[New Peerless Double Pride 3] Over the years

On the way out of Yuxue, I actually have a lot of thoughts, and I actually have a lot of things I want to ask the person next to me.

But Jiang Wuque concealed it well, so it doesn't mean I can't see his disappointment.

I know he doesn't want to kill the puppet master, but just as he himself said, he came here once but couldn't make up his mind, and he went back again, but he was full of sincerity.

He must have met the puppet master when he came to Yuxue to look for me from Xianyun Inn.

As for how the puppet master communicated with him, I don't make any guesses, and I don't even know that he was designed by someone in Miaojiang.

I also wanted to ask about this matter, but considering how decisive I was before and how to draw a line with him, Jiang Wuque was silent, so I couldn't ask.

But he was not only silent, not only fighting repeatedly, not only ingesting ox hair needle poison, not only being splashed by corpse poison but refusing to take a little treatment... He knelt on the ground as he walked, I've never seen him like this. Even though he got up, Jiang Wuque was able to stand upright no matter how seriously injured he was. It was his instinct to support himself.

I suggested taking a break on the way, and he didn't object much.If he chooses a hidden corner, he will sit down before me, which is not his character.

People who are advanced in martial arts don't want to lean on things when they see them, and naturally they don't want to sit on the ground when they see them.That kind of behavior is the vice of people like me.

After I sat down, I finally had the opportunity to check the injury for him, roughly cleaned the wound, and then raised my hand and bit my own wrist.

The blood on the wrist was lifted to Jiang Wuque's lips, "Drink it," I suggested, "to neutralize the poison."

Jiang Wuque looked down at the wrist, frowned and turned his face away, as if disgusted.

Seeing him like this, I feel quite helpless, originally there was still a faint attack of pain in the abdomen, now the loss of blood is only a hindrance, I should add some human blood.

He didn't wait for a moment and got up with a blank expression on his face. I followed, and after much deliberation, I didn't know what to talk about, so I asked: "Do you think the puppet master likes me, otherwise he should bring the secret to the ground, and why did he have to die before he died?" Let me know for a moment, isn't this fulfilling my wish? I still have to remember him, and I can't forget him even if I die. Is there such a way to hate people?"

Jiang Wuque was moving forward, but suddenly stopped.

"What secret?" he asked.

I originally just wanted to tease him with words, but at this moment I was really at a loss and asked: "Didn't you hear that the puppet master said that you were bewitched by him to attack me in the forbidden land of the Five Immortals? I misunderstood you."

"Surplus letter?" Jiang Wuque asked again.

"Naturally, why not?"

He stood still for a moment before he said: "I had doubts in my heart earlier, but remember I asked you, if I said that I can't control myself every time I draw a sword at you, would you believe me?"

I was stunned, and walked around to him, "You had doubts earlier? Why didn't you tell me earlier?"

"..."

"Yes, you said that to me earlier in the morning, but you were vague and apologetic. How would I know if it was true or not? Besides, you have doubts, why didn't you find out the truth? If the puppet master didn't tell the truth today, Are you planning to be misunderstood by me for the rest of your life, and never thought about seeking justice for yourself?"

"What is justice?" Jiang Wuque asked in a low voice, "The mistake has already been made. Is it really necessary to explore at the beginning? Even if I get the answer and know the truth, what should I do, what can I do?"

"I can't do anything, but I care!"

"Didn't Yuyu want me to let go as soon as possible and stop entanglement to bother each other? Why bother to bring up the past and add to the troubles."

"Then what are you doing now?" If everything can be said to be old things and the past, only those two swords are not troubles, but scars that can't be healed after tearing away the flesh and blood-but he can lift the scars and calm down. , I just felt a suffocation in my chest, and asked in a cold voice: "Since it is adding trouble, why do you accept what the puppet master said? You can say that it is your heart to hurt me, it is your sword, it is you who want me to Die! You haven’t felt that you’ve missed it for so many years, but when others came to reverse the case for you, you took it as a matter of course. Since you don’t care so much, what case did you overturn and what justice did you seek for yourself?!”

