[Tutor] I'm really just a weak dodder flower

I threw my body onto the sofa in the living room.

Bai Lan hugged his marshmallow and sat a little beside me, talking to me about what he wanted to say.

"...I'll take people to the Avengers Prison to bring Mukukun out, but you won't let me go," Milfiore's leader chewed the marshmallow, as if talking about the plot of a movie, "and then you died in battle."

I drank the lipstick tea expressionlessly.

"There is another world. You released Mr. Mu first. He went back to Vengley and tried to send you out of Sicily, but I caught him," Bai Lan continued, "and then you committed suicide."

I felt my hand holding the teacup tremble slightly, "...in other words, if it wasn't for you, I wouldn't have died at all?"

"Cecelia, don't you think what you said was a bit excessive?" the young man complained, "It's not that I want you to die."

"Thank you for letting me go." I twitched the corners of my mouth, "So in those worlds you wiped out Vongola? Are there no worlds where Vongola was defeated?"

"No."

I "tsk": "? G Tian is really useless."

Bai Lan nodded approvingly, "It's really useless."

I instinctively felt that it was a bit ironic for him to say this, but I was the one who started it, and it was not good to accuse Bai Lan of being rude, so I pretended I didn't hear anything, "So what do you mean you don't understand?"

"You can get more things if you give up Liu Dao Mu, why are you willing to bet your life for him?" He said, "Even if Pengel wins, you won't get any benefits, right?"

I lightly bumped the corner of the coffee table with the tip of my high heel.

"Liu Dao Mu killed your mother," I heard the young man's voice was deliberately lowered, with inexplicable persuasion and bewitchment, "If it wasn't for him, you wouldn't have to live so hard... That kind of person, really Is it worth your life?"

It was rare for me to agree with Bai Lan's words: "He really isn't worth it."

Bai Lan was taken aback.

"But Mr. Jesso, why do you think people live?" I asked softly, "I am different from you. I have lived a very difficult life since I was a child. Sometimes I feel that death is easier."

Because life is very difficult and I don't even know why I want to live, so I want to have a sustenance.

Before Liudao Mukuro killed my mother, my brother was the driving force behind my life——I used to really believe in the blueprint drawn by that person. When he took over the family, he would let me leave Sicily. I could go anywhere. You can also learn painting, which you have always wanted to learn, and live a life that has nothing to do with the mafia.

I believe that my brother can do what he says, because there is no conflict between sending me away and putting him on the throne of the head of the family.

But then he hit on me.

Who is the culprit?

Vengley?Kirionello?Or is it my father?

No, everything from the outside world is just an ordinary push. What really made my brother decide to raise his gun against me was his own greed and stupidity.He never really knew me, and he believed me when others hinted that I was qualified to inherit the family.

And who is responsible for the greed and stupidity of the brother?It's the father, it's the mother, it's me, it's him.

And then, Rokudo Mukuro killed my mother, and he told me, you have to become Marino IV.I got angry, so I set Marino on fire, and followed Bermuda back to the Avengers Prison.

They all wanted me to be Marino IV, and I didn't want to, so I just burned Marino, and it was hard for everyone.

I have no affection for my family, they raise me like livestock.The Marino family is responsible for providing my survival resources, and I have to rely on dealing with men to fight for Marino's interests.

I think I owe nothing to my family, and so does Liu Dao Mu.

Everyone told me that it was Liudao Mukuro who pushed you to hell, and you should hate him.I did hate him too, so I went to Avengers prison, and at that time I wanted to lock him up for the rest of my life and watch him have to beg me.

I'm probably crazy.

Cecilia's love for Liudaokuku began with the man's sweet talk against his will, and ended at the end of his life.

Before this, I thought I was a total bitch, I met a lot of men, I knew what kind of creatures they were, and I thought I would never fall in love with anyone.Liu Dao Mu is like a curse, he keeps pulling me back from the numb state, reminding me over and over again what it is like to be in love with someone.

I hate him and I love him too.

I hate him for ruining my life, but I love his tenderness for me.

Anyway, my life is already like this, even if I die, it doesn't matter, it's better to leave a thought for Liu Daokuo before he dies, at least he won't think about it when he comes to my grave in the future, ah, this woman betrayed me.

You see, I am so worthless, I hate him to death, but I still want to leave even a little glamorous image in his heart.

Bai Lan didn't understand, and never would.

In the final analysis, Liu Dao Mu is not alone in causing the current situation. All the things that have happened have been woven into a big net, and all things have their source.My mother sent Rokudo Mukuro to the Avengers Prison, so Rokudo Mukuro wanted to put me in the seat of Marino IV. Only in this way can he be free.

Who should I hate?Who can I hate?

"I tried to prevent your death," Bai Lan stuffed another marshmallow into her mouth, "As you can see, you are necessary to me...but I failed even once. In countless parallel worlds , you are all dead."

"Fine," I replied, "maybe you can revive me, or Charles, since Marino IV is all you want anyway."

Bai Lan smiled at me.

"You guessed it, what is the so-called resurrection?"

"So to you, I'm the one who 'can't be resurrected'?" I asked.

After Bai Lan finished eating a bag of marshmallows, he clapped his hands and stood up, "Today's afternoon tea is here," he said, "I still have something to do, and when it's your birthday, I will personally bring a cream cake to you You have a party."

I knew it was useless to stop him, so I waved my hand, "I have a birthday wish, can you agree?"

"You tell me what it is first."

"I want to see Yoni."

"No." Bai Lan refused my request without thinking, "Little Youni's health is not very good, she is inconvenient to meet people. If you want to inquire about her affairs, I can let you meet her subordinates people."

I shook my head to show that I got it.

Bai Lan and Bermuda are the same kind of people. They appear unsuspecting on the surface, but they are very clear in their hearts.Bermuda kept me in Palermo because they were afraid that I would make trouble. Bai Lan imprisoned me in the Marino headquarters. It’s just that compared to Bermuda, Bai Lan’s approach was a bit more extreme. Not only did he not let me Go out and don't let me see the person I want to see.

But this also confirmed my conjecture from the side. I am afraid that Yoni's situation is not much better than mine.

Just don't know how Prynne managed to subdue the rest of Kirionello.

I stood up and urged Bai Lan to disappear from my sight, and Bai Lan left with a smile.Colorful balloons have been hung in the corridor, Bai Lan seems to like the excitement, in addition to the balloons on the ceiling, there are also colorful ribbons and sequins pasted on the windows, it really looks like a birthday atmosphere.

Maybe he really wants to throw a birthday party for me?

Such a thought flashed by.After all, the fact that Bai Lan celebrated my birthday was scary enough in itself. I would rather believe that he had other plots, such as using me as a cover, and his real purpose was to ambush Pengo Lie.

?G Tian will definitely come to this birthday party, he has no choice.

It has been a long time since I was brought to Catania by Bailan. Bailan surrounded this place like an iron barrel, and there was no news to deliver, and Liudaokuo naturally didn't have the ability to contact me.Even if it's for Liu Dao Mu, ?G Tian will definitely come here in person, he needs to confirm my situation.

"It's okay, it's almost over."

I pinched my cigarette and squinted my eyes to watch Bai Lan's leaving back.

"It's been so long, it should be over, isn't it?"

The author has something to say:

it's over, it's over

Let's see if there's anything tonight, it's all over tonight

After I finish, I will make an appendix about the foreshadowing and hints I set in the text