Perfect match.

When they returned to the inn, Cheng Xiu and Dai Xiao hadn't come back yet.

The sound of rain murmured in the atrium, and the wetness was red and chaotic.Six hundred and sixty-six brought a small koi from the river, kept it in the puddle along the porch, and was concentrating on poking it with its little paws.

Seeing Lily of the Valley, it meowed excitedly, followed the three of them into the living room with its tail straight.

Zheng Feiluan put away the umbrella and placed it by the wall, a puddle of water immediately formed on the ground.The umbrella was actually not that big. He shielded He An from the rain all the way against the wind. His shoulders, arms and back were mostly wet. The shirt was almost transparently attached to his body. His muscles were firm and his shape was clearly visible. Even the ribbons on his wrists Wet and dripping water.

He An was afraid that he would catch a cold, so he ran to the storage room and got a freshly dried hot bath towel, and stuffed it into his arms without any explanation: "Wipe it quickly."

"it is good."

Zheng Feiluan shook off the bath towel and wrapped it around his shoulders, his whole body was warm.

It's a pity that the heat of the bath towel can't last long, and it becomes cold and damp within a few minutes.He An helped Ling Lan take off her shoes and socks, let her crawl around on the carpet, looked back at Zheng Feiluan's distressed appearance, and hurriedly said: "You should change your clothes, and you'd better blow your hair, it's easy to catch a cold now .”

"It's just a little rain, it's okay."

Zheng Feiluan thought he had a strong physique, and wanted to impress Omega with his health, but He An's next sentence was: "Then...if you're okay, I won't make ginger tea for you?"

"I'll come when I go."

Zheng Feiluan changed his words in a second, and hurried back to his room to change without waiting for He An's reaction.

He An smiled, stood up with the sofa propped up, and went to push open the closed window.Fresh air came in, and he took a deep breath, suppressing the discomfort in his body.

The gonads become more sensitive.

Before, I was able to spend half an afternoon with Zheng Feiluan in peace. Since the violent vomiting, the primordial gonads seemed to wake up, knowing that the highly compatible Alpha was nearby, and they were extremely active every day.Even if it is far away from Zheng Feiluan, it will secrete some pheromones from time to time, wanting to tell the Alpha who once marked it:

I am here, come love me.

He An endured the confrontation between the two pheromones, almost returning to the time when he was just pregnant with Lily of the Valley, fainted three times a day, and couldn't eat.

Behind him, Ling Lan crawled around, seeing Liu Bailiu jumped into the cat bed, she also climbed in.The girl and the cat are arched into a ball, and their braids are pressed against their pointed ears.Ling Lan was quite obedient, she knew she needed to cover herself with a quilt when she slept, so she pulled off a small blanket on the sofa and covered herself and Liu Bailiu together.

He An turned his head and saw one after another rising and falling under the blanket, and a small hill raised up for a while, laughing and joking.

He left the child in the living room, walked into the small kitchen by himself, took out brown sugar, ginger and longan meat, cleaned the teapot, and started to boil water to make ginger tea.It's not entirely for Zheng Feiluan, Cheng Xiu and Dai Xiao will have a drink when they come back from the rain.

When cutting ginger, looking out from the open window, the second floor opposite is Zheng Feiluan's room.

When the tip of his knife stopped, he was in a daze.

More than three months... no, four months, if it wasn't for the gonads at the back of the neck, he almost felt that Zheng Feiluan's life in the Qingguo Inn was peaceful and peaceful: without the chronic problem of the bar, and with the timely rain of the pastry shop, Xiao Xiao Mistakes were corrected one by one, the occupancy rate continued to increase, and even the thing he had been most worried about did not happen.

He was afraid that Zheng Feiluan's mate-seeking syndrome would occur, so he would lock the door every night before going to bed, and installed an alarm bell beside the bed—after all, as long as the mate-seeking syndrome is not cured, Zheng Feiluan can only be a daytime gentleman no matter how strict he is with himself.

Surprisingly, during those long days, the door of his room was never slammed once.

This should have been a good sign, indicating that Zheng Feiluan's mate-seeking disorder had turned around somewhat, but He An didn't dare to be so optimistic, because every day when he cleaned Zheng Feiluan's room, he could smell residual sex on the sheets and bedding. Pheromones.

