poor little boy
Chapter 74 [End of Text]
You ignore me and I ignore you.
Who is not the sweet crystal rose prince!
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That night, I tossed and turned on the bed with unspeakable thoughts, and felt in a daze that it was past two o'clock before I finally fell asleep.
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In the morning... no, I woke up at noon, and as soon as I opened my eyes, I picked up the mobile phone that was placed next to the pillow last night.
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give you another chance.
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"..."
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I frown.
Is your phone broken?
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Open the circle of friends with the last glimmer of hope.
Seeing a photo of Lao Kong with a big nostril, it is a fascinating angle as always.
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"……Hold."
After a long pause, I couldn't help but say.
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OK, I'm mad.
It's hard to coax.
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why nothing happened?
Is it true that I didn’t see it or did I want to avoid something?
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I couldn't help but see his vacillating expression before my eyes.
Also at the same time, my heart ached.
It was embarrassing to start getting scared.
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I'm overwhelmed by such a low-level and emotional situation.
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Not only did I not stop this strange unresolved thought, I continued to dig into the corner, thinking worriedly, could it be that I just realized the weight of this person in my heart, and he disappeared just like now?
No news at all.
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I have prayed in my heart more than once.
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You must not let me down.
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When I received the call from the tour guide, I didn't realize who it was.
After a long pause, I remembered a middle-aged man who looked like a Maitreya Buddha.
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"Little Jiang, are you busy?"
A gentle voice as always.
"Not busy, good afternoon, tour guide." I just finished taking a shower and was washing towels, so I had to clamp my phone between my shoulders and my head, freeing my hands to get a dry towel to wipe my hands, "What's the matter?"
The phone didn't stop for a second, "Yes, happy event."
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I heard his obviously happy tone and my mood gradually improved, and I asked with a smile, "What's the matter?"
"You still remember "Finishing". I sent it abroad before. What happy event are you talking about?"
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I started laughing while listening to him, and the smile on the corner of my mouth grew bigger and bigger. In the end, I couldn’t even hold my phone. I stood in the bathroom and laughed while covering my stomach. I couldn’t calm down. “Did you win the prize?”
"Hahaha, yes," the tour guide raised his voice several times, very proudly, "Eight, you have your share."
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I am happy with the towel in the sink, and even though there are so many trophies and certificates in the showcase in the study room, I can't help but be happy when I hear that my work has won an award.
It was like winning an award for the first time.
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"Congratulations to Tour Guide, everyone has contributed a lot to "Finishing" to achieve such a good result."
After taking several deep breaths, I said in a low voice, which sounded very formal.
"Oh, okay, I will be on the podium in December, my best actor."
I laughed along, and suddenly remembered something with a smile, and the smile faded away.
After being stunned for two seconds, he hesitated to ask: "... Where's Li Yang? How's the feedback?"
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The tour guide didn't understand at first, so he let out an ah, and then he suddenly realized, "Oh... I thought you asked me... Xiao Li is also very good, but his level is not good. It can be seen that he is a good seed, but lacks experience. And opportunity, I will be able to stand with you in a few years. The feedback is very good, you haven't seen it, my little niece is still holding her mobile phone and looking at his photo silly."
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I am relieved.
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Hang up the phone, and the world quiets down.
In the bathroom, the steam from the shower just now has not dissipated completely, and the air is still damp. If you smell it carefully, there is still the scent of shower gel.
I stood in front of the mirror, which was still covered with a layer of mist, and I could only see a figure in a bathrobe.
The exposed neck and face are slightly lighter in the mirror.
After watching in silence for a while, I raised my hand and wiped the mirror in a strange way.
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The appearance of oneself becomes clear.
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The short black hair was not blown, and it was wetly attached to the face and forehead, the eyes were moist, and the cheeks were flushed.
It's different from the way it was before the bath.
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In other words, it was different from the way it was before receiving this call.
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Without any hesitation, I took the phone in front of me in the next moment, and quickly opened WeChat.
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Kang Ruhyuk: Where is it?
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Also at the same time, I heard a soft knock in the hallway from the open bathroom door.
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Click.
It was the sound of a door lock snapping open.
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A word suddenly sounded in my mind.
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The puppy has come home.
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very subtle.
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For no reason, just subconsciously, I poked my head from the bathroom, and when I looked up, I bumped into the eyes of the person standing at the door.
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He opened his mouth, and he didn't know whether he suddenly forgot to say something or didn't think about the words. He just stared at me blankly and didn't make any movement for a while.
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I saw a flash of embarrassment on his face.
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I never took my eyes off his eyes, my arms were hanging by my sides, and the screen of the phone in my hand was still on.
Step by step, walk slowly.
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The belt of the bathrobe on my body was tied loosely, but it made me unable to breathe.
I walked towards him so firmly step by step.
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The distance of seven or eight steps made me walk for as long as a century.
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Finally standing still in front of him, I took a few breaths.
His face was flushed, and he held on to his rising and falling chest, without stopping for a long time.
I was stunned, and suddenly found that I was holding my breath at this distance and forgot to take a breath.
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And the person in front of me just stared at me blankly, without blinking his eyes, as if he was afraid that I would disappear suddenly.
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When my breathing was stable, I suddenly laughed lightly without thinking.
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The hand fell uncontrollably on the soft curly hair that I had missed for a long time.
One hand is not enough, two hands are needed.
Make trouble on his head.
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The puppy's IQ must have dropped to zero, or he would have remained motionless.
As the saying goes, being still is...
Forget it, it's not appropriate to say this at such an exciting time.
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I paused, brewing in my heart for a long time.
No matter how hard I tried, I clenched my fists and scratched my palms, but it didn't help.
When he spoke again, his voice was still trembling.
Still nervous.
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"You said, some things are just wonderful and unavoidable...in this world."
I watched the light of anticipation and hope gradually light up in his eyes, like a candle lit in the dark, the candle light was swayed by the wind blowing from the window, but it was always on, and it became more and more dazzling .
"It's like the sun on a sunny day, the stars and moon at night, the snowflakes in winter and the wind in summer."
"Today I like you too, I like you very much, I hope you like me too," I approached him, passed my arm through his waist, and gently held him in my arms, "...It's best to like me more every day in the future a little."
Trust me more.
Rely on me a little more.
Love me more... a little more.
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I tilted my head and smiled at him, bent my mouth and put his hesitant hand behind me on my back.
After a long time, it was so long that I thought time stood still, the clock hanging in the living room stopped moving, and the water in the bathroom sink evaporated.
The hand on the waist tightened suddenly and kept tightening.
The heat from his palm and skin spread to me, it was real heat.
Hot and scalding.
At no moment before this did I feel that the temperature of this relationship was so high and so clear.
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Li Yang's voice seemed to come from outside, trembling with joy, his tone was excited but firm: "Brother... no, Jiang Ruhe, I don't like you now, I haven't liked you since a long time ago, I love you."
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At that moment, the candlelight in his eyes joined together, and the burning spots turned into a fiery red flower,
Here, the light shines brightly.
End
Fanwaiyi
The first time I saw Jiang Ruhe was on the roll-up at the entrance of the Internet cafe.
At that time, the troubled boy Li Yang had just played all night, it was just dark when he went in, and it was bright outside when he came out.
The sun was hanging above his head, he was caught off guard when he came out of the dark room, and he turned his head away for a moment.
After he gradually got used to it, he squinted his eyes and calculated. Judging from this position, it must be eleven o'clock.
