After the rebirth of the cannon fodder stand-in

What is different from the previous life is that Qi Yun saw the future of a normal young man - the college entrance examination, thousands of troops crossing the single-plank bridge, and once he was named on the gold list, he got the stepping stone to enter the society.

In the three years without Fu's family and Zha Gong, Qi Yun learned with ease, and there were no problems in his studies, it seemed that Qi Yun's psychological problems became more and more serious.

In the second semester of the second year of high school, the pressure of studying became heavier, and Qi Yun's mental state was precarious. He always felt that he would be punished for studying so well.

When he deliberately lowered his grades again, Qi Yuanhui couldn't stand it anymore, so he dragged Qi Yun to see a psychiatrist.

Fortunately, Qiyun has Tao Wenjing as a friend. She usually exchanges and learns more experience with Qiyun, and she is also the first to find something wrong.

After Qi Yun asked for leave, Tao Wenjing simply went home and contacted her uncle to ask for a doctor—a doctor who provides psychological counseling for the anti-drug police.

Qiyun's situation is actually similar to that of the anti-narcotics police. It's because his own experience is too unacceptable and his heart collapses.

National players have more real materials than the so-called experts outside. Qi Yun's condition is really serious. He goes to the doctor twice a month to cooperate with taking medicine, and finally recovers before the sprint of the college entrance examination.

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"What do you see?"

"Flowers... very beautiful baby's breath..." Qi Yun looked at the flowers in front of his tombstone, and knelt down, "Actually, I don't like baby's breath, it's tasteless and small, but he always gives baby's breath Come to my tombstone..."

The doctor's hand paused: "Tombstone?"

Qi Yun smiled sadly: "That's right, I've been... dead for a long time... I hate them..."

In order to prevent Qi Yun from falling into a dream, the doctor finally woke Qi Yun up slowly, and when he woke up, he handed him a cup of hot water.

"Although your condition has improved a lot, you also know that your illness has been too long and there is no possibility of cure. As for the medicine, take it first, stop when you feel good, take it when you feel uncomfortable, but don't overdose... "The doctor wrote a prescription for Qi Yun while talking.

Qi Yun couldn't understand the doctor's scribbled medical symbols, took a sip of water, and asked, "Doctor, I'm going to take the college entrance examination."

"That's very good. In fact, I suggest you go to a new environment, which will help you recuperate." The doctor said with a smile.

"In a brand new environment... what if I still meet... those people from before?"

After gradually getting acquainted with the doctor, Qi Yun told him what happened to him when he was a teenager, and later told the doctor about his previous life from the perspective of a dream.

The matter was told intermittently, and the doctor probably pieced together the complete story. In the end, he only told him that not meeting each other was actually the best solution.

Because there is no way to cure it, it is better to find a way to disappear for a lifetime.

But besides escaping, there is another way, that is, Qi Yun bids farewell to the people and things from the past.

Farewell is a technical job. Some people say goodbye, perhaps to meet again for a new beginning; some people say goodbye, but never see each other again.

After Qi Yun finished the last psychological treatment before the college entrance examination, she went home with a bunch of medicine, and when she saw Cha Liang, she came to Qi Yuanhui again.

In the past few years, Zha Liang has come here often, especially after Zha Xi went to the imperial capital for university, he almost lived in this Qi's house and seldom left.

After a long time, Qi Yun is not stupid, it can be seen that Cha Liang wants to live with Qi Yuanhui as a partner.

After all, they are already at their age. The so-called being together means companionship. There is no need to say it clearly. I haven't told many people that in order to protect Qi Yuanhun and Qi Yun, when necessary, it is better to be friends than to be treated as a weakness. .

When Qi Yuanhui saw Qi Yun coming home, he stopped to settle accounts, and asked with a smile: "Yunyun is back, what did the doctor say?"

"Let me think about it myself." Qi Yun put the medicine on the counter and asked Qi Yuanhui to put it away, "Dad, Uncle Cha, what university do you think I should choose?"

Cha Liang was lying on the recliner behind the counter like an old man, gently shaking a cattail fan in his hand, when he heard Qi Yun ask him, he opened his eyes slightly: "Shouldn't it depend on what you want to learn?"

Qi Yuanhun thought it was the same reason, nodded: "You are right, Uncle Zha, Yunyun, what major do you miss?"

