presumptuous [entertainment]
Chapter 131 131
After Tang Ruoyao shouted, she wanted to see Qin Yinong's reaction, whether her fair cheeks would flush with embarrassment, but Qin Yinong suddenly hugged her and held her in his arms, unable to move.
Not to mention looking at her face, Tang Ruoyao even struggled to turn her head to look at her ears.
Tang Ruoyao never disobeyed her will, since she pressed her, she simply stopped moving, and asked softly, "What's wrong?"
Qin Yinong couldn't hear any emotion in his tone, and said, "It doesn't sound good."
Tang Ruoyao was funny, but it didn't sound good to me, why did you hug me so tightly after listening to it?But Qin Yinong didn't like it, so she went along with the flow and said, "Then which one do you like to hear?"
Qin Yinong said in a muffled voice, "I don't even like it."
Tang Ruoyao coaxed her: "Then I won't say anything, okay?"
The woman was silent for a second, resting her chin lightly on her shoulder: "Okay."
A subtle chill passed through Tang Ruoyao's heart, as if something was wrong.
She knew that Qin Yinong was magnanimous, especially in terms of acting, and had always been her guide. She would not be angry with her for too long because she wanted to mobilize her emotions for filming, but now she suddenly couldn't be sure.
No matter how magnanimous she is intellectually, she is also a little woman emotionally, so she hasn't calmed down yet?
Tang Ruoyao dug out the belly draft that had been typed in advance, and combed the long black hair on her back with her slender fingers, once and for all, the movements were gentle, and she thought about her words: "I will finish it soon."
Qin Yinong said, "Yes."
Tang Ruoyao said: "So the situation like today will not happen too many times. Next time I shoot this kind of scene, you will treat me as if I was sleeping in a hotel and did not come to the set. There is no Tang Ruoyao on the set, only Han Zi Fei, that person has nothing to do with you."
Qin Yinong clenched his fingers, his jaw line tightened: "...um."
"I ignored you today, I'm sorry." Tang Ruoyao apologized again, sincerely.
"It's okay." Qin Yinong still said.
Tang Ruoyao wrapped her arms around her shoulders, rested her chin on the top of the woman's soft hair, rubbed it against her shoulders, and assured her earnestly, "Everything is expedient. I promise that after the shooting, I will definitely be able to recover. Then I will be on the set every day. Bring you tea and water, pinch your waist and beat your legs, okay?"
Qin Yi smiled with downcast eyes, only the corners of his lips were raised, unable to detect his true emotions.
Tang Ruoyao closed her eyes, lowered her head and kissed the woman's forehead lightly.
Qin Yinong nestled into her arms and said, "I'm a little cold."
Tang Ruoyao hugged her very tightly, took her right hand hanging by her side with one hand and rubbed it, breathed in, worry palpable: "Why are you so cold?" It's already summer.
Qin Yinong: "Don't you know, you have a cold body."
Tang Ruoyao seemed to call herself her girlfriend, there was only one title difference between them, and if there were no accidents, there would be one soon.So Tang Ruoyao retorted half-jokingly: "I don't have enough clothes." She made a gesture and stood up, "I'll get you a coat, are they all in the locker room?"
Qin Yinong pulled her back, and pointed to the thin blanket on the other side of the sofa with his chin.
Tang Ruoyao pulled the blanket with one hand, spread it out and covered Qin Yinong's body, covering her whole body.
Tang Ruoyao held her hand tightly and said distressedly, "Is it better?"
The warm warmth emanated from the blanket, and there was a young woman nearby who cared for her meticulously. In the familiar embrace, Qin Yinong felt a little hesitant.
She tugged on Tang Ruoyao's sleeve.
Tang Ruoyao bowed his head: "Huh?"
Qin Yinong tested her and said, "Do you like me dressed like this?"
which kind?Tang Ruoyao reacted for a second before realizing that she was talking about the iconic red dress, and said, "I like it. Don't you always dress like this?"
Qin Yi narrowed her eyes and said, "For a while, I wore long-sleeved trousers every day."
Tang Ruoyao said, "I like it too." After thinking about it, she asked, "Do you prefer a more casual look?"
Qin Yinong nodded.
Tang Ruoyao smiled and said, "Then dress casually, the most important thing is that you are happy."
Qin Yinong's "Who am I" came to his lips, afraid that Tang Ruoyao would become suspicious, so he swallowed it back and said in a low voice, "Yes."
Tang Ruoyao saw that she was so well-behaved, and his heart was full of tenderness. He couldn't help lowering his head, and slowly ate the rosy rouge on her lips bit by bit.
After parting, she looked at Qin Yinong's dark eyes, which were obviously a bit dazed, and said amusedly, "Did you forget what you said to me in the morning?"
"what?"
"I said I had a dream. I dreamed that you kissed me. You said you wanted to make my dream come true." Tang Ruoyao scratched the bridge of the woman's nose with her fingers and said with a light smile.
"Your dream hasn't come true yet." Qin Yinong said.
"why?"
"Because..." Qin Yinong straightened up, raised his finger to grab the young woman's chin, forcing her to raise her head with sharp eyes, "What you dreamed was me kissing you, not you kissing me."
Tang Ruoyao belongs to the spring, when Qin Yi is strong and weak, she becomes strong, and when Qin Yi is strong, she becomes weak, one ebbs and another grows.Now that Qin Yinong suddenly became stronger, her legs softened a little.
She took the initiative to move forward, but Qin Yinong retreated back, not letting her touch her.
Tang Ruoyao opened his eyes, showing a little puzzlement.
She opened her mouth: "Qin—hmm!"
Qin Yinong suddenly sealed her lips.
