presumptuous [entertainment]

Tang Ruoyao rejected the tissue that Xin Qian silently handed over, took a deep breath, picked up her messed up mood, and called Qin Yinong first.

"Sorry, the phone you dialed is off..."

Even though he was mentally prepared to hear the cold mechanical female voice, Tang Ruoyao couldn't help but blushed again.

She cut off the phone, clasped her hands to the edge of the balcony, her heart heaved irregularly, and she held back her tears.After calming down a little, he called Han Yuping again.

It's time to go back to the original shooting location tomorrow, Qin Yinong left without saying goodbye today, and should say hello to Han Yuping.

Han Yuping picked it up and said, "She asked for leave and went home."

Tang Ruoyao subconsciously let out an ah.

Han Yuping: "Why didn't she tell you?"

Tang Ruoyao paused, pretending to be surprised and joyful, and said, "Ah, I told you, I didn't pay attention to the text message you sent me. I only found out after you told me." Then he asked, "When did she leave?" ?”

Han Yuping: "Didn't she tell you in the news?"

Tang Ruoyao: "I went to dinner with my manager tonight, and she sent me a message at five o'clock."

Han Yuping: "Oh, that's about the same as the time she told me. Her plane at eight o'clock in the evening has just taken off now."

Tang Ruoyao: "Thank you Director Han."

Han Yuping was silent for a while, and asked: "Did she really tell you?" The two guys were always at odds in the crew, and Han Yuping had to doubt the truth of what she said.

"real."

"Alright then." Han Yuping said, "Come to me if you have anything you can't solve."

"Thank you Director Han."

"You're welcome, go to bed early."

Tang Ruoyao hung up the phone and stood by the window for a long time.

Xin Qian followed her silently after she came back, for fear that something might happen to her.Now Tang Ruoyao was standing still, and she was also standing there, but she was tired from standing for a long time, and beat her lower back with her backhand.

Tang Ruoyao turned her head inadvertently, seeing Xin Qian grinning to stretch her muscles, she couldn't help but bend the corner of her lower lip, and said gently, "Go back and rest first."

Xin Qian shook her head.

As an assistant, she was still a very incompetent assistant. Tang Ruoyao was obviously in a bad condition. If she went back like this, she would have a bad conscience.

Tang Ruoyao: "You can't help much here."

Xin Qian blurted out: "I can accompany you, and if you want to cry, I can lend you your shoulder."

Tang Ruoyao burst out laughing.

"I don't want to cry."

"But..." Xin Qian whispered, "Why did Queen Qin leave you without saying goodbye?"

Tang Ruoyao's eyes suddenly turned sour. Her assistant really couldn't speak as usual.

Tang Ruoyao: "If you don't go downstairs to rest, I will deduct your salary."

Xin Qian ran away.

Tang Ruoyao went back to her room and took her pajamas, occupied Qin Yinong's room, took a bath by herself, and came out to face the bed without Qin Yinong.She checked the flight from the local area to the capital on the Internet. It took off at [-] o'clock and landed at [-]:[-]. She sent a message at [-]:[-].

***

"Sister Qin?"

Qin Yinong raised his eyes, the phone screen was on.

"The flight is about to take off." Guan Han's voice and the cabin announcement sounded at the same time, "It's time to shut down."

Qin Yinong looked down at the quiet WeChat, his expression was gloomy.

Obviously she left without saying goodbye, knowing that Tang Ruoyao was still out having dinner with her manager, and until the last moment before takeoff, she was still subconsciously looking forward to news about Tang Ruoyao.

Get angry, question, whatever.

Even if she didn't think about how to reply her.

Long press the volume and lock screen keys, slide your fingertips on the top of the screen, and the phone screen finally completely darkens.

The lights on the runway of the airport are sparse, the plane taxis quickly on the runway, the body leans back briefly, the heart loses weight, the ground is getting farther and farther away, countless people and buildings have become distant dots, for this short-lived dream Draw an end point.

The stewardess gently asked what he wanted to drink, Qin Yinong ordered a glass of red wine, lifted it up and clinked the glass with Guan Hanyao.

Guan Han sat next to her, separated by an aisle, and took a sip of lemonade.

Qin Yinong didn't realize until after drinking that she had broken her promise and only promised a certain child not to drink tonight in the afternoon.

A wry smile appeared on the corner of his lips.

"I'm going to the bathroom." She stood up suddenly from the chair.

Guan Han went with her and waited at the door.