"I don't know... I'll think about it again."

In his previous life, Qi Yun was not able to go to university, but later he had the money to apply for the adult college entrance examination, and went to an ordinary university, where he studied finance. In this era, finance is a popular major, so if you study, you will be able to eat.

At that time, Qi Yun worked hard for his profession, so he naturally learned to make money, but after he learned it, the wind changed again, and he became a computer.

Things that were not popular before suddenly became popular all over the country.

Later, until Qi Yun died, he didn't finish his computer courses. Although he could type "hello world" in several languages, he didn't have time to learn deeper things.

What major to study, from before the college entrance examination to after the college entrance examination, Qi Yun still didn't think about it. After all, he didn't worry about making money very much in this life, so he wanted to learn what he liked.

But after reading the college entrance examination guide, I still haven't made a decision.

In the end, the college entrance examination was over, and the results would be released in fifteen days, and the registration officially started at the beginning of July. Before that, Qi Yuanhui packed Qi Yun's things and asked him to go out for a walk.

"Aren't you sure what you want to learn? Then why not go to the city you like to see for yourself, if you like it, just stay there, there is nothing better than going to university to gain a foothold in the city." Qi Yuanhui said.

Just like Qi Yuanhe back then, because he wanted to go to Haishi, he finally got admitted to Shanghai and lived there.

Just like this, Qi Yun took the luggage and left home step by step, taking the bodyguard that Cha Liang had prepared for him, boarded the train, and slowly set off for the city he wanted to go to.

Because of various things in his previous life, Qi Yun never left Haishi, even the land he wanted to build a holiday villa was in the suburbs of Haishi, and he never thought of going to other places.

Now that he has time to play, Qi Yun simply read it slowly and bought a travel brochure, which said he could go wherever it looked good, anyway, he wasn't with a tour group, if it was beautiful, he could stay there as long as he wanted.

According to the recommendations in the travel brochure and the tourist cities developed in the previous life, Qiyun went to a few places he was interested in, such as border towns, Lijiang, and Wuzhen, all of which are ancient and beautiful places with their own time filters.

Qi Yun walked from the south to the north one by one, only to find that almost all ancient towns had the ability to slow down time.

In other words, such a slow town washes away the impetuousness in people's hearts, and finally people gradually slow down and fit the time flow of the ancient town, that is, they melt into the town.

Looking at the past, Qi Yun still feels that he likes this kind of life, which is slow and leisurely, which is different from the fast pace in big cities.

It is true that it is better to travel thousands of miles than to read thousands of books. If you can’t figure out things at home, take a walk, and the world will give you the answer.

Qi Yun rushed back to Zhucheng the day before applying for volunteers. Qi Yuanhui had already told him on the phone about the results of the college entrance examination. Tao Wenjing was still the top scorer in Chinese and English, and the other provinces and cities combined Can't beat her alone.

After returning home, Qi Yun heard that there was a party in the class of No. [-] Middle School on the day when the results of the college entrance examination came out, but at that time, Qi Yun had already gone to Phoenix City and couldn't make it back in time, so Qi Yuanhui simply gave it to him. pushed.

Then Tao Wenjing postponed the graduation party in her capacity as class monitor until the time when she had completed her volunteer application.

After all, Qi Yun had to volunteer.

In this day and age, college entrance examination volunteers are still reported by phone from the landline. Of course, it is also possible to ask the school to help with the application, but some students are far away from the school, so they can only report by phone at home.

According to what he wants to do in the future, Qi Yun fits his major, compares and compares, and in the end it turns out that finance is the most suitable - the money needed for the resort has to come from the money he earns.

But he has already learned that thing once, and it would be boring to learn it again. How about...to learn how to plant trees?

In the end, Qi Yun thought about it, and applied for the major of agriculture and forestry. The holiday villa farmhouse must need trees, so he planted them himself. If he can't play well, he can also contract the orchard.

Planting trees is nice.

After the volunteer application was completed, everyone was happy, Qi Yun contacted Tao Wenjing, and wanted to ask her what she wanted to study.

Tao Wenjing really deserves to be from a military and political family, and she told Qi Yun flatteredly that she was going to study forensic medicine, minoring in criminal psychology and criminal investigation, and if she couldn't become a forensic doctor in the future, she could be a prison guard.

Yes, ambitious.

