Qin Yinong woke up once in the middle of the night, and the wine he drank in the evening returned from his stomach.She stumbled into the bathroom, hugged the toilet and vomited faintly.

Tang Ruoyao's eyelids twitched, and immediately turned over, looking towards the door.

The sound insulation of this house is very good, if it is not for a lot of movement from the opposite side, it is basically inaudible.But Tang Ruoyao didn't know what was going on, there was always a kind of intuition guiding her, just like that night, when Qin Yinong accidentally knocked over the water glass in a nightmare, she woke up immediately, rushed to the door.

It was the same today, with an indescribable feeling spreading in her heart, being strangled and twitching, she raised her hand to hold her heart, frowned slightly, stared at the door in the darkness, and listened to the movement next door with the tips of her ears pricked up.

Qin Yinong.

Tang Ruoyao got off the bed, put on a coat, opened the door and walked out.

She paused, a faint light came out from the crack in the door of Qin Yinong's room, she pressed her ear to it, and there was the sound of the toilet flushing, and the uncomfortable vomiting of the woman hidden in it.

Tang Ruoyao looked up at the not-so-thick door, the knuckles hanging by her side were bent, and stood there for a long time, but she didn't have the courage to knock.

She wanted to be with Qin Yinong, and for the rest of her life, she had always believed that she could bring her happiness.But now things backfired before the end came, Qin Yinong would rather get drunk than face her.

Is her resolute pursuit attitude right or wrong?

In love, people often feel that they are not good enough, can not do anything for the other person, do not deserve the other person.Tang Ruoyao had thought this way at home, but her greatest confidence was that she was convinced that Qin Yinong liked her, and that liking was no distinction of superiority or inferiority, like a person who drinks water and knows how warm it is.There is no match or not, only willingness and worth.

Just as Tang Ruoyao pressed down on that negative thought, a new problem caught her off guard.What if what she can give is what Qin Yinong doesn't need at all?In other words, she was unwilling, not duplicity, not putting on airs, but really unwilling.

Tang Ruoyao could ignore Qin Yinong's sarcastic remarks, and she could go through the fire again and again from the hurt, but she couldn't just sit back and watch Qin Yinong suffer grievances, especially when she brought the grievances on.

give up.

A voice said in my head.

Tang Ruoyao lowered her eyes, clenched her fists tightly, and tears rolled in her eyes.

Just give up, can you bear her being sad?

said the voice again, with a slight sigh.

Tang Ruoyao gritted her teeth, sniffed her nose, and raised her hand to wipe away the tears on her face, but she wiped more and more, and couldn't wipe it off.

A low choking sound leaked from her throat, Tang Ruoyao hurriedly covered her mouth with one hand, and hurried back to the room.With her back against the door panel, she slowly slid down to sit down as if she was exhausted, biting her arm with her teeth, crying in a suppressed voice.

After Qin Yinong vomited, she regained her sanity a lot, and the scene in the courtyard in the afternoon, which was deliberately forgotten, popped up in her mind involuntarily, and was shown back and forth.Tang Ruoyao loves her deeply, Qin Yinong has no doubt that he will do anything he asks her to do without hesitation.She loves passionately, sincerely, exclusively, and selflessly, and puts her first in everything, but because of this, Qin Yinong is even more afraid to face her.

She is destined to be unable to respond to this relationship.Every promise Tang Ruoyao made, every sincerity he expressed, was like pressing a straw called guilt on Qin Yinong's back, which became heavier and heavier, and finally crushed her.

She can give her anything, as long as she has, including body and mind, but her future will not belong to her.This is the idea she has always insisted on, and it has not wavered so far.

Qin Yinong supported the toilet and stood up, washed his face with cold water, propped his hands on the edge of the sink, looked at the numb woman in the mirror, rolled his dull eyes slowly, and lowered his head to notice the pain on his body. A suspender nightdress with confused eyes.

