Perfect match.

How much did you lie.

He An never expected that Zheng Feiluan would ask such a question.It took him a long time and recalled Zheng Feiluan's mouth shape countless times before he understood the naked doubts behind the question with difficulty.

"No, I didn't lie!"

He shook his head again and again, grabbed Zheng Feiluan's hand and put it on his wrist.Under the pale skin, the lavender blood vessels pulsated messily, which was the pulse that almost boiled his blood: "Look, this is my, my heartbeat, it only takes ten seconds, and the heartbeat is so fast. This means... I really like you..."

Zheng Feiluan withdrew his hand, shook it as if it was dirty, and inserted it into the pocket of his suit trousers in front of He An, not concealing the disgust expressed by this series of actions.

"Remind you a common sense of biology." He said condescendingly, "In order to improve the efficiency of reproduction, the attraction of pheromones has always been two-way. Even the bloodiest soap operas don't like to play some infatuated and painful unrequited love. You There was a reaction, but I didn’t, which is enough to explain the problem. Can I think that the reliability of the so-called 100% fit is very doubtful. Or, let’s be more direct, this test report..."

He stretched out his hand to pick up the report card on the table, and stabbed He An in the face: "Is it simply a forgery?"

"No!" He An was in a hurry, and denied it loudly, and even broke his voice nervously, "Every number is true, no one has tampered with it!"

But Zheng Feiluan didn't believe it at all: "I have no feelings for you, how can this be explained?"

He An stopped talking.

He looked up at his Alpha, and remained silent for a long time.After a while, he slowly closed his eyes, stretched out his trembling hand, and took the report card that was very close to his nose and still smelled of hospital disinfectant: "Feiluan, if you If you can feel for me when you are awake, even a little bit, your partner-seeking disorder... will not attack."

Zheng Feiluan frowned suddenly: "What do you mean?"

He An took a deep breath, and then exhaled slowly from his chest. He stroked the paper with his fingers, caressing the printed "100%".

"You must not believe it. When you lose consciousness, you like me more than anyone else, as if... as if as long as you have me, nothing else matters. When you see me, you will immediately get an erection; touch When I was, you trembled so much; when we did, you were hyper like a wolf. You are a very possessive person, and once you came over, I happened to be entertaining a friend who was underage Beta. It stands to reason that adult Alphas shouldn't be hostile to underage Betas, but you didn't say anything, and just slapped him, causing me to apologize to him several times. But...but when we're done , your temper will ease down, and you will pester me every second, asking me to put you to sleep, like an insecure child."

Speaking of this, He An smiled bitterly: "You probably don't have any impression of these things, do you? Even me, I don't exist in your sober memory."

Zheng Feiluan didn't say a word, but turned to look out the window.

He An added: "Afterwards, I went to several hospitals and saw several doctors. I asked them why there are so many Alphas in the world, but my Alpha is different. Even though the compatibility is so high, they refuse to wake up. Love me in the state of love. I stood in front of him, two or three meters away, the sun shone on me, it really couldn’t be more conspicuous, but he didn’t seem to be able to see it. The doctor said that this was because... Alpha’s subconscious Resisting me, unwilling to admit being attracted to me."

He An's voice began to tremble, he picked up the cup, and poured down half a cup of hot cocoa as if afraid of the cold, swallowing too quickly for a moment, and violently choked.

Zheng Feiluan watched coldly, and let him choke in embarrassment.

He An pressed his chest for a while before continuing: "The doctor told me that because you resisted me subconsciously, your hypothalamus or other places will secrete an inhibitory substance that blocks the flow of pheromones and depresses me. Your feelings and desires. However, everyone needs to release their emotions. Normal couples will live together, hug, kiss, and balance the pheromones on both sides, but we don’t. After a long time, your body is suppressed to the limit, it will Out of the control of reason. The pheromones will urge you to come to me and sleep with me until you get enough comfort."

Sanity is out of control, and again, the culprit is still pheromones.