During the three years in Zhucheng No. [-] Middle School, Qi Yun was actually very happy. Although he still seemed a little distant from ordinary people, the people he met were very nice, and everyone in the class cared for him sincerely.

It was completely different from the superficial concern of stabbing him in the back in his previous life, and because of having such classmates, he slowly got over the past fear of creatures like "classmates".

Soon it will be time for the class to get together. They are the top class. After three years, all they are familiar with except the teacher are the textbooks, and they can see parting very clearly.

Everyone talked about their expectations for the future, hooked shoulders with those who had a good relationship, and said things like "If you can't get along in the future, I will cover you, or you will cover me".

The class cadres sat together, they didn't drink alcohol, and their emotions were stable. The so-called gatherings had to be ended by the class cadres.

Tao Wenjing took a glass of orange juice to drink, and asked Qi Yun: "By the way, Qi Yun, I forgot to ask you when I called last time, what are you going to learn?"

"I'm going to study agriculture and forestry." Qi Yun replied with a smile.

Everyone at the table opened their eyes wide, and the class cadres were silent for a while.

The representative of the Chinese class was the first to break the silence: "Academic Committee, why did you apply for such an unpopular major? You are the top student in two single subjects, what's wrong with studying?"

"Yes, yes, it is difficult to find a job in agriculture and forestry, and the income is not high. To engage in scientific research, you must have qualifications. It is very difficult."

The class cadres were chattering, but Tao Wenjing didn't say anything, just watched Qi Yun quietly for a while, and then controlled the scene.

"That's all right, all right, this grade from the school board must be reported because you like it. As long as you like it and study well, don't you worry about not making money?" Tao Wenjing said.

Then Qi Yun nodded before other people came to ask: "Yes, I really like planting trees, I have thought about it, if I can't get along in the future, I will buy an orchard and plant trees, if it is true I have planted a tree, so I must come and taste it.”

Everyone thought Qi Yun was joking, he was an outstanding student, so he wouldn't go home and plant trees.

Qi Yun and other class leaders sent away the students in the class who were a little drunk, and then separated from them at the intersection, feeling a little disappointed.

This farewell may indeed never be seen again in a lifetime.

Even if there is a party in the future, there will always be people who will not be seen in the world.

Before coming to the party, Qi Yun agreed with Qi Yuanhui on the end time, and Qi Yuanhui would drive over to pick him up, and the agreed place was a nearby parking space where he didn't have to turn around.

Qi Yun walked over and opened the car door and sat in the back seat, and said hello to Qi Yuanhui: "Dad."

"You didn't drink the bar? There is soup in the back, it's still hot, drink a little to warm your stomach." Qi Yuanhui started the car slowly.

"I didn't drink it," Qi Yun replied, and went to open the insulated box, "Papa's soup is still delicious. When I go to college, I can only drink it twice a year."

With Qi Yun's nagging these years, Qi Yuanhui was very careful when driving, and did not return to Qi Yun until the red light stopped: "I discussed it with you Uncle Zha, Qi Bao Yun Tang has become famous in recent years, It’s almost time to start preparing for a branch.”

Qi Yun paused while drinking the soup: "Go to the imperial capital with me?"

Almost all good universities in China are located in first-tier cities. With Qiyun's grades, if he wants to study agriculture and forestry, he must apply for the best university, and the best agricultural university is in the imperial capital.

"Yes, the imperial capital... Actually, the children of the Fu family who are the same age as you have been sent abroad, and they also want to go to college, so they won't come back for at least three years, but we still don't worry about you being there alone." Speaking of this , the green light turned on, and Qi Yuanhui started the car slowly.

There was a long silence in the car, just because the Fu family was mentioned.

In the past three years, Qi Yun knew that Qi Yuanhui probably had a private connection with Qi Yuanhe, just like when he was kidnapped by Zhang Yin during the Spring Festival that year, Qi Yuanhui immediately asked Qi Yuanhe for his address.

Because of the exchange of news, Qi Yuanhui knew that the children of the Fu family were not in the imperial capital and was worried that the people of the Fu family would come back suddenly, so it was best to follow the past.

Qi Yun sighed: "Then let's go together, but... When I finish my university studies, these matters have to be dealt with cleanly, and I can't drag you and Uncle Zha all the time."