He raised his hand and put the hat on the back of his coat on his head. The entrance of the Internet cafe was originally small. He had been standing there for a while, and had already bumped into shoulders several times with young people who looked like they were smoking drugs.
He randomly glanced at the passers-by, and amused himself wondering if he also looked like he had been sucked out of energy by the pansi cave female fairy.
After thinking about that scene, he grunted lazily and walked out of the Internet cafe.
He lifted his foot, took a step, and walked out of the Internet cafe.
Step over.
Then stop.
The movement of turning the head was repeated again.
His eyes were focused on the roll-up banner at the entrance of the Internet cafe.
After a while, Furui Wubo's eyes fluctuated, and his red and bloodshot eyes stared at the half-human-high metal frame without blinking.
There is a person on the roll-up.
the man.
Only bust, wearing sunglasses.
Li Yang looked at it for two seconds, then stretched his neck and looked up.
Next door to the Internet cafe is a glasses specialty store, a famous brand.
Li Yang thought to himself that there are still glasses at this price in this shabby place, the shopkeeper just wants to have fun?Who do you look down on?
but……
His gaze fell back to the roll-up.
I don't know whether to look at it or to be in a daze, anyway, Li Yang suddenly had the idea of taking off this man's sunglasses.
Because it was an endorsement for sunglasses, I gave a close-up of this person's face in front of my eyes.
The gentle curvature of the jaw, the light red lips and the moles on the sideburns that can't be seen without careful inspection.
Rao Li Yang, who is rough enough to wear a down jacket for two winters, can tell that this person has no powder on his face.
It's the kind of just-right look that passers-by who don't need to deliberately modify feel particularly comfortable at a casual glance.
A particularly attractive temperament.
Only looking at the place other than the sunglasses, he vaguely felt that this person was pretty good-looking, if he didn't wear sunglasses, he might be a few times more handsome.
It's a pity, wearing such a thing.
Sunglasses don't suit him.
Want to see eyes.Li Yang thought to himself.
Want to see the real face.
But obviously not realistic.
So he stood there for 3 minutes, and looked down at the signature on the lower right corner of the roll-up.
Li Yang just wanted to see who this person was and what his name was.
The signature was of course printed, but for some reason, Li Yang was shocked when he saw it.
I don't know if it's because of the magnification, but the signature is all that's left in his eyes.
The signature pen is very thin, and this man's strokes are soft.
For a moment, it was as if a hand had touched his heart gently.
A little itchy, a little weird.
"Jiang... Ruhe." Li Yang muttered in a low voice.
Then he retracted his gaze, and the expression on his face returned to the blankness he had when he came out of the Internet cafe. He pressed his hat with one hand, turned and left.
The second time I saw Jiang Ruhyuk was on TV.
It had been more than half a month since Li Yang met Jiang Ruhe for the first time, and he almost completely forgot about this person.
He just happened to be steadily entering the third year of high school with his lower-middle grades. He often watched everyone in the classroom except him study with their heads down, and the students outside the corridor wanted to use a conic curve problem when they went to the bathroom. I don't understand why these people work so hard.
There is no need to worry about eating and drinking, and most of them will be classified as the unknown ordinary people who make up the social group without any accidents, and they have to study hard to memorize notes, why?
Compete with yourself?
Do not understand.
The homeroom teacher followed him all the way to the third year of high school, and he knew what Li Yang was, and he knew his family situation well. Out of his job as a teacher, he couldn't count the number of times he was given business trips next door. Dad made a phone call.
"Li Yang, this kid is pretty good and smart, but he just doesn't learn."
He said the golden sentence that ranked first in the teacher's earnest quotations.
Then Li Yang was very shocked that his father, who had never asked about his studies no matter how many calls the class teacher made, actually came home.
The mother of the housewife wiped her hands on the apron and went to open the door. Seeing her husband standing outside the door, she let out a cry of surprise.
Old couples still have to hug each other, if it wasn't for Li Yang coughing heavily, he wouldn't stop.
Mom went back to the kitchen with a happy face and continued cooking. Dad put away the briefcase, changed his clothes, came out of the bedroom, and sat next to him very easily.
The sofa sank, Li Yang crossed his legs, and took advantage of the trend to lean towards his father.
She silently looked at this man whom she hadn't seen for several months.
Dad happened to meet his eyes, and before he could hide the emotion in his eyes, he stared at him completely, and looked away embarrassingly.
"Are you done?" Li Yang spoke first.
Dad choked for a moment and almost missed the connection: "Ah, it's over."
After a while of silence, his father grabbed one of his shoulders and tried to force him to lean closer, but Li Yang froze and didn't move a bit.
Dad smiled dryly and withdrew his hand.
Rubbing his thighs, his tone was heavy or purely uncomfortable: "Your head teacher called me again."
Li Yang smiled twice with the corners of his mouth curled up, mockingly: "The third call this month, why is it not as good as last month, even the money for the call bill is gone?"
"Li Yang!" Dad's complexion changed, and he scolded in a low voice, "Don't say that about the teacher, the teacher is also thinking of you, I don't care about you as long as you are happy, now you are in the third year of high school, and you will have to take the college entrance examination soon No matter what, learning knowledge is very important, I still hope you..."
Li Yang interrupted him: "I begged him to think about me? Why does he care so much about someone who is not relatives or friends? I am not smart, and I have no brains to study."
Dad: "Don't be so rebellious all the time, okay... You don't want to learn, that's fine, but what do you want to do? How will you support yourself in the future?"
He was a little anxious, his eyes were red, he was shaking Li Yang's arm, worry and heartache were overflowing on his face.
As a result, Li Yang didn't stop for a second, suddenly raised his other finger to point, and said flatly: "Filming."
"...?" Dad was stunned for two seconds, then looked in the direction of his finger blankly.
"What did you say?"
Li Yang repeated it patiently: "Filming - I want to be on TV."
Dad swallowed.
There is a movie on the TV screen, and the name is exactly the one that caught fire a few months ago.Coincidentally, for the person his son is pointing at now, he knows only a few celebrities, and he is one of them.
Kang Ruhyuk.
The old man is full, and he has chased him a spy war drama before.
but……
"Are you kidding?" Dad raised his voice.
Li Yang shrugged calmly, he recognized this person from the first moment he saw him, the roll-up banner that was placed at the entrance of the Internet cafe that day suddenly flashed through his mind, and his heart moved again.
He looked indifferent and couldn't tell what he was thinking, but he said softly: "Just be a star similar to him."
"..."
Dad choked for a long time.
Fanwaiji
"As long as you go to college, you can do whatever you want," Dad said.
Li Yang agreed, but still jokingly asked, "Is it okay to have a boyfriend?"
So my dad, who was supposed to leave the day after tomorrow, left before dawn the next day.
"You brought this up again! Didn't you agree not to mention it?" My mother stared at Li Yang with red eyes all morning, and the fist she smashed on his shoulder in order to vent her anger was limp. .
From the window, Li Yang saw the back of his father pulling his suitcase and walking in the neighborhood. He didn't look away until he turned the corner leading to the gate and lost all his clothes.
Raising his hand, he held his mother who had become smaller and smaller in his eyes these years, and gently rubbed her fragrant hair with his eyes closed, and said softly, "Actually, I don't want to, but I really can't get better."
Then he ignored the mother who was asking questions behind him, and went straight back to the room.
Then, as if he was against his father, he just pointed at it on a whim, and started to study like a demon.
Unlike students who bury their heads in the book and have to go to the toilet to solve the problems, they make a set of papers when they are happy, and love whoever is unhappy.
But most of the time he is not very happy.