Regardless of whether the person in front of her is Tang Ruoyao or Shen Muqing, the only thing she wants the other party to recognize and remember is Qin Yinong.
For a long time after that, Tang Ruoyao's mind was blank, and it was only a long time before the picture appeared in front of him.
Qin Yinong went to pour two glasses of water over, put one cup into Tang Ruoyao's palm who was still in a trance, and said in a hoarse voice, "Drink some."
Tang Ruoyao clasped his palms together, lowered his head to sip water, secretly glanced at Qin Yinong from the corner of his eye, and lowered his eyes embarrassedly when he met her teasing gaze.
This Qin Yinong is a bit like the one she first met, gentle, powerful, and full of the irresistible charm of a mature woman, the difference is that she doesn't have the sense of alienation that was deliberately drawn before.She can hold her hand at any time and clasp her fingers, just like ordinary couples.
Qin Yinong watched Tang Ruoyao's face getting redder and redder under his gaze, her peach blossom eyes raised slightly, and sat beside her.
"Like it?" she asked with a smile.
Tang Ruoyao nodded.
"Would you like to kiss me or I to kiss you?" Qin Yinong asked before she could answer, "If you can't answer, I like it."
Tang Ruoyao thought about it seriously, raised her eyes to look at her quickly, then lowered her eyes again, humming in a voice like a mosquito, "Kiss me." Taking the initiative means expressing, while being passive means accepting, she can learn from Qin Yinong In the kiss, she clearly felt that she was being loved, which was more important to her than her lover at the moment.
Qin Yinong rubbed her head, bent her eyes, and said, "Good boy."
Tang Ruoyao moved her shoulders, and asked coyly, "So can you..."
Qin Yinong readily agreed.
She doesn't want to indulge in her own subjective judgment and feel sorry for herself. This is the only thing she wants to actively fight for now, and she is reluctant to give up.So she wanted to discover Tang Ruoyao's side of the other party, the more the better, to convince herself to persevere and not waver.
Sometimes she is really envious of Tang Ruoyao, who has endless courage to pursue and persevere.She can't, a little wind and grass will stimulate her fragile and sensitive nerves, she is afraid of light, also afraid of dark, afraid of injury, also afraid of injury, behind her is the hard shell she is used to hiding, there is nothing to worry about inside, the wind will not blow the rain No, there is an oil lamp, which is not lit, but it is enough to support her to live safely.But she felt the flowers and sunshine outside, her feet seemed to be rooted in place, and she couldn't go back no matter what.
She wanted to be brave for Tang Ruoyao, even if it was difficult, it would take a lot of effort to fight against herself.She still wanted to... give it a try.
If the ending still fails...
Tang Ruoyao closed her eyes, but didn't see Qin Yinong slowly opened her eyes, the tears flashed from the bottom of her eyes.
***
"Guan Han, have Yaoyao's other information been sorted out?" On the nanny's car on the return journey, Qin Yinong pointed to Tang Ruoyao's encyclopedia interface on the tablet with one hand. She had already familiarized herself with the introduction inside, but she still Click on this page and slide up and down.
Guan Han said: "Okay, if there are any omissions, I will add them to you later."
Qin Yinong hummed.
Guan Han asked, "Are you in a better mood?"
Qin Yinong flicked across a page of the album and said, "It's okay."
The other little assistants in the nanny's car exchanged a vague look, full of confusion.
Qin Yinong raised his head, looked around at the group of children who had been practicing silent meditation for a day, and smiled, "Why are you so quiet? A Xiao, sing me a song."
A Xiao was stunned for a moment, and glanced at Chief Guan, who nodded expressionlessly, and she responded, "Okay, what does Sister Qin want to hear?"
Qin Yinong smiled and asked, "What do you want to hear? Just ask."
The assistants made a fuss, chirping and ordering:
"36 measures of love."
"the moon represents my heart!"
"Glory Days!"
"Persian cat! Chinese!"
A Xiao rolled his eyes towards the sky, and complained: "They are all old songs, young people, can you be more fashionable? Come to some new songs. Sister Qin, don't you think so?"
Qin Yinong murmured, and said solemnly: "Then let's have good wine and coffee." Released in 1972, it has been widely circulated, and it is more than one round older than Qin Yinong, who was the oldest present at the scene.
Everyone laughed.
A Xiao resignedly searched for the accompaniment from his mobile phone, choked his sweet voice, and began to sing: "Good wine and coffee... I just want to drink one cup... Thinking of the past, I drank a second cup..."
Everyone in the car, including Qin Yinong, beat her with a tacit understanding, except for the stern and selfless Guan Han.
The whole journey was full of laughter and laughter. Although Guan Han didn't smile, there was a hint of warmth in the eyes of those young assistants who were only old but not brainy.
She couldn't make Qin Yinong happy, this group of people could, each had their own strengths.
Qin Yinong didn't forget Guan Han, and leaned over to ask her in a low voice, "What song do you want to hear?"
Guan Han was slightly taken aback, and said, "I don't like listening to songs." I don't like singing either.
A Xiao stared at the moon, ecstatic, and yelled: "Sister Guan Han, sing us a song."
Guan Han flew over with a sharp glance, and A Xiao almost rolled off his seat, causing the audience to burst into laughter again.
The corners of Qin Yinong's lips curled into a mischievous smile, and he clapped his hands and said, "Come here, Guan Han; Guan Han, come here..."
The boss took the lead, and all the monkeys in the mountain popped up their heads one after another, booing in unison: "Come one, Manager Guan; Manager Guan, come one..."
Five thousand ducks quacked in unison, and even the driver sitting in the driver's seat heard the faint movement and scratched the back of his head, extremely curious.