She won't be broken after drinking, and she remembers the scene before drunk clearly.Guan Han would never change her clothes, the only one who could do it was Tang Ruoyao.

Qin Yinong suddenly frowned fiercely.

Didn't she see herself like this?What would she think?

Qin Yinong's heart couldn't stop sinking.

Does she feel like it's her fault?

Qin Yinong's heart skipped a beat, and he rushed out, and slammed the door open. The corridor was empty, and a gust of wind with drizzle came in from the loosely closed window at the end. Qin Yi concentrated his shoulders and shivered. .

She stood in front of Tang Ruoyao's door, pursed her thin lips slightly, raised her hand, and tapped lightly for a long time.

thump—

The sound of a door rang in his ears. Tang Ruoyao raised his red eyes and listened intently, thinking that he was hallucinating.

thump—

Another sound.

Qin Yinong lowered his eyelids, pursed his lips, and waited quietly for a few seconds without any response.She turned back, but heard a deep and hoarse voice from across the door: "Who?"

Qin Yinong opened her mouth, but did not make a sound. She had to clear her throat before she could smoothly spit out a single word: "I."

Tang Ruoyao's back was pressed against the door panel, almost her whole body was trembling, she bit the tiger's jaw forcefully, then suppressed the trembling sound in her words, and said calmly: "I'm asleep, what's the matter, Teacher Qin? "

Qin Yinong was silent for a long time, facing the closed door, asked: "...Did you change my clothes?"

"Guan Han asked me to help."

"I'm here to thank you." After a pause, Qin Yinong added, "something happened at home, I'm in a bad mood, and I got drunk inadvertently."

"...It's a little effort, thank you."

The voice from inside was polite and alienated, Qin Yinong answered dryly: "Then go on to sleep, good night."

"OK, good night."

The sound of footsteps faded away, followed by the sound of the door next door being closed.

Tang Ruoyao let go of her bleeding lower lip, sat down on the ground again, and wrapped her hands around her knees.

What a coincidence, just after I finished that sentence with her, something happened suddenly at her family, and Tang Ruoyao didn't believe a word of such a lame excuse.She came to explain in the middle of the night, just because she didn't want her to blame herself for this, which further proved that the matter was caused by her.

She raised her face, smiled wryly, she could no longer shed tears, if her love is really a burden to Qin Yinong...

***

During the few days when Tang Ruoyao asked for leave, the "left behind child" Xin Qian lived alone in the villa, happy like a mouse in a rice vat, waking up, eating, eating and playing, and continued to sleep when she was tired, living her life upside down day and night happy life.On the day Tang Ruoyao came back, she slept all afternoon and ate a bowl of noodles cooked by Tang Ruoyao in the evening. With the thought of going to work the next day, she fell asleep early, which caused her to wake up earlier. Sleeping late at night, I didn't feel sleepy at all.

The sound insulation on the first floor is not as good as that on the second floor. Any movement in the living room can be heard in Xin Qian's room.Lying on the bed, she suddenly felt that the air was cold and faint. There were sneaky footsteps coming from the living room, which didn't stop for a long time.

She went to the ground barefoot, holding a slipper in her hand, quietly opened the door, and looked out cautiously.

Standing in front of the refrigerator was a slender and graceful figure, very familiar.After the man turned around, Xin Qian became even more familiar.She put down the slippers, found another one to wear, and walked out.

"Tang Tang, what are you doing?" She cried out in shock when she approached, "Your eyes!"

Tang Ruoyao held two red rabbit eyes, and held two ice packs in his hand. It was too late to hide, so he greeted calmly, "You just got up, give me a cold compress."

Xin Qian quickly took it over, pressed her to sit on the sofa, and gently applied cold compresses to her, asking, "What's going on?"

The coldness soaked into the eyelids, Tang Ruoyao hissed softly, resisting the urge to dodge, and prevaricated: "I'm reading the script, and I acted for a while."