So I didn't learn much.
Dad said to go to college.
Without any hesitation, Li Yang directly interpreted it as "going to a university".
It doesn't matter whether it's good or bad, it's just a university.
Then, in the eyes of the head teacher, "You are very smart, but you just don't learn", Li Yang got the lowest three exams.
the University.
You don't even have to go out of their town, it's just across from his community.
From a young age, Li Yang saw that all the girls who came out of that university wore killer hairstyles, and the boys all wore slim-leg trousers and peas shoes.
Especially low.
He couldn't bear it after staying for two years. He didn't know how many times he skipped class. On the way home, he saw the advertisement posted on the telephone pole.
From his chest to his forehead, there are so many small advertisements posted on the telephone poles.
All dark blue with stars.
When Li Yang passed by, he just glanced casually at first, then stopped in his tracks.
The content of the small advertisement is as follows: Do you want to eat and wear without worrying about it?Want to get rich overnight?Want to make your teenage dreams come true?Spaceship 101, take you to the holy place in your heart!Let the soul be redeemed!
At first glance it looks like a lie.
Very gimmicky.
Li Yang thought to himself, send me to the Holy Land to think with you?Speechless.
Then he tore out one of the small advertisements.
Since he was admitted to university, the happiest person in the family is his father.
Looking at his eyes very earnestly, I guess in my heart that the child has finally grown up and sensible, and the family's ancestral grave has finally smoked.
Mom was also very happy.
No one mentioned Li Yang's whim anymore, even he almost forgot about it.
When filling out the registration form online, Li Yang did not hesitate at all. It took less than 5 minutes to fill out the form and submit it with one click.
The audition was in the local area, and Li Yang went to show his face when he skipped class. He was not prepared at all, and when it was his turn to play, he sang two love stories.
After singing, he didn't listen carefully to the chatter of the three judges, and he didn't leave the stage until a woman called for the next one.On the way back from the stroll, he was overjoyed, and felt that he was really stunned just now, very rustic, a bumpkin.
Especially low.
He just thought it was a worry, and he didn't even hold out hope, but he actually advanced.
——Whether it's a few thousand to a few hundred or a few dozen to a few, it's a promotion anyway.
It also went smoothly and won the national championship of the show.
After his father found out, he almost didn't smoke it. He asked him to sing songs for three days in a row. .
Here Li Yang is also very baffled, watching the fans in the Weibo account that the program group applied for him gradually increase, private messages and @ are so many that he has to be stuck for 3 minutes every time he opens Weibo, thinking that the phone is used for too long It finally broke, but it is still the same after changing a new phone.
Every day, every day, every moment, there are a bunch of delicious little girls calling him cubs or big brothers, kneeling and licking all kinds of rainbow farts.
It turns out that the little girls nowadays all like his indifferent young man who "doesn't love me without results".
I don't know what stimulated him, but he was sought after by these fanatical fans, and he became popular.
I didn't expect that the talent show variety show promoted by such a mysterious little advertisement would be loved by so many viewers.
When Yu Man, the gold agent of "Comet", found him, he signed himself out without even thinking about it.
For no other reason, the people he met in variety shows who debuted with him all said it was very good there, so he signed.
Later, when he met Jiang Ruhyuk on the set, he realized that there are two giants in the entertainment industry. In addition to the "Comet" with a good environment but full of indifference and calculation, there is also a "Jumang".
That's when I felt a little inconsiderate.
Especially after he became interested in Jiang Ruhe, he regretted it even more.
When Yu Man handed him the script of "Finishing", he had a well-thought-out plan, and her elite-like attire made this woman appear rigorous and capable.
She curled up her red lips, crossed her arms and tapped lightly on the elbow of the other hand, "I've already shown you that you have a lot of roles with the leading actor in it, and with his current ability, he can Your current influence has been brought to a higher level, and your scenes are very interesting, not many, and very cost-effective."
Li Yang sat across from her, leaning against the sofa in silence, his eyes drooping and he didn't know where to look.
He has only been in the "Comet" for two months, and he is already tired of it.
He was stunned for a while without saying a word, only glanced at the contract, and signed it under Yu Man's urging eyes.
On the day of going to the set, another star brought by Yu Man broke his leg and couldn't go with him.
Anyway, he was used to being judged and ignored, so he drove to the set by himself.
As soon as he arrived at the set, Yu Man called.
"Li Yang, have you arrived yet? You must go early to make a good impression. Jiang Ruhe has always had a good reputation in the industry, and he usually arrives long in advance. Remember to say hello to him, no matter what method you use to make him remember you ah!"
After speaking a series of words like a machine gun, Li Yang hung up the phone before he could react.
Li Yang stood at the entrance of the film and television base, with his phone still attached to his ear, dazed by the cold wind.
Who is Yu Man talking about?
Who is early?
Who has a good reputation?
Who do I have to curry favor with?
A figure suddenly flashed in my mind.
Before entering the door, Li Yang read Jiang Ruhe's Baidu Encyclopedia three times, and saved eight photos picked from Jiang Ruhe's Weibo on his phone.
After half a day of mental construction, I tried to take a deep breath.
...still didn't calm down.
That night Li Yang thought about why his heart was beating like thunder and circling in circles like ants on a hot pan.
In the end he had to admit with great dejection that it was because of excitement.
When he saw Liang Chuanbai, Jianqiu and Li Dengyun, he didn't react at all.
Before going to see Jiang Ruhe, he was overwhelmed with excitement.
It's like a fan picking up a plane and asking an idol for an autograph.
——I'm fucking going to see my male god.
Overwhelmed.
Be caught off guard.
Anyway, after pushing open the door, Jiang Ruhe's whole body shivered when Jiang Ruhe's eyes, which were more beautiful than gemstones, fell on him.
Finally saw it.Li Yang thought to himself.
He is so beautiful.Li Yang sighed.
Jenny Mar wants to fuck.Li Yang mumbled subconsciously.
Fortunately, he bowed to someone at the first time. This person didn't see his little movements, otherwise he would have to go out of the circle in fright.
Li Yang struggled to shift his gaze to Jiang Ruhe's face, but still couldn't help swallowing, a wave of timidity rose in his heart for no reason.
The reason for this feeling is probably like a dirty little boy rolling in a mud puddle suddenly seeing a handsome doctor in a white coat in a clinic.
I think this person is special...unattainable.Very far away from him.
He is calm and gentle, and his voice is like the jingle of Christmas bells. Even when he is sitting there, his gestures are very different.
It is like a deity who does not know the world of fireworks and falls into the world, purifying the dirty world with a glance and a smile.
The two stood facing each other, even though Jiang Ruhe didn't do anything, Li Yang was surprised to find that his biggest temper, which he had never been afraid of, was suppressed. The wind of fragrance, the breeze blowing, blows away the haze in his heart at once.
The hideous beast that had been locked in the cage in his heart was originally well hidden, but at that moment it was surrounded by a warm golden light. A soft and cuddly cat.
It’s over.
I've really come to the Holy Land.
Li Yang thought.
Fanwaisan
For a long time afterwards, until Li Yang finished filming the "Finishing" scene, he seemed to be living in a dream.
Why do you say that.
You clearly know that the senior at the opposite desk and the handsome brother who has a crush on you may be looking at you when you are serious about your work or on a short errand, how do you feel?
In the same way, as a newcomer, he joined the film crew for the first time. When he was on the set, he was surrounded by people and discussed privately. Whether it was NG or the director personally took him aside to give a talk, half of Li Yang's thoughts were on Jiang Ruhe body.
