presumptuous [entertainment]

Guan Han originally thought that as soon as these words came out, Qin Yinong would be able to divert her attention smoothly.Even if Qin Yinong knew that she did it on purpose, he would still be fooled by her.Tang Ruoyao is her trump card.

Who knew that Qin Yinong shook his head in a rare way: "Next time."

Guan Han was surprised.

Qin Yinong leaned back in the seat, her eyelids drooped, and she couldn't see her expression and said calmly: "I've been too indulgent lately."

That's all for this.

Guan Han understood, and asked Tang Ruoyao's name if she was not with her recently.

But anyone who likes it, no matter how forbearing and restrained, will not show a little clue.She could hide well in front of Tang Ruoyao, but in front of someone like Guan Han who followed her almost all the time, there was no need to hide it, not to mention Guan Han had to handle her affairs.

People's hearts are made of flesh. If there is liking, there will be pity and intolerance that follow.

Qin Yinong has been in the industry for many years, and has some friendship with Principal Sun of the Capital Academy of Drama. In the early years, Principal Sun was not the principal, and Principal Sun collaborated with her on a movie.After that, I urged her to attend the graduation ceremony every year to open the eyes of this group of children. In fact, it was mostly a joke.

Apart from promoting new movies, Qin Yinong rarely appeared in the public eye, let alone attended the graduation ceremony of undergraduates from an acting school. She herself had never been to college, and she couldn't even get close to her alumni.

Principal Sun finished chatting with her this time, and he still mentioned at the end of the sentence: "Hey, the kids in my school are graduating again, would you like to come over and give a speech?"

Qin Yinong subconsciously wanted to refuse, but Tang Ruoyao's gloomy eyes at the Golden Gui Award Ceremony appeared in front of his eyes, and he couldn't say the words of rejection.

She was silent for a while, then smiled self-deprecatingly, and said, "Okay."

Principal Sun almost dropped his phone, and immediately went to see if the sun came out from the west today.

He kept asking.

Qin Yinong made a cover-up excuse: "I'm going to make a movie, I'll be the producer myself, and I'll go to your school to find some cheap labor."

Principal Sun was overjoyed: "Welcome to us. Welcome. Would you mind awarding a degree certificate to our outstanding graduate representatives?"

Qin Yinong hummed.

She also goes to make a speech, and to award a degree certificate, it doesn't make any difference to her.As for who the graduate representative would be, she hadn't thought about it, but she just didn't want to miss the most important moment in Tang Ruoyao's life.

Perhaps, her appearance will make her happier. She doesn't seem to be in a good mood recently.

But she can only do this, pretending to be self-serving, and can't justly say that she went to the graduation ceremony for her sake.This decision alone is enough to make Qin Yinong anxious. She has devoted too much attention to Tang Ruoyao, and needs to calm down her overheated mind within a month before the graduation ceremony. If this continues, She is likely to make something.

If you can't restrain yourself, you will be presumptuous.

Guan Han glanced at Qin Yinong's face, saw her eyes flickering, her lips were slightly pursed, and the fingertips on the pillow beside her hand were slowly clenched, as if she had finally made up her mind, she exhaled, Turning to look out the window.

Guan Han sent Qin Yinong home, and Qin Jianing, the kid who was still asleep, called "Aunt Guan" obediently.

As if by magic, Guan Han took out two candies from his pocket and handed them to her. Ning Ning happily took them, but just about to unpack the candies, Qin Yinong coughed beside her, and Ning Ning reluctantly handed the candies to her. When it was in Ji Shulan's hands, he muttered to himself as if trying to persuade himself: "I brushed my teeth, I can't eat candy, I'll eat it tomorrow."

She covered her mouth and yawned, she was so sleepy, Ji Shulan took Ning Ning back to her room to sleep, leaving room for Qin Yinong and Guan Han.

Qin Yinong confirmed to Guan Han whether she had any plans for the next few days, and let her go after getting a negative answer.

Qin Yinong stepped lightly and pushed open the door of Ji Shulan's bedroom. Xiao Ningning fell asleep, but Ji Shulan was still awake.

The night wind blew through the window, and the two figures were relatively silent.