The wound has actually scabbed for a long time, but there may still be pus underneath. If you keep avoiding it, maybe one day the pus and blood will spread throughout your body.

Regarding this, Qi Yuanhui was noncommittal, not because he thought Qi Yun couldn't do it, but because the Fu family had always been unreasonable.

Qi Yun didn't know, Qi Yuanhui had been discussing Qi Yun's matters with Qi Yuanhe a lot, but they just didn't let go, anyway, it's okay not to see Qi Yun, but they couldn't refuse their compensation to Qi Yun.

But there are so many things in the previous life, it's not just a compensation, there are still many things that Qi Yun can't let go of, if he can't let go of it for a day, the Fu family can only be exhausted.

Surreptitiously compensate Qi Yunquan as if he didn't know about it, just like what Cha Liang said, anyway, if asked in the future, he would say that it was given away for nothing by an unknown well-meaning person, so what does the Fu family have to do with him?

Although they said they would go to the imperial capital together, but the imperial capital is very expensive, and Qibao Yuntang is a snack shop, even with the Cha family behind them, there is still no way to get everything done in a short time.

The main reason is that it was too late for Qi Yun to make a decision on volunteering. Qi Yuanhui and Cha Liang only prepared documents and money in advance, and the specific location had to wait for Qi Yun to choose a university.

In addition, the imperial capital is already very crowded at this time, and Qibao Yuntang is also a snack shop, so it is very troublesome to drive there.

So Zha Liang waited until Qi Yun finished his application and went to the imperial capital, while Qi Yun stayed in Zhucheng and prepared to leave the business with Qi Yuanhui.

In addition, Qi Yun was still thinking about the unfinished plan in his previous life - he really wanted to open a farmhouse resort, and it would be best to bring his own farm and forest farm.

In this case, a large sum of money is needed. Qi Yun could earn start-up capital in his previous life, and he can also earn it in this life closely following the market trend.

Another problem is where can he find such a large piece of land, and the climate is suitable.

During the summer vacation this year, Zhucheng reached a new level of heat. The concept of "warming the whole city" was finally proposed by experts. As the temperature gradually increased, it was almost impossible to live without the air conditioner.

There is a well in the yard of Qi's house, Qi Yun bought watermelon in the morning and put it in, and after dinner, he stared at the time to fish it out and eat it.

Zha Xi and Zha Nian gradually accepted their biological parents' property in the imperial capital, and couldn't come back during the summer vacation, so Qi Yuanhui and Qi Yun were left in the noisy courtyard, and suddenly it became much quieter.

"Yunyun, bring it up if you want to eat it, and be careful not to fall in if you stare at it for so long." Qi Yuanhun came back from the shop in front, saw Qi Yun lying on the side of the well watching, and shouted with a smile.

"Wait a little longer, the taste is best before and after the sun goes down." Qi Yun looked up at Qi Yuanhun, "What does Uncle Zha say?"

They had just had dinner, and Cha Liang took the time to chat with Qi Yuanhui. He would usually make a phone call at this time. Afterwards, Qi Yuanhui continued to open the store, and Cha Liang had to continue to approve his endless documents. .

Qi Yuanhui walked into the yard, and while receiving the fresh green plums, he replied: "There is good news today, he has already found a good land, and he is discussing whether he can buy it. After all, you are going to university next time. What if you live in a dormitory?" If you don’t feel well, you can still go home.”

It's just that it's not easy to find a two-entry courtyard like Qibaoyuntang in Beijing. The courtyard is big enough and the flow of people is not enough, and the one with good appearance cannot live in people.

Qibaoyuntang was just a coincidence for them to buy a house. Three years later, many Republican buildings on the street have been demolished. If Qibaoyuntang has become famous, it may be demolished too.

"It's always hard to buy a house in the imperial capital. If you can't afford it, just take it apart and buy it. It doesn't matter if the facade is small, the place you live in must be comfortable." Qi Yun said, and then went to help collect the dry goods, stealing a plum or two from time to time.

The workmanship of Cha’s factory is really good, but the best sellers in Qibaoyuntang are those made by Qiyuanhui himself, but Qiyuanhui is alone, and it’s not bad if each product can produce ten catties a month , depends on the weather.

After all the dry goods were put into the house, Qi Yun suddenly remembered the internet products in his previous life. Although he died relatively early, he probably expected that the future would be the internet world.

