buy a cup of coffee or a daily limited shop during breakfast or lunch break. Small biscuits baked by Chang himself.

The store manager is a beautiful woman with reddish brown hair and green eyes, she is very beautiful, and her figure is like a model on the cover of a magazine. Even if this woman is a single mother, there are many men courting her.

Why is it said that it is a single mother? It is because every regular customer knows the boy who sits on the bar and plays by himself every day. The boy is very similar to his mother. No one will doubt their relationship, but the boy is not like ordinary Like a child like him, he loves to play and makes a lot of noise. He can play alone in the store without saying a word, and what is he playing?A chessboard with three pieces put together.

The boy has autism.

It's easy to see.

"Hey, Lucy, old rules."

The one who came in was the sales manager of the building next door. He was in his early forties. Since the store opened, his favorite thing to do was to come to this coffee shop for a cup of coffee at noon, eat the limited biscuits from the beautiful store manager, and then look at the outside of the store. Busy people coming and going feel their comfortable life.

"Hey Jack, someone tipped me off and your blood sugar went up again."

The beautiful store manager put down the bill in her hand, and said to the man with a smile, the man covered his face in annoyance: "Who did it again!"

"You should eat less sweet things."

"No! Lucy! You can't deprive me of the joy of life!"

The exaggerated shout of the old man made the same old customers beside him echo: "Jack! Be good! Be careful next time Lucy won't let you in the store!"

"To shut up!"

"jingle."

The doorbell rang, and another visitor came in.

"I want a cup of coffee, take it away."

The woman who came in was looking for something in her bag while talking. The woman was wearing a smart professional attire but her beauty was not diminished. When she raised her head and was about to pay, she was obviously taken aback when she saw the woman behind the cashier : "You are...vese!?"

Lucida was also taken aback, she didn't expect anyone to recognize her, but Lucida didn't know this woman in her impression: "Sorry? Do we know each other?"

The woman pursed her lips and smiled, "No, we don't know each other, but I know you, uh, I'm Sara, Neal's ex-girlfriend."

Lucida was taken aback for a moment, then greeted her with a light smile: "Hello."

"How are you and Neal?"

The woman asked bluntly, making Lucida very uncomfortable: "We are fine, thank you."

"I haven't been in touch with Neal for seven years and I haven't had the courage to go to him since we broke up."

Sara is a woman who dares to love and hate. She was attracted by Neal, so she fell in love with him, but she did not allow that man to have another woman in his heart, a woman who occupied half of his heart.

"I was so angry at the time that I didn't even talk to him properly, so I just slapped him and left."

Sara smiled wryly. She kept recalling that night for the next seven years. She was so anxious that she didn't listen to Neal's words. No, Neal didn't give her any explanation at that time. He just stared at her with a pair of beautiful eyes. In the eyes, there was no anger even after being slapped by her, and there was only a faint smile at the corner of her mouth, saying 'I'm sorry' softly in her loving tone.

Lucida's eyes flickered, and she also remembered that one day seven years ago, Neal came back with a slap on his face, she asked him what was wrong, he just shrugged and said in a regretful tone, he made his girlfriend angry So they broke up. She was pregnant at the time, and she was fooled by Neal without asking about the situation. Now it seems that the situation at that time was not that simple.

"Why did you break up?"

As soon as Lucida finished asking Sara, she looked at Lucida with a half-smile.

"Didn't Neal tell you? It's because of you, Vese."

"I?"

"He loves you, Vese."

[Lucida, you know I love you, right? 】

[Of course, I love you too, Neal. 】

Lucida took a deep breath: "I know." The woman smiled: "I love him too."

As she said that, Lucida paused: "But, the love between us is not love."

Is love not love, or what?

"What joke are you talking about? It's not love, so what? He loves you, he cares about you more than anyone else, and he doesn't love you, so how can he love you? I have studied Neal, even if I don't understand his heart, But judging from all his actions, he just loves you, and he would rather be arrested than give you away. The key to his room full of artworks is only given to you. Do you know how many of his rooms have not been given away? Do you know the reason he said the day we broke up? Sorry, sara, lucida needs me, so I want to be by her side, if he loves me, he won't want to break up with me, you guys If it's just a friend, why would he give up on me?"

He chooses you because he loves you.

"Sara?"

The voice in memory suddenly echoed in her ears, and Sara didn't expect the man she was talking about just now to appear behind her. Sara turned around and stared blankly at the man who came in at the door: "Neal?"

Seven years later, she never expected that they would meet like this.

"Why are you here?"

Neal's expression was surprised, and there was panic in the peacock blue pupils, Neal walked over quickly: "Long time no see."

