Perfect match.

The envelope Cheng Xiu gave was very thick, with a touch of pink under the white paper, and it was full of money at first glance.

The Omega refused to accept it, so Cheng Xiu broke open his fingers and stuffed it in: "Here, fix the air conditioner at home. Your old dilapidated house, the walls are thin, there is no floor heating, and the windows leak air. Once you go in, you will get goosebumps all over the place." .It’s so cold this winter, how are you going to live if you don’t fix the air conditioner?”

"It's really too much, I...I can't take it."

Omega didn't say anything, just wanted to open the door and leave after handing back the envelope.With sharp eyes and quick hands, Cheng Xiu raised his hand and slapped it, locking all four doors.

Omega struggled for a long time without opening the car door, fearing that it might damage the car, so he didn't dare to use force indiscriminately, so he had to sit back and explain: "Cheng Xiu, I'm not that afraid of the cold, even if I really can't stand it, I still have some Savings, you can find a master to repair the air conditioner..."

"Come on, your little savings are useless. The whole sum is not as expensive as your man's outfit. Pulling his tie will last you for half a year." Cheng Xiu didn't save face for Omega at all, and said "swish, swish" Greeting directly to his heart, he grabbed the envelope and stuffed it again, "Hold on, don't be polite to me."

Omega still didn't budge: "Cheng Xiu, don't do this, I can't take your money..."

He refused again and again, but Cheng Xiu didn't get angry, instead he burst out laughing.

He pointed to the back seat and said, "How do you say something? The wool comes from the sheep. When your Alpha wakes up, I will immediately raise my salary. Last time, I just squeezed it out without batting an eyelid." One thousand and eight, this time I have to get two thousand - think about it, if it weren't for you, how could I raise my salary so quickly, would I get half of the money from you?"

Omega shook his head stubbornly: "This is different..."

"What's the difference?" Cheng Xiu said, "We are grasshoppers on the same rope. We have to live together and hang together. I can't let you get cold when I have money in my hand. Besides Yes, you've been with him for so long, in case your stomach..."

Cheng Xiu left a half sentence meaningfully, stretched out his hand, and touched Omega's lower abdomen.

"I……"

Omega was slightly taken aback, and looked down at his stomach.

He was touched to the softest part of his heart, showing a gentler expression than ever, and finally stopped being stubborn, accepted the envelope, and solemnly thanked Cheng Xiu.

Cheng Xiu, a person who is used to being shameless and skinless, was also very embarrassed at this time: "No, it's nothing, you repair, repair the air conditioner, and use the remaining money to buy some nutritional supplements. Next time, if you are short of money, ask me for it. Don't, don't be shy."

"There will be no next time, just this time, you save the money to repay the mortgage and marry a wife." Omega smiled, and there was warmth in his eyes, "Cheng Xiu, thank you."

Cheng Xiu scratched his scalp and hastily unlocked the car. Omega tightened his collar and got out of the car with the envelope in his pocket.

Zheng Feiluan suddenly became anxious.

He still has too many questions. He wants to hold Omega's shoulders, trace every inch of his skin with his fingers, and see his facial features and appearance clearly; he wants to hand over a pen and paper, and let him write his name stroke by stroke. Eliminate all possibility of homophony; I want to hug him tightly for a day and a night, from a long time acquaintance to today, dig out those forgotten parts of the memory, if there is a debt, maybe there is still time to repay it.

But he couldn't move.

He could only sit in the car, watching the wind and snow outside the window.The windows were painted with strokes of harsh white paint, obliterating any trace of the Omega.

Cheng Xiu stepped on the accelerator, and the sudden acceleration pushed Zheng Feiluan onto the back of the seat, and also dragged him out of the quagmire-like dream.

He sat up abruptly, taking a quick breath.

The stalled heart was beating wildly, and the bedside clock was pointing to six twenty.Five hours ago, he had just had a violent argument with his brother in the underground garage.

Outside the window, it seemed to be bright but not bright, so bright it was unreal.Dark clouds darkened the sky, and the next snowstorm sweeping Yuanjiang was coming soon.