It felt like the man nestled far away was watching him, maybe still laughing in his heart that he looked like a fool being carried by the director.
So every time at this time, Li Yang felt like a light on his back, at a loss what to do.
I feel like I have to breathe a lot more slowly.
While dealing with the tour guide, he peeked at the thickly dressed man from the corner of his eye, and on the surface he was yelling at the tour guide, but in reality he was wandering.
Is this person in poor health? His hands are always cold.
Suddenly he remembered the woolen cap that Jiang Ruhe gave him on the day of the opening ceremony.
A hat of coarse light gray woolen wool covered his forehead, ears, and the back of his neck.
Li Yang has come here since he was a child, and he basically doesn't wear long johns in winter, a pair of thicker sweatpants can survive the winter, so he himself doesn't feel too cold.
But the man couldn't help but put his woolen cap on top of his head.
Seeing that person's reddened nose from the cold and his paler skin, Li Yang's eyes somehow shifted to the mole on his temple.
It is also black and white, and it grows a little in front of his ear. The more I look at it, the more I think how this mole can be so beautiful.
Looking at it, there is an urge to touch and kiss.
"..."
Li Yang was stunned for a while, then hurriedly looked away.
The hat still carried the warmth of this person's body, as well as a lemon-like aroma. The soft touch rested on the skin he touched, and the faint aroma lingered in his nose.
No one saw how soft Li Yang's expression was when he lowered his head, and how soft his eyes were.
When he saw Jiang Ruhe and Liang Chuanbai leaving the set one after the other, Li Yang had been secretly staring at him for a long time.
His intuition told him that the two of them had something to do.
As soon as he came to this conclusion, he suddenly felt irritated, as if he was forced to eat a raw green pepper, and the jerky taste spread from his mouth.
After holding back for 3 minutes, Li Yang raised his head again to look at the place where Jiang Ruhe left.
It's been so long, why haven't you come back?
Anxiety, worry, and a trace of emotions that I can't explain clearly are like a sudden flood, breaking the dam and rolling out.
Li Yang stood up abruptly, and quickly chased after him.
At a very inconspicuous street corner outside Shudian, Liang Chuanbai was pulling Jiang Ruhe, and the two of them were tugging, as if they had a dispute.
In his impression, Jiang Ruhe, who had always been gentle and polite, with a calm expression, was tilting his head and looking at a certain place on the side of the road, his brows were furrowed and his lips were tightly pursed. It could be seen that if he was not afraid of being noticed by passers-by, he wanted to turn his head and leave.
He could still vaguely hear Liang Chuanbai's voice.
"...I'm sorry for doing too much to you, I regret it..."
Jiang Ruhyuk: "...After "Finishing" is over, I will...have less contact."
Standing behind the two of them, Li Yang could clearly see the boredom and impatience on his face, and he didn't understand what they were saying, but somehow he became more irritable and panicked, so he ran away in a few strides In the past, some voices were made.
Then the person with his back turned stiff, and the panic flashed in his eyes when he slowly turned his head.
"Li Yang?"
Li Yang closed his eyes fiercely, took a deep breath, and tried his best to suppress the hostility in his voice when he opened his mouth, pretending to be ignorant: "Brother Jiang, what happened?"
When he was walking towards Jiang Ruhe, he walked very slowly, keeping his eyes fixed on Liang Chuanbai who looked astonished, no matter how much he tried to hide his aura, he couldn't completely restrain himself, Liang Chuanbai still found something strange, and looked back at him with raised eyebrows.
Jiang Ruhe didn't notice, the impatience on his face disappeared when he saw him, and asked with concern: "Why did you come out?"
Li Yang still stared at Liang Chuanbai coldly, but his tone was very soft, he said to Jiang Ruhe: "I see you have been out for a long time, so let's take a look."
See if there is, is not, is, what, what, want, help, help, of.
[Jiang Ruhe]: Take lunch and take a rest in the nanny's car.
Li Yang looked at this news, his eyes flashed brightly, the corners of his mouth curled up uncontrollably, the lengthy lines and transitions accumulated in his mind were thrown out like trash, and he felt relaxed.
He directly sent Yu Mange, who had contacted him a day in advance and said he would come to have a look, took a box of lunch and walked briskly out the door.
While walking, I had to hum an unknown song in my heart.
After getting into the car, the car was very well heated. The man was wearing a thin black sweater on his upper body, and his pretty waist was wrapped in it, and the waistline could be seen very clearly.
He was still in a daze, but he heard the good-looking man helplessly say to him: "Take off your makeup, remember to wipe off the lipstick on your mouth, and don't eat it when you eat."
"Are you full? How about I get another portion for you?"
There are also the exhortations when he was stuffed with a woolen cap, and the careful teaching of the script.
At some point, this person treated him like a three-year-old child and took care of him meticulously.
He likes this very much, so many times he deliberately pretends to be ignorant and ignorant in front of this person, and doesn't care about his own affairs.
Because every time at this time, this person would definitely come over and earnestly exhort and advise him, and even solve his troubles himself, lest he suffer a disadvantage.
Li Yang had already forgotten himself while getting along with Jiang Ruhe, and was deeply addicted to it as if he had been poisoned, and his whole body was drowned in this person.
He had long forgotten Yu Man's advice to him in the future.
Jiang Ruhe is much better than him, and his little-known little trafficker is entangled with him every day. Over time, it will definitely cause dissatisfaction among others.
This kind of dissatisfaction put the two of them on the hot search together, which brought Jiang Ruhe a lot of trouble, and even made him a lot of blackmail.
During that time, online abuse and fan confrontations were ubiquitous, so frequent that whenever he posted on Weibo or was blocked in real life, he would be silently slandered and slandered like a trash can.
Suffering is uncomfortable, but not heartless.
But he didn't feel wrong.
In fact, this matter has nothing to do with Yu Man, only because the other person is Jiang Ruhe, that's why he went too far and couldn't control it.
What surprised him was that Jiang Ruhe didn't blame him.
He originally thought that Jiang Ruhyuk would also alienate him after such a incident that a star would hate.
But he expressed sincerely: "It's just a little resource, and I will give it to you if you want it."
"Can you give Brother Jiang some trust?" he said.
No one knew, the reason why Li Yang kept turning his back to him at that time and didn't turn around was because his eyes were red, his shoulders were trembling, and he couldn't speak a word.
It was too embarrassing to be seen by him.
For some reason, he resisted the urge to turn around and rub this person into his arms, and instead he took a breath and shouted: "Jiang Ruhe!"
"Call me brother!" The man rushed up and punched him.
"Brother!" He shouted again blankly.
In fact, my heart is about to jump out of my throat.
Then the man lazily replied, "Hey brother."
Li Yang was delighted to find out that the posture that was about to rain and the wind filled the building had ended without a problem like this.
The man smiled and said a few words, his thin lips opened and closed, and the most beautiful words came out in a melodious voice.
Then he realized sadly that he might really be stuck with this person.
Want to stay with him forever.
No matter what you do, you can be together, in any capacity, as long as you can see him.
When he was alone, there was a vicious beast living in his heart.
But beside him, he was just a kitten with rounded claws.
Extra episode four
The filming of "Finishing" just happened to be in time for the Chinese New Year. After the year, Jiang Ruhe was busy preparing for the studio, so Li Yang couldn't see him for a long time.
Parting, it's that easy.
One person is recording a variety show outside the city, and one person is busy running around in the city.