Zheng Feiluan had sexual desires at night.

And, every night.

At first, the smell was not strong, and the windows were opened to ventilate and then cleaned, which could barely hold up.About two months later, the concentration of sex pheromone became more and more terrifying. As soon as He An touched the quilt, his gastric juice rushed up. lust.

Zheng Feiluan wants him.

I want to hug him, kiss him, get into him hard, look like a wolf, and do all kinds of dirty things.

But when they met during the day, Zheng Feiluan had a completely different image: well-dressed, clean breath, no drop of sex pheromone was left, and friendly smiles when meeting everyone, which was completely different from the night, as if all the traces left in the night were gone. It's an illusion.

He An was at a loss.

He didn't know whether to believe in day or night.All he knew was that the Alpha who looked like a different person at dawn hadn't disappeared, and was still entrenched around the side like before, making his life full of insecurity.

In order to stay away from Zheng Feiluan, he handed over the job of cleaning the room to Cheng Xiu.

One day in March, he asked Cheng Xiu if he had smelled anything in Zheng Feiluan's room.Cheng Xiu was at a loss, shook his head in confusion and said no.He felt astonished, and suspected that he was too nervous and misunderstood Zheng Feiluan.

So at midnight that day, he went to Zheng Feilan's gate to check the situation.

Every room in the inn is painted with pheromone shielding paint, in case the Omega who comes to travel suddenly goes into heat and disturbs the rest next door.But even through a window and a wall, He An still smelled strong Alpha pheromone.

More than ever before.

His hands and feet were weak, his back was drenched in cold sweat, and he slid against the wall and sat in the corridor. He felt a tingling pain in his neck, and his weak primary gonads were struggling desperately.He even felt that if he stayed for a few more seconds, the door would open, and Zheng Feiluan would drag him in with his red eyes, and rape him desperately.

After going back that day, He An swallowed seven or eight pills, and the disordered pheromones barely calmed down, but his face in the mirror was still cold and pale.

and so……

Zheng Feiluan, which one is the real you?

If both, which one takes up more sanity?Can you really keep your promise and stop hurting me?

A pot of freshly boiled ginger tea, red dates are sweet and glutinous, ginger is spicy, just smelling the heat can dispel the cold.

He An returned to the living room with the tea tray, arranged the cups one by one on the coffee table, and was about to sit down and share the tea, when Zheng Feiluan happened to come back after changing his clothes.He was wearing a gray sweater, the one He An gave him a few days ago, his hair was dried, and he sat down on the sofa in good spirits, and was about to offer to pour tea for He An.

"You... even changed the ribbon?"

He An stared at his wrist and frowned puzzled.

The gray satin, which was obviously still wet just now, has now been replaced with a brand new pair of navy blue.

Zheng Feiluan's arm paused, his expression unnatural: "...that one is wet."

"Take it off when it's wet. It's not something you can't leave your body. You can change it." He An couldn't help laughing, and suddenly his eyes rolled, and he keenly caught the unnatural trace, "Or, I really can't. Leave?"

"No." Zheng Feiluan retracted his hand, "I just like it."

He didn't want to talk about ribbons very much. He An saw it, and stopped it in time. Instead of breaking the casserole to ask the end, he moved to the corner of the sofa by the window with hot tea, bent his legs, and spread a blanket on his knees. Go up, lower your head, and take a sip of tea comfortably.

Seeing him avoiding, Zheng Feiluan didn't want to continue pestering him, so he had to stay at the other end of the sofa.

The rain rustled outside the window, noisy and quiet, and the humid air was filled with the fragrance of summer grass.In the cat's nest, Lily of the Valley grunted, tilted her head, and rested her head on Liu Bailiu's belly.

He An drank half a cup of tea slowly, tapped the wall of the cup lightly and chaotically with his fingertips, pondered for a long time in his heart, and asked, "Have you... have you had an attack recently?"

Zheng Feiluan: "What?"

He An: "Looking for...mate-seeking syndrome."

The air suddenly fell into silence, and Zheng Feiluan froze for five seconds before answering: "No."

"So...has he recovered?" He An asked.

"Probably." Zheng Feiluan said vaguely, "What's the matter, are you afraid?"

"Ah."

He An nodded honestly.

