Qiu Ren is always very tired [Comprehensive]

I don't know why, but even Masako joined in at the end, Hong Xia Xiong saw his mother, sister and wife chatting so harmoniously with a man they met for the first time, he didn't know what expression to make for a while.

"Are you sure he really likes men?"

Hong Xiaxiong looked at his younger brother and asked dryly.

"uncertain."

Boom shook his head.

"But I'm sure he likes me."

Hong Xia Xiong rolled his eyes, not wanting to talk to him.

Seeing that the topics discussed by several people extended from the cultivation of flowers and plants to the mutation of plant genetics, Hong Xiaxiong's eyes were darkened while listening, and he couldn't understand what these people were talking about.His son fell asleep on the table a long time ago, and Jiao Dong next to him seemed to be listening carefully, but from the expression in his eyes that didn't fluctuate just now, it can be seen that he basically didn't say a word. Did not understand.

When he was in school, Hong was an out-and-out academic master. Although he couldn't achieve nearly full marks in all subjects like Qiuren, his scores in each exam were among the top ones in his grade.

But after all, he is working hard towards the goal of being a professional hero. What is taught in school is basically knowledge related to the use of individuality. After five years, the knowledge learned has long been returned to the teacher.

Hung Xia Xiong on the side also started to feel sleepy, his head bit by bit like a chicken pecking at rice. At this time, Hung Leng suddenly raised his head and looked at his youngest son who was listening carefully, "I remembered that there are still some things to buy. Jiao Dong, you can go shopping with me."

Masako stood up, "I'll just do the shopping."

"Need not."

Hong Leng shook his head lightly, "I haven't gone shopping with Jiao Dong for a long time, just let him go with me."

Hearing what she said, Masako didn't insist anymore, and went to the room to get her a thick cashmere scarf.

Qiu Ren looked up at Hong who had stood up, and the other party gave him a reassuring look, and then walked out with Hong Leng.

The old house of the Hong family is located in a relatively remote place, with few residents around, and the nearest shop needs to walk for more than half an hour.

It snowed last night, and the white snow and ice piled up on the bare branches of the street trees, reflecting the crystal luster in the midday sun.

The wide asphalt road is flat and tidy, with piles of snow piled up on both sides of the road that have been shoveled aside, looking from a distance, it looks like a series of small hills.

Hong and his mother walked side by side, with a small distance between them. Both of them are not afraid of the cold. In this cold weather, they can still walk outdoors calmly.

"Recently, I keep dreaming about when you were a child."

Hong Leng paced slowly, his sight was a little empty.

"About three years old, he walks crookedly, and falls if he doesn't pay attention."

"Ah."

Hong replied softly, he had little impression of what happened before he was three years old, and he couldn't even imagine how he would walk staggeringly.

"I was only 18 when I married your father. I had just graduated from high school. I received my acceptance letter from college the day before, and I was told to marry a man I had only seen on TV a few times the day after."

"My parents agreed to this marriage without even asking my opinion. They thought it was a good thing that I was able to marry the No.2 hero. he."

Hong had never heard his mother mention these past events, but he knew a long time ago that his mother did not marry his father voluntarily.

"I became pregnant not long after I got married. Dongmei's enthusiasm for botany should be inherited from myself. Before I got married, I applied for botany, but even though I received the admission letter from the university, I still didn't succeed. I Your parents and your father are against me going to school again."

This is also the fundamental reason why Hong Dongmei has not been urged to marry by her mother in her thirties.

She didn't want to see her daughter forced to give up her ideals because of marriage and repeat her fate.

"There is no so-called love between me and your father. It should be said that I have always hated him. In the first few years of marriage, I didn't even want to see anything about him. In the first year of Fuyumi's birth, all It was the nanny who was taking care of her, and as a mother, I didn’t even feed her once, and now that I think about it, I really am a dereliction of duty mother.”

"You are a good mother."

Boom said lightly.

At least he thought so.

Hong sneered and shook his head, "Until Dongmei had a high fever one day, and the nanny happened to ask for leave that day. It was snowing heavily that day, and the car couldn't start at all. I ran with her for an hour or two before arriving at the hospital. The doctor Tell me, if I come half an hour later, the child may not be saved, and I have never been afraid of cold since I was a child, and I felt the biting cold for the first time."

"This is also my child, but I transferred my hatred for that person to an innocent child, which almost caused irreparable consequences."

"But sister, brother, and I have all grown up to this day without incident."

Even though the mother once had such thoughts, she still loves her children from the bottom of her heart.

"You asked me a question when you were three years old, 'What is love? ", I don't know whether you saw this question on TV or where, at that time I just said a random answer to confuse the past, because I don't know what love is. Parents who are related by blood put me Married to a stranger, the husband who should be the closest, but only treats me as a tool, and you, the only one who can be called love, have been hurt by me several times."

She looked at the burn on Hong's face. After so many years, the scar showed no signs of fading. Hong never resented her, and this scar was only his punishment for himself. Yes, but every time she sees this scar, she will think of the harm she caused to this child back then.

Jiao Dong was very clingy when he was a child, and he stuck to her all day long. Later, he began to receive training from his father, and would throw himself into her arms and cry softly when he couldn't accept the intensity of the training.

Later, Jiao Dong will no longer cling to her like she was when she was a child, and act like a baby to her. These days, she often dreams of him when he was a child, a little soft ball, hiding in her arms and shouting in a childlike voice. looking at mom.

After waking up, 20 years have passed, and that little child has grown into a tall young man in an instant. There is still respect and admiration in her eyes when looking at her, but she can no longer see the slightest intimacy and dependence.