Li Yang is happy only for a few minutes every day, and he looks forward to that moment very much.
he is afraid of ginger
Who is not the sweet crystal rose prince!
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That night, I tossed and turned on the bed with unspeakable thoughts, and felt in a daze that it was past two o'clock before I finally fell asleep.
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In the morning... no, I woke up at noon, and as soon as I opened my eyes, I picked up the mobile phone that was placed next to the pillow last night.
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give you another chance.
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"..."
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I frown.
Is your phone broken?
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Open the circle of friends with the last glimmer of hope.
Seeing a photo of Lao Kong with a big nostril, it is a fascinating angle as always.
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"……Hold."
After a long pause, I couldn't help but say.
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OK, I'm mad.
It's hard to coax.
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why nothing happened?
Is it true that I didn’t see it or did I want to avoid something?
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I couldn't help but see his vacillating expression before my eyes.
Also at the same time, my heart ached.
It was embarrassing to start getting scared.
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I'm overwhelmed by such a low-level and emotional situation.
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Not only did I not stop this strange unresolved thought, I continued to dig into the corner, thinking worriedly, could it be that I just realized the weight of this person in my heart, and he disappeared just like now?
No news at all.
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I have prayed in my heart more than once.
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You must not let me down.
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When I received the call from the tour guide, I didn't realize who it was.
After a long pause, I remembered a middle-aged man who looked like a Maitreya Buddha.
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"Little Jiang, are you busy?"
A gentle voice as always.
"Not busy, good afternoon, tour guide." I just finished taking a shower and was washing towels, so I had to clamp my phone between my shoulders and my head, freeing my hands to get a dry towel to wipe my hands, "What's the matter?"
The phone didn't stop for a second, "Yes, happy event."
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I heard his obviously happy tone and my mood gradually improved, and I asked with a smile, "What's the matter?"
"You still remember "Finishing". I sent it abroad before. What happy event are you talking about?"
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I started laughing while listening to him, and the smile on the corner of my mouth grew bigger and bigger. In the end, I couldn’t even hold my phone. I stood in the bathroom and laughed while covering my stomach. I couldn’t calm down. “Did you win the prize?”
"Hahaha, yes," the tour guide raised his voice several times, very proudly, "Eight, you have your share."
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I am happy with the towel in the sink, and even though there are so many trophies and certificates in the showcase in the study room, I can't help but be happy when I hear that my work has won an award.
It was like winning an award for the first time.
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"Congratulations to Tour Guide, everyone has contributed a lot to "Finishing" to achieve such a good result."
After taking several deep breaths, I said in a low voice, which sounded very formal.
"Oh, okay, I will be on the podium in December, my best actor."
I laughed along, and suddenly remembered something with a smile, and the smile faded away.
After being stunned for two seconds, he hesitated to ask: "... Where's Li Yang? How's the feedback?"
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The tour guide didn't understand at first, so he let out an ah, and then he suddenly realized, "Oh... I thought you asked me... Xiao Li is also very good, but his level is not good. It can be seen that he is a good seed, but lacks experience. And opportunity, I will be able to stand with you in a few years. The feedback is very good, you haven't seen it, my little niece is still holding her mobile phone and looking at his photo silly."
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I am relieved.
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Hang up the phone, and the world quiets down.
In the bathroom, the steam from the shower just now has not dissipated completely, and the air is still damp. If you smell it carefully, there is still the scent of shower gel.
I stood in front of the mirror, which was still covered with a layer of mist, and I could only see a figure in a bathrobe.
The exposed neck and face are slightly lighter in the mirror.
After watching in silence for a while, I raised my hand and wiped the mirror in a strange way.
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The appearance of oneself becomes clear.
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The short black hair was not blown, and it was wetly attached to the face and forehead, the eyes were moist, and the cheeks were flushed.
It's different from the way it was before the bath.
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In other words, it was different from the way it was before receiving this call.
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Without any hesitation, I took the phone in front of me in the next moment, and quickly opened WeChat.
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Kang Ruhyuk: Where is it?
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Also at the same time, I heard a soft knock in the hallway from the open bathroom door.
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Click.
It was the sound of a door lock snapping open.
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A word suddenly sounded in my mind.
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The puppy has come home.
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very subtle.
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For no reason, just subconsciously, I poked my head from the bathroom, and when I looked up, I bumped into the eyes of the person standing at the door.
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He opened his mouth, and he didn't know whether he suddenly forgot to say something or didn't think about the words. He just stared at me blankly and didn't make any movement for a while.
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I saw a flash of embarrassment on his face.
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I never took my eyes off his eyes, my arms were hanging by my sides, and the screen of the phone in my hand was still on.
Step by step, walk slowly.
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The belt of the bathrobe on my body was tied loosely, but it made me unable to breathe.
I walked towards him so firmly step by step.
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The distance of seven or eight steps made me walk for as long as a century.
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Finally standing still in front of him, I took a few breaths.
His face was flushed, and he held on to his rising and falling chest, without stopping for a long time.
I was stunned, and suddenly found that I was holding my breath at this distance and forgot to take a breath.
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And the person in front of me just stared at me blankly, without blinking his eyes, as if he was afraid that I would disappear suddenly.
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When my breathing was stable, I suddenly laughed lightly without thinking.
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The hand fell uncontrollably on the soft curly hair that I had missed for a long time.
One hand is not enough, two hands are needed.
Make trouble on his head.
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The puppy's IQ must have dropped to zero, or he would have remained motionless.
As the saying goes, being still is...
Forget it, it's not appropriate to say this at such an exciting time.
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I paused, brewing in my heart for a long time.
No matter how hard I tried, I clenched my fists and scratched my palms, but it didn't help.
When he spoke again, his voice was still trembling.
Still nervous.
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"You said, some things are just wonderful and unavoidable...in this world."
I watched the light of anticipation and hope gradually light up in his eyes, like a candle lit in the dark, the candle light was swayed by the wind blowing from the window, but it was always on, and it became more and more dazzling .
"It's like the sun on a sunny day, the stars and moon at night, the snowflakes in winter and the wind in summer."
"Today I like you too, I like you very much, I hope you like me too," I approached him, passed my arm through his waist, and gently held him in my arms, "...It's best to like me more every day in the future a little."
Trust me more.
Rely on me a little more.
Love me more... a little more.
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I tilted my head and smiled at him, bent my mouth and put his hesitant hand behind me on my back.
After a long time, it was so long that I thought time stood still, the clock hanging in the living room stopped moving, and the water in the bathroom sink evaporated.
The hand on the waist tightened suddenly and kept tightening.
The heat from his palm and skin spread to me, it was real heat.
Hot and scalding.
At no moment before this did I feel that the temperature of this relationship was so high and so clear.
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Li Yang's voice seemed to come from outside, trembling with joy, his tone was excited but firm: "Brother... no, Jiang Ruhe, I don't like you now, I haven't liked you since a long time ago, I love you."
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At that moment, the candlelight in his eyes joined together, and the burning spots turned into a fiery red flower,
Here, the light shines brightly.
End
Fanwaiyi
The first time I saw Jiang Ruhe was on the roll-up at the entrance of the Internet cafe.
At that time, the troubled boy Li Yang had just played all night, it was just dark when he went in, and it was bright outside when he came out.
The sun was hanging above his head, he was caught off guard when he came out of the dark room, and he turned his head away for a moment.
After he gradually got used to it, he squinted his eyes and calculated. Judging from this position, it must be eleven o'clock.
He raised his hand and put the hat on the back of his coat on his head. The entrance of the Internet cafe was originally small. He had been standing there for a while, and had already bumped into shoulders several times with young people who looked like they were smoking drugs.
