Give me back my might

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Mo Qixuan kept watching until he saw Charlie Simon coming to the city.

After closing the diary, Mo Qixuan put him in his arms.

It turned out that Charles Menghe had always cared about him silently and paid so much for him.

Go back to the hospital and look at the door of the isu ward.Looking into the window, Mo Qixuan looked at the motionless person lying on the bed.

"Xuanxuan, where have you been?" Lei Zhen walked behind Mo Qixuan and hugged Mo Qixuan into his arms.

Mo Qixuan was only at this moment, turned his body around, and bumped into those dark eyes, which looked at him affectionately, making him unable to look directly at him, so he had to turn his head.

"Lei Zhen, is your company okay?" Mo Qixuan asked lightly.

"It's nothing." Lei Zhen said, but he still didn't let Mo Qixuan escape from his embrace, and tightly wrapped Mo Qixuan in his arms.From time to time, he lowered his head and smelled Mo Qixuan's neck.

"Lei Zhen, I have something to tell you. Let's find a quiet place." Mo Qixuan turned his head away and said.

"Okay." Lei Zhen smiled.Then he took Mo Qixuan's hand and came to the grove of the hospital.

"Xuanxuan is very quiet here. There is no one there. If you have anything to say, you can talk here." Lei Zhen looked at Mo Qixuan and said.

Mo Qixuan looked at Lei Zhen and hesitated for a long time before speaking. "Lei Zhen, I've decided. In the future... I will be with Charles Menghe. So you..."

Mo Qixuan didn't dare to say anything about the latter.Because he saw Lei Zhen's eyes became dark and terrifying.Thinking of Lei Zhen's ruthless beating, Mo Qixuan subconsciously took a step back.

When he made this decision, he was ready for Lei Zhen to get angry, but seeing Lei Zhen's expression made him feel very uncomfortable.

"Mo Qixuan, do you know what you are talking about?! The doctor said that he is likely to be a vegetable all his life, you don't want me for a cripple?!" Lei Zhen roared at Mo Qixuan angrily.

"Lei Zhen, I believe he will wake up one day..." Mo Qixuan looked at Lei Zhen and said.

"Don't be naive..." Lei Zhen took another step closer to Mo Qixuan, grabbed Mo Qixuan's shoulder and shook violently, "Mo Qixuan, be more sober, don't use your sympathy indiscriminately, okay... If you feel guilty about him, I can hire a nurse, and I can even take care of him with you for the rest of his life...but...but you can't put yourself on it for the rest of your life...do you understand?!"

"Lei Zhen." Mo Qixuan said looking directly at Lei Zhen. "It's you who should be sober... I don't sympathize with him, I don't repay him, and I don't feel guilty. Lei Zhen, I don't love you anymore, I love him."

Time seemed to have stopped at this moment, Lei Zhen looked at Mo Qixuan steadfastly, opened his mouth, but didn't say anything, as if he couldn't recover from the shock.

Mo Qixuan looked at Lei Zhen, but in the end he couldn't bear to look at it, he didn't want to look at it, he saw Lei Zhen's unbelievable expression, those black eyes full of sadness, and the deepening sadness, he couldn't look directly at it.

He knew himself well, maybe he still had some feelings for Lei Zhen, but he didn't dare to go on with Lei Zhen.

He is afraid of thunder.Afraid of a person like Lei Zhen, he knew that Lei Zhen was an individual after all, and he always had emotions, anger, sorrow, and joy. When Lei Zhen was furious, he admitted that he was afraid.

It may be related to the time when Lei Zhen imprisoned him, or it may be related to seeing Lei Zhen's brutal fight, and Lei Zhen is someone who can vent his anger on him at any time.

He is even more afraid of the future.

Last time, he asked Lei Zhen if I hadn't let Lei Shaogang go.Instead, he chose to kill him. Will Lei Zhen not save him?

Lei Zhen's answer was that he would save him at any time.

However, after all, Lei Zhen still thought about it when answering that question.

He didn't want Lei Zhen to love him so much that he disregarded all common sense, violated the laws of nature, and abandoned family affection.

Because he won't either.He would resent Lei Zhen for Min'er and Shen Yida.

How can this kind of cracked relationship last for a long time.

On the contrary, he felt that if he could go on with Charles Monge, it would definitely be possible.

Charles Monge loved him so purely that he never asked for anything in return.

And he wants to take care of him, talk to him, wake him up, and live a normal life. Even if he can't wake up, he is willing to take care of him for the rest of his life.

"Why!? Why!?" Lei Zhen grabbed Mo Qixuan's shoulder and shook it violently, his eyes were red, and he looked at Mo Qixuan full of sadness and asked.

"Lei Zhen." His shoulder hurt from Lei Zhen's grasp, and Mo Qixuan grabbed Lei Zhen's hand in pain, wanting Lei Zhen to let go.

"Say it. Why?! Mo Qixuan, I have done everything for you. If you want to overturn the case, I have done it. I can do everything that Charles Monhe can do. In order not to get Wei Ling's title, he I don't want the position of major because of you, why do you choose him, not me!!!" Lei Zhen didn't seem to see Mo Qixuan's frown in pain, and grabbed Mo Qixuan's shoulder more forcefully, not allowing him to move , staring fixedly at Mo Qixuan and questioning him.