These handmade products of Qi Yuanhui... can be manufactured completely, and after the reputation is established, they can all be specially provided to his holiday manor.

Fat water does not flow into the field of outsiders!

Qi Yun's little abacus was crackling, and he caught Huamei again before going out to look at the store with Qi Yuanhui.

"Yunyun, if you continue to eat like this, I'm afraid you won't even lose ten catties this month." Qi Yuanhun couldn't laugh or cry when he saw Huamei in Qi Yun's hand after tidying up.

"Don't worry Dad, I only take the salty ones, and I didn't eat the sweet ones." Qi Yun spread his hands to show Qi Yuanhui.

After all, Zhucheng is in the south, so the taste is sweeter, and the guests will not notice if it is less salty.

At the beginning of the night, the opening time of Qijia's evening store happened to be the rush hour for off work. With the opening up and economic development, Zhucheng, a city that was originally slow, also picked up speed.

However, there is also an advantage during the rush hour - people who pass by will always come in to buy some snacks. After all, after a busy day, there is always something to reward yourself.

During the time Qi Yun returned home, he gradually figured out where the things were placed. He gave the guests packing points, and Qi Yuanhui collected the money.

Most of the snacks in the store are in glass jars in bulk, customers can get them by themselves, but they can just tell Qi Yun how much they want, and Qi Yun will help pack it.

The sky darkened little by little, Qi Yun finally had time to rest and continue eating.

Qi Yuanhui turned on the small lantern in front of the shop, and when he came back, he paused: "Huh? Cha Palace? Didn't Mr. Cha Xian say that you have gone abroad?"

"Who?" Qi Yun put down the snacks in his hand and walked out.

There is no need to go to the door, Cha Gong has already walked in front of Qi Yuanhun, and Qi Yun can see that Cha Gong's people are blocking the door of the store.

It's not that Zha Gong has never been to Qi's house, around the winter vacation of the second year of high school, Zha Gong came to visit Qi Yun, and brought a chick, saying that he raised it himself.

At that time, Cha Gong was thrown by Cha Xian to train in the south, passing by Zhucheng, and did not stay long.

But at that time, when Cha Gong saw Qi Yuanhui, he would say "Hello, Uncle Qi" with a smile all over his face, but now the person blocking the door just looked at Qi Yuanhui awkwardly.

Qi Yuanhun also felt that it was not right to check the palace. After all, every time he sent a letter, he would call Uncle Qi hello and bring things.

"Dad, come in and have a look at the store, I... take him to the yard." Qi Yun took a step forward and grabbed Qi Yuanhui, and then without waiting for Qi Yuanhui's reaction, he grabbed Cha Gong's sleeve and quickly dragged him in. backyard.

Seeing the two disappearing behind the curtain, Qi Yuanhun was a little worried, and hurriedly called Mr. Bodyguard, who was observing in the dark, and asked him to help look around the store for a while, and he went to see what was going on in the palace.

On the other side, Qi Yun let go of his hand after dragging the person to the yard, and looked Zha Gong up and down. At first he was worried that he was wrong, but after seeing the cufflinks on Zha Gong's sleeve, he was sure that the person in front of him was afraid. It has been replaced.

"Since it hasn't appeared in three years, what's the meaning of it suddenly appearing now?" Qi Yun asked angrily.

Zha Gong was silent for a while, and tugged at the hem of his clothes: "I...in fact, it's not that I haven't come out before, but every time I come out, I'm embarrassed to meet you, so I have to secretly see you..."

"Since you are hiding, you should do well, why suddenly appear?" Qi Yun wanted to laugh seeing his weak and pitiful appearance, and really laughed out loud, "Heh - you pretend to be like this now, I don't know Do you think I'm sorry for you?"

"No—Ah Yun, I—" Zha Gong wanted to say something, but was interrupted directly by Qi Yun.

Qi Yun ignored Zha Gong, and went straight to the well to pick up his watermelon: "Zha Gong, I know you regret it, but regret is the most useless thing, I have given you many opportunities, every time as long as you - even if you Agree with what I said at the end not to meet Zhang Yin again, I can forgive you, but what have you done?"

In that relationship, because of Zha Gong's rescue, Qi Yun gave him enough opportunities.

Even if there was no love in the end, Qi Yun tried her best to go on with Zha Gong, but it was Zha Gong who ruined all of this.