He randomly glanced at the passers-by, and amused himself wondering if he also looked like he had been sucked out of energy by the pansi cave female fairy.
After thinking about that scene, he grunted lazily and walked out of the Internet cafe.
He lifted his foot, took a step, and walked out of the Internet cafe.
Step over.
Then stop.
The movement of turning the head was repeated again.
His eyes were focused on the roll-up banner at the entrance of the Internet cafe.
After a while, Furui Wubo's eyes fluctuated, and his red and bloodshot eyes stared at the half-human-high metal frame without blinking.
There is a person on the roll-up.
the man.
Only bust, wearing sunglasses.
Li Yang looked at it for two seconds, then stretched his neck and looked up.
Next door to the Internet cafe is a glasses specialty store, a famous brand.
Li Yang thought to himself that there are still glasses at this price in this shabby place, the shopkeeper just wants to have fun?Who do you look down on?
but……
His gaze fell back to the roll-up.
I don't know whether to look at it or to be in a daze, anyway, Li Yang suddenly had the idea of taking off this man's sunglasses.
Because it was an endorsement for sunglasses, I gave a close-up of this person's face in front of my eyes.
The gentle curvature of the jaw, the light red lips and the moles on the sideburns that can't be seen without careful inspection.
Rao Li Yang, who is rough enough to wear a down jacket for two winters, can tell that this person has no powder on his face.
It's the kind of just-right look that passers-by who don't need to deliberately modify feel particularly comfortable at a casual glance.
A particularly attractive temperament.
Only looking at the place other than the sunglasses, he vaguely felt that this person was pretty good-looking, if he didn't wear sunglasses, he might be a few times more handsome.
It's a pity, wearing such a thing.
Sunglasses don't suit him.
Want to see eyes.Li Yang thought to himself.
Want to see the real face.
But obviously not realistic.
So he stood there for 3 minutes, and looked down at the signature on the lower right corner of the roll-up.
Li Yang just wanted to see who this person was and what his name was.
The signature was of course printed, but for some reason, Li Yang was shocked when he saw it.
I don't know if it's because of the magnification, but the signature is all that's left in his eyes.
The signature pen is very thin, and this man's strokes are soft.
For a moment, it was as if a hand had touched his heart gently.
A little itchy, a little weird.
"Jiang... Ruhe." Li Yang muttered in a low voice.
Then he retracted his gaze, and the expression on his face returned to the blankness he had when he came out of the Internet cafe. He pressed his hat with one hand, turned and left.
The second time I saw Jiang Ruhyuk was on TV.
It had been more than half a month since Li Yang met Jiang Ruhe for the first time, and he almost completely forgot about this person.
He just happened to be steadily entering the third year of high school with his lower-middle grades. He often watched everyone in the classroom except him study with their heads down, and the students outside the corridor wanted to use a conic curve problem when they went to the bathroom. I don't understand why these people work so hard.
There is no need to worry about eating and drinking, and most of them will be classified as the unknown ordinary people who make up the social group without any accidents, and they have to study hard to memorize notes, why?
Compete with yourself?
Do not understand.
The homeroom teacher followed him all the way to the third year of high school, and he knew what Li Yang was, and he knew his family situation well. Out of his job as a teacher, he couldn't count the number of times he was given business trips next door. Dad made a phone call.
"Li Yang, this kid is pretty good and smart, but he just doesn't learn."
He said the golden sentence that ranked first in the teacher's earnest quotations.
Then Li Yang was very shocked that his father, who had never asked about his studies no matter how many calls the class teacher made, actually came home.
The mother of the housewife wiped her hands on the apron and went to open the door. Seeing her husband standing outside the door, she let out a cry of surprise.
Old couples still have to hug each other, if it wasn't for Li Yang coughing heavily, he wouldn't stop.
Mom went back to the kitchen with a happy face and continued cooking. Dad put away the briefcase, changed his clothes, came out of the bedroom, and sat next to him very easily.
The sofa sank, Li Yang crossed his legs, and took advantage of the trend to lean towards his father.
She silently looked at this man whom she hadn't seen for several months.
Dad happened to meet his eyes, and before he could hide the emotion in his eyes, he stared at him completely, and looked away embarrassingly.
"Are you done?" Li Yang spoke first.
Dad choked for a moment and almost missed the connection: "Ah, it's over."
After a while of silence, his father grabbed one of his shoulders and tried to force him to lean closer, but Li Yang froze and didn't move a bit.
Dad smiled dryly and withdrew his hand.
Rubbing his thighs, his tone was heavy or purely uncomfortable: "Your head teacher called me again."
Li Yang smiled twice with the corners of his mouth curled up, mockingly: "The third call this month, why is it not as good as last month, even the money for the call bill is gone?"
"Li Yang!" Dad's complexion changed, and he scolded in a low voice, "Don't say that about the teacher, the teacher is also thinking of you, I don't care about you as long as you are happy, now you are in the third year of high school, and you will have to take the college entrance examination soon No matter what, learning knowledge is very important, I still hope you..."
Li Yang interrupted him: "I begged him to think about me? Why does he care so much about someone who is not relatives or friends? I am not smart, and I have no brains to study."
Dad: "Don't be so rebellious all the time, okay... You don't want to learn, that's fine, but what do you want to do? How will you support yourself in the future?"
He was a little anxious, his eyes were red, he was shaking Li Yang's arm, worry and heartache were overflowing on his face.
As a result, Li Yang didn't stop for a second, suddenly raised his other finger to point, and said flatly: "Filming."
"...?" Dad was stunned for two seconds, then looked in the direction of his finger blankly.
"What did you say?"
Li Yang repeated it patiently: "Filming - I want to be on TV."
Dad swallowed.
There is a movie on the TV screen, and the name is exactly the one that caught fire a few months ago.Coincidentally, for the person his son is pointing at now, he knows only a few celebrities, and he is one of them.
Kang Ruhyuk.
The old man is full, and he has chased him a spy war drama before.
but……
"Are you kidding?" Dad raised his voice.
Li Yang shrugged calmly, he recognized this person from the first moment he saw him, the roll-up banner that was placed at the entrance of the Internet cafe that day suddenly flashed through his mind, and his heart moved again.
He looked indifferent and couldn't tell what he was thinking, but he said softly: "Just be a star similar to him."
"..."
Dad choked for a long time.
Fanwaiji
"As long as you go to college, you can do whatever you want," Dad said.
Li Yang agreed, but still jokingly asked, "Is it okay to have a boyfriend?"
So my dad, who was supposed to leave the day after tomorrow, left before dawn the next day.
"You brought this up again! Didn't you agree not to mention it?" My mother stared at Li Yang with red eyes all morning, and the fist she smashed on his shoulder in order to vent her anger was limp. .
From the window, Li Yang saw the back of his father pulling his suitcase and walking in the neighborhood. He didn't look away until he turned the corner leading to the gate and lost all his clothes.
Raising his hand, he held his mother who had become smaller and smaller in his eyes these years, and gently rubbed her fragrant hair with his eyes closed, and said softly, "Actually, I don't want to, but I really can't get better."
Then he ignored the mother who was asking questions behind him, and went straight back to the room.
Then, as if he was against his father, he just pointed at it on a whim, and started to study like a demon.
Unlike students who bury their heads in the book and have to go to the toilet to solve the problems, they make a set of papers when they are happy, and love whoever is unhappy.
But most of the time he is not very happy.
So I didn't learn much.