In the usual way, Guan Han went there alone, but Qin Yinong, a big Buddha, was in charge.She finally became a little happier today, Guan Han gave up his life to accompany the gentleman, broke the jar and said, "What do you want to hear?"
Qin Yinong smiled kindly: "Choose one you are good at." She hadn't heard Guan Han sing yet.
Guan Han asked: "Is it okay to sing a cappella?" She must not be able to find the tune with the accompaniment.
Qin Yinong: "Okay."
Guan Han cleared his throat, and after a long while, he sang "Serving the Country with Devotion" earnestly.
When the nanny car arrived at the hotel, a group of people were still laughing and staggering, almost fell off the car, and stood side by side with each other.With a dark face, Guan Han was the second to last to get out of the car, and waited beside the car, dutifully waiting for Qin Yinong.
Qin Yinong squeezed a tissue with one hand, wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, put one hand on Guan Han's arm, and got out of the car with his skirt lifted.
Guan Han couldn't talk about Qin Yinong, so he scolded the kids with a straight face, "You're here to be the door god, why don't you hurry back?"
A group of people scattered like birds and beasts, and A Xiao didn't forget to stick out his tongue at Guan Han before he ran away, which was quite rude.
Guan Han was so angry that his heart heaved.
Qin Yinong patted the back of her hand, and comforted her, "I'll take care of them tomorrow."
Guan Han looked at her resentfully.
Qin Yinong was wronged, avoided her eyes embarrassingly, lowered his head and touched the tip of his nose.
How did she know that Guan Han is tone deaf and has a broken voice?
I knew earlier...
"What would you have done if you had known earlier?" In the evening, Qin Yinong called Tang Ruoyao and told this interesting story. Tang Ruoyao laughed for a long time before continuing to ask.
"I'll turn on the recording and record it, and play it in your room to suppress evil and avoid disaster." Qin Yinong said.
"You hurt Guan Han so much, does Guan Han know?" Tang Ruoyao couldn't help laughing.
"If she knows, I'm afraid she will resign." Qin Yinong leaned against the table, idly playing with the ballpoint pen in the pen holder with his head down.
Tang Ruoyao laughed out loud.
Qin Yinong suddenly asked, "Do you like me like this?"
Tang Ruoyao was puzzled, and replied without thinking: "I like it." It's not that liking needs a reason, but love doesn't.What she loves is her, no matter what Qin Yinong becomes, she will like it.
Her tone is sincere, and she can't be fake.
Qin Yinong bit her lower lip lightly, feeling a little more at ease in her heart.
She is like a blind person crossing the river by feeling the stones at the risk of being washed away. Every time she finds a stone, she will hold on to it tightly as if she has found a treasure, and the end point is her love.
Tang Ruoyao heard something wrong with her, and said, "Teacher Qin."
"Ok?"
"Is there anything you want to tell me? Or do you have a problem?"
Qin Yi looked down at the pen in his hand and said, "No."
"really?"
"Really." Qin Yinong knew that she couldn't see it, but still nodded, as if to convince himself.
Not wanting to affect Tang Ruoyao's shooting status, this is one of the main reasons why Qin Yinong didn't tell her the truth.The deeper reason is that she has never had the awareness to share with others, whether it is relatives, friends, or even her current "lover".After being alone for a long time, she gradually got used to it. It was hard for her to talk about it.Last time, it was Tang Ruoyao who exposed her sore spots regardless, so she couldn't help but reveal a little bit of her true emotions.
She is used to appearing as a protector and giver, protecting what she wants to protect, showing the best to the other party, leaving the anxiety, embarrassment and scars deep in her heart to herself.
It has been many years, and it cannot be changed overnight.One day in the future, she will find that there is actually no need to carry many things alone, learn to let go of herself, the clear sky for the two of them will be bright and beautiful, and there will be flowers, trees and weeds on the ground.
Tang Ruoyao said worriedly: "If something happens, please tell me anytime, we will face it together."
Qin Yinong: "Yes."
There was a knock on the door, followed by Guan Han's voice: "Sister Qin."
Qin Yinong talked to Tang Ruoyao, hung up the phone, and said, "Please come in."
Guan Han came in and closed the door, saying, "I'll take the wine bottle away."
Qin Yinong nodded, and took the initiative to take a few steps towards the window to make room for her.
These things were always collected by Guan Han himself. In the morning Qin Yinong was not in good condition, Guan Han got angry and had to go downstairs to see Tang Ruoyao, so he kept them until night.Guan Han glanced at the newly opened bottle of whiskey next to him, and there was only a shallow liquid left in the glass, slowly frowned, and said seriously, "Are you drinking again?"
Qin Yinong was taken aback, then smiled and said, "I don't drink every day? Why are you making such a fuss all of a sudden?"
Guan Han didn't mention it because of her casual attitude, and said in a deep voice, "I'm not talking about sleep aids. Did you get drunk last night?"
Qin Yinong held out his thumb and index finger, pinched them together, and corrected her with a light smile: "No, not too far." He wasn't completely drunk, but the headache was real.
Guan Han said: "That only shows that you have a good capacity for alcohol, and you don't get drunk after drinking so much."
Qin Yinong smiled: "Thank you for the compliment."
She obviously refused to talk, Guan Han turned around, put the wine bottles together, the glass bottles clanged and rattled, and said to himself in an undisguised voice: "You have been drinking more and more recently, do you know that?" ?”
Originally, Guan Han thought that she would get better if she fell in love, and maybe she would give up drinking slowly.But the fact is just the opposite. In the past three months of filming "True Colors", the film has not yet finished. Guang Guanhan has been known to be drunk twice, once he was even drunk, and now he even drinks what he usually drinks at night to help him fall asleep. doses were increased.