"Mom, I'm going to take Ningning to see my sister this Saturday." Qin Yinong sat on the head of the bed, gently stroking the child's smooth face with the back of his finger, and said in a low voice for a long time.

Ji Shulan froze for a moment, feeling mixed feelings in her heart, and said in a low voice, "Okay."

The Qin family cared a lot about Ning Ning's education and paid attention to equality and respect, so the next morning, Qin Yinong personally asked Ning Ning's opinion at the dinner table, and said softly: "Is it okay for us to visit the eldest mother on Saturday?" ?”

Ning Ning held the bowl, thought about it seriously, and said childishly, "Yes." She asked Ji Shulan, "Will grandma go with us?"

Qin Yinong said, "Grandma won't go."

"Grandma won't go again." Ning Ning muttered and sighed, and said, "Okay then, just the two of us will go."

Qin Yinong glanced at Ji Shulan from the corner of his eye, and Ji Shulan was exceptionally silent.

On Saturday, Qin Yinong went to buy two bouquets of flowers, and the driver took her and Ningning to a place, which turned out to be a cemetery on the outskirts of the city.

This place is located in the suburbs, and it is built on a mountain. It is full of locust trees. The trees are tall and deep, with luxuriant foliage and pavilions. Even at the end of May, it is not too hot. The wind passing through the leaves brings The dampness of the soil.

Qin Yinong's arms in short sleeves were blown by the mountain wind, and goose bumps appeared one by one.

The steps are so long that you can't see the end at a glance, and there are Zhuang Su's tombstones on both sides.Ning Ning walked for a while by herself, panting out of exhaustion, Qin Yinong bent down and picked her up.No matter how light Ning Ning is, she is still a three-year-old child, and her clothes and shoes add up to twenty or thirty catties. Qin Yinong hugged her for a while and then let her go down by herself.

Not in a hurry, an adult and a child walked and rested all the way up the mountainside.Seeing the familiar tombstone from a distance, Qin Yinong stood on the spot and shook his head, put Ning Ning down, rubbed his sore arm, squatted down halfway, kept eye level with her, and reminded in a low voice: "Remember what your mother told you?"

Ning Ning nodded.

The corners of Qin Yinong's tight lips softened a little, and he said with an encouraging look, "Go."

She stood a few steps away, Ning Ning looked back at her, took a breath and stepped forward, put the carnation in her hand in front of the tomb, and saw that two of the three words indicating the name on the tablet were the same as her own mother The words, and the immature child's voice said in a low voice: "Mom, I came to see you."

Qin Yinong's eyes were wet in an instant, and he quickly raised his head calmly.

Ning Ning told Qin Yinong what happened in the kindergarten according to what she had said before, mainly about how the teacher praised her, how well she got along with her classmates, and so on.

It was very cold in the cemetery, surrounded by lonely tombstones, many of which had white flowers in front of them, adding to the chill.

Ning Ning was not very afraid.

Because as long as she can remember, she has heard the name of the eldest mother from Qin Yinong's mouth constantly. The few photos at home are well preserved, and Qin Yinong will hug her and talk to her Big Mama's story.The eldest mother is a very smart and powerful person. In the heart of little Ningning, she is only a little worse than her mother.

"The teacher said that I will definitely become a useful person in the future." Ning Ning said in a melodious manner, the standard child-style ending of the composition.

After Ning Ning finished speaking, she tilted her head to look at Qin Yinong, her eyes were shining brightly, obviously asking for credit.

Children can't understand complex emotions, and it's more to fulfill the agreement with their mother.

Qin Yinong smiled and nodded at her, the rims of his eyes were still a little red.

Ning Ning obediently walked aside, leaving time for Qin Yinong.

Qin Yinong brought a bouquet of Strelitzia orchids, also known as Birds of Paradise, a very bright flower, and placed it with Ning Ning's carnations, pursed her lips, and stared at the photo without saying a word.

In the black and white photo, the woman's facial features are [-]% similar to Qin Yinong's, but her temperament is completely different.Qin Yinong is charming and affectionate, with a frown and a smile, but Qin Lunong is dignified and gentle, looking like a well-educated daughter of a noble family.

