Handbook of Heroes and Heroes in Love [Comprehensive]

Whether it's the companionship we've been together since we were young, or the growing relationship, or having her stats...

All this made Osamu Dazai understand a truth-no one is special.

So something is like a spring, which is pressed down infinitely by him, without any last gap, and is quietly trapped in a small space, holding the only "special" left with contentment.

But now...

He knew what the consequences would be if he let go suddenly, it was not something she could afford, so he restrained himself very well when he was on the verge of letting go countless times.

It's the same this time.

Almost at the moment when those dark and obscure thoughts surged up, the subconscious mind replaced the thinking and helped him make a decision first.

"...No wonder you dare not bring this up in front of her." Osamu Dazai couldn't help making little spikes when he heard himself say in a flat voice, "Well...she will definitely hate you ?”

Zhong Yuanzhong also tightened his jaw suddenly, as if he had been poked into a soft spot, and raised his stiff lips, "I won't let her know."

It's not that she's afraid of being disgusted by her.

More than anyone else, he hopes that she doesn't have that past. It's a miracle that the girl's will has not been destroyed by death and darkness. the pain he brings.

"Then you must keep it a secret." As if knowing what he was thinking, Osamu Dazai twitched the corner of his mouth, showing an emotionless smile.

The sea breeze lifted his soft black hair, and he raised his hand subconsciously, gently stroking the green emerald on his chest with his fingertips, the white fingers and the bandage between his wrists were blurred by the gradually spreading night.

Zhong Yuanzhong also looked at him indifferently, the blue eyes under the brim of the hat were almost the same as the night-covered sea, and the orange hair quietly bloomed in the dimness.

He didn't rush, and seemed patient enough to wait for the other side to fulfill the deal.

Layers of superimposed waves were noisy, and the magma on the beach gradually became silent.

When the dusk was swallowed up by the darkness, the mafia leader closed his eyes, and the dark iris-colored eyes were completely isolated.

There was a trace of weirdness in his indifferent voice, and he smiled and said, "Even if it was just a mistake, I have never regretted it."

***

When it becomes instinct to control everything, and every step taken is just one of countless plans, a single thought is impossible for "Osamu Dazai".

So an extremely rare exception will pull everyone into the abyss of thorns.

But when he first got the call from the slug, he just wanted to add fuel to the fire like before, and seize the opportunity to encourage them to separate.

The second the knock on the door sounded, he, who had already been pacing back and forth in the hallway, couldn't wait to open the door—he knew she would come to him.

In this world, besides that slug, she only has him.

【Without...】 His voice paused when he saw the girl's face, and then continued as if nothing had happened, 【Is the key? 】

The girl, who was terrified by the rainstorm, raised her head slightly, as if she was looking at him, or just looking in this direction, the green eyes that used to be shining were dull and silent, and the stars were still.

As if he didn't notice anything, he took the girl's hand, led her to the bedroom, went back to the closet and took out a delicately packaged handbag and an unopened towel and handed it to her, [here, a few days ago I happened to see it and thought you might like it, so try it out. 】

She took it woodenly, like a marionette who can only breathe.He didn't say anything else, and exited the bedroom.

The slug only said that she was not well, and didn't have time to say anything else, and didn't know what happened to make her suddenly look like this.

Wow~ This time, maybe this guy can be completely out of the game. It is obviously worthless, so why should she occupy so much of her time?

He happily took the comb and hair dryer and knocked on the door,【Is it ready?I'm coming in~]

It seemed that the movie that had been paused for a long time had just pressed the play button, and then there was the rustling sound of the girl changing her clothes. He stood quietly at the door and waited until she hummed lightly before he opened the door.

The beautiful plaid dress perfectly wrapped every inch of the girl's body, exactly as he had imagined before, except that the brown towel that hastily wrapped her long hair was unexpected.

He pressed the girl with a blank expression on the chair, and carefully tidied up the girl who was in a mess.

The bright lights collided with the moonlight from the balcony, blending into a night full of temptation, and the quiet bedroom only had the humming sound of the hair dryer.

The soft black hair ran through his fingers, and he combed it over and over again, and the wooden comb placed on the small tea table became a decoration.

No matter how hard you put it down, there is always an end.

The hem of the black dress bloomed on the striped carpet. He squatted in front of the girl, grabbed the hem of the skirt with both hands and shook it coquettishly, looking up at her with crooked eyes.

[It looks so good, let's go on a trip tomorrow, shall we? ] The extreme causality was expressed by him in a natural tone, 【Where do you want to go?how about europeor……】

He paused abruptly, his eyes fixed on the tears rolling down the girl's cheeks.

After a while, he clicked his tongue in displeasure, 【Did that slug bully you? 】

The girl shook her head dully.