She thought it was because Jiao Dong had grown up, and her mind had naturally changed from when she was young. Although she felt a little regretful, it was a matter of course.

She has always been worried that her relationship and marriage will affect these children, but after Xia Xiong got married and had children, Dongmei pursued her dream without hesitation, and Jiao Dong finally became his ideal professional hero. Gradually let go of the big rock in my heart.

She is not worried about Dongmei. Dongmei looks docile and weak, but she is actually the most thoughtful one among them. She knows what she wants and will work hard to pursue it.

Xia Xiong's temper became a bit violent, but after getting married, his violent temper improved a lot. He and Masako are in free love, and everything will come naturally when they get married and have children.

Among the children, she was most worried about freezing.Jiao Dong can be said to be the person most influenced by her and Hong Yansi. In the eyes of others, he has always maintained that indifferent look, but as a mother, she has never had any fluctuations in her eyes. I saw a trace of confusion that even I may not have noticed.

Even after becoming the ideal professional hero, the trace of confusion didn't disappear from his eyes, on the contrary, it intensified and became even more confused.

He himself probably came to realize this at last, and moved out of the house.

As he solved more and more incidents, his reputation grew, and the number of times he came back to visit became less and less, but every time she came back, she would find that there was still a trace of confusion in his eyes.

It's not that she didn't think about talking to him, but she took the words back when she got to her mouth. She didn't know how to ask, and even if she asked, he might not be able to answer.

During the Chinese New Year this time, Dongmei called him, and Dongmei hung up the phone with a shocked face, saying that Jiao Dong would bring his marriage partner back this time.

Xia Xiong was so shocked that he couldn't hold the cup in his hand firmly, and the water in it splashed all over his body. Although he didn't say anything, he actually cared about his younger brother all the time. He was fidgeting all morning, walking back and forth in the living room Wandering around, went out several times in a row.

Fuyumi and Masako speculated about the identity of this "marriage partner" in private, and mentioned several names, all of which were gossip from those gossip news.

Until they met the real person, none of them changed the gender of this "marriage partner" to another direction.

After more than half a year, Hong Leng looked into those eyes again, only to find that the trace of confusion inside had completely disappeared, replaced by the tension that anyone could see.

How long has it been since she saw this kind of emotion in her son's eyes? The last time she saw him nervous was when he accidentally broke a pot of hibiscus flowers that she had carefully cultivated for a long time when he was five years old. , he was not even up to her waist, the little child buried his head, his face and eyes were full of undisguised guilt and tension.

His gaze was so calm that she immediately saw that the reason for his nervousness was the young man beside him.

Maybe it can be said that it is a teenager.

Even though his gestures and gestures are mature and stable beyond his age, the faint youthfulness revealed in his facial features all indicate that this person is not yet over twenty.

She suddenly remembered the question Jiao Dong asked her when she was three years old.

"what is love?"

She didn't know how to answer at the time, so she gave an answer casually.

"Love is real and special."

In the eyes of millions of people, he is indifferent and alienated, unattainable, but only in front of his lover, he shows the softest and most vulnerable side, without any scruples, follows his own heart, acts like a baby in front of him, relies on him as much as he wants, and the other party accepts him without reservation Seeing his true behavior originating from his heart.

This is love.

Only true to one person, and only special to one person.

……

"I have no objection to your affair with Qiu Ren."

Looking at the light blue sky in the distance, Hong Leng spoke lightly.

Hong was stunned for a second, and then a gleam of light flashed in his indifferent eyes.

"When you were four years old, you said you wanted to go shopping with me. It was this road. You walked too fast and fell down. You knocked a big piece of skin on your knee. I said I would carry you on my back, but you refused. Then I took your hand and walked to the destination."

There was a trace of nostalgia on her face.

I have some impressions about this incident, but I don’t remember it very clearly. I only remember that the road in my memory is very long, long and almost endless. My mother held his hand and walked slowly along with his footsteps. .

"You may not remember. You fell asleep when we went back, but you kept holding my hand. I couldn't carry you away. In the end, I had to get someone to pick us up, whether it was in the car or not. , or home, you have been holding my hand."

Boom really doesn't remember, he was too young at that time, basically he would forget what happened yesterday when he woke up from sleep.

"Except for me, you hardly get close to anyone, so you must like Qiuren very much, otherwise you wouldn't have been holding his hand like that time."

"Yes."

Boom nodded, admitting very simply.

"I like him."

Loved it from the first time I saw it.

Hong Leng chuckled, "I think you should have considered the fact that I don't accept it before you came. If that's the case, what are you going to do? Give him up or break with me?"

"I do not know."

Boom shook his head.

"I won't give up on Qiuren, and I don't want to break with you. I can't think of a way to get the best of both worlds, so I can only bet on you to accept."

"I didn't accept it."

Hong Leng turned his head to look at the son next to him. The son who was less than his waist back then is now a head taller than her.

"I just don't object, it will take some time before I accept it."

Putting aside all external factors, she also had to admit that Qiu Ren was a very good person, but this did not mean that she could accept the relationship between the two of them calmly.

She could see that Qiuren had been trying to win her attention before. Excellent people are always arrogant. They usually don't take the initiative to put down their dignity to please someone. The more excellent a person is, the more arrogant he is .

But such an excellent person is willing to take the initiative to let go of his arrogant dignity and take the initiative to please someone.

Because he could see that she was very important to jelly.

When you like someone, you naturally value what he values.

Qiu Ren also likes to freeze.

This is probably the so-called mutual affection.

"I'll take it."

Maybe today, maybe tomorrow, maybe next year, maybe the year after, as long as these two are still together, she will accept it one day.