i don't love you anymore [entertainment]

The story of "Butterfly Transformation" is very simple. A young painter always dreamed of a beautiful butterfly with light blue wings and light purple patterns, dancing gracefully in his dream every night, seeming to say something in silence.

He just wanted to paint its beauty at first, but found that no matter what kind of paint he used, he couldn't paint one-tenth of the beauty in his dream.

Over the past few years, more than ten years, he has gradually become obsessed with it, haunted by dreams, and regards the butterfly in his dream as the incarnation of the most supreme beauty in the world, and because of this, he has gradually become separated from the real world.

He couldn't have a normal relationship with women, so he suspected that he was gay, and even talked about several boyfriends.But no matter who he is with, once in bed, his butterflies will follow him like a shadow, cutting off the bridge between him and the world, making him extremely tired of his partner's body.

Constantly failing, he started hating his butterflies and started destroying his paintings, but couldn't get rid of them no matter what.He realizes that his butterfly has taught him the most sublime beauty in the world, and at the same price, it also cuts him off from the world, leaving him trapped in a mortal body, struggling between eternity and reality. .

The script uses a lot of inner monologues, depicting his pain in the gap between beauty and reality.In such extreme pain, he met a sunny and optimistic girl, a handsome young man who made a living by fraud, and a gallery owner who appreciated his talent, but all of them went to failure.The family arranged a blind date for him, cut off his source of income, and even forced him to see a psychiatrist. In the end, he took his favorite painting of butterflies, tied a stone, and jumped into the winter sea.

"Butterfly! If you are the incomparable beauty in the world, please tell me, whether only death can make me truly embrace you? Are you leading me to the most sacred path?"

Yu Chu fell in love with this script a few years ago. After buying it, he approached several famous directors including Director Yan, but they were all rejected.

There is no other reason, it is too difficult to shoot.

It's not about the special effects, nor about the funding, but because of too many metaphors and monologues, which is a great challenge for actors and directors.A bad film is a bad film that doesn't make sense.

Yu Chu is also beating drums in his heart. If he is asked to play the painter in it, can he really play it?

In the past few years since his debut, he has acted in nearly [-] works, including big-screen movies, TV dramas, and micro-films. He has won all the awards at home and abroad. He is always a little weak. I read dozens of them and didn't like them.

Only thinking about this, the more he thinks about it, the faster his heart beats, he hasn't had this kind of drive for a long time.

He sent the script to Bai Yueze, and Bai Yueze read it for three full days before giving him an answer. The answer was that it would be a stage play, he invested, he directed, and Yu Chulai acted as a painter.

Yu Chu was happy in his heart, it had nothing to do with his liking for Bai Yueze, it was purely because of this script.

He attracted A Jiang, and there were several other candidates in his mind, all of whom were first-class actors in the industry, with a salary of more than 7 figures. The spread of stage plays was low, and the cycle of rehearsal and tour was long. this time.

He secretly had contact with Bai Yueze, and Bai Yueze himself had his favorite candidate, and Yu Chu didn't interfere with him. On the day of the audition, he sat behind the desk, wearing sunglasses, and was shocked to see all the people he wanted to invite come in one by one. interview.

Last year's best actor Liu Zongchen, the international first-line movie star Su Shanshan, the recently popular TV star Lin Huachen, and Qi Min, the three-time best actress winner.

Including Yu Chu and Du Mingjiang, in this small room, the average net worth is above one billion.

Even if a top-notch director sits here, he can't gather so many wrists.

Yu Chu was the first to audition. After the audition, he sat next to Bai Yueze, dumbfounded the whole time, lowered his head and asked in a low voice, "How much did you spend?"

Bai Yueze said, "I borrowed Director Yan's face."

Yu Chuxin said that Director Yan might not be able to invite these people. He probably not only spent money, but also touched the name of the Bai family.

He was the one who found the script, and he wanted to act it, but he didn't know what kind of thing he could make. The people around him were willing to put in the effort, whether it was for the script or not, he was happy.

