Qiu Ren is always very tired [Comprehensive]

Before coming to Xiongying, Qiu Ren had someone investigate him in private, and everything from his family background to his family situation was investigated clearly.

Hong is the youngest child in the family. He has two older brothers and one older sister. His parents are in a marriage of personalities, and they don't have much real relationship between husband and wife. Strict, every day since he can remember, he has to undergo all kinds of arduous personality training. Not only that, but also the right to have fun with his peers, and even brothers and sisters, has also been deprived.And when he was seven years old, his mother poured a pot of boiling water directly on his face, which caused a large area of ​​scald on the left side of his face. He was forcibly sent to the psychiatric convalescent department of the municipal hospital.

Hong and his brothers and sisters are all the products of a marriage formed by a relationship of interest, which is very similar to Qiuren.

Qiu Ren's father, Feng Jingxiong, is the current head of the Feng family, but before he became the head of the Feng family, the power of the Feng family was gradually declining. A person who can take charge of the overall situation, the reason why he became the head of the family is entirely because he is the only male in this generation's direct lineage, so despite his incompetence, he successfully took the position of the head of the family at that time, but Feng Under his management, the family is getting worse day by day, and there is a vague danger of falling off from the upper class family.

Although the previous patriarch was an incompetent and mediocre person, each of the three sons he gave birth to was an excellent and capable dragon and phoenix. The elders of the family seemed to see the hope of revitalizing the Feng family from these three people. All resources were devoted to training these three juniors.

And these three people lived up to expectations, and successfully grew into outstanding young talents. In the upper class at that time, almost no one knew the reputation of the three brothers of the Feng family, and the influence of the Feng family was also raised by a class.

However, it is precisely because these three people are too good that the family has not yet made a decision on the candidate for the next head of the family. Feng Jingxiong is the boss. According to tradition, he should inherit the family business, but among the elders of the family at that time, support His other two younger brothers also had a lot of voices.

At that time, the Feng family's economic industry was going downhill, and the return on assets had been showing negative growth for several years in a row. Feng Jingxiong made a decision, and it was this decision he made that made him the head of the family.

He married Qiu Ren's mother, the daughter of a real estate tycoon at the time. The marriage between the two was not free love, but a marriage formed by interest.

Qiuren's father needs a large sum of money to support the Feng family's economic industry so as to secure his position as the head of the Feng family, while Qiuren's grandfather needs to use the Feng family's reputation to break into the upper class. However, they ignored the wishes of the other party, Qiuren's mother.

Before Qiuren's mother married into Feng's family, she had a boyfriend whom she had dated for five years. Her boyfriend was from an ordinary working family. Naturally, in terms of status, he couldn't be compared with the next candidate for the head of Feng's family, but Qiuren's Her mother had a deep affection for her boyfriend, no matter how much her family persuaded her, she would not give up. In the end, Qiuren's grandfather resorted to some tricks in the dark, so that this young man who had just started his career fell to the point of bankruptcy , although he recovered from the blow of bankruptcy later, due to the obstruction of Qiuren's grandfather, all the resumes he submitted fell into the sea, and no company was willing to recruit him. The abyss of despair.

The reality is always cruel. Even though Qiuren's mother resisted the marriage by going on a hunger strike, running away or even self-mutilation, she finally chose to compromise when the desperate young man proposed to break up. She married into Feng's family. Married to a man who had no relationship with him at all, and gave birth to a daughter and three sons. Even after decades, she still treats her husband and her children as alienated as strangers.

Ever since he could remember, Qiuren had never felt the warmth from his mother's embrace. His mother had always looked at everyone and everything in the Feng family with that cold and empty look, no matter how good he was, no matter how good he was. How many times he deliberately fell down in the corridor that his mother often passed by, but he failed to get his mother's direct gaze even once.

His father may have personally experienced the process of fighting for the head of the family, so as far as Qiuren can remember, the most instilled view is "The future head of the Feng family is your elder brother. You should study hard and help you when you grow up." Brother."

All his efforts and all his performance, in his father's view, were just preparations for his elder brother's preparations. The highest evaluation he got from childhood to adulthood was nothing more than the sentence "I didn't embarrass the Feng family".

As for Jing Ye, his father didn't force him to do anything, because he has two elder brothers above him, so the only thing his father asked him was "don't embarrass the Feng family".

But it happened that it was because of his father's attitude that aroused Jing Ye's challenging heart. After Jing Ye went to school, the conversation between him and Jing Ye gradually decreased. Unknowingly, he looked at him with eyes similar to Brother Yuyi's, it was a look at a competitor, vigilant, defensive, cautious, but lacked the intimacy and admiration that brothers should have.