He looked towards the pillow, where a lily of the valley lay quietly.After a night, the petals have lost water, but they are still white in color and have a faint aftertaste.He grabbed the lily-of-the-valley branch as if asking for help, put it under his nose and took a deep sniff, and the panic dissipated strand by strand under the comfort of the fragrance of the flower.

It's okay, he never left his residence, nor went to that bleak rental house.

Everything is a dream.

It was the nightmare with malicious intentions that created panic, and it was the resentment that "he" couldn't ask for that launched a despicable revenge.

At the moment when this self-deceiving thought popped up, his forehead tingled like a needle prick—the floodgates of memory were opened, and a large number of blurred and fragmented fragments poured out, one frame after another rushing to his face, as dense as The turbulence swallowed his chance to breathe.

Their first time was on a rainy summer night.

June, or July.

He was drenched from head to toe that day, and he was worse than a stray dog.He fled to He An in embarrassment, and punched the thin iron door open with fists.

When He An saw him, he was confused and pleasantly surprised, hurriedly welcomed him into the room, and took out the only chair for him to sit on.He was also afraid that he would catch a cold, so he said he was going to get him a towel to dry his body, but the moment he turned around, he was firmly pressed against the wall.

Then, the pleasure came like crazy.

Unprecedentedly simple, but also unprecedentedly blazing, continuous, one force stronger than the other penetrated into Zheng Feiluan's nerves, as if the body in his arms was nothing but the pleasure itself.The icy cold rain hit He An's neck drop by drop, and trickled down, soaking his skin.

The two butterfly bones stretched out like a bow in front of his eyes, thin, white and trembling.

A thunderstorm exploded outside the window, and the sky split bright and tragic lightning, reflecting Omega's struggle while grabbing the wall, like a butterfly fleeing in a hurry in a violent storm.

Later, in autumn and winter, he became a frequent visitor here.

The regular customers of those old taverns always like to come to buy a glass of drunkenness when they are not going well, drink until they lose their composure, talk nonsense, and then go back to live their bad days, Zheng Feiluan's glass of wine is different.He always came to the door in a daze, and pressed He An to vent, leaving all the troubles and memories behind, and regained his sobriety to pursue his career.

He An has no complaints, just like a flower rooted in the nursery, day after day, just waiting for him to come.

Concern for him, but also wither for him.

When he was looking for a mate, his mind was not clear and he didn't like to talk much, but He An liked to chat with him very much.After taking a shower afterwards, he would always twist a hot towel with his own hands, and while wiping his body, he would whisper something softly.

Occasionally, He An would take a newly purchased business magazine, turn to the page that published an exclusive interview with Zheng Feiluan, and praise him for his beautiful photos and his well-answered questions.Or bring a collection of poems and say that I read a favorite poem yesterday, there are tired birds, there are water banks, and tired birds live on the shore, which happens to match their names, and then said with a smile: "Look, you are tired birds , I am Shui An, you...you are destined to come to my place to rest."

That smile was shallow, and the taste of happiness was hidden in the bottom of the eyes, full of it, only willing to reveal a third of its shade.

When the snow melted and the warm spring came, He An suffered from stomach problems, severe abdominal pain, and vomited with a pale face.

He thought the vomiting was because he had a child, so he didn't bother to go to the hospital. He lay alone at home, endured the most unbearable pain, and even gave birth to a glimmer of extravagant hope.

When Zheng Feiluan came, He An was lying beside him, curled up weakly, stretched out his hand, and tentatively hooked his fingers lightly.

"Fei Luan, if I get pregnant, will you like it?" He showed a look of expectation, "If... if I give birth to it and bring it to you, you will recognize us, and then... Accept us?"

Zheng Feiluan wanted to nod immediately, wanted to hug him tightly, and said of course, I want to hold you in the palm of my hand and cherish and pet him for the rest of my life.But in the sealed memory, he was like an empty shell that had lost his soul, sitting numbly on the head of the bed, silent, and did not give any response to He An.