"You have the best family background, appearance, and ability. I know that I owed you a lot in my previous life. I thought I could pay it off. After paying it off, can you stay with me properly without anyone else in the middle? "Qi Yun hugged the watermelon, and the water on it fell all over him.

Zha Gong hastily expressed his sincerity: "Ah Yun, I can do it. At that time——I was just delusional at the time. Didn't I also be deceived in this life? Am I so unforgivable?"

"I hope you can figure out one thing." Qi Yun took down the towel hanging under the eaves and dried the well water on the watermelon, "In this life, since I came back, no matter how angry that Cha Gong was, he never really treated me I have done it, but you, I wish I could cut you into a pig when I saw it!"

At that time, Qi Yun was actually risking his life when he ran out, as long as he made a mistake in one step, his death would be useless.

And the only thing Qi Yun didn't count at that time was that Cha Gong really broke his leg, even if there was room for it to be cured, Qi Yun still couldn't get over this hurdle.

He is already blind, and he has no legs, so what is the difference between him and a human pig?

Qi Yun took a watermelon knife and chopped it on the cutting board, staring at Cha Gong: "You stole my eyes, it doesn't matter, I will repay Qi Yuanhe's gift of childbearing, it doesn't matter, I am blind , the heart is not blind.

You lock me up, it's okay, I will repay your kindness, but you broke my leg when I was about to live, you are really good. "

Because he was captured and broke his leg, Qi Yun couldn't receive the latest news, thinking that his plan had failed, and with Zha Gong's attitude, he suddenly figured it out, what is the need to save such a life?

It's like waiting for a long time for Fu Hanyu to come to Jingyang District to open the door for him, if Fu Hanyu hadn't come that day, Qi Yun would not have allowed himself to marry Cha Gong alive.

He doesn't allow his lover to spend his whole life with another person in his heart, absolutely not.

Zha Gong had nothing to say, he knew what Qi Yun said after Qi Yun's death, but he knew it too late, what's the use of knowing it?Can Qi Yun come back?

Now that Qi Yun really came back, he has no way to get close to this person.

Qi Yun stopped tossing the chopping board, and said to Zha Gong: "Go away, never come back, I'm afraid that one day I'll go crazy and hack you to death, I don't want to go to a mental hospital for the rest of my life, of course, I suggest you go Check, check, after all, you are not seriously ill."

Zha Gong's eyes darkened, and he clenched his fists: "I'm sick... You really don't want to be with a lunatic, right? I know I'm sick, but I love you!"

"..." Qi Yun looked at Cha Gong who suddenly went crazy, and wanted to scold her.

When they were in Jingyang District in the previous life, Zha Gong would occasionally go crazy when he quarreled with him.

In the past, Qi Yun was not afraid when he was imprisoned by Cha Gong, but now he looks like a cat seeing a doctor.

"I love you too, honey, if you really love me, why didn't you kill Zhang Yin when I asked you to kill him? Why didn't you return Zhang Yin's eyes when I asked you to? Do you love me?" Qi Yun walked up to Zha Gong with a watermelon knife in his hand, and slashed him in the face as soon as he raised his hand.

"Yunyun——" Qi Yuanhun, who was hiding in the corner and eavesdropping, really couldn't sit still, and immediately rushed out to snatch the knife from Qi Yun's hand.

There were incandescent lamps installed in the yard, and Qi Yuanhui could clearly see the deep knife mark on Zha Gong's face. The blood quickly soaked Zha Gong's clothes and stained his white shirt red.

Qi Yuanhui hurriedly called the bodyguard left behind by Cha Liang, and hurriedly sent him to the hospital, then don't let Cha Gong say what he shouldn't say, he took Qi Yun to see a psychiatrist.

Zha Gong kept looking at Qi Yun who was being protected by Qi Yuanhui in his arms. After being dazed, he felt aggrieved, and his eyes turned red all of a sudden, but without saying a word, he followed the strength of the bodyguards and left Qi's house.

As soon as the people left, Qi Yuanhui asked the bodyguard to take away the bloody watermelon knife to deal with the traces, and looked down at Qi Yun: "Yunyun? It's okay, Dad is here, it's okay, don't cry."

"If he really loves me, why is he willing to let me live like a ghost? He never loved me...never..." Qi Yun murmured back and forth in Qi Yuanhui's arms, stuck in memories Can't get out.