Qin Yinong's smile froze at the corner of his mouth.
Guan Han: "The last time the family doctor checked you, he clearly said that your body is going downhill now. You are 30 years old. I didn't mean to say that Miss Qin, you are older, but it is indeed not as good as someone in your twenties. Time. You keep saying that you don’t dare to abuse your body, but your current behavior is..." Guan Han paused, deliberately picked a serious word, and said to scare her, "You're committing suicide slowly, do you understand?"
Qin Yinong stared at her coldly, Guan Han drained all the courage he had accumulated, and dryly made a concluding statement: "Drinking a small amount of alcohol is fine, but excessive drinking is harmful to your health."
Qin Yinong stared at her with cold eyes.
Guan Han stepped back step by step with the wine bottle in his arms, leaning against the door panel with his back: "Sister Qin, I'm leaving first."
Qin Yinong: "Wait a minute."
Guan Han: "Any other orders?"
Qin Yinong said indifferently: "You are just my assistant." She emphasized the word "assistant".
Guan Han pursed his lips tightly.
"I don't like talkative people, remember your duty and go out." After Qin Yinong finished speaking, he turned around and stopped looking at her, with a cold and hard profile.
There was a sound of closing the door.
Qin Yinong stood there for a long time, then turned to look at the bottle of whiskey that was capped, the room lights made the amber liquid in the glass radiant, she poured half of the glass, and drank it up unconsciously.
Since her debut, rumors have spread everywhere. She couldn't bear the pressure of abuse, and chose the simplest and most direct method of resistance, which is to paralyze herself with alcohol, so that she can temporarily forget those nightmares. Later, more and more things happened. Day after day, year after year, she formed a habit, but she always thought she was not addicted to alcohol.
Qin Yinong picked up the glass and drank the liquid from the bottom of the glass in one gulp. She didn't think it tasted very good, not even as good as plain water, but she just couldn't help it. The wine in the wine cabinet opened one bottle after another. will be less.When you are happy, it is used as an adjustment. Needless to say, when you are sad, it is used to relieve when you are stressed. When you are thinking about problems, you are also used to pouring a cup and keeping it at hand. It is essential before going to bed every day.
She has practiced a thousand cups in the wine field, but now she has become her biggest accomplice.Since when did she get kidnapped by alcohol in turn?
She frowned, meditating quietly, her eyes flickering.
After a long while, she shivered shiveringly, and suddenly grabbed the glass on the table and rushed to the sink to clean it. The wine bottle was also put into the wine cabinet, locked, twisted a towel, and wiped the table, bedside table, Open the windows to ventilate the air until there is no smell of wine at all.She lowered her eyes, watching her nervously slightly trembling hands slowly regain their composure.
Qin Yinong raised his hand to wipe his face, suppressed his beating heart, rubbed his abnormally cold fingers, sat down at the desk and turned on the computer to search for the entry: How to quit drinking.
***
Guan Han came out of Qin Yinong's room with the bottle in his arms, and the door opposite her suddenly opened in front of her. Guan Han reflexively put the bottle back in his hand, but it was thanks to Qin Yinong's drinking too much. , she did not succeed in covering up this time.
Tang Ruoyao frowned, with sharp eyes: "What is that?"
Guan Han walked to his room without saying a word.
Tang Ruoyao grabbed her wrist, remembering Guan Han's great strength, he immediately let go, and changed into a gentle tone flexibly, smiling: "Sister Guan Han."
Guan Han stood still, expressionless: "What's the matter?"
Tang Ruoyao saw the bottle in her hand clearly, and the lines between her eyebrows became deeper: "Ms. Qin, is drinking again?"
Guan Han had just been scolded, and his heart was filled with anger. He said coldly, "Otherwise, who else is there?"
Tang Ruoyao asked: "Why? Did you drink it yesterday?"
Guan Han said: "Ask her yourself." If she wants to say something.
Guan Han said flatly, "Excuse me."
Tang Ruoyao: "Guan Han—"
Guan Han walked quickly to the door, and couldn't bear it any longer. Anyway, she overstepped her role as an assistant once today, so she might as well overstep it again, at worst, she would be fired.
She was cruel, walked back a few steps, stood in front of Tang Ruoyao, and said word by word: "The wine bottle in my hand is all from what she drank last night. I don't know why, but I know she will drink like this again." Go down, drink yourself to death sooner or later."
Tang Ruoyao's pupils shrank suddenly, and he lost his voice: "What did you say?"
Guan Han lifted the bottle he was carrying, and said indifferently, "If you want to see her live a few more years alive and kicking, help her quit drinking."
"I see." Tang Ruoyao's eyes darkened, and he asked, "Did something happen yesterday?"
But one thing and two things can't be repeated, Guan Han has already broken the rules twice, his feverish mind calmed down, not to mention Qin Yinong secretly asked her to investigate Tang Ruoyao's affairs, what if she said it would affect the relationship between the two of them?She can be fired, but her cp cannot be dismantled.
So Guan Han chose to keep silent.
Tang Ruoyao narrowed his eyes and guessed, "It has something to do with me?"
Guan Han's eyes flickered imperceptibly.
"I'm going back," she said.
Tang Ruoyao looked at her back and thought to himself: It really has something to do with me.
She said that Qin Yinong was hesitant to speak today, and asked her several times if she liked her like this, and if she liked her like that, that woman must be thinking wildly again.
Tang Ruoyao was so angry that she paced back and forth in the room, and decided to have a good talk with Qin Yinong tomorrow.