Zheng Feiluan thought of the little Omega actor who betrayed him, and his face became more and more gloomy.He glanced at He An out of the corner of his eye, the young man hung his head, his body was shaking violently, probably really uncomfortable, a piece of bangs on his forehead trembled slightly, and the liquid in the cup rippled round and round.

He An said softly: "I asked the doctor why Alpha resisted me subconsciously. The doctor said that there are too few cases and too many possibilities. Maybe it's my fault, maybe it's you... It's the fault of both parties. If you want to Find the reason, we'd better live together for a period of time, and when we get to know each other, there may be a way to untie the knot."

Cohabitation, companionship, acquaintance, untie knots, and love each other—sounds natural and beautiful, but in fact, the success rate of this road is appallingly low.

close to zero.

A year ago, after receiving guidance and encouragement from a doctor, He An began to study the case, trying to find a way to awaken Zheng Feiluan, but the deeper he researched, the more desperate he was for the truth: mate-seeking disorder is extremely rare and can There are only twelve pairs of case records found, and none of the twelve pairs died well.

Because every Alpha refuses to compromise with Omega.

Alpha is the leader in the relationship between the sexes, with a self-esteem that does not want to be frustrated and a strong execution ability that far surpasses that of Omega.The repulsion and antipathy they have established subconsciously cannot be reversed in reality.This means that the poor Omega throws out an olive branch, but doesn't even get a chance to repair their relationship.

What will happen to those unloved Omegas, and what will happen to Alphas who lost their partners, He An knows better than anyone else.

God never has good intentions and selflessly bestows beautiful treasures.Given the degree of fit that everyone envies, it is inevitable to set up a trap and follow an unknown black and white gift.If it is honey, then it will be a good marriage for a hundred years; if it is poison, then it will be divided and you will miss the good luck once in a lifetime.

That's what He An did. He unwrapped the ribbon of the gift box without warning, and then held the rose in his hand, and the world was turned upside down.

Did you ask him if he was afraid?

Actually not that scary.

Zheng Feiluan's reaction had already been rehearsed countless times in the nightmare, and no matter how sad the emotion was repeated a thousand times, it was like a ball of chewing gum that lost its original taste.But he still didn't dare to face it, for fear of seeing the sharp, unloving doubts in the eyes that had stared at him eagerly.

He An has a gentle temper, doesn't want to win, doesn't fight for strength, just wants to be a cat that lives in peace, and doesn't make assumptions about what will happen tomorrow.

Before, Cheng Xiu complained for him, analyzed the pros and cons all afternoon, and urged him to tell Zheng Feiluan the truth.He was like a little white meat hiding in a clam shell, blindfolded and deceiving himself and others, saying repeatedly: "Wait a little bit, wait a little longer, let me stay with him a little longer."

Once the relationship is revealed, the relationship between him and Zheng Feiluan will be over - just like those unfortunate Alphas and Omegas.

But... not enough.

He hasn't loved long enough, hasn't hated enough to be desperate enough, and he's stuck in it all by himself, unable to forget the rain when he first met Zheng Feiluan, the umbrella, the walk of dozens of meters side by side, and the imaginary There is a slight possibility of going on.

"There is no need for us to live together." Zheng Feiluan said suddenly, interrupting his meditation, "The reason why I subconsciously resist you, you don't know, but I know."

He returned to his original position, crossed his fingers under his chin, looked straight at He An, with an indifferent and arrogant expression: "Mr. He, according to this report, your pheromone is [-]% consistent with mine, which is indeed a rare thing." However, with all due respect, pheromones cannot represent everything. Educational background, vision, family background, social class... These things are far more important than pheromones. After comprehensive consideration, I believe you agree that we are not at all The best partner, even to put it bluntly, is still quite a distance from a qualified partner.