Jiang Wuque was indifferent at first, but when I said something indiscriminately and I was not even sure what I said, he slightly raised his eyes and looked straight into my eyes.This glance was extremely deep, and even more cold, "I want you to die, if it is not so, then it is not me. Since you are so sure, why bother me not to find the answer?" He said coldly, "If the answer is never me Expectation, if I don’t look for it, I dare not look for it, is it wrong? If I wait until today, I dare not believe that I didn’t have intentions, if I really want to avenge myself, if I want to seek my innocence, is it wrong? ?”

"..."

Jiang Wuque walked past me quietly, I turned my head, "Why are you losing your temper, I should be angry, why are you dissatisfied?"

He stopped in one step.

"I don't think I'm wrong either. I come here with you to detoxify you. I know I owe a thousand favors to the Palace Master, but I still miss it and still can't be ruthless——Jiang Wuque, I should be happy to learn the truth, and I should be misunderstood. Everyone is relaxed, I don’t know why you still look like this. Sometimes you say you don’t explore, and sometimes you blame me for not believing you. Who are you angry with, what are you thinking in your heart, and why are you so angry? !"

He turned around suddenly, and I looked at him in blank dismay, momentarily silent.

He came in front of me, I was hesitating, but he grabbed my wrist.

"you--?"

"Why am I angry, Yu Yu, why don't you take a look at yourself?" He raised my wrist high in words, showing clear bite marks on it, "I always only know how to self-mutilate my body when I have trouble, and I have to take blood for emergency when I have nothing to do. How many lives do I have, how much blood do I have, how many times is it enough to be abused like this?"

"that is because--"

"You should know that I have the spirit of mourning, and Kui Xingzi's internal strength, if mere corpse poison can't be dissolved, what's the use of magic power?"

"..."

"But what do you have?" He asked, "Impure blood of corpse voodoo? With this blood alone, you dare to enter this place alone. How bold are you? If I wasn't here, if I didn't make a move in time just a moment ago , your blood can make the corpses retreat, do you think you can save yourself a whole corpse?!"

Jiang Wuque let go abruptly, the coolness of his palm still remained on my wrist, although I knew that he was out of concern, I felt more and more aggrieved. "Obviously you brought me to see the puppet master. I asked you why you came and you didn't say anything. I was afraid that you would be in danger. Could it be wrong? I saw you were poisoned, did I stand by and do nothing?!"

He was groaned twice by me, his face was gloomy, he turned his eyes away, his browbones and cheeks were already extremely thin, when he looked in the dark, he was full of shadows, and his person was also gloomy.

I kept silent, Jiang Wuque sighed for a long time, as if he had no more strength, softened his tone, and said to me: "I don't blame you, why am I angry, who is to blame, don't you know ? It was I who left you here, and I didn't want to let you go with me in danger, and I felt resentful for wasting your efforts... I blame myself, and I hate myself too."

While Jiang Wuque was speaking, he pinched the broken hair on the side of my face and put them behind my ears one by one. The movements were intimate and smooth, which made people feel touched for a while, and the anger of blaming him was no longer there.

"You only think that there is a conclusion to the past events," he said lightly, "but you know, if the puppet master really hinted at me, if he really has the ability to control my mind and make me temporarily controlled by him, then there is only one reason." For a moment, I may be against you because of his bewitching. Aren't you afraid, I have hurt you twice, and I can't even tell if there will be a third time... You should avoid me like this If it’s too late, how can you still have the mind to talk about the beginning and find out the truth?”

"But the puppet master is dead," I argued. "No matter how powerful he is, he can't confuse you through reincarnation. Besides, Jiang Wuque is Jiang Wuque. If you know it's a trick, I believe you won't treat him like that again." I."

"You trust me?" He laughed quietly, "but I never trust myself."

"..."

"Yu Yu, you don't know how easy it is to be buried with someone who dies in front of your eyes, but what can you do, even death can't replace another person's rebirth... Even death can't make the person in front of you reopen their eyes , she wouldn't look at me again... At that time, even if she went crazy, she couldn't offset it a little bit, even if she was so crazy that she couldn't distinguish between life and death, she couldn't even keep the promise to pay for it with her life. In the end, it was still only myself... ..."

"Sorry." I said.

Jiang Wuque asked, "Why do you say I'm sorry?"