"No matter how dedicated you are, you don't have to be like this. Director Han will definitely scold you when he sees it tomorrow." Xin Qian said, not doubting her statement at all.

"I know, that's why I applied cold compresses, and tried to get rid of it in the morning." Tang Ruoyao closed her eyes and asked her, "Do you think it's serious?" She didn't cry for long, because her skin was fair and tender, and it was obvious when she cried.

"It's okay." Xin Qian observed carefully, "It should be fine after a night of sleep."

Tang Ruoyao breathed a sigh of relief.

Xin Qian threw the used ice pack into the trash can, clapped her hands, and said, "Okay, go to bed quickly, if you don't get enough sleep at night, you will get swollen, and it will not only be the eyes that are swollen."

Tang Ruoyao smiled and said, "Good night."

"Good night." Xin Qian warned, "Don't read the script anymore, I won't be able to get up tomorrow."

Tang Ruoyao responded with a smile.

Falling asleep with difficulty, awakened by the alarm clock in the morning, Tang Ruoyao opened his eyes, raised his fingers to press his sore temples, and went into the bathroom immediately, looking at his eyes in the mirror, except for his pale face and a little lack of energy ,There is no problem.

Young people have strong physical foundation and fast self-healing ability.Tang Ruoyao brushed her teeth, washed her teeth, put on light makeup, put on lipstick, her lips were red and her teeth were white, and her face was radiant, so she couldn't see the negligible haggardness.

After finishing packing, she habitually opened the door, leaving a gap so that she could hear the movement on the other side.Just after doing this, Tang Ruoyao was taken aback for a moment, and Tang Ruoyao stood there in a daze for a while, her long eyelashes drooping, and she opened the door and went out.

It was strange for Xin Qian to see her going downstairs alone, and looked behind her: "Where's Teacher Qin?"

Tang Ruoyao looked at her calmly, without answering.

Xin Qian put her mind to her own mind, and she still looked at her with eyes, so she immediately stopped asking questions with interest.

***

Qin Yinong is not as good as Tang Ruoyao's body, and has been spoiled by high-quality sleep these past few days. Last night, with a cold hangover and insomnia, he felt like a chisel was digging into the deepest part of his mind. She seemed to be crying, the pain brought tears to her eyes, her figure was shaking and she could hardly stand upright.

Guan Han helped her by the arm in time, and said in a low voice, "Miss Yao has already gone downstairs."

What she saw in the corridor happened to bump into the other person's back.

Qin Yinong pinched the fingertips between his eyebrows and paused for a long time without saying a word.

Guan Han reported again in a low voice: "You were drunk last night, I asked her to change your pajamas."

"I know." Qin Yi said hoarsely.

Guan Han stared at her incomparably different expression, and suddenly regretted deeply, did she make a wrong decision last night.If Tang Ruoyao is not allowed to see Qin Yinong drunk, will the two of them be able to stay the same.

"Sister Qin, I..." Guan Han's jawline tensed, his mouth was tightly pursed, and there was a rare expression on his face, he hesitated to speak.

Qin Yinong seemed to see through what she was thinking, and said, "It has nothing to do with you." This is a matter between the two of them, and they will have to face it sooner or later.

She pulled her arm out of Guan Han's hand, and staggered into the bathroom.

Xin Qian answered the phone and said to Tang Ruoyao, "The crew's car is here." Looking at the expressionless Tang Ruoyao, she unconsciously lowered her voice, "Shall we go now?"

Tang Ruoyao said: "Don't go, wait for Teacher Qin later."

There was a hint of puzzlement in Xin Qian's eyes.

Tang Ruoyao's emotional ups and downs in the crew are basically related to Qin Yinong. If she is smiling, it means that she and Qin Yinong are developing well. wait for her?

Tang Ruoyao had no intention of explaining her doubts. He looked down at today's notice on his phone, and looked up the stairs from time to time.

One light and one heavy, two footsteps sounded alternately, stepping on the wooden stairs.