There was a sound of vomiting from inside, which lasted for a long time, Guan Han frowned.

Until all he spit out was the acid water in his stomach, Qin Yinong withdrew his index finger from his throat, washed his hands in the sink, rinsed his mouth, pressed the corners of his mouth with a paper towel, and straightened his hair in front of the mirror. Only then did she open the door and come out.

Her unwell face turned even paler, and the lights in the aisle of the cabin lit up miserable white, bloodless, like a wandering lonely soul.

"Sister Qin." Guan Han said worriedly.

"It's okay." Qin Yinong waved his hand, "Bring me a glass of mineral water."

She sat back in her seat, holding a disposable paper cup in both hands and slowly sipping water, suppressing the sour and bitter taste in her throat.The mineral water was cold, and her body temperature was also ice-cold. The liquid entered her throat, and Qin Yinong flinched slightly.

Suddenly I miss someone's body temperature, I miss her warm palm wrapping my fingers and rubbing them, and whispering softly in her ear.

It was unforgettable for her once.

Qin Yinong unfolded the thin blanket on the plane to cover her body, and gradually became warm, even if it wasn't so strong, it was extremely real and could always be held in her hands.She clutched a corner of the blanket, turned off the light in the seat, and closed her eyes to try to fall asleep.

She felt that she hadn't fallen asleep, but she didn't have the two-hour flight in her memory. When she opened her eyes, she heard the sound of the radio, and there was a mess in her ears, all of which were buzzing and empty echoes, similar to tinnitus.

She had a splitting headache, and when the ringing in her ears passed, she heard the radio saying what time the flight is expected to land, please fasten your seat belts and so on.

Qin Yinong raised her finger and pinched the center of her eyebrows, then looked down at her watch.

Ten past ten.

She forced herself to concentrate on her home in the capital, did Ningning sleep?He should be asleep. He didn't tell Ji Shulan the news of his sudden return. Based on the biological clock of the old and the young, he should have gone to bed early.

By the way, there is also Aunt Fang. The last time Ji Shulan called home, she also said that Aunt Fang's son-in-law seemed to be sick. Her daughter was busy with work, and Aunt Fang went to the hospital to take care of her for two days.

What did Ning Ning's teacher say last time, that she was gossiped by her classmates at school, what else?

She thought hard, thought hard, but a name still popped up in her mind.

Tang Ruoyao...

When she comes home and finds that she left without saying goodbye, will she be sad, will she hide and cry secretly, will she...

Once thoughts grow, they are like weeds blown by the spring breeze, squeezing other people and things without any gaps. Qin Yinong's knuckles, which are clasping the armrest of the seat, turn white with force, and the air in his lungs seems to be suddenly drained , she had to open her mouth to breathe, and raised her face to keep the tears that had welled up to the edge of her eyes from falling.

It's getting weaker and weaker.

Qin Yinong thought to himself mockingly.

It took her 2 minutes to calm down, lowered her eyes, and sat motionless in her seat.

At 10:[-], the flight landed on the runway and taxied to slow down, [-] minutes earlier than the expected arrival time.

Qin Yinong turned on the phone, and a message popped up from the notification interface, almost pinching the point where the signal was connected.

Tang Ruoyao: [Has it landed? 】

The news lay quietly in the dialogue box between Qin Yinong and Tang Ruoyao.

Qin Yinong did not return.

Followed by another one.

Tang Ruoyao: [[Starry Sky Picture]]

Another one.

Tang Ruoyao: [I just watched the moon on the balcony for a while, there are stars tonight, it's very beautiful, the capital is so smoggy, you missed it]

Qin Yinong vigorously rubbed the edge of the phone body with his thumb, his eyes suddenly turned red.

Tang Ruoyao didn't post after sending three messages. There was no anger, no questioning, no hysteria, and it never happened when she left without saying goodbye.

She is always gentle and tolerant, and even the hurt she brings to her can be put away with a smile.

Qin Yinong will not think that she has no heart and doesn't know pain, but she chooses to push forward with her heart against the tip of her spear and never retreat.

After the heartache, there was an overwhelming sense of powerlessness.

The guilt of not knowing how to deal with such a person nearly overwhelmed her.

Why just refuse to give up? !She almost wanted to scream in her face.

Desperately getting off the phone, changing from the ferry car to the nanny car, Qin Yinong entered the courtyard of the house, and the phone in his pocket buzzed again: [Are you home yet?Please be safe, I am very worried about you]

After Tang Ruoyao sent this message, she lay flat on the bed, her heart heaved slightly, and tears silently dripped from the corners of her eyes, seeping into the pillow.