"The Omega I like, he needs to be enthusiastic, flamboyant, and ambitious. He has a variety of poses on the bed and an independent personality off the bed. He needs to accompany me in social situations, speak well, move in and out freely, and have enough common topics with me. Obviously, you don't It fits any one of them. I subconsciously resist you, which can be said to be logical."

The all-round negation, bloody every sentence, came from the Alpha who was still fascinated by his body last night.

He An clutched the scarf tightly, with greasy sweat dripping out of his palms, the back of his neck was cloudy and cold, and the wound on the gland bitten by the tiger's teeth was stinging sharply.

Yeah, how could he be worthy of the dazzling Zheng Feiluan?

He just...

It's just the most ordinary Omega.

Zheng Feiluan said again: "Compared to the time-consuming and labor-intensive cohabitation game, I prefer another solution: directly cut off the nondescript relationship between us. What do you think?"

He made a unilateral statement that cannot be refuted with a question sentence, and his posture was perfect and decent.

He An froze when he heard the words, and asked tremblingly, "How do you cut it off?"

Zheng Feiluan replied: "According to my understanding, mate-seeking disorder is similar to a severe addiction. We weigh the pros and cons. I think the best treatment is not indulgence, but withdrawal. The first step in withdrawal is to isolate the source of addiction. That is you. I need to eliminate all connections with you, empty, reset, reset, whatever you want to call it, in short, to return to the state we didn’t know at the beginning, and we have nothing to do with each other.”

Due to the obedience engraved in Omega's nature, He An couldn't say "no" to Zheng Feiluan.

He sat there blankly, like a puppet with stiff joints, allowing the other party to pour clear and affectionate words into his ears: "Mr. He, I can understand your desire for Alpha. The five-digit number starts with nine, so Bad congenital conditions, I'm afraid you have never been in love... Am I the first?"

He An looked embarrassed, but still nodded.

"It's an honour."

Zheng Feiluan said casually, but there was no joy in his eyes, and he didn't even intend to pretend: "I know, if you miss me, you may never meet a second Alpha in your life, but it's a pity, Your suffering is not caused by me. I am a person with free will, and I am not obliged to sacrifice personal happiness to fulfill you. You just said that it is best for us to live together, hug, kiss, and balance pheromones every day. If I If I understand correctly, you should be referring to the relationship between husband and wife."

Speaking of this, he couldn't help laughing: "Mr. He, let me remind you that there are too many Omegas who want to marry into the Zheng family. It's a bit ridiculous to rely on natural pheromones to succeed."

He An lowered his head: "Yes... quite ridiculous."

His voice choked in his throat, blocking his breath.He couldn't make a sound, like a needle point pricking a finger, squeezing hard until the pain was unbearable, so that a small drop of blood and a single syllable could be spilled.

Something in the blood vessels is rapidly solidifying into ice, starting from the distant limbs, first getting colder, then getting colder, and then the blood stagnates, and the condensed ice patterns turn into countless sharp arrows, approaching the chest from all directions, At the same time pierced the heart.

In his Alpha eyes, he is such an unscrupulous, dirty liar.

After chewing the chewing gum thousands of times, the bitter taste is not at all weak.

Zheng Feiluan asked the waiter in the coffee shop for a pen and paper, spread it out flat, and wrote a series of strong words, saying while writing: "Let's draw up a withdrawal agreement to avoid any differences in the future. The relationship between you and me There are three main connections: first, I know your residential address; second, you have my mark on your body; third, you have my child in your stomach. We will eliminate these three connections one by one, do you have any objections?"

He An suddenly raised his head, his face pale as paper.

Did he hear wrong?

There are more and more customers around, the cafe is no longer quiet, orders, conversations, and cashiers all have to make sounds, the grinder is humming, and the brisk folk song has reached the chorus.Through the glass, there are cars coming and going on the road, there are occasional urging horns, and pedestrians passing by the window also make hurried footsteps...

The environment was too noisy, overshadowing Zheng Feiluan's voice.

So, He An thought, he must have heard wrong.