Tang Ruoyao turned off the phone screen, stood up, put one hand into the pocket of the black trousers, and looked at her as she stepped down step by step.

Qin Yinong saw her at a glance, and briefly tightened her fingers on the handrail of the stairs, making an elusive pause. She walked closer, with a kind and gentle smile on the corner of her mouth, polite and thoughtful: "Mr. good."

"Morning." Tang Ruoyao replied politely, her eyes wandering over Qin Yinong's face.

The tiredness that couldn't be concealed by makeup, Tang Ruoyao's heart twitched suddenly, and the hand in his trouser pocket was clenched until his fingertips turned white.

"Did Teacher Tang have breakfast?"

"Ate."

"My car is already waiting outside, see you on set."

"See you on set."

The two met each other downstairs, exchanged a few words of nonchalant greetings, and left the villa one after the other.

Han Yuping rested at home for two days. He also arrived yesterday. He was in a good mood, but seeing Qin Yinong's face made his mouth itch, and he spat at her, saying that she was obsessed with beauty.

Qin Yinong said with a good temper: "You are right."

Han Yuping: "???" He said, "Have you been stimulated by something?"

Qin Yinong smiled, and her tone was brisk: "No. By the way," she said, "Lin Ruohan is coming to visit my class today, you send someone to pick her up at the door."

Lin Ruohan had worked with Han Yuping before, and Han Yuping was familiar with him, so he agreed without saying a word.

Speaking of Lin Ruohan, his temperament is a bit like Qin Yinong's, both of them are very beautiful and can attract people's attention at a glance in the crowd.It's just that Qin Yinong's charm lies in her charm, not in her bones.Lin Ruohan was famous for her beauty, her facial features were sculpted to the extreme by the creator, and she couldn't pick out any flaws.

If you really want to have a deep friendship with two people, it's completely different.In Han Yuping's heart, Qin Yinong is an old dog, he is always speechless, and Lin Ruohan is sweet and talkative, much cuter than her.

But Han Yuping still likes Qin Yinong more, no one else can compare to her.No way, no matter how good other people's children are, they can't compare to their own.Who told him to identify Qin Yinong first?

After explaining this matter, Han Yuping suddenly remembered something, looked behind Qin Yinong, and asked doubtfully, "Where's Tang Ruoyao?"

"Her car is behind, it will arrive later."

"She's not with you?"

"Avoid suspicion." Qin Yinong said lightly.

Han Yuping clicked his tongue, and said, "It was a hot search last time, and I'm avoiding suspicion." He slapped Qin Yinong's arm, lowered his voice, and said, "It's no wonder you two have talked for so long and no news has come out. Come out, just thinking about avoiding suspicion."

Qin Yinong didn't argue: "Yes."

"According to me, you don't need to be so careful." Before the other leading actor arrived, Han Yuping, as Qin Yinong's half-old father, had nothing to do, so he said a few more words, "There is no impenetrable wall in the world, you I always hide and hide, and sooner or later it will be exposed. It’s better to be generous. As long as you don’t get caught, you can be a good sister outside. Now there are many good sisters holding hands and talking to each other. Go, there is no need to avoid suspicion at all.”

The corners of Qin Yinong's lips tugged lightly: "You know a lot."

Han Yuping raised his eyebrows and raised his eyes: "Who am I all for?"

Qin Yinong smiled and said, "For me."

"Aren't I mainly worried about your lonely life? It's not easy for you to meet someone you like. It's not easy to be together." Han Yuping didn't say anything before, but he was bald in secret, looking at thirty, He doesn't even talk about a relationship, and he is still a workaholic. There is no gap in time.

Now with Tang Ruoyao, he will give himself a holiday, although the reason is outrageous.

"She's here." Han Yuping saw Tang Ruoyao's figure getting out of the car and walking over from afar, clapping his hands, shaking his sleeves and leaving, "I'm off to work, you guys talk."

Qin Yinong stood still.