As a result, the light in He An's eyes dimmed little by little.

"It's ok……"

He moved the corners of his lips, smiling bitterly and reluctantly.

After a long time, he moved closer to Zheng Feiluan, leaned on his arm, and whispered: "Feiluan, don't make things difficult, I, we... will not cause you any trouble."

In the middle of the warm spring and recovering from a serious illness, He An ushered in a ferocious estrus period, and the child that belonged to them really did come along with the estrus period—a daughter with ill-fated fate, who had never received a biological father from conception to birth. A little care, just like Zheng Feiluan later learned.

At that time, Jiusheng's first seaside castle hadn't finished the blueprint yet, and Zheng Feiluan was under pressure and was so busy all day long that he forgot to sleep and eat.

He always thought that he lived in a hotel suite during that time, but the memory gave him another answer: he stayed by the side of the estrous Omega for seven nights in a row for a week.

And only at night.

During the day, he is still a stranger who has nothing to do with He An.

Before dawn, Cheng Xiu will try his best to take him away.At that time, He An's body was still soft and hot, burning with an inextinguishable charcoal fire, his face was flushed with red tide, and he was so weak, he needed to be filled up all the time, and he couldn't live without Alpha even for a second.

It was the first time he saw a young man who was accustomed to forbearance crushed by terrible lust, fell to the side of the bed, grabbed Cheng Xiu's sleeve and refused to let go, weeping bitterly, begging him to forgive him, don't be here Time to take away your Alpha.

Cheng Xiu's eyes were red, and he repeatedly said sorry to him, but he still kept his reason and did not soften his heart.

The door was closed in front of him, and through a thin layer of iron, Zheng Feiluan heard He An calling his name one after another from inside, crying heavily and trembling in despair.

Then, there was a long separation of twenty hours.

How could a estrous Omega leave her Alpha for a whole day?

Zheng Feiluan didn't know.

No one bothers to try, ever.

How He An survived those seven days alone, Zheng Feiluan still doesn't know.His memory only starts at two o'clock in the morning every day: when he pushed open the door, he saw He An, wrapped in a wet blanket, silently huddled in the corner of the corridor, his eyes were blurred, his breath was dying, and he was about to hug him into his arms. It took a long time to kiss in my arms to warm me up.

Later, He An began to frequently fall into a coma, and the root cause was dehydration and hunger—Zheng Feiluan never fed He An even a single nutrient solution stored in the refrigerator.

In order to keep the intestinal tract clean, Omegas in estrus cannot eat solid food, not even semi-liquid food. The only source of heat is concentrated nutrient solution.And Zheng Feiluan is just in the period of looking for a mate, and his intelligence is incomplete, so he can't take care of Omega at all.On the third day, when Cheng Xiu came to pick him up, he found that He An was pale and his body was frighteningly weak. He opened the refrigerator and saw that the nutritional supplements were still intact, so he hurriedly opened a few tubes and poured them into He An's mouth in a hurry.

No one could believe that this turbulent estrus actually left a tenacious little life in He An's belly.

This child was regarded as a treasure by He An, and he grew up with care day by day.She spent six months in peace, grew limbs, could move and turn over, was well-behaved and obedient, and never made a fuss... However, on that day in early autumn, she encountered the greatest disaster in her young life.

Her Alpha father came back from abroad and found out about her existence.

She turned into a nest of shady snakes, mice, insects and ants, and she was about to be driven out.He An couldn't protect her, so he could only hold her, and hid in the cracks of the city with fear. He didn't dare to show his face during the day, and didn't dare to sleep peacefully at night. He hid day by day.

The child was finally born last Christmas. On that day, the scarlet bed sheet was soaked with He An's blood.

……

He did it.

He did it all.

Starting from the rainy summer night two years ago, every scene presented to him by memory is a crime that he cannot wash off.

Zheng Feiluan looked at the pure white lily-of-the-valley in his hand, and his heart suddenly throbbed.His chest cavity was so congested that the air in his lungs was squeezed out, and he couldn't breathe no matter how hard he gulped.