"I never wanted to take that as a punishment, I just wanted to know if you could care a little more after I 'death'. But I know I was wrong, I don't want to lie to you, I don't want you to suffer because of it...so I will not let myself die easily, and I will never treat you like that again."

"Really?" He smiled faintly, "Then tell me yourself, how do you stay away from disasters, how do you avoid danger?"

"I can only say, Jiang Wuque, if there is a glimmer of life, I will protect myself for you."

"Not for me." He pointed out.

"Yes, not for you. No one in this world is more greedy for life and afraid of death than me. I am a doctor, and I have the blood of corpses. I will only live a long life, and I will not die easily."

He looked at me silently, and after a long time, said in a very low voice: "Say it again."

"Don't worry, I won't die."

"say it one more time."

"I won't die, and I don't want to die. I don't want someone standing on the high cliff of Xianyun Zhan not to advance or retreat. I don't want that person to come to accompany me because of guilt, saying that he would sacrifice his life for me. I can't bear it all. So I He will definitely not die before him."

"Surplus...say it again."

"I will take good care of myself, I will not get hurt easily, and I will not lose blood to others, so you may be satisfied?"

He nodded, but said, "Say it again."

……

Before Jiang Wuque took me out of the domain cave, he passed the stone room where Tie Xinlan died that day.

He never let me in, and he only stood there for a moment.After coming out, the person seemed to have been sucked out of the little energy left, his eyes were empty, he didn't say a word, and he couldn't relieve it for a long time.

I was going to tell him Tie Xinlan's dying wish, but I had been thinking about it for a long time, and it was hard to say it.

He finally saw my entanglement, and comforted me in turn: "It's my fault, and it has nothing to do with you."

It wasn't until I went out of Deyu Point with him to see the vast sea of ​​stars and the high sky, that I saw him slightly untie his brows, and finally he had a lively complexion.

It was the beginning of summer, and I didn't face the high fever, but I suffered from heatstroke due to injury and pregnancy. I was sweating profusely, and I was very afraid of the heat.

Fearing that my symptoms would worsen, Jiang Wuque abandoned the carriage, chose the nearest but most difficult mountain road, crossed the mountains, and forced me to carry me to a fishing village near the sea, where I stayed for a while.

When I was blown by the sea breeze that night, my whole body was really refreshed.

When I woke up at noon the next day, I saw a woman doing the work in the room. I had seen it last night, and she was also the owner of the wooden house on the coast.

Hearing from her that the men in the village go to sea all the year round, the women stay at home and weave nets, separated by a deep mountain, and have not seen outsiders for a long time, it is rare to see two of them today, and I feel novelty and envy.

I asked her why she was envious, and she told the story of Jiang Wuque coming to stay overnight last night.At that time, I was quite drowsy, Jiang Wuque made some washing for me, and then fanned my cattail fan all night beside my bed.

"He also took off your shoes and socks and pressed your feet," the woman asked. "He always treats you like this?"

I nodded, he did treat me like this all the way from Yichang.Afraid that my feet would go numb, he often massaged my feet and then my calves; feared that my body would be weak, and there was never a shortage of rare medicines; He gathers firewood to make a fire, hunts and kills, and cooks with his sleeves rolled up. Sometimes I think, who is that person, is it Jiang Wuque or a countryman?

But when I think about it carefully, he has always been like this, I know him, and he treats me like this when I take off the weapon.

When I got up and dressed, the woman saw that I had everything I needed, so she also left.As soon as she pushed the door open, the color of sea and sky came into view, and a figure was already sitting in front of the door.

I walked to the door and saw the man with loose long hair, sitting upright, with his sleeves up, waiting to kill fish.

Thinking back to what he said just now as a countryman, I'm afraid he looks more like him now, but even if he is so handsome, it doesn't violate his harmony.

It's just that he had nothing to say to me earlier, and he was unhappy on the journey, and he did such humble and rough things, which made me feel like a humiliation to him.

Or maybe I have a different mindset.With the seaside scenery right now, fine sand and white waves, Jiang Wuque was dealing with a few live fish with his bare hands in the sunshine. At that time, the sea breeze was blowing low and his hair was fluttering. This man seemed to have turned the trivial matter of killing fish into a rare and noble thing skill.His gestures are all calm, which makes people notice him, and he can't help but think of the demeanor of a generation of masters.