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Not to mention looking at her face, Tang Ruoyao even struggled to turn her head to look at her ears.
Tang Ruoyao never disobeyed her will, since she pressed her, she simply stopped moving, and asked softly, "What's wrong?"
Qin Yinong couldn't hear any emotion in his tone, and said, "It doesn't sound good."
Tang Ruoyao was funny, but it didn't sound good to me, why did you hug me so tightly after listening to it?But Qin Yinong didn't like it, so she went along with the flow and said, "Then which one do you like to hear?"
Qin Yinong said in a muffled voice, "I don't even like it."
Tang Ruoyao coaxed her: "Then I won't say anything, okay?"
The woman was silent for a second, resting her chin lightly on her shoulder: "Okay."
A subtle chill passed through Tang Ruoyao's heart, as if something was wrong.
She knew that Qin Yinong was magnanimous, especially in terms of acting, and had always been her guide. She would not be angry with her for too long because she wanted to mobilize her emotions for filming, but now she suddenly couldn't be sure.
No matter how magnanimous she is intellectually, she is also a little woman emotionally, so she hasn't calmed down yet?
Tang Ruoyao dug out the belly draft that had been typed in advance, and combed the long black hair on her back with her slender fingers, once and for all, the movements were gentle, and she thought about her words: "I will finish it soon."
Qin Yinong said, "Yes."
Tang Ruoyao said: "So the situation like today will not happen too many times. Next time I shoot this kind of scene, you will treat me as if I was sleeping in a hotel and did not come to the set. There is no Tang Ruoyao on the set, only Han Zi Fei, that person has nothing to do with you."
Qin Yinong clenched his fingers, his jaw line tightened: "...um."
"I ignored you today, I'm sorry." Tang Ruoyao apologized again, sincerely.
"It's okay." Qin Yinong still said.
Tang Ruoyao wrapped her arms around her shoulders, rested her chin on the top of the woman's soft hair, rubbed it against her shoulders, and assured her earnestly, "Everything is expedient. I promise that after the shooting, I will definitely be able to recover. Then I will be on the set every day. Bring you tea and water, pinch your waist and beat your legs, okay?"
Qin Yi smiled with downcast eyes, only the corners of his lips were raised, unable to detect his true emotions.
Tang Ruoyao closed her eyes, lowered her head and kissed the woman's forehead lightly.
Qin Yinong nestled into her arms and said, "I'm a little cold."
Tang Ruoyao hugged her very tightly, took her right hand hanging by her side with one hand and rubbed it, breathed in, worry palpable: "Why are you so cold?" It's already summer.
Qin Yinong: "Don't you know, you have a cold body."
Tang Ruoyao seemed to call herself her girlfriend, there was only one title difference between them, and if there were no accidents, there would be one soon.So Tang Ruoyao retorted half-jokingly: "I don't have enough clothes." She made a gesture and stood up, "I'll get you a coat, are they all in the locker room?"
Qin Yinong pulled her back, and pointed to the thin blanket on the other side of the sofa with his chin.
Tang Ruoyao pulled the blanket with one hand, spread it out and covered Qin Yinong's body, covering her whole body.
Tang Ruoyao held her hand tightly and said distressedly, "Is it better?"
The warm warmth emanated from the blanket, and there was a young woman nearby who cared for her meticulously. In the familiar embrace, Qin Yinong felt a little hesitant.
She tugged on Tang Ruoyao's sleeve.
Tang Ruoyao bowed his head: "Huh?"
Qin Yinong tested her and said, "Do you like me dressed like this?"
which kind?Tang Ruoyao reacted for a second before realizing that she was talking about the iconic red dress, and said, "I like it. Don't you always dress like this?"
Qin Yi narrowed her eyes and said, "For a while, I wore long-sleeved trousers every day."
Tang Ruoyao said, "I like it too." After thinking about it, she asked, "Do you prefer a more casual look?"
Qin Yinong nodded.
Tang Ruoyao smiled and said, "Then dress casually, the most important thing is that you are happy."
Qin Yinong's "Who am I" came to his lips, afraid that Tang Ruoyao would become suspicious, so he swallowed it back and said in a low voice, "Yes."
Tang Ruoyao saw that she was so well-behaved, and his heart was full of tenderness. He couldn't help lowering his head, and slowly ate the rosy rouge on her lips bit by bit.
After parting, she looked at Qin Yinong's dark eyes, which were obviously a bit dazed, and said amusedly, "Did you forget what you said to me in the morning?"
"what?"
"I said I had a dream. I dreamed that you kissed me. You said you wanted to make my dream come true." Tang Ruoyao scratched the bridge of the woman's nose with her fingers and said with a light smile.
"Your dream hasn't come true yet." Qin Yinong said.
"why?"
"Because..." Qin Yinong straightened up, raised his finger to grab the young woman's chin, forcing her to raise her head with sharp eyes, "What you dreamed was me kissing you, not you kissing me."
Tang Ruoyao belongs to the spring, when Qin Yi is strong and weak, she becomes strong, and when Qin Yi is strong, she becomes weak, one ebbs and another grows.Now that Qin Yinong suddenly became stronger, her legs softened a little.
She took the initiative to move forward, but Qin Yinong retreated back, not letting her touch her.
Tang Ruoyao opened his eyes, showing a little puzzlement.
She opened her mouth: "Qin—hmm!"
Qin Yinong suddenly sealed her lips.
Regardless of whether the person in front of her is Tang Ruoyao or Shen Muqing, the only thing she wants the other party to recognize and remember is Qin Yinong.
For a long time after that, Tang Ruoyao's mind was blank, and it was only a long time before the picture appeared in front of him.