He didn't call that guy's name directly, but the gravitational figure was like a boulder that suddenly struck, the numb and rigid facial features were suddenly shattered, and big tears fell down, [Chuya... It is also painful. 】

He was stunned, staring blankly at the withered green eyes washed by tears.

Almost at the same time, he immediately understood the meaning of this sentence.

Hello, isn't it?

They have already reshaped her into this appearance, how could such a hidden danger be left behind?

The girl's crying voice full of self-loathing smashed each syllable and then barely pieced it together.

[Didn't you say... Didn't you say that you won't hurt anyone? 】

[Are they... are they all in such pain? 】

[Did I... Did I do something wrong? 】His hands on her knees were clenched tightly, and the plaid pattern was twisting and deforming in her pale palms. She struggled to get out of the water like a drowning person who had suffocated for a long time, and after a quick gasp, she fell into the water again,【…… Dazai. 】

His name is like quicksand tightly held in the palm of a young girl, she doesn't care what answer she gets from him, she just wants to grab something with the remaining strength.

The girl slowly closed her eyes, the color faded from her face, her body trembled uncontrollably, she whimpered and said, 【...I am hurting everyone. 】

From the very beginning, she took this path with the purpose of "protection". When the purpose was completely opposite to the result, those feelings of guilt, self-doubt and disgust were like a tsunami, overwhelming her.

The fine needlepoint pierced into the nerve endings, causing him to subconsciously swallow his eyes and throat in pain, those soft feelings and emotions that would only be poured into her and that were incompatible with the name "Osamu Dazai" erupted in an instant.

Carefully caressing the back of her cold hand, the external contact made the girl's eyelashes tremble for a moment, but she still did not open her eyes.

Seeing that she didn't repel or reject, he leaned over quietly, passed his hands around her shoulders and knees, picked up the elk that was so injured that he couldn't move, and walked slowly towards the bed.

Until she was put on the bed, the girl remained silent, but when he covered her with the quilt, she narrowed her eyes and met his gaze with tears streaming down her face.

[It's okay... Take a good night's rest, tomorrow I can think of a way to help you solve this little trouble. 】He whispered softly, bent down and gently pinched the corner of his back.

【……Little trouble? ] She repeated blankly.

[Of course,] He pinched her cheek comfortingly, and wiped away the tears on the cheek with his fingertips, 【I can’t think of what to do now, but you just need to give me one night, and I will find a way to get the best of both worlds Yes, you just need to sleep peacefully and wait for me to knock on the door tomorrow morning to bring you good news. 】

He used his image in her heart to calm her temporarily.

He didn't exit the room until she fell asleep in a daze.

At the same time as the door was closed, he took out his mobile phone and started to settle the accounts.

【She is here with me. 】The moment he connected the phone, he didn't even have time for the other party to react, so he said coldly, 【Are you crazy?Do you think you are doing her best? 】

The sound of pattering rain amplified infinitely when the other party suddenly suffocated his breath, and he could almost imagine that guy's expression at this time.

【Do you want her to be killed by guilt? 】

After saying these few sentences, he hung up neatly, completely impatient to listen to the other party's explanation... Besides, that slug couldn't say anything at this time.

Good intentions and evil consequences never conflict, so when tragedy strikes, blood is shed on both sides.

Although it was a bit tricky, if she stayed in this world long enough this time, as long as there was enough time, he would definitely be able to help her out of the predicament.

For a whole night, he prepared a pot of coffee for himself, sat quietly on the balcony, looked at the night, and prepared countless plans in his mind, and then carefully planned the extension of each plan, carefully considering the loopholes and problems. Unexpectedly, I kept making up.

When the first ray of sunlight in the morning pierced the darkness, he just achieved the achievement of "safety".

Standing up and stretching his waist lazily, his bones creaked after sitting quietly for a whole night. He walked into the bathroom with his waist supported, tidied himself up happily, and finally gave himself a wink in the mirror.

[Thump thump thump~ Your little trouble cleaning master has brought good news, please open the door to sign for it. 】He knocked on the door energetically, with a brisk and natural tone, so that people can know that he is confident at this time just from the slightly rising tail.

But after waiting for a long time, only a strange silence responded to him.

[... Yayoi?Are you up? 】 He frowned and called again.

This time, there was an extremely weak short and hurried sound from the door, like a person whose throat was strangled finally struggling to call for help.

He hastily opened the door and entered——

The girl curled up in the corner, her face so pale that it was almost transparent.

The undead gradually falling into the underworld can only keep their eyes wide open, waiting for their consciousness to annihilate.

She stared fixedly at her outstretched hands, as if there should be something there.

[Yayoi? ] He carefully pushed out the name on the tip of his tongue.

The girl maintained her original posture as if frozen, her unfocused eyes shifted slightly, looking in his direction.

[No more, my ability...] The soft syllables cut the vocal cords, and she said expressionlessly, 【The ability I copied...is gone. 】

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