Pengshan has no way to go

When Gu Jun turned back from the sword room to the front yard, he saw Ziyin standing under the porch looking at the closed door of the west chamber.

The day before yesterday, the master came back from the hidden sword room in a hurry, sat in the room for half a day, and then saw the girl from the painting building come back, but her eyes were red and her face was pale. After closing the door, she never came out until today.

He was puzzled, he didn't know what kind of maneuver the master and apprentice were playing.While hesitating, Master Ziyin said: "The Xianzhi Heqi Pill that was given by the Yuqiong Pavilion in Jiugong Mountain in the past, wait for the child to come out and give it to her. Her heart was impacted by the reversal of Zhenqi the day before yesterday, although it is fortunate that there is no serious problem. , after all, it will damage the vitality, and this elixir is excellent for strengthening the foundation and cultivating the vitality."

Gu Jun nodded in agreement, and said: "Master, the girl from Hualou hasn't gone out for three days, what happened to her?"

Master Ziyin seemed to sigh and said: "I have taught this child for many years, and now I still can't figure out what she is thinking? The practice of mind the day before yesterday was almost bewitched, extremely dangerous!"

Gu Jun was taken aback, and then he heard Master Ziyin sigh and say: "Gu Jun, this child is different from Lingyue Tusu. Lingyue once said that she is very self-disciplined since she was a child. Now that I think about it, is she Excessive self-discipline is actually too repressive. People are born with emotions and ambitions. If they are concentrated in the heart and cannot be vented all day long, it is not common sense after all. Not only is she talented in the way of practice, she is also mentally persevering and righteous, which is rare. I Naturally, love is heavier, and I don't know if I was too strict with her in the past, so things will turn against each other..."

Compared with real Ziyin, Gu Jun was even more confused about Yin Hualou's thoughts, and didn't know how to comfort him for a while.

The next day until noon, there was still no movement in the west chamber, Gu Jun was washing clothes on the porch, the door of her room was closed for the past three days, Master Zi Yin didn't give orders, and Gu Jun didn't dare to call her.

Suddenly the door creaked open, Gu Jun turned his head, and was surprised to see the girl standing at the door!

But in three days, she lost a lot of weight, her face became paler, the cinnabar between her eyebrows seemed to float on the transparent skin, and she seemed a little lonely for some reason. Gu Jun was stunned for a moment, and Yin Hualou had come over and said: "Let me come, I have to work hard for the seniors again these few days."

Gu Jun also stepped aside, thought for a while and asked, "Is Miss healthy?"

Yin Hualou smiled slightly and said, "It's okay, Master helped me calm down the day before yesterday."

Gu Jun nodded and said: "I heard the master talk about it yesterday, it's really too dangerous."

Yin Hualou paused his hands, and said, "I made Master worry..."

Gu Jun didn't know what to say for a while, seeing her condition, it was not easy to ask her why she was like this, and said after a long while: "The master is still worried about your body, and has ordered me to use Xianzhi Heqi Pill to help you strengthen your vitality. Go get the elixir..."

Hanging the clothes on the bamboo wood, Yin Hualou gently smoothed out the wrinkles on the clothes, stood in front of the dripping clothes for a while, and then gently entered the study.

The man was concentrating on the scripture scroll in his hands, his eyes drooped slightly, his long eyelashes fluttered slightly, a patch of sunlight shone under the window, covering half of his body, and it seemed to have blown away the coldness of his body for a while.

"Master..." She bowed, her voice was a little hoarse, Master Zi Yin put down the scriptures, looked at her expression carefully, it was rare haggard, and motioned for her to sit down and talk.

Yin Hualou paused, and finally knelt down and said, "Master, this disciple wants to practice in seclusion."

Her voice was not high, but she was very firm, which reminded Master Ziyin of the oath she made when she was apprenticed to her teacher that day. She was a little surprised for a while, and slightly frowned, "Why did you suddenly think so?"

Yin Hualou looked at him and said: "Master, when I was young, I came to the mountain. Everyone knew how hard the road of cultivation was, but I didn't realize it. Master taught the disciples by precepts and deeds, and did his best. The disciples should not let the teacher down." A lot of hard work by Zun. It's just that the disciple's cultivation base is superficial..."

She paused at this point, and finally continued: "In the end, you can't cut off your previous worldly vows all at once, so that your Taoist heart will be shaken and your mind will be delusional. Today's request, the disciple's heart is determined, and the past was blinded by the worldly thoughts. Eyes, I am ashamed of the oath that day, I am willing to retreat and practice, and ask my original heart!"

Master Ziyin saw her sincere expression, not dodging or evading, sighed inwardly, and heard words such as delusional thoughts in her heart, seemed to know where her troubles came from, thought it was a young man who grew up, knew Mu Shaoai, felt sad Love?It's just that she has been in Tianyong for more than ten years and has never seen any outsiders. Could it be that that person is a disciple in my sect?It's just that when she was talking to that Yuan Shizhen that day, it seemed like she never knew what it was.

