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Although I said the embarrassing words "Please marry me" to Accelerator, even though it was embarrassing, I always felt a lot easier after saying it.

I'm not the kind of person who will always hide my thoughts from the bottom of my heart. I have always pursued straight balls.

Some people will never know if they don't say it out loud.Absolutely don't look up to some people's dull senses, that will only make your life quite tiring.

For example, at the beginning, I fell in love with Oda Saku at the first sight, and thought he would be a very qualified marriage partner, so I said "I want to be a wife" within half an hour of knowing him. Come on.

But now, if I confess my heart most sincerely and sincerely, I will certainly not choose to hide it like some shy girls after I can truly understand my heart.

Of course you have to say it out loud if you like it, otherwise how would you know the result?

Of course, this kind of confession can only be said by me-I don't have any hopes for Accelerator.

After getting along for so many years, I have a very good understanding of Fang Xing's character.

He never took the initiative to speak his mind.

Accelerator will absolutely, absolutely, absolutely, never take the initiative to say such shameful and straightforward words.

He has always been in a passive position rather than active in interpersonal relationships.All the behaviors of getting closer can only be done by the other party actively approaching him and trying to show favor. Although Fang Accelerator doesn't seem to have any feelings on the surface, he is actually a very gentle person.

Therefore, as long as you can use sincere words to explain your true inner thoughts to him, and tell him sincerely, he will definitely listen.

It is probably the same when the railgun mass production plan is in progress.Although I did not participate in the experiment, but because I have a good relationship with Accelerator, I have read the experiment records.

In the experiment with Misaka sister, when he started experimenting with those mass-produced Misaka sisters, he always said some nonsense that seemed completely irrelevant to me.

Although Accelerator himself didn't want to admit it, he was indeed actively sending out a signal that he wanted to communicate.

He hoped that those Misaka sisters would take the initiative to beg for mercy after his verbal humiliation.

As long as they begged for mercy, he wouldn't continue—he thought so in his heart, but...but, Accelerator never admitted it.

And those mass-produced children have never been taught emotions, and are not allowed to have emotions. They are as unsophisticated as machines, and can only use Misaka Network to formulate analysis and processing of words and actions.

The Misaka sisters don't understand what it means to beg for mercy.

They are only given the meaning of experiment, just like me back then, they must mechanically implement what the researchers say.

I've seen Accelerator get irritated by this seemingly endless experiment.

As an outsider, I wanted to say something many times, but if I said something irrelevant from my position, it would hurt too much.I am not a party involved, and I am not qualified to intercede for any party.

But I can sense that Accelerator is not so keen on this experiment...for the evolution to Lv.6.

Those memories about the experiment are really not good, but we spent four years together in this world.I got rid of the nightmare of Academy City, and so did Accelerator.

In this world without Academy City, Accelerator lived quite freely.No need to lend your body to the laboratory, no need to participate in some boring experiments, and no more endless battles equivalent to massacres.

***

All my courage was exhausted when I said the words "Please marry me". After saying this sentence, I couldn't wait for Accelerator's answer, and I felt that I was hot from the neck to the top of the head. The skin all over the body began to redden.

I felt like a steaming kettle was boiling.

My face was hot as if I had a fever. Although I always thought I had a thick skin, this incident was beyond my tolerance—I couldn't stand it.

Especially after Accelerator didn't answer me immediately, this feeling of shame became more and more serious.

Accelerator's forehead hair was parted by my fingers, revealing that pretty face.Who would have thought that the irritable and difficult No.1 in the legend of Academy City would be such a beautiful boy?

The boy's skin was pale without sunlight, almost blending with his pale hair.Every outline of the facial features is the best carved by the Creator himself, and the corners of the eyes and eyebrows are all the way I like.

The color of his irises is an extremely beautiful red, like a gem buried under the red pomegranate flower.

Now, it's just me in those jeweled eyes.

My eyelashes trembled, the distance was so close, so close that I could feel his breath gently brushing against the tip of my nose.I opened my eyes wide and watched as he approached slightly and touched my lips lightly.

The touch was so easy and quick that I almost thought it was my hallucination.

My head was dizzy, and after a second of eye contact with Accelerator, I was defeated in embarrassment.

This shameful atmosphere made me bow my head in embarrassment, and buried my face in Accelerator's neck.I felt Fang Accelerator's arms around my waist gradually tightened, and my body was tightly attached to him.

I could feel the strong and rapid beating of his heart.

Then Accelerator inserted his fingers into my loose blond hair, he turned his face sideways, and his cheeks touched mine lightly.The temperature on Accelerator's face was also warm.

What... so it turns out that this guy is as shy as me.

Although that superficial kiss just now made me feel that I understood Fang Accelerator's thoughts, but at this turning point in my life, I still couldn't help but want to confirm with him further.

I want to get an accurate answer from his own mouth.

That's what really puts me at ease.

Even if I know what Fang Accelerator means, what I think is different from what he said himself.

"So, so..." My voice was trembling, "What's your answer? If you don't want to... then I won't just admit defeat casually, you have to be prepared to be entangled by me all the time .”

The time that followed seemed to slow down countless times, and I could even hear every byte of Accelerator's words clearly.

He said, "I want to marry you too."

Although I already knew the answer, the moment I heard him say it, I couldn't help my nose sore, and tears fell down, soaking the clothes on Accelerator's shoulders.

The boy I like says he wants to marry me.

Want to be together all the time.

I don't know why I shed tears, it would make me appear hypocritical and fragile... But I couldn't help it, and suddenly felt that the experience of the past ten years suddenly became meaningful.

I can finally get rid of my past as a laboratory animal.

I am about to have a home, a home with the people I like, my sanctuary.