Qin Yinong went to pour two glasses of water over, put one cup into Tang Ruoyao's palm who was still in a trance, and said in a hoarse voice, "Drink some."
Tang Ruoyao clasped his palms together, lowered his head to sip water, secretly glanced at Qin Yinong from the corner of his eye, and lowered his eyes embarrassedly when he met her teasing gaze.
This Qin Yinong is a bit like the one she first met, gentle, powerful, and full of the irresistible charm of a mature woman, the difference is that she doesn't have the sense of alienation that was deliberately drawn before.She can hold her hand at any time and clasp her fingers, just like ordinary couples.
Qin Yinong watched Tang Ruoyao's face getting redder and redder under his gaze, her peach blossom eyes raised slightly, and sat beside her.
"Like it?" she asked with a smile.
Tang Ruoyao nodded.
"Would you like to kiss me or I to kiss you?" Qin Yinong asked before she could answer, "If you can't answer, I like it."
Tang Ruoyao thought about it seriously, raised her eyes to look at her quickly, then lowered her eyes again, humming in a voice like a mosquito, "Kiss me." Taking the initiative means expressing, while being passive means accepting, she can learn from Qin Yinong In the kiss, she clearly felt that she was being loved, which was more important to her than her lover at the moment.
Qin Yinong rubbed her head, bent her eyes, and said, "Good boy."
Tang Ruoyao moved her shoulders, and asked coyly, "So can you..."
Qin Yinong readily agreed.
She doesn't want to indulge in her own subjective judgment and feel sorry for herself. This is the only thing she wants to actively fight for now, and she is reluctant to give up.So she wanted to discover Tang Ruoyao's side of the other party, the more the better, to convince herself to persevere and not waver.
Sometimes she is really envious of Tang Ruoyao, who has endless courage to pursue and persevere.She can't, a little wind and grass will stimulate her fragile and sensitive nerves, she is afraid of light, also afraid of dark, afraid of injury, also afraid of injury, behind her is the hard shell she is used to hiding, there is nothing to worry about inside, the wind will not blow the rain No, there is an oil lamp, which is not lit, but it is enough to support her to live safely.But she felt the flowers and sunshine outside, her feet seemed to be rooted in place, and she couldn't go back no matter what.
She wanted to be brave for Tang Ruoyao, even if it was difficult, it would take a lot of effort to fight against herself.She still wanted to... give it a try.
If the ending still fails...
Tang Ruoyao closed her eyes, but didn't see Qin Yinong slowly opened her eyes, the tears flashed from the bottom of her eyes.
***
"Guan Han, have Yaoyao's other information been sorted out?" On the nanny's car on the return journey, Qin Yinong pointed to Tang Ruoyao's encyclopedia interface on the tablet with one hand. She had already familiarized herself with the introduction inside, but she still Click on this page and slide up and down.
Guan Han said: "Okay, if there are any omissions, I will add them to you later."
Qin Yinong hummed.
Guan Han asked, "Are you in a better mood?"
Qin Yinong flicked across a page of the album and said, "It's okay."
The other little assistants in the nanny's car exchanged a vague look, full of confusion.
Qin Yinong raised his head, looked around at the group of children who had been practicing silent meditation for a day, and smiled, "Why are you so quiet? A Xiao, sing me a song."
A Xiao was stunned for a moment, and glanced at Chief Guan, who nodded expressionlessly, and she responded, "Okay, what does Sister Qin want to hear?"
Qin Yinong smiled and asked, "What do you want to hear? Just ask."
The assistants made a fuss, chirping and ordering:
"36 measures of love."
"the moon represents my heart!"
"Glory Days!"
"Persian cat! Chinese!"
A Xiao rolled his eyes towards the sky, and complained: "They are all old songs, young people, can you be more fashionable? Come to some new songs. Sister Qin, don't you think so?"
Qin Yinong murmured, and said solemnly: "Then let's have good wine and coffee." Released in 1972, it has been widely circulated, and it is more than one round older than Qin Yinong, who was the oldest present at the scene.
Everyone laughed.
A Xiao resignedly searched for the accompaniment from his mobile phone, choked his sweet voice, and began to sing: "Good wine and coffee... I just want to drink one cup... Thinking of the past, I drank a second cup..."
Everyone in the car, including Qin Yinong, beat her with a tacit understanding, except for the stern and selfless Guan Han.
The whole journey was full of laughter and laughter. Although Guan Han didn't smile, there was a hint of warmth in the eyes of those young assistants who were only old but not brainy.
She couldn't make Qin Yinong happy, this group of people could, each had their own strengths.
Qin Yinong didn't forget Guan Han, and leaned over to ask her in a low voice, "What song do you want to hear?"
Guan Han was slightly taken aback, and said, "I don't like listening to songs." I don't like singing either.
A Xiao stared at the moon, ecstatic, and yelled: "Sister Guan Han, sing us a song."
Guan Han flew over with a sharp glance, and A Xiao almost rolled off his seat, causing the audience to burst into laughter again.
The corners of Qin Yinong's lips curled into a mischievous smile, and he clapped his hands and said, "Come here, Guan Han; Guan Han, come here..."
The boss took the lead, and all the monkeys in the mountain popped up their heads one after another, booing in unison: "Come one, Manager Guan; Manager Guan, come one..."
Five thousand ducks quacked in unison, and even the driver sitting in the driver's seat heard the faint movement and scratched the back of his head, extremely curious.
In the usual way, Guan Han went there alone, but Qin Yinong, a big Buddha, was in charge.She finally became a little happier today, Guan Han gave up his life to accompany the gentleman, broke the jar and said, "What do you want to hear?"