She is forcing Qin Yinong, she doesn't want to force her, but she has no other way.

This is a game between the two of them, whoever will be soft-hearted first.

long time.

She got a reply.

Qin Yinong: [Peace]

Not surprisingly, Qin Yinong was defeated.

She is always soft-hearted, so in this relationship, Tang Ruoyao frequently finds opportunities to take advantage of.

While forcing herself to be ruthless, and seeing Tang Ruoyao wronged because of her ruthlessness, she gave up all the established principles and repeatedly lingered her heart. She is such a person who is full of contradictions, but makes people feel distressed people.

Tang Ruoyao understands her, so she loves her even more, far above her own feelings.

So she was not happy, she just felt sad, and replied: [Good night]

She knew that Qin Yinong would not reply, so she closed her eyes and went to sleep after posting.

Qin Yinong turned on the light in the living room by himself, and sat quietly on the sofa with his head down.

Perhaps the noise outside alarmed the old man in the house. Ji Shulan opened the door with her clothes on, walked over from a distance with her eyes squinted, and said in an uncertain tone, "Dudu?"

Qin Yinong raised her head, half of her face was covered by her long hair, she stroked it with her hand, quickly adjusted her expression before her face was completely exposed, smiled, and said, "Mom."

"You child, why didn't you say anything when you came back?" Ji Shulan walked over quickly with a lame leg, her figure was a little unsteady, "Are you hungry? Mom will make you supper."

"No, I've had dinner. Aren't I afraid to disturb your sleep?"

"I'm your mother, what else is there to disturb?" Ji Shulan asked her, "Is the filming over?"

"No, just finished filming a section, I asked for leave to go home for two days, and leave the day after tomorrow."

"Oh, then..." Ji Shulan was at a loss for words, and said, "Don't you really want to eat something?"

"Really." Qin Yi smiled and nodded in affirmation.

"Ning Ning is asleep." Ji Shulan looked in the direction of the bedroom and said again.

"I know, don't wake her up, and surprise her tomorrow morning."

Ji Shulan moved her lips, muttered for a long time, and said: "...then you should go back to sleep early, you are very tired on the road."

"you too, good night."

"Good night."

Qin Yinong sent Ji Shulan back to the bedroom, and glanced at Ning Ning who was sleeping soundly.When the child was growing up, Qin Jianing had good genes, her parents were both tall and straight, with tall legs and long legs. After not seeing each other for two months, Qin Yinong felt that Qin Jianing had grown up a lot. Her hair was soft and black, and she hung it down to cover her half A white forehead, sleeping peacefully.

Although her facial features resembled Qin Yinong's, her temperament was more like her biological mother's, gentle and elegant.

Qin Yinong lowered his head and gently kissed his daughter's forehead, tucked the corner of the quilt for her, turned around and walked to the door, turned off the lights for the old and the young, and went upstairs alone with heavy steps.

There are four people in the Qin residence. Ji Shulan and Aunt Fang are both old people. Ning Ning is a child. They live with Ji Shulan at night. The activity area of ​​the three people is downstairs. Only Qin Yinong lives on the second floor, except for herself. The first room and the study room, the other rooms are vacant all year round, the doors are closed, the corridor is lonely and deserted, and the echo of the emptiness can be heard when you step on the floor.

"Teacher Qin." There was a sudden voice from behind.

Leaping up and up, like a free bird, it seemed as if it was about to fly towards him immediately, holding her tightly.

Qin Yinong's brows twitched, and the corners of his lips hooked up with joy unconsciously, and he turned around.

The long corridor is silent, with an open window at the end.

The smile in her eyes gradually faded.

Tang Ruoyao's voice suddenly sounded in his mind.

——Did you notice the air leak in this corridor?I turned it off when I first came out and it was still windy.

——I guess the master who installed the doors and windows didn't install them properly. I also have several windows like this in my house. After installing the screens, the windows hardly need to be moved.

Qin Yinong walked over to check the window by accident.

Just a few years after the house was bought, the master who installed the doors and windows was also very responsible. She closed it as soon as she closed it, so that no wind could get in.

But she still felt cold, the cold that pierced into her bones, forcing her to quicken her pace, entered the room, turned on the air conditioner in the room immediately, and went to the bathroom to take a hot shower.