Tang Ruoyao walked up to her and greeted her: "Teacher Qin."

"Go make up." Qin Yi replied with a smile, and then took Guan Han back to the lounge.

Xin Qian stared at her in confusion, almost scratching her head. Is this a quarrel or not?

Tang Ruoyao was sitting in front of the makeup mirror, and the stylist was tinkering with her hairstyle. She spread her palms and looked at the nail prints on her palms.

She didn't dare to go in, not sure if the retreat was correct, so she could only grope in the white mist.

She didn't like being in such a situation, full of powerlessness, so she forced herself to temporarily put aside her subjective feelings.Qin Yinong is her love, but love is not the whole of life, if you can't figure it out, don't think about it, save your spare energy for other things.

Tang Ruoyao closed her eyes, let out a long breath, and thought about the scene to be filmed today in her mind.

The honeymoon period does not take up much of the entire movie, and the shooting schedule is only a little more than half a month, which is still relaxed. If the two perform well, it will not take so long.Therefore, in the case of a three-day delay, according to the original shooting schedule, it was only a little nervous, and there were only a few scenes left, including the most important sex scene.

Tang Ruoyao was worried that with his current state, he would not be able to act perfectly.Fortunately, there are still two days left, and she can find a way to adjust slowly.Han Yuping is right, she can't always rely on acting with all her heart and soul, and let the emotions outside the play affect her too much, she must learn to let reason override emotions occasionally.Perhaps, she can do the opposite and try it on Qin Yinong first.

The makeup artist finished her last stroke and said, "Okay, Teacher Tang."

Tang Ruoyao opened his eyes with clear eyes, looked at the makeup artist in the mirror, bent his lips and smiled, "Thank you."

Her eyes are too bright.

The make-up artist showed a trace of embarrassment for no reason, and whispered: "It should."

When Tang Ruoyao arrived at the shooting center, Qin Yinong arrived one step ahead of her. Seeing her coming, he nodded and smiled.Tang Ruoyao also smiled back at her, and raised the script in his hand: "Is it the right play?"

Qin Yinong smiled: "Okay."

Both of them were unscripted, and they played against each other while walking.The scene is not strict in terms of emotional substitution. This scene is the morning after the two have a relationship. Qin Yinong is wearing a coat and standing in front of the window, looking far away, not knowing what he is thinking.

Tang Ruoyao woke up rubbing her eyes, got up and walked over, hugged her from behind, kissed her on the cheek, and asked confusedly: "Why do you wake up so early?"

Qin Yi tightened her coat tightly and said, "I'm looking at the morning of this city."

Tang Ruoyao was not interested in the city, but only in the woman in her arms, but Qin Yinong said, she followed suit and asked, "Then what did you see?"

Qin Yinong paused for two seconds and said, "It's very lively." Standing here in the hazy morning mist, but also far away, she felt more clearly that she was just a passerby.

She also missed her son Xu Di, who hadn't seen him for so long.

But having said that, Han Zifei would definitely not be happy, thinking she was a disappointment, she simply didn't say anything.

Tang Ruoyao laughed, and turned her face to kiss her.

Since it was a scene and there was no real kiss, Tang Ruoyao just made a kiss and pushed her to the window step by step. Witnessed by the newly awakened city, she smiled and closed her eyes, and kissed her only true love in this life.

Qin Yinong let her "kiss" for a while, then turned his head away when she wanted to go further, and asked, "When shall we go back?"

"You want to go back?"

"It's a little tiring."

Disappointment flashed in Tang Ruoyao's eyes, but he still unconditionally followed the woman's wishes and said softly, "Then shall we go back tomorrow? I'll go to the station to buy tickets."

Qin Yinong changed his words: "Let's play for two more days."

Tang Ruoyao: "Huh?"

Qin Yinong muttered: "I don't know when I will come out next time."

Tang Ruoyao held her hand, brought it to her lips and kissed, and promised with a smile: "As long as you want, you can do it anytime. We have a lifetime, so we can take our time."