Mo Qixuan's strength was no match for Lei Zhen's, so he simply didn't struggle, let Lei Zhen vent his anger, and he really couldn't communicate with Lei Zhen, a bad-tempered person, so he didn't lose it! ?He didn't give up on Lei Zhen! ?

Now that love has started complaining and blaming each other, it really has come to an end.

"Why don't you talk?! You talk. Why?! Mo Qixuan, I don't believe you fell in love with that cripple. I, Lei Zhen, can't compare to him?!" Lei Zhen grabbed Mo Qixuan's chin violently, thinking Ask Mo Qixuan to speak.He knew that Mo Qixuan was in pain, so he gritted his teeth and endured him, but he was in more pain, bleeding from his heart, as if someone had stabbed a hole in his heart.Empty pain, his favorite Xuanxuan, Xuanxuan who would never be with anyone else, fell in love with someone else?Does his heart already belong to someone else?He lost Mo Qixuan many times and made him disappear. This time... Does Xuanxuan's heart no longer belong to him?Are you disappointed in him? ?Did you give up on him? ?

"Lei Zhen, I have nothing to say. Although I have been with you, we have not been together for a long time, and we have not had much fun, but I don't regret it. Let's get together and break up." Lei Zhen looked at Mo Qixuan said seriously.

Lei Zhen looked at Mo Qixuan's face seriously, as if he was confirming for the last time whether what Mo Qixuan said was serious, but Mo Qixuan's eyes were very serious.He knew that unless Mo Qixuan didn't say anything, if he did, then he must be serious.

"Mo Qixuan, you are really cruel. Do you know that you are cruel and unfeeling? If you decide not to be with me, what the hell are you crying in front of me? You are crying in front of Mo Qimin's grave , let me reverse the case for you. Are you just using me!?” Lei Zhen sneered and looked at Mo Qixuan mockingly, since Mo Qixuan wanted to betray him and make him suffer so much, he wouldn’t want Mo Qixuan to Qixuan feels good.

Mo Qixuan closed his eyes, not letting the pain in his heart stimulate the spring of tears. It turned out that in Lei Zhen's eyes, his tears were like that. Those who cry in front of someone who doesn't love you are the most stupid and ironic .

Opening his eyes suddenly, Mo Qixuan's eyes were cold, tears back in his heart, looked at Lei Zhen and said, "Lei Zhen, first, I shed tears in front of Min'er, only for her, not for anyone, and second, without you Lei Zhen, I, Mo Qixuan, can also reverse the case. Is there anyone in your criminal police brigade who is amazing? I can’t sue to a higher procuratorate. I can’t help but sue harder. Here you are. You have the final say on everything, but you think so?! I, Mo Qixuan, have blind eyes and misjudged the wrong person, but fortunately, I woke up early. "

After speaking, Mo Qixuan opened Lei Zhen's hand with all his strength, and then left without looking back.

Watching Mo Qixuan leave, Lei Zhen sat limp on the ground.

A man in the distance held a child by the hand, looked at Lei Zhen, then at Mo Qixuan who was leaving for a long time, finally with a smile on the corner of his mouth, he hugged the child beside him.Pointing to Mo Qixuan who left in the distance, he said. "Nianxuan, did you see that? The very good-looking one is your father."

"Are we going there?!" the man said with the child in his arms.

The man pondered for a while and said, "Not yet."

"Oh." The child lowered his head in disappointment.

The man left with the baby in his arms.

The woods returned to silence, only Lei Zhen was left sitting on the ground.Fidgeting and pulling at her hair.In the end, he quickly got up and walked towards the door of the hospital.

Lei Zhen walked to Charles Menghe's ward, and sure enough Mo Qixuan was sitting on the bench outside.Lei Zhen walked over and sat beside him.

However, Mo Qixuan silently stared at the room as if he hadn't seen Lei Zhen.

Lei Zhen couldn't help but look at the door of the hospital. He couldn't help thinking that when he and Charles Menghe rushed to rescue Mo Qixuan, he was the one who was seriously injured, so would Mo Qixuan be like this? If he waits like this, will he be with him for the rest of his life?

The next day, when it was time to visit the doctor again, Mo Qixuan walked in, but he didn't notice that the nurse Lei Zhen had hired to help.

fair enough.He and Lei Zhen should have a thorough relationship.

Mo Qixuan grabbed the basin and towel and fetched hot water for Charles Monhe to wipe his body.

Charles Menghe was still the same as before, motionless, and no one responded. If it weren't for the body temperature, the still beating heart would be dead.

Finished wiping the body.Mo Qixuan sat down, holding Charles Monhe's much thinner hand.

"Menghe... It's been more than a month. Are you really not going to wake up!!? I... I went to your dormitory and saw your diary..." Mo Qixuan held Charles Menghe's hand Sticking it on my face, I smiled and said, "You shouldn't blame me for peeking at your diary... You are really stupid, giving up so much for me. If you still fall asleep now, if you don't wake up, in the future... ...No one cares about me more than you, understands me...Will you wake up?!"