The water temperature was turned up on purpose, and the skin all over her body turned red. Qin Yinong showered for a while before coming out in a thick nightgown.Habitually open the wine cabinet to get wine, flick your fingertips, and check the time on your phone. It's not twelve o'clock, which belongs to today's category, so I endured it back.

Not able to drink, not feeling sleepy, and not wanting to sleep, Qin Yinong sat on the bedside and worked hard to pass the time.

There are less than 10 minutes left, after twelve o'clock, she can drink.

She tightened the neckline of her nightgown, sat with her knees hugged, and couldn't help thinking about Tang Ruoyao, thinking about the bits and pieces since they first met, playing in her mind like a revolving lantern.

When exactly did she fall in love with Tang Ruoyao, she didn't know herself, maybe it was the moment she raised her head on the wine table, which was very similar to herself at the beginning; maybe it was because after she brought him back, she thought that To fulfill the duty of a lover, he clumsily pleases himself while trembling with fear. Qin Yinong's poor acting skills often make Qin Yinong laugh in his heart and forget a lot of unhappiness. The same idea came to mind; maybe it was...

The occurrence of love does not have to be thrilling, and it often takes root in the dark.Qin Yinong focused more and more attention on that young girl, watching her busy or leisurely, focused or distracted, seeing her eyes slightly drooping in front of him, but couldn't help but peek at him , afraid that he would discover something, and also afraid that he would not be able to discover her thoughts.

Girlish feelings are always poetic, very cute.

At that time, Qin Yinong's elder sister had just returned to China, she was pregnant, haggard, and in a mess, subconsciously, Qin Yinong didn't want to accept the cruel reality, so she often hid here like Tang Ruoyao, and her liking came naturally.

Qin Yinong's family was not harmonious. Since she was a child, she heard Ji Shulan say how good Qin Hongjian was before, but she only saw a father who was addicted to alcohol, a father who was always violent and made life difficult for the whole family. His heart was changeable. , is the truth she was forced to understand from birth.Later, when Qin Lunong returned to China, she developed a natural fear of love.

She didn't expect to fall in love with Tang Ruoyao at that time, and she didn't realize it at the beginning, the kind of moment when she wanted to pay attention to the other party, happy with the other party's happiness, worried about the other party's worries, and when the other party frowned, her heart felt as if it was pulled Uncomfortable feeling is liking.

It wasn't until Tang Ruoyao came back from the finale banquet that he pretended to be crazy with wine and kissed her.

Her heart was beating fast, and she almost pinched her chin and kissed her back.

She made an excuse to cook sober soup and escaped from her side.

While cooking the soup, her mind was in a mess and she thought a lot about how to tell the other party, whether to avoid it as if she didn't know, or to talk to her openly.She thought that she might need some time to think about this matter.

But she has no time.

Qin Lunong died suddenly and committed suicide by cutting his wrists.

Her sky seemed to have collapsed, it was dark all day long, and there was no harbor in this world where she could anchor with peace of mind.She also left behind an infant daughter, Ji Shulan shed tears all day long, Qin Yinong didn't have time to grieve, and didn't have a chance to cry, so he supported the family first.

Her budding feelings were crushed by the heavy burden on her shoulders and strangled to death in the cradle.

It is her only wish for the rest of her life to provide Ji Shulan with retirement and raise Ning Ning to an adult.As for herself, from the day Qin Lunong passed away, she was buried with her.

She can't afford another person's future, and can no longer afford to risk losing one.

Simply, if she doesn't start, it won't end.

Love is something she does alone. For her, a lover is hope and the courage to survive, but being loved is a burden, a shackle, and an inescapable prison.

Sensing her increasingly indifferent attitude, Tang Ruoyao's eyes darkened, and she gradually withdrew her tentative thoughts.Qin Yinong was an international movie queen at that time, and it was more than enough to fool a Tang Ruoyao with her acting skills. She thought, this is very good, everything is going according to her expectations.

Tang Ruoyao didn't have deep feelings for her, and was more obsessed with her appearance and aura than she really liked her. In time, she would no longer like her.When I don't need to be close to her anymore and can live a good life, I will leave her and guard her silently behind my back without letting her know.

Tang Ruoyao will have his own life, will have someone who will accompany him to the end of his life, and will definitely live a splendid and colorful life.

Qin Yinong expected that it would be a few years later, but he didn't expect the accident to happen so quickly.

God seems to like to make fun of her.

On a certain day three years ago, there was no moon and no stars.