"It's been a long time indeed."

"How are you doing?"

Seeing his ex-girlfriend again, Neal's reaction was not only flustered at the beginning, but then the man's expression returned to calm. Sara has always been strong, and she replied with a smile: "Of course."

She looked at Neal, then at Lucida, she broke up with Neal after three months of dating, but the two have not been separated for seven years, how could she believe that he doesn't love her! ?

"It seems that you are having a good time."

Sara meant something, and Neal took a deep breath: "Sara, can I talk to you alone?"

"……OK."

Speaking of the woman walking out of the coffee shop alone, Neal smiled apologetically at Lucida: "I'm sorry, baby, I'll take care of it."

He moved to Lucida's cheek and kissed, Lucida shook her head helplessly: "Go and explain to her clearly, if there is any misunderstanding."

Although seven years was too late, she couldn't let her misunderstand Neal's affection at that time.

The woman outside the door looked so proud, Neal approached her, and the woman suddenly asked: "She said, the relationship between you and her is not love."

She is lucida.

"..."

There was no surprise in those tender eyes that were so tiresome, Sara suddenly found it ridiculous. What ridiculous reason did she give up on this man?

"You...do you love her? Neal, answer me truthfully."

"Sara, it's been seven years, it's over between us, ask now, no..."

"Meaningful to me!! I need to know the answer! Let me know that I didn't make a decision that I regret at that time!! Neal, you didn't give me the answer seven years ago, can you tell me now?"

She fell in love with this man seven years ago, but because of her pride, she didn't allow herself to bow her head. Now, she just wants to know an answer. At that time, was she wrong, because of a wrong reason, she gave up the man she loved? man.

"I love her."

Neal's eyes didn't lie, he answered bluntly that he loved her, Sara held her breath, she listened to Neal's word for word: "But, that's not love."

Same answer as lucida.

"For Lucida, I have all emotions other than love, friends, family, confidant, companion, she is my best friend, but not a partner."

Besides not being a couple, they are the best couple ever.

A bit envious and a bit sad, they can have their own significant other, but half of their hearts are reserved for each other, their relationship will not be erased by time, and their relationship will not be broken by being meddled.

[Love is not love, don't let me admit obstacles to the union of sincere hearts. ] Shakespeare might laugh at them both.

"Then you, have you ever loved me?"

Sara felt that she was a bit hypocritical, and asked again after seven years, it was obviously different, Neal bent his gentle eyes, smiled and gave her the answer: "I loved you, seven years ago, I loved you, Sara .”

"...Then, will you marry me?"

"……I have no idea."

Neal didn't bluntly say no, he had already given her the greatest comfort, Sara took a deep breath: "So, what about you, you are with her now, and you say that there is no love between you, then, it must always be like this go down?"

"..."

Neal's suit always gives people the illusion that this man is a successful white-collar worker. He is handsome, excellent, and a rare good man. It is hard to imagine that he is a master of fraud and a man on the fbi watch list. , Neal turned his head slightly and looked at Lucida through the window of the coffee shop. The woman touched the boy's face with a smile. That smile represented her satisfaction and happiness in her current life. After all, seven years ago, he saw Most of them are women's confusion and loneliness.

Neal also took a deep breath. Someone asked this question before, and his answer has not changed until now: "Sara, Lucida and I will not get married, but I will take care of her for the rest of my life."

Why, it is no surprise.

There is no better man than nealcaffery, she thought, and there is no happier woman than vese, she didn't snatch neal, it was neal who went to her side automatically, ha, how interesting, neal will not be lucida's husband, But it will be her best boyfriend ever.

[nealcaffery will fall in love with any woman, but not vese, but nealcaffery will give up any woman for vese. 】Love is not love, there is nothing more sad than this.

【Acquaintance is not hating late, but hating early. I'm talking about Lucida and Neal. They have known each other for too long, and they are familiar with every angle of each other's smile. 】【Acquaintance is not hating early, but hating late. I’m talking about neal and sara. If neal didn’t know lucida, maybe there wouldn’t be such a woman who crossed his life so much that he couldn’t let go, couldn’t give up, throw away Can't, can't let go, can't love. 】"Neal, I wish you the best of luck in finding a woman you truly love."

"……thanks."

Sara left with a forced smile, and Neal silently watched the direction the woman left. After a long time, Neal shrugged and smiled helplessly: "I really love you..."

maybe.

But he thought...his feelings for Lucida will end until he enters the grave. If he falls in love with any woman, Lucida's existence is a thorn in their side, and only when Lucida is happy will he feel at ease.