Chicken feathers all over the place.

Because Qi Yun was not in the right condition, Qi Yuanhui was worried that something would happen to him at home, so he simply asked someone to drive them to the psychiatric sanatorium in Zhucheng, where the national player who treated Qi Yun was also there.

On the way, Qi Yuanhui fed medicine to Qi Yun, and only after Qi Yun fell asleep did he concentrate on thinking about the messy things that happened tonight.

Qi Yuanhui could see the difference between checking the palace and knew about the past life, but he thought that Qi Yun could at least control it after taking the medicine for so long.

It is indeed under control, knowing that cutting people instead of cutting yourself is a big improvement.

It's just that Zha Gong was injured and had to tell Zha Liang what to do and how to deal with it, and why Zha Gong suddenly came back from abroad.

In the past two years, Qi Yun's condition was not good, and in addition to the need for treatment, in order to prevent Zha Gong from getting in front of Qi Yun all the time, Zha Xian intentionally found trouble for Zha Gong, but he didn't expect to run back after being sent abroad.

Qi Yuanhui called Cha Liang on the way, Qi Yun's illness was secondary, the main thing was to take Cha Gong away, otherwise it would affect Qi Yun's treatment.

It was obvious that things had improved somewhat, and Qi Yun no longer wanted to commit suicide, but with the sudden stimulation of Zha Gong, Qi Yun didn't know how long he would be stuck in his own emotions.

Cha Liang was also shocked, and prepared to contact Cha Xian without saying a word, but Cha Xian called him first, saying that Cha Gong was lost abroad, and that he would sneak back to China, and asked him to stop him from seeing him. Qi Yun.

"I think the bodyguard who followed him said that Cha Gong is not in the right condition. You should arrange it in advance so that you don't provoke Yun Yun." Cha Xian explained carefully, and he also knew that Qi Yun was still taking medicine for treatment recently.

"Brother...can you come sooner next time?" Zha Liang rubbed his brows, "Zha Gong has already seen Yun Yun, and even provoked Yun Yun to chop him with a watermelon knife on the face, if you have Kong, go to Zhucheng to pick up people."

Cha Xian on the other end was taken aback: "Is the injury serious?"

Cha Liang smiled lightly: "What's the matter, I said he deserved it! Why did he run to find Yunyun? No, he was cut off, just slashed in the face, I asked the director of the hospital , a small injury, just go back and have a plastic surgery to remove the scar."

As he said, Zha is still angry, and the Cha family values ​​character more. They have the character of the Cha family from generation to generation, so why is there such an outlier as Zha Gong?

Cha Liang and Cha Xian, who were bald with anger, booked the nearest flight to Zhucheng. Cha Xian had a lot of things going on there, and they couldn't ask for leave. They had to fly back in the morning after the flight.

Qi Yuanhui sent Qi Yun to the hospital. First, he was put on Valium, and when the doctor came, the old doctor walked with his wife after dinner in the middle of the night, and was dragged to the hospital on the street.

Looking at Qi Yun's situation, the doctor kept frowning, and after the examination, he came out and asked Qi Yuanhui: "Didn't I tell him not to see his old friend first?"

"It's like this, one of the campus violence Yunyun is..." Qi Yuanhui and Qi Yun had a confession, and he said that he had not come out of campus violence, "It is a dual personality, and one of them is more harmful to Yunyun. Big, but, the other personality has been very kind to Yunyun in recent years, and Yunyun doesn't seem to reject him, but tonight, he suddenly came over, and he was irritated by talking..."

Qi Yuanhun was actually very ashamed when he said it himself. He and Qi Yun both felt that Cha Gong was wrong at the time, but he thought Qi Yun could handle it well. After all, Qi Yun will be an adult after his birthday this year. An adult must have his own Space.

The doctor looked at Qi Yuanhun disapprovingly: "What do you call that, Yunyun? Although he is getting older and looks like an adult, his mental age has not passed, and the injuries he has suffered have left him trapped in a ten- When I was two or three years old, I needed someone to take care of me.

As for the dual personality you mentioned, I suggest that he undergo personality correction, otherwise... it is best not to see each other for the rest of his life, it is best not to see each other. "

In fact, Zha Gong was not completely a double personality, so Qi Yuanhui could only respond vaguely with a wry smile.