Dad said to go to college.
Without any hesitation, Li Yang directly interpreted it as "going to a university".
It doesn't matter whether it's good or bad, it's just a university.
Then, in the eyes of the head teacher, "You are very smart, but you just don't learn", Li Yang got the lowest three exams.
the University.
You don't even have to go out of their town, it's just across from his community.
From a young age, Li Yang saw that all the girls who came out of that university wore killer hairstyles, and the boys all wore slim-leg trousers and peas shoes.
Especially low.
He couldn't bear it after staying for two years. He didn't know how many times he skipped class. On the way home, he saw the advertisement posted on the telephone pole.
From his chest to his forehead, there are so many small advertisements posted on the telephone poles.
All dark blue with stars.
When Li Yang passed by, he just glanced casually at first, then stopped in his tracks.
The content of the small advertisement is as follows: Do you want to eat and wear without worrying about it?Want to get rich overnight?Want to make your teenage dreams come true?Spaceship 101, take you to the holy place in your heart!Let the soul be redeemed!
At first glance it looks like a lie.
Very gimmicky.
Li Yang thought to himself, send me to the Holy Land to think with you?Speechless.
Then he tore out one of the small advertisements.
Since he was admitted to university, the happiest person in the family is his father.
Looking at his eyes very earnestly, I guess in my heart that the child has finally grown up and sensible, and the family's ancestral grave has finally smoked.
Mom was also very happy.
No one mentioned Li Yang's whim anymore, even he almost forgot about it.
When filling out the registration form online, Li Yang did not hesitate at all. It took less than 5 minutes to fill out the form and submit it with one click.
The audition was in the local area, and Li Yang went to show his face when he skipped class. He was not prepared at all, and when it was his turn to play, he sang two love stories.
After singing, he didn't listen carefully to the chatter of the three judges, and he didn't leave the stage until a woman called for the next one.On the way back from the stroll, he was overjoyed, and felt that he was really stunned just now, very rustic, a bumpkin.
Especially low.
He just thought it was a worry, and he didn't even hold out hope, but he actually advanced.
——Whether it's a few thousand to a few hundred or a few dozen to a few, it's a promotion anyway.
It also went smoothly and won the national championship of the show.
After his father found out, he almost didn't smoke it. He asked him to sing songs for three days in a row. .
Here Li Yang is also very baffled, watching the fans in the Weibo account that the program group applied for him gradually increase, private messages and @ are so many that he has to be stuck for 3 minutes every time he opens Weibo, thinking that the phone is used for too long It finally broke, but it is still the same after changing a new phone.
Every day, every day, every moment, there are a bunch of delicious little girls calling him cubs or big brothers, kneeling and licking all kinds of rainbow farts.
It turns out that the little girls nowadays all like his indifferent young man who "doesn't love me without results".
I don't know what stimulated him, but he was sought after by these fanatical fans, and he became popular.
I didn't expect that the talent show variety show promoted by such a mysterious little advertisement would be loved by so many viewers.
When Yu Man, the gold agent of "Comet", found him, he signed himself out without even thinking about it.
For no other reason, the people he met in variety shows who debuted with him all said it was very good there, so he signed.
Later, when he met Jiang Ruhyuk on the set, he realized that there are two giants in the entertainment industry. In addition to the "Comet" with a good environment but full of indifference and calculation, there is also a "Jumang".
That's when I felt a little inconsiderate.
Especially after he became interested in Jiang Ruhe, he regretted it even more.
When Yu Man handed him the script of "Finishing", he had a well-thought-out plan, and her elite-like attire made this woman appear rigorous and capable.
She curled up her red lips, crossed her arms and tapped lightly on the elbow of the other hand, "I've already shown you that you have a lot of roles with the leading actor in it, and with his current ability, he can Your current influence has been brought to a higher level, and your scenes are very interesting, not many, and very cost-effective."
Li Yang sat across from her, leaning against the sofa in silence, his eyes drooping and he didn't know where to look.
He has only been in the "Comet" for two months, and he is already tired of it.
He was stunned for a while without saying a word, only glanced at the contract, and signed it under Yu Man's urging eyes.
On the day of going to the set, another star brought by Yu Man broke his leg and couldn't go with him.
Anyway, he was used to being judged and ignored, so he drove to the set by himself.
As soon as he arrived at the set, Yu Man called.
"Li Yang, have you arrived yet? You must go early to make a good impression. Jiang Ruhe has always had a good reputation in the industry, and he usually arrives long in advance. Remember to say hello to him, no matter what method you use to make him remember you ah!"
After speaking a series of words like a machine gun, Li Yang hung up the phone before he could react.
Li Yang stood at the entrance of the film and television base, with his phone still attached to his ear, dazed by the cold wind.
Who is Yu Man talking about?
Who is early?
Who has a good reputation?
Who do I have to curry favor with?
A figure suddenly flashed in my mind.
Before entering the door, Li Yang read Jiang Ruhe's Baidu Encyclopedia three times, and saved eight photos picked from Jiang Ruhe's Weibo on his phone.
After half a day of mental construction, I tried to take a deep breath.
...still didn't calm down.
That night Li Yang thought about why his heart was beating like thunder and circling in circles like ants on a hot pan.
In the end he had to admit with great dejection that it was because of excitement.
When he saw Liang Chuanbai, Jianqiu and Li Dengyun, he didn't react at all.
Before going to see Jiang Ruhe, he was overwhelmed with excitement.
It's like a fan picking up a plane and asking an idol for an autograph.
——I'm fucking going to see my male god.
Overwhelmed.
Be caught off guard.
Anyway, after pushing open the door, Jiang Ruhe's whole body shivered when Jiang Ruhe's eyes, which were more beautiful than gemstones, fell on him.
Finally saw it.Li Yang thought to himself.
He is so beautiful.Li Yang sighed.
Jenny Mar wants to fuck.Li Yang mumbled subconsciously.
Fortunately, he bowed to someone at the first time. This person didn't see his little movements, otherwise he would have to go out of the circle in fright.
Li Yang struggled to shift his gaze to Jiang Ruhe's face, but still couldn't help swallowing, a wave of timidity rose in his heart for no reason.
The reason for this feeling is probably like a dirty little boy rolling in a mud puddle suddenly seeing a handsome doctor in a white coat in a clinic.
I think this person is special...unattainable.Very far away from him.
He is calm and gentle, and his voice is like the jingle of Christmas bells. Even when he is sitting there, his gestures are very different.
It is like a deity who does not know the world of fireworks and falls into the world, purifying the dirty world with a glance and a smile.
The two stood facing each other, even though Jiang Ruhe didn't do anything, Li Yang was surprised to find that his biggest temper, which he had never been afraid of, was suppressed. The wind of fragrance, the breeze blowing, blows away the haze in his heart at once.
The hideous beast that had been locked in the cage in his heart was originally well hidden, but at that moment it was surrounded by a warm golden light. A soft and cuddly cat.
It’s over.
I've really come to the Holy Land.
Li Yang thought.
Fanwaisan
For a long time afterwards, until Li Yang finished filming the "Finishing" scene, he seemed to be living in a dream.
Why do you say that.
You clearly know that the senior at the opposite desk and the handsome brother who has a crush on you may be looking at you when you are serious about your work or on a short errand, how do you feel?
In the same way, as a newcomer, he joined the film crew for the first time. When he was on the set, he was surrounded by people and discussed privately. Whether it was NG or the director personally took him aside to give a talk, half of Li Yang's thoughts were on Jiang Ruhe body.