Of course he was afraid.

Zheng Feiluan knew how he abused He An when he was looking for a mate, so he naturally understood his lingering fears, so he comforted him: "Don't be afraid, I have lived here for four months, if the illness is not cured, I should have come to you long ago No? And..."

He looked at He An, smiled and said, "Even if it's really not good, I can control myself."

"Believe me."

But, when you lose consciousness, how can you...

He An still had doubts, but looking into Zheng Feiluan's deep eyes, he couldn't ask a word, so he nodded and buried his face in the hot air.

Another short topic ended, with a few sentences, and soon ended in silence, like strangers who had no fate, and they couldn't talk together.

The two looked at each other in silence, after drinking a glass, they added another glass.

He An sat alone with his knees hugged, shaking the teacup from side to side boredly, staring at the ripples of water on the surface in a daze, and suddenly heard Zheng Feiluan ask: "Why didn't you continue studying at Yuanda?"

"..."

He An was taken aback for a moment, with a dazed expression on his face: How did you know?

But he didn't ask much.

According to Zheng Feiluan's connections, it might be easy to investigate his background, maybe even the little admiration in his heart can be found out.

He bit the rim of his cup, his voice was soaked in the heat, and sounded muffled: "At that time, the family owed a lot of debts, and I asked for my help to pay them off."

"What about now? Is it over? Do you want to help?" Zheng Feiluan asked with concern.

He An smiled wryly: "Actually, I don't owe much. My brother married a wealthy local businessman, got married, and paid off the debt for my father."

"What about you? You paid off your debts and didn't go back to school?"

He An's face turned pale, and after a long time, he shook his head with difficulty: "No. My family didn't support me in studying, and after something happened, they wouldn't allow me to study."

"why?"

"My family is in the foreign trade business. It's a small city in the inland area. It's not well-known. I don't have to worry about food and clothing. I have an Alpha sister above me. My parents have always hoped that my brother and I can find one sooner. A businessman is married, and I want to make contacts for my sister. I don’t want to, not at all. I’m no worse than my sister in school since I was a child, why can’t I study business by myself?”

He An gritted his teeth: "I don't have a share in the family business, I admit it, but if I spend my whole life building contacts for my sister, I don't admit it."

Zheng Feiluan was surprised and saddened to know He An's dark family relationship for the first time.He walked over, knelt down beside He An, and stroked the back of his hand comfortingly: "And then?"

"...Then, I was admitted to Yuanda University, and my family wanted me to give up. They only paid tuition fees, not living expenses, so I worked to earn money by myself, and I went all the way to my junior year. Something happened to my family in my junior year. I had no choice but to suspend my studies and send all the money I earned from part-time jobs back to pay off the debts. In the end, I had to rely on my brother to marry to solve the problem. My parents felt that Omega’s studies were fundamental. It’s useless, and I won’t even pay the tuition fee.”

Speaking of this, He An paused for a long time, and moisture appeared in his eyes.

"Actually, the school is very good to me. Seeing that I have good grades, they said that I can keep my student status first, and then go back to study after I save enough money. I worked several jobs and wanted to save enough money quickly, but half of the money was saved. At that time, I... I had lily of the valley."

He An slowly lowered his head and buried his head in his folded arms.

"That little money is not enough to support her after studying. I can't bear her, so I have no choice but to stop studying."

His ending was choked with sobs, and it took a long time before Zheng Feiluan heard his weak and trembling voice again: "Zheng Feiluan, I raised her, I raised her...even if I am so useless, I still worked very hard to raise her... I said I could do it, you see, I didn't break my promise..."

"Yes, you didn't break your promise."

Zheng Feiluan took his hand and kissed it lovingly: "He An, Linglan may not be willing to be my daughter, but she will definitely not regret being your daughter. She will be very proud to have a father who loves her so much of."

His Omega has always lived a harder life than anyone else, guarding a dream that is still far away no matter how hard he tries, and no one has ever cared about him.

Zheng Feiluan wants to hug He An and tell him that one day, you will return to the university campus, and there will be an Alpha who loves you, who will send you to class, pick you up from get out of class every day, and walk along the boulevard holding your hand.Tuition fees and rent will no longer be your burden. The only thing you have to do is to be an ordinary student and pursue your dreams without distraction.