Because of this incident, Qi Yun had to add to the medicines that had already been reduced; psychotropic medicines are not insignificant to people, and Qi Yun had a slight rejection reaction, and if the dose was increased, it would be tantamount to tormenting him.

But now there is no other way, if he doesn't suppress his emotions first, his aggressiveness will sooner or later slash people with a knife, just like the attack on Zha Gong.

Qi Yuanhui didn't sleep all night, and so did the doctor. After waiting for the stability to pass, the doctor went to give Qi Yun some hypnotic treatment, but he didn't come out for a long time.

The doctor didn't come out, Qi Yuanhui didn't dare to sleep.

At two o'clock in the morning, Zha Liang rushed over with his people, carrying the chill of Yelu on his body.

"Ahui, how is Yunyun?" Cha Liang asked softly, and then sat down beside Qi Yuanhui, letting Qi Yuanhun lean against him to rest.

It is much better to be supported by someone than to die alone, Qi Yuanhun stared at the door of the ward, and said: "The doctor went in after the stability passed, and he hasn't come out yet."

Zha Liang frowned, but still comforted Qi Yuanhui: "It's okay, my elder brother came to pick up Zha Gong, and will arrange treatment for him abroad, and he won't come back, so Yunyun will be fine."

-

Qi Yun knew what he was doing, the slashing of Zha Gong might have been due to the collapse of his emotions, but he felt that if he didn't slash that slash, he would never get over it.

After cutting, although Qi Yun cried, she understood: Well, after today, he can let go.

Zha Gong was not good enough to him before, Qi Yun hated him, but what's the use of hating?He forced himself to death and forced Cha Gong to dig Zhang Yin out of his heart.

In the end, it was just that Cha Gong didn't love him enough.

When Qi Yunhui was fed the medicine to treat mental illness, Qi Yun thought, he... If only he had learned to let go.

In other words, it would be nice if I learned to let go earlier.

When Fu Kesi used gossip and Zhang Yin secretly targeted him, he just learned to let go of Cha Gong, then his tragedy could actually stop there.

Why didn't you leave then?

Don't be reconciled, he is as arrogant as Qi Yuanhe, how can he see that the person he likes is not all about himself?

Then you must see it, even if you die.

So Qi Yuanhe secretly brought the unformed Qi Yun back to Qi Yuanhui's place, secretly left the child behind, and devoted his life to Fu Shilin's lifelong obsession as a child.

It's just that Qi Yun's Taoism was not enough, and he ended up in a crushing defeat.

After thinking about it, Qi Yun felt that it was really not worthwhile to die for the palace check. He had relatives and money, and a good life was waiting for him, so why bother to do illegal things because of the palace check?

When he arrived at the hospital, Qi Yun was actually in a good mood, and calmly asked the nurse sister to stabilize her. Although it hurt, she didn't struggle.

The tranquility will take effect soon, Qi Yun made an agreement with himself before falling asleep, and when he wakes up again, he wants to say goodbye to the past, um, just like the doctor said, say goodbye to the people and things in the past.

-

"Yunyun, what did you see?"

"My small yard... there is a big crabapple in the middle of the yard, and it is covered with pink crabapple flowers..." A smile appeared on the corner of Qi Yun's mouth.

The doctor was surprised that what Qiyun dreamed this time was not the dark and hopeless things in the past, so he wrote it down in his notebook, feeling hopeful.

"anything else?"

Qi Yun turned his head slightly, as if looking in a certain direction: "I have a large farm... The strawberries are growing well, and there are cherries, my favorite food..."

Next, Qi Yun introduced his manor and farm to the doctor in an all-round way. The dream was very beautiful, including Qi Yuanhui, Cha Liang, Cha Xi, and Cha Nian.

They live a comfortable and leisurely life. They wear straw hats and go to the farm to pick melons, fruits and vegetables every day, and they are very happy every day.

Qi Yun hadn't had such a sweet dream for a long time, and the doctor who had given him psychological counseling for nearly two years couldn't bear to wake him up, so he packed up and went out.

Qi Yuanhun and Cha Liang were waiting outside the door, and Cha Liang's assistant bought them coffee to refresh themselves.

Seeing the doctor coming out, Qi Yuanhui rushed up to meet him and asked, "Doctor?