Qin Yinong was socializing outside, and the wine table was full of bigwigs in the industry, so she was forced to drink a lot of wine. Rao, she could drink a thousand glasses, and she could fight a table of men by herself, so she drank top-heavy that day. Guan Han vomited a lot in the bathroom of the clubhouse before being helped into the car by Guan Han.

Guan Han sat with her in the back seat, handed her a blindfold, and told her to close her eyes and rest.

Qin Yinong got a headache from drinking and couldn't sleep at all. The originally mild neurasthenia became more serious, and his ears became extremely sensitive.Guan Han's cell phone vibrated, and she took off the blindfold angrily. The hostility in her eyes could hardly be suppressed, and she asked sharply, "Who is it?"

Guan Han took out his phone to look at it, and frowned: "It's... Miss Yao."

The rare surlyness on Qin Yinong's face quickly dissipated, and his voice softened unknowingly: "What did she say?"

"I don't understand." Guan Han handed her the phone to read.

Tang Ruoyao: [The finale banquet, I am here]

There is no beginning and no end.

Qin Yinong pinched the center of his eyebrows: "Is she wrapping up today?" In order to avoid his thoughts of being close to her, Qin Yinong deliberately didn't remember the other party's itinerary.

Guan Han said, "Yes."

Another message popped up.

Tang Ruoyao: 【jiu】

Qin Yinong's eyelids twitched, Jiu?Which pronunciation?which word?

There was no news after that.

Guan Han glanced at Qin Yinong, Qin Yinong's pupils shrank suddenly, and he made a decisive decision: "Go and find out, where is her finale banquet, which box?" Her heart was beating wildly, her palms were sweating, it was help!Help! Help!

She hoped not, but she couldn't afford the risk.

Guan Han has been with her for many years, and has all the sources of information that should be available, not to mention that Qin Yinong doesn't pay attention, she needs to know what Tang Ruoyao has been doing recently, in case Qin Yinong asks on the spur of the moment.

Guan Han found out the hotel where the finale was held, and the car turned around temporarily and sped away in the dark.

Qin Yinong stepped on high-heeled shoes, still drunk, got out of the car in too much haste, almost sprained her foot, Guan Han quickly grabbed her wrist, the two rushed into the hotel with a line of bodyguards, and broke into the private room .

Qin Yinong looked around, but he didn't see Tang Ruoyao, so Guan Han grabbed someone's arm and asked forcefully, "Where's Tang Ruoyao?"

The man heyed twice and said, "I went out with XX."

XX is the name of the person who drugged Tang Ruoyao.

"Where have you been?"

"Go..." The man didn't want to answer, but seeing Qin Yinong's gloomy expression behind her, and an extremely dangerous storm brewing in his deep black eyes, he shrank his neck and said honestly, "The room is upstairs." .”

"Which floor?" It was Qin Yinong who spoke, with a serious face.

"Six..." The other party swallowed, "Sixth floor."

Guan Han let go of the opponent.

A group of people came in like a tide, and receded like a tide.

The guest room manager moved horribly slowly, and there was no news for a long time.Qin Yinong lost his sense of propriety, couldn't wait for a second, and directly asked the bodyguards to look for each room along the corridor, almost kicking open the doors of the entire room on the sixth floor.

Dissatisfied shouts and scolding resounded through the corridor, and Qin Yinong didn't care about it.

She got out of the way, and two strong bodyguards kicked up at the same time, broke open the door in front of her, and finally found someone.

Seeing the scene in front of him, Qin Yinong's eyes were tearing apart, and he almost wanted to kill someone.

The strange man on Tang Ruoyao cursed angrily because of the intrusion of the unexpected guest, but was thrown off by the bodyguards in suits and leather shoes.Qin Yinong approached with a few steps, but suddenly slowed down and stopped in place. She was suddenly a little scared, but she didn't know what she was afraid of.

There was a distinct slap mark on Tang Ruoyao's face, and her fair cheeks were swollen high. She didn't seem to recognize her, and murmured: "Thank you." After a pause, with tears in her eyes, she said, "Help me .”

Qin Yinong couldn't hold back anymore, stepped forward quickly, took off his coat and put it on the young woman, and hugged her tightly with all his strength.Her eyes were red, her whole body was trembling with fear, her lips trembled, and then she barely suppressed her choking, and spit out a few complete words.

"It's me, don't be afraid."

Don't be afraid.

I'm here to save you.

The author has something to say:

This is a memory from three years ago, please pay attention, I want to finish writing this night, but there are too many things that happened this night

continue tomorrow~

ps: The remote perspective is in Chapter 56