Qin Yinong smiled kindly: "Choose one you are good at." She hadn't heard Guan Han sing yet.
Guan Han asked: "Is it okay to sing a cappella?" She must not be able to find the tune with the accompaniment.
Qin Yinong: "Okay."
Guan Han cleared his throat, and after a long while, he sang "Serving the Country with Devotion" earnestly.
When the nanny car arrived at the hotel, a group of people were still laughing and staggering, almost fell off the car, and stood side by side with each other.With a dark face, Guan Han was the second to last to get out of the car, and waited beside the car, dutifully waiting for Qin Yinong.
Qin Yinong squeezed a tissue with one hand, wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, put one hand on Guan Han's arm, and got out of the car with his skirt lifted.
Guan Han couldn't talk about Qin Yinong, so he scolded the kids with a straight face, "You're here to be the door god, why don't you hurry back?"
A group of people scattered like birds and beasts, and A Xiao didn't forget to stick out his tongue at Guan Han before he ran away, which was quite rude.
Guan Han was so angry that his heart heaved.
Qin Yinong patted the back of her hand, and comforted her, "I'll take care of them tomorrow."
Guan Han looked at her resentfully.
Qin Yinong was wronged, avoided her eyes embarrassingly, lowered his head and touched the tip of his nose.
How did she know that Guan Han is tone deaf and has a broken voice?
I knew earlier...
"What would you have done if you had known earlier?" In the evening, Qin Yinong called Tang Ruoyao and told this interesting story. Tang Ruoyao laughed for a long time before continuing to ask.
"I'll turn on the recording and record it, and play it in your room to suppress evil and avoid disaster." Qin Yinong said.
"You hurt Guan Han so much, does Guan Han know?" Tang Ruoyao couldn't help laughing.
"If she knows, I'm afraid she will resign." Qin Yinong leaned against the table, idly playing with the ballpoint pen in the pen holder with his head down.
Tang Ruoyao laughed out loud.
Qin Yinong suddenly asked, "Do you like me like this?"
Tang Ruoyao was puzzled, and replied without thinking: "I like it." It's not that liking needs a reason, but love doesn't.What she loves is her, no matter what Qin Yinong becomes, she will like it.
Her tone is sincere, and she can't be fake.
Qin Yinong bit her lower lip lightly, feeling a little more at ease in her heart.
She is like a blind person crossing the river by feeling the stones at the risk of being washed away. Every time she finds a stone, she will hold on to it tightly as if she has found a treasure, and the end point is her love.
Tang Ruoyao heard something wrong with her, and said, "Teacher Qin."
"Ok?"
"Is there anything you want to tell me? Or do you have a problem?"
Qin Yi looked down at the pen in his hand and said, "No."
"really?"
"Really." Qin Yinong knew that she couldn't see it, but still nodded, as if to convince himself.
Not wanting to affect Tang Ruoyao's shooting status, this is one of the main reasons why Qin Yinong didn't tell her the truth.The deeper reason is that she has never had the awareness to share with others, whether it is relatives, friends, or even her current "lover".After being alone for a long time, she gradually got used to it. It was hard for her to talk about it.Last time, it was Tang Ruoyao who exposed her sore spots regardless, so she couldn't help but reveal a little bit of her true emotions.
She is used to appearing as a protector and giver, protecting what she wants to protect, showing the best to the other party, leaving the anxiety, embarrassment and scars deep in her heart to herself.
It has been many years, and it cannot be changed overnight.One day in the future, she will find that there is actually no need to carry many things alone, learn to let go of herself, the clear sky for the two of them will be bright and beautiful, and there will be flowers, trees and weeds on the ground.
Tang Ruoyao said worriedly: "If something happens, please tell me anytime, we will face it together."
Qin Yinong: "Yes."
There was a knock on the door, followed by Guan Han's voice: "Sister Qin."
Qin Yinong talked to Tang Ruoyao, hung up the phone, and said, "Please come in."
Guan Han came in and closed the door, saying, "I'll take the wine bottle away."
Qin Yinong nodded, and took the initiative to take a few steps towards the window to make room for her.
These things were always collected by Guan Han himself. In the morning Qin Yinong was not in good condition, Guan Han got angry and had to go downstairs to see Tang Ruoyao, so he kept them until night.Guan Han glanced at the newly opened bottle of whiskey next to him, and there was only a shallow liquid left in the glass, slowly frowned, and said seriously, "Are you drinking again?"
Qin Yinong was taken aback, then smiled and said, "I don't drink every day? Why are you making such a fuss all of a sudden?"
Guan Han didn't mention it because of her casual attitude, and said in a deep voice, "I'm not talking about sleep aids. Did you get drunk last night?"
Qin Yinong held out his thumb and index finger, pinched them together, and corrected her with a light smile: "No, not too far." He wasn't completely drunk, but the headache was real.
Guan Han said: "That only shows that you have a good capacity for alcohol, and you don't get drunk after drinking so much."
Qin Yinong smiled: "Thank you for the compliment."
She obviously refused to talk, Guan Han turned around, put the wine bottles together, the glass bottles clanged and rattled, and said to himself in an undisguised voice: "You have been drinking more and more recently, do you know that?" ?”
Originally, Guan Han thought that she would get better if she fell in love, and maybe she would give up drinking slowly.But the fact is just the opposite. In the past three months of filming "True Colors", the film has not yet finished. Guang Guanhan has been known to be drunk twice, once he was even drunk, and now he even drinks what he usually drinks at night to help him fall asleep. doses were increased.
Qin Yinong's smile froze at the corner of his mouth.