It's not the cold white walls and metal machinery in the laboratory, and it's not the smelly nutrient solution in the culture tank.Those researchers in cold white coats are not my family members at all, they are at best unemotional producers.

The only thing these lunatics can go crazy about is experiment, experiment, experiment beyond measure.

And in that initial period when I was most helpless, the only real emotion I felt came from Accelerator—although what I felt for the first time was neither caring nor sympathy, but anger and irritability.

But that didn't prevent my relationship with Yifang Accelerator from getting better...until he finally pulled me back.

let me run.

And I actually want to be with him now...and even marry him in the future.

Isn't this kind of thing really a dream?It's really... unbelievable.

"Hey," Accelerator fixed my face with his palm, pulled a little distance away and looked at my stupid tearful eyes, "Why are you crying?"

"No," tears were pooling in my eyes, and Fang Accelerator's appearance was a bit blurred by a layer of mist in my eyes. I sniffed my nose in embarrassment, the expression on my face must be embarrassing, " It's just... nice."

"Like a dream."

Accelerator paused, "That's stupid."

He just said such a word, and gently wiped away the teardrops hanging on my eyelashes with his fingers.After my vision recovered, I could clearly see Accelerator's slightly red ears.

His shyness can't be seen on his face at all, and he has to observe carefully to find the inconspicuous red.

"You're shy." I blinked and said with certainty.

"No." Accelerator denied it for a second, "You read it wrong."

"No, I don't." I was very excited, maybe because I had just successfully taken the position of girlfriend, I even dared to provoke Accelerator, "Are you shy, wow, are you so innocent?"

Fang Accelerator couldn't hold back anymore, he pressed my head and buried it in his arms.The boy's voice was cold and contained a little imperceptible tension, "You talk too much nonsense."

I was shaking with laughter in his arms.

He made me laugh enough before his voice rang in my ears.

"Let's go back."

I didn't want to let go of my arms around his neck, and buried my face in his arms and replied sullenly, "Okay, then take me back, I don't want to move anymore."

After I finished speaking, I immediately added, "As my boyfriend, you shouldn't mind such small things."

Even I was a little surprised - I had just confirmed the relationship, but I already had the cheek to look like an old married couple.

Accelerator didn't say anything, he grabbed my legs and hugged me up.

——Although, no matter how I say it, I am also a person with superpowers. In an instant, I could notice that my skinny and beautiful boy boyfriend Accelerator secretly used "Vector Manipulation".

No, I have to bear it, I can't laugh, I have to save some self-esteem and face for my boyfriend.

Otherwise, I was afraid that he would throw me out of the air in a fit of rage.

***

The apartment where Accelerator and I live has floor-to-ceiling windows, and the apartment is located on a high floor.

The floor-to-ceiling windows in my bedroom allow me to see the Tokyo Sky Tree from this direction, the building that stands out from Tokyo's many high-rise buildings and becomes the most conspicuous one.

I sat on the side of the bed and looked out through the French windows.

The Tokyo Sky Tree glows light pink from top to bottom, and looks bright and bright in the flashing neon colorful lights, like a holy tower in ancient mythology.

The pink light that inexplicably lit up this night was like a revelation.

"What a nice view."

I looked at it for a while, and suddenly two words popped out.

Accelerator took an unknown brand of canned coffee from the refrigerator. He walked up to me and sat down next to me. When he opened the can, he made a slight "snap" sound.

I thought it would be a very romantic thing for couples to enjoy the beautiful scenery like this, but I thought too well, and I didn't expect Accelerator's face to change at all.

"Back in Yokohama," he said suddenly after taking a sip of coffee.

I wondered: "Huh?"

"You said--'Even if you want to get married, it won't be Odasaku'." He repeated my words verbatim, and the red eyes that turned to look at me clearly reflected my love. With a confused look on his face, "Then who do you want to marry?"

I didn't expect Fang Accelerator to be so narrow-minded that he still remembered what happened that day.

I was brainstorming very quickly. Based on my experience at this time, if I dared to say a name other than Accelerator, I might not be the only one who died on the spot.The man whose name I named probably won't live to see the sun tomorrow morning.

I blinked, not knowing what to say.

"I'm very shy to ask such a question suddenly..." I puffed up my face, feeling a little helpless, "If I had to say it, I actually just said it subconsciously that day. I said that day, even if I wanted to When I got married, my partner wouldn't be Odasaku... At that moment, you were the one who came to my mind."

I looked at Accelerator seriously.

"This is not a lie, nor is it a comforting word to perfuse you. Every word I said was sincere. At that moment, the person I thought of was indeed you."

"But at that time, I didn't understand why. I just felt dazed and terrified. Subconsciously, I didn't want to think about it—maybe I like you, it started a long time ago."

"Then stop thinking about other people." He crushed the aluminum coffee can and threw it into the trash can next to the bed. Accelerator looked at me and said slowly.

Before I could react, he leaned over holding my wrist.Due to inertia, I fell backward on the bed.

Accelerator's hands rested on my sides, and my whole body was covered by him.This posture was very ambiguous, and I couldn't help being nervous and shy.

The heart in the chest was beating uneasily as if it had been hit heavily by a beating drum.My heart was beating so fast that my mind went blank, only Accelerator stared at my face.

"Those people, you'd better forget about them all," he said. "Look at me."

"I've been watching you all the time."

I looked up at Accelerator.

"Fang Accelerator, I was born for you."

"I was born because of you."

"Obviously you should be responsible for me."

The moment these words came out of my mouth, I couldn't tell what emotion was surging in Fang Accelerator's beautiful red pupils.

I was only confused for a moment, and the next moment I didn't want to think more.

The boy's fiery kiss fell down.