However, if now is a kind of happiness for Lucida...he is willing to hold Lucida's hand and enter the grave together.

"jingle."

When Neal entered the coffee shop again, all the regular customers looked at him as if they were looking at a man having an affair, very hostile, Neal showed a charming smile at several people, making them itch with hatred, Turning his head and continuing to drink coffee, Neal walked up to the boy at the bar, rubbed his head and asked, "Hey, tell me, is your mother angry?"

The boy was playing a chessboard that others couldn't understand. He paused when he heard the man's question, then nodded and shook his head again. Neal thought about what it meant: "Is she angry or not?"

But the boy stopped answering and continued to play his chessboard. Being able to answer Neal's question is already an incredible response, because so far, the only person who can communicate with the boy is his mother, and the communication between the two It is also limited to the mother's concern, and the silent coquetry with the boy. There is still no one who can really resonate with the boy.

"Okay, I'll go coax her first."

Neal kissed the boy on the forehead, and the boy didn't reject such contact.

"lucida."

The woman was making her own limited biscuits in the kitchen. Neal leaned against the door and called out to the busy woman with a smile. Lucida turned around and raised her eyebrows: "Did you make it clear?"

"It's clear."

"What did you say?"

"I will only be with you in my life."

Neal's seemingly joking words, but anyone who knows Neal knows that the more he jokes, the more serious he is, Lucida shook her head: "Neal, this life is still very long, I can't delay you like this, you have to know, I owe you The most people are you."

"No matter what stupid things you say, you have to know that I can't let go of you. If you are happy, then I will leave. However, for you now, I have to watch you live well. You have to pay back what you owe me. gone."

Neal stepped forward and hugged Lucida, silently, Lucida seemed to be able to guess what Neal was thinking, and gently hugged him back.

【It would be great if I could fall in love with him/her. 】

"Hey Reid you need a break."

The man who pushed away the coffee shop tried to persuade the man behind him, but he also knew that there was nothing to persuade him. Reid smiled at Morgan with a faint smile: "I've had a rest, just give me a cup of coffee."

"Sleeping only three hours a day is not called rest, reid you will wear yourself out."

"No, I know my situation, don't worry."

Hearing Reid's usual stubborn answer, Morgan shook his head and went forward to buy two cups of coffee from the clerk. Reid saw the boy in front of the bar at the first sight. His familiar brown-red hair made Reid dazed for a moment, and he left Going in front of the boy and seeing the chessboard the boy was playing, he was startled unexpectedly.

"reid..."

Holding two cups of coffee in his hand, Morgan saw that Dr. Reid, who had been depressed all the time, was having fun with a little boy. There were chess pieces, Chinese chess pieces, and shogi pieces on the chessboard, and the distribution was also very strange. , but the strange thing is that these two people were able to play like this, you eat me, I eat you, until the sentence of reid''.

The boy puffed up his cheeks and did not speak. Reid smiled and touched the boy's head. Those green eyes softened Reid's heart. Reid tilted his head and said honestly: "I like you very much."

This boy, is a smart boy, or it can be said that he is a genius, he can understand the feeling of a person playing a chessboard, because others don't understand him, his toys, his world, he doesn't even understand the level of understanding , perhaps, in the eyes of others, it is an ordinary number, but in the eyes of this boy, perhaps when he is not aware of it, he can sensitively discover the algorithms and laws in the number.

The boy blinked, did not respond to him, just looked at him for a long time, then lowered his head and fiddled with his own chessboard.

"Hey Reid, let's go."

Morgan pushed his back against the door and went out, holding not only two cups of coffee, but also a pack of small biscuits as a gift, Reid smiled at the boy, subconsciously patted his head again, then turned and left .

"Hey man, you should try their manager's limited edition biscuits, they're really good."

Morgan handed the biscuit to Reid. Reid hesitated, and stuffed one into his mouth, but the familiar taste soured his eyes.

Reid seemed to realize something, and suddenly turned his head and stared at the coffee shop. After a long time, he smiled softly.

"What's wrong? Reid?"

"Morgan, stop trying to persuade me."

"what?"

"I love lucida."

"I know that." Morgan's most powerless thing is that Reid loves Lucida, and he still loves it to this day.

"No, what I want to say is that falling in love with Lucida is the thing I don't regret the most, and loving Lucida is something that I will never change in my life."

Reid looked straight into Morgan's eyes, his seriousness made Morgan speechless, is it really worth it, bet his next life.

"She deserves it."

Reid looked in the direction of the coffee shop again, resisted the urge to move forward, pursed his lips and turned to leave.

There's nothing better than knowing she's doing well.

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