[Tutor] Second Harumori

In fact, she didn't really want to be so noisy, she didn't want to always cause trouble for the master and cause trouble.I don't want Yiping and the others to have nothing to do with her.

Before she practiced martial arts, before she was picked up by Master Feng, what happened to her, and why she was picked up by Master Feng.At first she will be very confused, will be cranky, will feel that she has been abandoned, will be sad for a while, and sad for a while.

Seeing that other friends are loved by their parents, she will be jealous, overwhelmed, and very disturbed.She was afraid that one day she would be left behind by others, by her master and the others, after all, they were not related by blood.

So she is always very noisy, likes to poke things, and likes to watch the master and Yiping clean up the mess for her, so that she can feel that she is important and needed by them.

Because if you don't value that person, don't take that person to heart, how can you care whether that person is dead or alive? !No matter how much trouble she makes, just ignore her!

But the master and the others didn't, they were always tolerant of her, even though she was so mischievous, they were still reluctant to beat her and scold her, only after she really did something that needed to be taught a lesson, they would speak harsh words to her.Even when others would bully her, they would support her and bully others back.They were so gentle and so kind to her.She knows, she knows,

She knows it all.

It's just that she was very disturbed.

She knows that she has a bad personality and has no strengths. How can she be liked by others?It always gives the master a headache, and always steals the master's favor from Yiping...

Such a her... such a her...

She bit her finger, and tears kept flowing from her closed eyes, across her face, like beads with a broken thread, she couldn't stop the tears from falling.

She has been hurting the people she loves all the time.Whether it's the master, Yiping, or the friends.She's been willfully imposing burdens on them that they don't need to bear.Just because of her uneasiness, her fear, she was so selfish, she kept causing trouble for them.

She obviously also wants to do a good job, a person as gentle as jade like a master, and a well-behaved and sensible person like Yiping.I will not play badly to bully my little partner, but I will be a good apprentice who makes the master feel relieved and comforted.Become an amiable and lovely junior sister.

But Master and the people around them should be gentle and noisy, there are too many of the same people.If she becomes just like them, so ordinary, so normal, will they pay more attention and love to her?

Even if the prank is discovered, it doesn't matter if others call her a wild child, even if it's something she did, she doesn't want to explain or backtrack.Because this is her, this is the oolong tea beside them, that perverse person who seems to care nothing, disobeys discipline, and is very bad.In fact, in my heart, there are many, many people, many, many people, things, and things that are good to her.

But she would never say it out loud.

I would not say that she is actually very grateful, happy and moved.Because of them, she is very happy.

So she gradually didn't care whether her relatives didn't want her, and she gradually became less lonely.

She wanted to spend her whole life with them and bother them all her life.

Such a cowardly and selfish self---

Perhaps one day, she will 'change'.That amber color has never been as cold and dazzling as other colors.It does not exist to be a unique color, but to be able to blend in all colors and draw a beautiful picture harmoniously. Together with all colors...it is such a bright and warm color.

Although knowing the truth made her miserable, she was terrified and afraid.

Will she be alone again?Will he be abandoned and feared by the person he likes?Will her approach bring life-threatening to those close to her?

[However, she is not a killer, a human, or a demon, she is my disciple ----- oolong tea]

【Because I am her master】

[The responsibility of a master is to 'teach' his apprentice well until she can grow into a person who can take charge of herself]

[Besides, you said that she was an unconscious attack, so there's nothing I can do about it.If you tell that child, she will feel very uncomfortable and blame herself】

[Although she is also very noisy, in fact, I don't have much time to worry about, she likes to make troubles and troubles...]

[But, I know, that child, in fact, cherishes everything she has encountered now more than anyone else, and cherishes the fetters she has more than anyone else.His mouth is always stubborn, but his heart is softer than anyone else...that child...]

【If I am not by her side anymore, she will be very lonely】

It seemed that the warm and magnetic voice was still ringing in my ears. The master's voice was really gentle and pleasant.It was moving to hear that she couldn't help crying even if she bit her finger to bleed.It was pleasant to hear that at that moment, she seemed to be in a place of radiant light, as if all the fear and anxiety in her heart were gradually replaced by the soft light, and only a steady stream of warmth flowed through her limbs and bones...

The master is her light.

She is Feng, one of the children of the rainbow, the strongest among them, his disciple.

She felt that she had suddenly figured out a lot, and she still had some inexplicable feelings in her heart, but...

This sudden feeling of solidity and peace of mind like armor, seems to suddenly feel that I am much stronger in my heart.

Yes, the master believed her.

Since he believed in her, why should she not believe in herself? !

Senior Mamun said that if he has more experience and experienced more, then it is possible for him to suppress the bloodthirsty urge hidden in his heart by himself.

Therefore, she will work hard and work hard to train herself.

Those originally dark and transparent amber eyes suddenly burst into thousands of brilliance at that moment, as bright as the sun, too dazzling, like the light breaking through the night, the beauty of the dawn slowly coming. .

Oolong's eyes were full of determination.

She never wants herself to hurt anyone she cares about!So, she decided to go to Balian, to experience herself there.

But these were all destroyed by these people.

Why do they take it for granted to decide the life and death of others? !Why do you want to hurt others like this? !Why tie her to a post? !She has already buried this memory in her heart forever, and in her current life, there are enough people in her life to make her no longer discouraged and no longer afraid.They love her and tolerate her, and she doesn't want to bother about complaining about these people anymore. From now on, she just wants to put the people she cares about in her heart, only look at them, and work desperately to protect them only.

But why should these people destroy all her hopes that she cherished? !

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