His and Hong's family backgrounds are similar, but they are not similar. Their parents are both husband and wife formed out of profit. They also have a child structure of one woman and three men. They also have a father who regards children as tools to earn profits.The difference is that Hong has a mother who cares about him. Before pouring hot water on the boy's face, his mother has been performing her duties as a mother, raising her children wholeheartedly. Although the elder brother and sister did not dare to approach Hong at will due to the majesty of their father, they have always been silently caring for this younger brother.

Hong felt more disgust and resentment towards Andewa who caused all this, but maybe he didn't realize it himself, he cared more about Andewa's opinion than he imagined, that's why during the game Insisting on not using the flame ability on the left is to prove to Andeva that he can win without relying on his ability.

Qiuren is different from Hong. As early as he understood that no matter how many times he fell, no one would pull him up, he gave up the word "care". He will care about what others think of him. In his opinion, he only needs to keep acting according to the script his father arranged for him.

At least he thought so before coming to this world.

……

"Frozen."

Qiuren leaned against the wall at the corner, looking at the boy who was walking towards him. The boy had just finished the last game. In the last game, he used his personality to freeze most of the field and won the game directly. But the boy After all, he is still young, such a large-scale move has exceeded his body's capacity, and the sequelae left by excessive use of personality are also slowly appearing on the young man.

Hearing Qiu Ren's voice, the young man paused a little, and the indifferent look on his face also froze for a moment, subconsciously took half a step back, and put his right hand behind his back.

Seeing his actions, Qiuren raised his eyebrows, "I won't scold you, why are you hiding?"

The young man was slightly startled, looking at Qiu Ren standing in the corner, "You don't criticize me?"

"Why should I criticize you? You haven't done anything wrong."

Qiuren took a few steps forward, closing the distance with the boy, and he could see a thin layer of frost on the boy's right half of his body, which was the aftereffect of overuse of his personality.

"I brought my personal emotions to the field."

The young man lowered his head, whispering the mistakes he made in a low voice like self-criticism.

"I could have avoided that."

From Qiuren's point of view, the boy on the opposite side is like a child who has lost his way, stubbornly running in the direction he thinks is right without looking back, but deep down in his heart, there is also a choice for himself. Doubtful.

Is this the right way?Is it really possible to continue down this road?Will the end of the road be what he seeks?

"Do you want me to criticize you? Jiao Dong."

The young man raised his head, with a dazed look on his handsome face, he looked at the young man opposite, and nodded slightly.

"Again, I don't think you did anything wrong. The game should go all out. There is nothing wrong with your performance."

Qiu Ren looked at the boy who was about the same height as him, and said calmly.

"I……"

The boy's eyes froze slightly, his lips moved slightly, but in the end he only uttered a thin syllable.

"But that's just my evaluation from the teacher's point of view, from a personal point of view..."

Qiu Ren got closer, and the distance between him and the boy was less than half a meter. He raised his hands, aimed at the boy's handsome face, which was sought after by many girls, and patted twice mercilessly.

"I don't want to see you hurt."

He didn't deliberately restrain his strength, so he slapped the boy's face with a lot of force. There was a slight pain on the boy's face. Qiu Ren looked at his slightly frowning brows, and then glanced at his right arm from the corner of his eye. Frost that has not yet faded.

"Since you will be in pain, you shouldn't be completely indifferent to the aftereffects caused by the use of your personality. You can win this game without getting injured, but you still use this method that will cause harm to yourself. It's a pretty stupid thing to do."

Qiuren has never been bothered to comment on other people's actions. Whether the other party's actions are right or wrong, this is his own choice and has nothing to do with him. He has no right and is unwilling to comment on other people's actions.

This was the first time he made an evaluation of other people's actions, and it was a negative evaluation. Seeing the stunned expression of the young man opposite him, he slowly stopped the evaluation in his mouth, and began to reflect in his heart whether he had gone too far.

"You're angry?"

For a moment, the boy looked at him and made a sound slowly.

"No."

Qiuren shook his head.

He has no reason to be angry, let alone the need to be angry.

"No, you're angry."

There was obvious determination in the boy's tone.

"Although you didn't show it, I know you must be angry."

Qiu Ren was stunned for a moment, and looked at him amusedly, "I'm angry, are you happy?"

He always felt that the boy seemed to want him to be angry.

Under his gaze, the boy nodded without hesitation.

"You're angry because you care about me, because you're not the type to get angry over things you don't care about."

The smile on Qiu Ren's mouth gradually disappeared.

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