……

After the show was over, Tang Ruoyao was still sitting beside Qin Yinong, and said in a cadence, "I have agreed to a lifetime, but a year, a day, or an hour is not a lifetime!"

Qin Yinong slapped her arm with the script, and said softly: "It's a string of words."

Tang Ruoyao said angrily, "Don't I think it's very suitable to use it here? I just made a lifetime promise with my front foot, and then broke the promise with my back foot. How can there be someone like you?"

Qin Yinong silently lowered his head to take out his phone, and clicked on the screen, while Tang Ruoyao leaned over to look at it.

Qin Yinong: [@柴柴柴子秋, come out and get beaten]

Tang Ruoyao has something to follow: [Come out and get beaten @柴柴柴子秋]

Chai Ziqiu: [I am too difficult]

Chai Ziqiu: [Where did you two take pictures? 】

Qin Yinong: [The honeymoon is almost over [smiles]]

Chai Ziqiu: [Then what, I'm going on a business trip recently, and there will be no signal for about two or three months, so I can't see it when I send messages]

After he finished speaking, he disappeared, and no matter how Qin Yinong poked him, he didn't froze.

Tang Ruoyao couldn't laugh or cry.

Han Yuping raised the loudspeaker: "The actors are in place, and all departments are in place."

Qin Yinong and Tang Ruoyao stood up and hurriedly returned to their respective positions.

"The first... first shot of "True Colors", action!"

Tang Ruoyao mobilized his emotions and retracted them freely. Outside the play, he was indifferent, but in the play he could still play the passionate love to the fullest.When she was in good condition, Qin Yinong felt less worried about her and was more relaxed.

The two achieved each other, and the scene soared.

Tang Ruoyao was too involved in the kissing scene, she didn't pay attention when she pushed Qin Yinong towards the window while kissing, her feet were not steady, and the two of them fell towards the window edge uncontrollably.

Tang Ruoyao reacted quickly, turned around holding Qin Yinong, and bumped into her with his back, making a muffled sound.

Qin Yinong quickly got up from her arms and asked, "Are you all right?"

Han Yuping also poked his head out from behind the monitor and asked, "Is there a problem?"

Tang Ruoyao raised his hand to straighten Qin Yinong's messy long hair, and said, "No, I'm sorry Director Han, let's take another shot."

"Puchi." A sudden chuckle came from the set.

Tang Ruoyao frowned slightly, and looked in the direction of the sound. A woman wearing a peaked cap folded her arms and stood there with a big face. She had long chestnut hair reaching her back, long legs and slender waist, and beautiful features. The first sight almost takes your breath away.

Tang Ruoyao frowned even deeper.

Qin Yinong: "...Leave her alone and film."

Tang Ruoyao took a last look in Lin Ruohan's direction and settled down.

"The first shot of "True Colors"... the second shot, action!"

With the "rival in love" present, Tang Ruoyao's fighting spirit grew exponentially and was brought into full play.

Han Yuping cheered up: "Come on, pass!"

Qin Yinong's lips hurt, Tang Ruoyao kissed her too hard just now.She took the mineral water handed by Guan Han, took a sip, and relieved a little, and there was a sound of footsteps behind her.

Qin Yinong walked away a few steps.

Lin Ruohan stomped her feet angrily: "Stop for me."

The corners of Qin Yinong's mouth raised slightly, he bit the mouth of the mineral water bottle and looked back: "What are you doing?"

Lin Ruohan feigned anger and said, "Is there someone like you? I came to visit your class, and you don't feel any enthusiasm for me?"

Qin Yinong stood still.

Lin Ruohan went over to hug her affectionately, smelled her body, and said intoxicated, "It smells so good."

Tang Ruoyao came over without making a sound, and said coldly, "Senior Lin."

Lin Ruohan let go of Qin Yinong, looked her up and down, with a hint of amusement in his eyes.

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