poor little boy

What is the relationship between me and Li Yang now?

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together?

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Not together?

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Is this situation serious?

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At this time, I was still tightly hugged by the person in front of me, and I was leaning against the desk tensely. The tense muscles on my legs had begun to sore due to the long time, and my forehead was throbbing and throbbing.

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Neither of them spoke--no time to talk.

My chest was still rising and falling, and the sound of panting was intertwined with Li Yang's, as if I just ran around the city center twice, and I couldn't calm down for a long time.

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I think he did it on purpose.

But I have no proof.

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I suspect I have misunderstood him all along.

He might not be such a weak and sweet little poor boy after all!

From the moment when he blocked me for a kiss until he was about to suffocate to death——he couldn't be an innocent poor boy!

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day.

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"release."

When my breathing stabilized, I frowned slightly, with a slightly impatient tone.

The hand on his chest pushed forward.

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The touch under his hand is a little hard, and I can clearly feel the thin layer of muscles on his chest, which feels a little comfortable...

Pooh.

I don't look away.

push!

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Can't push.

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Li Yang's tightened arms were like iron hoops, stuck on my waist motionless.

He expressed his reluctance with silence.

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So I got angry: "Let go!"

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The person with his head on my shoulder moved.

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Feeling that he loosened his strength, I seized the opportunity to break free once, and moved back... no, rubbed a little to the side.

Along the edge of the table.

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Then my blank face turned green.

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The hand on the back rested on the edge of the table obediently, I didn't move it.

Then this hand, which was like a stove, slid from one side of the waist to the other, and when it was about to let go, it hooked back intentionally or unintentionally.

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Like the eyes of the owner of the hand, he raised his head slightly, and there seemed to be two hooks sticking out of his deep eyes, locking my gaze.

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"ginger……"

"Wait a minute," I interrupted him, raised my hand and made a pause gesture, then pointed to the sofa, "Go and sit there for a while, I have something to ask you."

I stroke.

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Li Yang opened his mouth, hesitated for a while before saying anything, and sat down obediently.

Put your hands on your knees like a schoolboy, and sit up straight.

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I stayed silent for a while, then walked over and sat down opposite him.

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"Let me ask you," I restrained myself, insisted on looking at him, and asked an innocuous question first, "Why are you here, when did you come to the office?"

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Li Yang blinked, without hesitation: "There is a contract in Viagra's private mailbox, he asked me to look at it first, Brother Kong was still there when I came, and then he answered the phone and left."

Me: "...Why don't you make a sound when I come in?"

"..."

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Li Yang's eyes dodged, hesitating, as if he didn't know whether to speak or not.

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I frown.

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He immediately said "ah", and after a while he whispered, "Because you don't want to see me..."

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I opened my mouth and froze.

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Subconsciously looked away, and returned to normal in an instant.

I touched my nose and said in a low voice, "Ah...no, I don't want to see you."

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Li Yang: "..." You are lying.

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Me: "...well, yes."

His throat was dry, and his hands on his knees rubbed against his jeans unconsciously.

It took me a long time before I whispered guiltily: "...I'm sorry."

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"Brother Jiang, you don't need to apologize, it's my fault." Li Yang said quickly, originally wanted to stand up and come over, but suddenly remembered my request just now, he just made a movement and then froze, then sat down aggrieved .

After a while, I said regretfully: "At first I couldn't control myself... just now, too, I... just, when I saw that you had nothing in your mind, I also knew that I was abnormal, but I still put you Getting involved... I'm sorry, you've been in a lot of trouble since you met me, this time I went too far."

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The child sat at the foot of the large sofa, sitting upright like a prisoner being interrogated, restrained and nervous.

He looked cautious, and he couldn't tell that this was the man who turned into a beast and launched a fierce attack on me just now.

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It was the poor little boy I remembered again.

I've never had a problem with him like this.

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Subconsciously wanted to comfort him.

He said casually, "It's okay, I don't blame you."

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"I know you don't like this, and you only like me like a brother, so take care of me, but I..." Li Yang said in a lower voice, and trembled a little at the end, "I'm sorry, I can't control myself , as soon as I see you, I want to go over..."

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"..."

Ugh.

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Why is it so difficult.

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Looking at Li Yang's dejected appearance, I didn't know what to say for a while.

After watching, I lost my mind.

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Then it suddenly occurred to me that I had seen such depression before.

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on another person.

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I have lost contact with that person for a long time now, and I don't care about his movements, where he went, or what he was doing.

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I used to value that person so much.

Be a confidant, a friend who talks about everything.

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What happened afterwards?

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That person repeatedly appeared in front of me in such a decadent manner, begging for forgiveness.

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I can't avoid it.

Even thinking about what had happened, acid regurgitated in my stomach.

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But facing Li Yang.

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The person in front of him who has become anxious since the beginning of self-silence.

As time went by, the office grew quieter.

The two faced each other face to face, like a plastic film was stretched between them.

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I don't know if he heard those noisy voices.

Or the silence that will drown you.

Is he in a daze, or is he tremblingly waiting for my judgment.

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He kept his head down, and from my vantage point, all I could see was the top of his head.

There is a round swirl in the chestnut curly hair, and the white scalp can be seen faintly.

Like its owner, soft and gentle.

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A lot of small and relevant details come to mind.

I thought I had forgotten those little details.

Whether it's sweet waffles, blankets, or subconscious protection in the airport.

Even the warm hand that protected the back of my waist not long ago.

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Bit by bit, scene by scene.

They all popped up from corners of memory, scrambling to squeeze in my mind, like countless floating transparent bubbles.

Drumming, colorful.

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In an instant, there was a sense of fullness in the heart, which made the place in the heart soft and sweet.

Even his dry and itchy throat couldn't stop what he shouldn't have said.

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Or should I believe this is fate.

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Suddenly, it was like a glare of light shining through a dark fog.

For the first time I thought differently.

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"Li Yang, do you want to try...to be together?"