After thinking about it, I couldn't figure it out. Seeing that her back was straight and her figure was a bit thin after being locked in the room for three days, I was afraid that she would blame herself too much for this matter, and she couldn't bear it. He got up and helped her up and said: "On the first day of your practice, my teacher had a discussion about life and death with you. I once said that since you know that you can't help yourself in the world, it's not because of your stubborn nature, it's just that your mental perseverance is very rare. And, I thought you might not be able to escape the word "perseverance" in this life, but now it seems that the thought of that day has come true."

He took the elixir from the case and handed it to her: "Since you know where your confusion is, please retreat yourself. As a teacher, you also know that you have always acted properly, so I will not stop you. Since you have made up your mind, you should stick to it. If you make up your mind, after a few days your injuries will heal, and my master will help you retreat to the back mountain!"

His tone was indifferent but also implied concern. This imperceptible concern has been a tone she has been familiar with for more than ten years. Over the years, the peach blossom forest in the sword practice place has bloomed and withered, green and red, and her feelings have moved However, he is still the ruthless master with outstanding celestial bones, a body of celestial bones, and walks on his own. The vulgar thoughts that come out are originally a kind of blasphemy, so how dare they show the slightest bit in front of him.

But facing each other all day long, the more depressed the more violent, every day only when I go back to my room to be alone, I will let my thoughts flood out.

Yin Hualou's heart throbbed slightly again, and she couldn't help but lightly pressed her hand on her heart, whether this life can only be missed in her heart like this forever, and she can't even ask for a look, and dare not ask for it.There was a burst of warmth in her heart, and a burst of sourness. She definitely didn't want to let him down...too forgetful, what is the solution...

Master Ziyin saw her like this, and asked: "But the injury is a hindrance? Let's take the elixir, go back to the room and adjust your breath by yourself, no need to think about it!"

Yin Hualou collected her thoughts and saluted, then turned around and went out silently. Real Ziyin looked at her overly aloof back and was thoughtful for a moment.

A few days later, Yin Hualou followed Master Ziyin to a building in the back mountain. Master Ziyin looked at the plaque on the porch of "Shangshan Rushui" and said: "This place used to be a retreat for the elders holding swords in the past. After wandering around as a teacher , It has not been activated for a long time, since you have made up your mind, you don’t need to think about external chores, you should calm down here to enlighten the Tao and concentrate on practicing.”

Yin Hualou looked up at the plaque, subconsciously stroked the wooden sword on his waist, turned around and said after a while: "Master, was this disciple too self-willed in the past?"

Master Ziyin didn't know why she said this. Seeing her serious expression, he stepped forward and opened the door and said, "You don't need to blame yourself too much for this matter. In the past, you never showed your emotions. You are negligent as a teacher, and you should be careful in your practice." The way to relax, don’t push yourself too hard. When you are confused, your understanding and talent will become a drag. How many people have made no progress in their lifelong practice, so don’t be impatient and rush forward. It’s best not to be in a hurry when it comes to practice.”

Listening to his words, Yin Hualou followed behind and entered the door. Master Ziyin said solemnly: "There are all scriptures here, you can study them carefully! Since I have made up my mind, let's just observe myself here today."

Yin Hualou saluted respectfully, and watched him go out with his hands behind his back, and when the door of the outer room was closed, he made a seal with himself, and suddenly felt that the whole world was cut apart, the surrounding was peaceful, and there was still some dull pain in his chest and abdomen, She took a light breath, sat down on the futon silently, smiled bitterly to herself, retreating is not like retreating, but rather avoiding him.

But so what, thinking of the fear at the beginning of the soul entering the body, the bewilderment of being trapped in the inner courtyard of the Yin family when he was young, thinking of going to Tianyong once, thinking that the sea and the sky will be brighter from now on, and getting along with him day and night since entering Lintian Pavilion for cultivation, He also thought of his careful teaching and preaching, the approving eyes every time he saw her progress, and every reunion night when he was alone in the empty room of Senior Brother Tu Su, he was alone and silent, and his mind was full of messy thoughts and anxiety.

The room was quiet, only the sound of her own messy breathing could be heard, she couldn't help getting up and started pacing in circles in the room, enduring the annoyance in her heart, asking herself over and over again: "What do you want?!"

Master Ziyin stood in front of the quiet room and looked at it for a while. It was inevitable that the incident of going crazy the day before yesterday would happen again. He was finally not at ease. Instead, go to the Buddhist scriptures building.

In Tianyong City, except for the occasional teaching of swordsmanship in the martial arts field, he rarely showed up, and everyone dared not disturb easily. Today is not the day of teaching, and some disciples suddenly saw him along the way, and they saluted him in admiration and fear, and treated him After walking past, I still couldn't regain my senses for a while, and when I regained my senses, I hurriedly followed to the scripture storage building.

When I arrived at the Sutra Library, Fu Que came out to greet her, and there were more than double the number of disciples pretending to borrow scriptures outside.

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