Guan Han: "The last time the family doctor checked you, he clearly said that your body is going downhill now. You are 30 years old. I didn't mean to say that Miss Qin, you are older, but it is indeed not as good as someone in your twenties. Time. You keep saying that you don’t dare to abuse your body, but your current behavior is..." Guan Han paused, deliberately picked a serious word, and said to scare her, "You're committing suicide slowly, do you understand?"
Qin Yinong stared at her coldly, Guan Han drained all the courage he had accumulated, and dryly made a concluding statement: "Drinking a small amount of alcohol is fine, but excessive drinking is harmful to your health."
Qin Yinong stared at her with cold eyes.
Guan Han stepped back step by step with the wine bottle in his arms, leaning against the door panel with his back: "Sister Qin, I'm leaving first."
Qin Yinong: "Wait a minute."
Guan Han: "Any other orders?"
Qin Yinong said indifferently: "You are just my assistant." She emphasized the word "assistant".
Guan Han pursed his lips tightly.
"I don't like talkative people, remember your duty and go out." After Qin Yinong finished speaking, he turned around and stopped looking at her, with a cold and hard profile.
There was a sound of closing the door.
Qin Yinong stood there for a long time, then turned to look at the bottle of whiskey that was capped, the room lights made the amber liquid in the glass radiant, she poured half of the glass, and drank it up unconsciously.
Since her debut, rumors have spread everywhere. She couldn't bear the pressure of abuse, and chose the simplest and most direct method of resistance, which is to paralyze herself with alcohol, so that she can temporarily forget those nightmares. Later, more and more things happened. Day after day, year after year, she formed a habit, but she always thought she was not addicted to alcohol.
Qin Yinong picked up the glass and drank the liquid from the bottom of the glass in one gulp. She didn't think it tasted very good, not even as good as plain water, but she just couldn't help it. The wine in the wine cabinet opened one bottle after another. will be less.When you are happy, it is used as an adjustment. Needless to say, when you are sad, it is used to relieve when you are stressed. When you are thinking about problems, you are also used to pouring a cup and keeping it at hand. It is essential before going to bed every day.
She has practiced a thousand cups in the wine field, but now she has become her biggest accomplice.Since when did she get kidnapped by alcohol in turn?
She frowned, meditating quietly, her eyes flickering.
After a long while, she shivered shiveringly, and suddenly grabbed the glass on the table and rushed to the sink to clean it. The wine bottle was also put into the wine cabinet, locked, twisted a towel, and wiped the table, bedside table, Open the windows to ventilate the air until there is no smell of wine at all.She lowered her eyes, watching her nervously slightly trembling hands slowly regain their composure.
Qin Yinong raised his hand to wipe his face, suppressed his beating heart, rubbed his abnormally cold fingers, sat down at the desk and turned on the computer to search for the entry: How to quit drinking.
***
Guan Han came out of Qin Yinong's room with the bottle in his arms, and the door opposite her suddenly opened in front of her. Guan Han reflexively put the bottle back in his hand, but it was thanks to Qin Yinong's drinking too much. , she did not succeed in covering up this time.
Tang Ruoyao frowned, with sharp eyes: "What is that?"
Guan Han walked to his room without saying a word.
Tang Ruoyao grabbed her wrist, remembering Guan Han's great strength, he immediately let go, and changed into a gentle tone flexibly, smiling: "Sister Guan Han."
Guan Han stood still, expressionless: "What's the matter?"
Tang Ruoyao saw the bottle in her hand clearly, and the lines between her eyebrows became deeper: "Ms. Qin, is drinking again?"
Guan Han had just been scolded, and his heart was filled with anger. He said coldly, "Otherwise, who else is there?"
Tang Ruoyao asked: "Why? Did you drink it yesterday?"
Guan Han said: "Ask her yourself." If she wants to say something.
Guan Han said flatly, "Excuse me."
Tang Ruoyao: "Guan Han—"
Guan Han walked quickly to the door, and couldn't bear it any longer. Anyway, she overstepped her role as an assistant once today, so she might as well overstep it again, at worst, she would be fired.
She was cruel, walked back a few steps, stood in front of Tang Ruoyao, and said word by word: "The wine bottle in my hand is all from what she drank last night. I don't know why, but I know she will drink like this again." Go down, drink yourself to death sooner or later."
Tang Ruoyao's pupils shrank suddenly, and he lost his voice: "What did you say?"
Guan Han lifted the bottle he was carrying, and said indifferently, "If you want to see her live a few more years alive and kicking, help her quit drinking."
"I see." Tang Ruoyao's eyes darkened, and he asked, "Did something happen yesterday?"
But one thing and two things can't be repeated, Guan Han has already broken the rules twice, his feverish mind calmed down, not to mention Qin Yinong secretly asked her to investigate Tang Ruoyao's affairs, what if she said it would affect the relationship between the two of them?She can be fired, but her cp cannot be dismantled.
So Guan Han chose to keep silent.
Tang Ruoyao narrowed his eyes and guessed, "It has something to do with me?"
Guan Han's eyes flickered imperceptibly.
"I'm going back," she said.
Tang Ruoyao looked at her back and thought to himself: It really has something to do with me.
She said that Qin Yinong was hesitant to speak today, and asked her several times if she liked her like this, and if she liked her like that, that woman must be thinking wildly again.
Tang Ruoyao was so angry that she paced back and forth in the room, and decided to have a good talk with Qin Yinong tomorrow.
The author has something to say:
Prize-winning quiz question: Wine is a foreshadowing, whoever guesses where it is used will be rewarded with 1000 Jinjiang coins, and it will be revealed in a few days hahahaha
Like Sister Qin, you need to drink 64 [-] cups of water ╰(*°▽°*)╯
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