The first warm embrace that Qin Yinong remembered was not her mother Ji Shulan, but her elder sister Qin Lunong.When she was born, Qin Lunong was about the same age as Ning Ning now, lying on the side of the cradle all day, holding a rattle in his hand, shaking it loudly, making her giggle.

Qin Yinong was not very obedient when she was a child, and she was not as smart as her sister.As soon as she was told to eat, she ran away, and Qin Lunong chased after her with a bowl to feed her. After feeding her, Qin Lunong was so tired that she was sweating profusely, and then ate her meal with cold dishes.At that time, there was no money for her to go to kindergarten. At the age of Kaimeng, Qin Lunong was responsible for teaching her to read and write after returning home from school to finish the housework.

A mother who is busy with making ends meet, and a father who is moody. In her childhood, there was only the bright and beautiful figure of her sister.In that indifferent home, because of Qin Lunong's presence, she felt that there was a ray of light and warmth.

After gaining her own consciousness, little Qin Yinong grew into a humanoid follower, following her sister all day long.Qin Lunong's classmates all knew her, and all of them smiled hippiely and called her "sister" affectionately.Little Qin Yinong was a little scared of strangers, so she hid behind her sister, Qin Lunong chased her classmates with a smirk: "Go, stay away, you scared her."

The students laughed and stuffed Xiao Qin Yinong's pocket full of snacks to "make amends".

Qin Lunong had excellent grades, skipped grades all the way like a rocket, and was admitted to the country's top universities.Qin Yinong's academic aptitude is mediocre, no matter how hard she tries, she can't keep up with her sister's speed.During the summer vacation of that year, the postman delivered the admission notice of P University, which caused a sensation in the city, and the good news was posted on the bulletin board of the community.The family was so happy that even Qin's father said for the first time that no matter what Qin Lunong wanted, he would agree.

Qin Lunong asked for an electronic piano, because Qin Yinong wanted to learn piano at that time.

The night before Qin Lunong went to college, Qin Yinong cried and wet his pillow.The next day, she took the money in the piggy bank, secretly bought a ticket and followed her northward, and when she got on the bus, Qin Lunong found out that she couldn't laugh or cry.

Qin Yinong refused to get out of the car desperately, tears streaming down his face.Qin Lunong had no choice but to take her to the capital, make a phone call home to report that she was safe, arrange school affairs, and take a few days off before sending Qin Yinong back.

Qin Lunong coaxed her and said, "My sister is waiting for you at P University."

Qin Yi nodded with red eyes.

Before Qin Yinong entered high school, Qin Lunong went abroad for further study with a full scholarship.

Qin Yinong at that time: "..."

Qin Lunong is busy with her studies, it is not easy to be alone abroad, and she has a boyfriend, so she has even less time to spend with her younger sister.Qin Yinong felt that she didn't mean anything, and had resentment towards her. The two of them talked very little on the phone, but every time Qin Lunong returned to China, Qin Yinong was awkward for a while, but he was as good as one person, never leaving Meng. Meng is not out of focus.

Qin Yinong was in a daze when he recalled this.

No matter how many years have passed, she will always remember that day.That was a day she would never forget, even more unforgettable than Qin Lunong's pale, cold and lifeless face lying in the bathtub.

Three years ago, when she returned home after her announcement, a woman with disheveled hair was sitting on the sofa in the living room with a bulging belly and she was pregnant.Ji Shulan wiped away tears.

Qin Yinong didn't recognize him for a while, and while taking off his shoes, he thought inexplicably: Who is this person?

Hearing the movement, the other party slowly raised her haggard face and called her nickname.

Qin Yinong froze into a stone.

Always well-groomed, Qin Lu, who tidied herself up neatly, was disheveled, with disheveled temple hair, shrunken shoulders, timid, no longer the proud demeanor of the past.She was so thin that she almost lost her shape, her plump moon cheeks were sunken, and her eyes were deeply set in the eye sockets, so hollow that it was frightening.

Only in the eyes looking towards Qin Yinong, there is still a trace of the warmth she is familiar with.

As if being punched hard on the bridge of the nose, Qin Yinong's eyes were sore and swollen, he opened his mouth, his voice trembling obviously: "Sister?"