I watched behind him for a long time, and felt that it would be a skill to disembowel that fish.

But I don't eat fish, it will be so fishy that I want to vomit.

I leaned closer and explained to Jiang Wuque, but he didn't raise his head, but said he had his own secret recipe.

The hut where the two lived for one night was not far from the shore, and it was built on a wooden platform. When I walked out the door, I heard my feet creaking. It turned out that I was so heavy.

Fortunately, there was a blue sea and clear sky in front of me, which made me forget my self-respect for a while.

Jiang Wuque gradually stopped what he was doing and looked at me with raised eyebrows.

His freshly washed long hair was not fully dried, so it was hanging down, all scattered around his face.

I went back to help him tidy up, and tied up for him, and put my hairpin on his head.

He smiled and said, "Thank you."

I saw that he had swept away the haze in the domain cave, even if it was only on the surface, I was happy with him in my heart.

I have known him for many years, and always said how much I like him, but since the incident in the forbidden land of the five immortals, I have never tried to let go of my prejudice and get along with him comfortably.Whether they each have their own concerns, or argue endlessly, it has almost become the way for the two of them to get along.

But he happened to be Jiang Wuque, so it was really hard to imagine that he would push the gentle and peaceful Mr. Wuque intolerable - did he quarrel every day?I turned my head to think back, if I had ten sentences and his sentence, it seemed that the number of quarrels would not be rare.

At this time, he asked, "Why are you laughing?"

I shook my head and said: "I was not sensible before, and I always tried to make you angry. Now that I think about it, I suddenly realize that I am very fierce to people."

"It's not about people," he smiled, "it's about me."

"Could it be that in your eyes, I am quite gentle to other people?"

Leaving aside the last fish that had been processed, Jiang Wuque stood up with a smile, the short brown was stained with blood, he didn't care, picked up the wooden bucket and walked to the back of the house.

After walking a short distance, he stood still and turned his head towards me. At that moment, the water and the sky were endless, and he smiled at the end, "Yu Yu is a gentle person."

I was praised by Jiang Wuque, and until a long time after he left, I still felt my heart beating a little out of order.

After an unknown amount of time, he returned from behind the house, holding the porcelain bowl in one hand and protecting it with the other.

I asked him where he borrowed fire, and he pointed out that it was half a mile away.

"In the room, or here?" he asked.

"Inside, outside will eat a mouthful of sand."

He smiled, "It's so far away, how can I be eaten by you." After speaking, he led me back to the room.

After he was seated, he sat at the table and watched me blow the heat away. I blew on it for a while and asked him, "Are you going to keep looking at me? You look at me and I feel embarrassed to eat."

"I'm afraid that there are some fish bones that I haven't picked carefully." He went to get the cattail fan while he was talking, and after sitting back, he slowly fanned me.

"This place is thousands of miles away from Yichang." He opened his mouth with a fan, "If you travel day and night, you can reach it in five days. Yu Yu is not healthy, so stay here for one more night and leave tomorrow, okay?"

Holding the spoon in my hand, I didn't calculate the distance to Yichang at all. It took me a long time to say "um", and I felt extremely unwilling for a while.

"Thank you." I said.

He should: "Thank you for what?"

I hesitated for a moment and said, "Your fan is very comfortable."

Jiang Wuque said, "Xianyunzhan is cold all year round, and I didn't see that you were so afraid of heat when you were there."

"I'm not afraid of heat, it's because of pregnancy."

He didn't make a sound, and the wind was blowing slowly.

The author has something to say: One more thing, when the puppet technique is cured, Uncle Wu Que suffers from amnesia, and amnesia can fool you around, so the psychological suggestion is that the heroine has no good intentions to work, although the most effective thing is the heroine herself seek death.Later, Wan Chunliu really cured Uncle Wu Que, and he felt that the heroine should never be wrong was the hint given to him by Uncle Wu Que himself. He always thought that the heroine was bad, and he hated being influenced by the bad heroine. , He feels that when he is affected and the consequences become bad, the whole person will be bad.

What happened to the last sentence. . .