It felt like the man nestled far away was watching him, maybe still laughing in his heart that he looked like a fool being carried by the director.
So every time at this time, Li Yang felt like a light on his back, at a loss what to do.
I feel like I have to breathe a lot more slowly.
While dealing with the tour guide, he peeked at the thickly dressed man from the corner of his eye, and on the surface he was yelling at the tour guide, but in reality he was wandering.
Is this person in poor health? His hands are always cold.
Suddenly he remembered the woolen cap that Jiang Ruhe gave him on the day of the opening ceremony.
A hat of coarse light gray woolen wool covered his forehead, ears, and the back of his neck.
Li Yang has come here since he was a child, and he basically doesn't wear long johns in winter, a pair of thicker sweatpants can survive the winter, so he himself doesn't feel too cold.
But the man couldn't help but put his woolen cap on top of his head.
Seeing that person's reddened nose from the cold and his paler skin, Li Yang's eyes somehow shifted to the mole on his temple.
It is also black and white, and it grows a little in front of his ear. The more I look at it, the more I think how this mole can be so beautiful.
Looking at it, there is an urge to touch and kiss.
"..."
Li Yang was stunned for a while, then hurriedly looked away.
The hat still carried the warmth of this person's body, as well as a lemon-like aroma. The soft touch rested on the skin he touched, and the faint aroma lingered in his nose.
No one saw how soft Li Yang's expression was when he lowered his head, and how soft his eyes were.
When he saw Jiang Ruhe and Liang Chuanbai leaving the set one after the other, Li Yang had been secretly staring at him for a long time.
His intuition told him that the two of them had something to do.
As soon as he came to this conclusion, he suddenly felt irritated, as if he was forced to eat a raw green pepper, and the jerky taste spread from his mouth.
After holding back for 3 minutes, Li Yang raised his head again to look at the place where Jiang Ruhe left.
It's been so long, why haven't you come back?
Anxiety, worry, and a trace of emotions that I can't explain clearly are like a sudden flood, breaking the dam and rolling out.
Li Yang stood up abruptly, and quickly chased after him.
At a very inconspicuous street corner outside Shudian, Liang Chuanbai was pulling Jiang Ruhe, and the two of them were tugging, as if they had a dispute.
In his impression, Jiang Ruhe, who had always been gentle and polite, with a calm expression, was tilting his head and looking at a certain place on the side of the road, his brows were furrowed and his lips were tightly pursed. It could be seen that if he was not afraid of being noticed by passers-by, he wanted to turn his head and leave.
He could still vaguely hear Liang Chuanbai's voice.
"...I'm sorry for doing too much to you, I regret it..."
Jiang Ruhyuk: "...After "Finishing" is over, I will...have less contact."
Standing behind the two of them, Li Yang could clearly see the boredom and impatience on his face, and he didn't understand what they were saying, but somehow he became more irritable and panicked, so he ran away in a few strides In the past, some voices were made.
Then the person with his back turned stiff, and the panic flashed in his eyes when he slowly turned his head.
"Li Yang?"
Li Yang closed his eyes fiercely, took a deep breath, and tried his best to suppress the hostility in his voice when he opened his mouth, pretending to be ignorant: "Brother Jiang, what happened?"
When he was walking towards Jiang Ruhe, he walked very slowly, keeping his eyes fixed on Liang Chuanbai who looked astonished, no matter how much he tried to hide his aura, he couldn't completely restrain himself, Liang Chuanbai still found something strange, and looked back at him with raised eyebrows.
Jiang Ruhe didn't notice, the impatience on his face disappeared when he saw him, and asked with concern: "Why did you come out?"
Li Yang still stared at Liang Chuanbai coldly, but his tone was very soft, he said to Jiang Ruhe: "I see you have been out for a long time, so let's take a look."
See if there is, is not, is, what, what, want, help, help, of.
[Jiang Ruhe]: Take lunch and take a rest in the nanny's car.
Li Yang looked at this news, his eyes flashed brightly, the corners of his mouth curled up uncontrollably, the lengthy lines and transitions accumulated in his mind were thrown out like trash, and he felt relaxed.
He directly sent Yu Mange, who had contacted him a day in advance and said he would come to have a look, took a box of lunch and walked briskly out the door.
While walking, I had to hum an unknown song in my heart.
After getting into the car, the car was very well heated. The man was wearing a thin black sweater on his upper body, and his pretty waist was wrapped in it, and the waistline could be seen very clearly.
He was still in a daze, but he heard the good-looking man helplessly say to him: "Take off your makeup, remember to wipe off the lipstick on your mouth, and don't eat it when you eat."
"Are you full? How about I get another portion for you?"
There are also the exhortations when he was stuffed with a woolen cap, and the careful teaching of the script.
At some point, this person treated him like a three-year-old child and took care of him meticulously.
He likes this very much, so many times he deliberately pretends to be ignorant and ignorant in front of this person, and doesn't care about his own affairs.
Because every time at this time, this person would definitely come over and earnestly exhort and advise him, and even solve his troubles himself, lest he suffer a disadvantage.
Li Yang had already forgotten himself while getting along with Jiang Ruhe, and was deeply addicted to it as if he had been poisoned, and his whole body was drowned in this person.
He had long forgotten Yu Man's advice to him in the future.
Jiang Ruhe is much better than him, and his little-known little trafficker is entangled with him every day. Over time, it will definitely cause dissatisfaction among others.
This kind of dissatisfaction put the two of them on the hot search together, which brought Jiang Ruhe a lot of trouble, and even made him a lot of blackmail.
During that time, online abuse and fan confrontations were ubiquitous, so frequent that whenever he posted on Weibo or was blocked in real life, he would be silently slandered and slandered like a trash can.
Suffering is uncomfortable, but not heartless.
But he didn't feel wrong.
In fact, this matter has nothing to do with Yu Man, only because the other person is Jiang Ruhe, that's why he went too far and couldn't control it.
What surprised him was that Jiang Ruhe didn't blame him.
He originally thought that Jiang Ruhyuk would also alienate him after such a incident that a star would hate.
But he expressed sincerely: "It's just a little resource, and I will give it to you if you want it."
"Can you give Brother Jiang some trust?" he said.
No one knew, the reason why Li Yang kept turning his back to him at that time and didn't turn around was because his eyes were red, his shoulders were trembling, and he couldn't speak a word.
It was too embarrassing to be seen by him.
For some reason, he resisted the urge to turn around and rub this person into his arms, and instead he took a breath and shouted: "Jiang Ruhe!"
"Call me brother!" The man rushed up and punched him.
"Brother!" He shouted again blankly.
In fact, my heart is about to jump out of my throat.
Then the man lazily replied, "Hey brother."
Li Yang was delighted to find out that the posture that was about to rain and the wind filled the building had ended without a problem like this.
The man smiled and said a few words, his thin lips opened and closed, and the most beautiful words came out in a melodious voice.
Then he realized sadly that he might really be stuck with this person.
Want to stay with him forever.
No matter what you do, you can be together, in any capacity, as long as you can see him.
When he was alone, there was a vicious beast living in his heart.
But beside him, he was just a kitten with rounded claws.
Extra episode four
The filming of "Finishing" just happened to be in time for the Chinese New Year. After the year, Jiang Ruhe was busy preparing for the studio, so Li Yang couldn't see him for a long time.
Parting, it's that easy.
One person is recording a variety show outside the city, and one person is busy running around in the city.
Li Yang is happy only for a few minutes every day, and he looks forward to that moment very much.
he is afraid of ginger
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