He quietly pinched Bai Yueze's left palm under the table, and then played with his fingers after the pinching, as long as the audition took.Bai Yueze sat as still as a mountain, earnestly taking notes with his right hand, and finally reached out to lift Yu Chu away after it was over. The two lovers in name behaved well, divided into two cars, each drove separately, and after an hour Went into the same hotel again.

Yu Chu likes this small hotel in the botanical garden very much, and has been there six times this month alone.He lay on the bed and read the script, while Bai Yueze sat on the side and watched the replay of the audition. The two were already used to each other's existence, whether it was making love or simply staying.

"Qi Min is more suitable for an actress," Yu Chu said, "I am very familiar with her acting, which is more delicate than Shanshan."

Bai Yueze raised his head from the tablet and glanced at him.

Yu Chu said with a smile: "Let's discuss the matter, without the ex-boyfriend filter."

Bai Yueze let out a "hmm".

Yu Chu leaned over and bit his lower lip.With one hand free, he clasped the tablet, grabbed Yu Chu's wrist, and turned his head to kiss him.

The two kissed slowly, until Yu Chu's legs felt numb, so he threw the script on the ground and sat on him.Bai Yueze skillfully wrapped his arms around his waist, breathing heavily and looking into his eyes.

"Director Bai, you're so pretty." Yu Chu stared at him and said, "When I first saw you, I thought it was some newly signed model."

Bai Yueze also smiled, the tips of his ears turned red, as if he was a little embarrassed by the compliment.Seeing it, Yu Chu's heart was burning hot, and he lowered his head to kiss the tip of his ear.Bai Yueze pinched his neck, like pinching a big cat, and said, "You look good too."

During the kiss, Yu Chu said: "The boast is so perfunctory that you don't even change a word, huh?"

Bai Yueze wiped his tear mole with his fingers, and then kissed him with his lips.He liked the little gray dots under Yu Chu's eyes very much, as if he hadn't shed tears in his previous life. When he looked at him when he was emotional, he always wanted to hold him in his arms with pity, and never let go.

Yu Chu said persistently, "Praise again."

Bai Yueze stared at him: "I'm poor at words, I can't boast. Hmm... like the blue butterfly in the script."

Yu Chu listened, and suddenly broke into a laugh after a while, his eyes were bent into crescents.He reached out to pull Bai Yueze's button, the tablet was quickly moved aside, Bai Yueze hugged the person, reached out to turn off the light, the only light source in the room was the light outside the window, hidden in the orchid bushes, very dark , Even the light seems to have the fragrance of orchids.

After sleeping together for a long time, Bai Yueze slowly figured out this person's routine.It was past four o'clock in the morning, before he woke up, his body had already turned over consciously, and went to hug the waist of the person next to him.

Yu Chuzheng glanced at the phone in a daze, patted his arm after being hugged, and was about to go back to sleep.Bai Yueze took him into his arms again, and asked in a low voice after a while, "Are you insomnia?"

Yu Chu closed his eyes, and said in a low voice, "Yes, it will be fine if I go back to sleep again."

Bai Yueze was silent for a while, and seemed to wake up from sleep.He opened his eyes and looked at Yu Chu in the dark, and reached out to touch his forehead: "It's always been like this?"

Yu Chu's sleep quality has improved a lot recently, so he will be half asleep and half awake, and said, "Yes."

Bai Yueze kept guessing in his heart, hesitated for a few seconds, and asked him, "Is it related to your mother?"

The person in the arms visibly froze.He waited for a while, but Yu Chu didn't speak.

"I know a very good psychiatrist..."

Yu Chu's fingers pressed against his lips, blocking all the rest of his words.

He turned over and faced Bai Yueze, his eyes lit up like some kind of wild animal in the dimness of four o'clock in the morning, staring at him motionless, with helplessness in his tone: "Director Bai, you still think I'm trapped Is it not deep enough?"

Bai Yueze frowned suddenly, and it happened again, this feeling of losing one's foot in the air.

Yu Chu moved his index finger away, rubbed the center of his frowning brows, smiled naturally, kissed the corner of his lips, hugged him and said, "Sleep."

But Bai Yueze didn't fall asleep, and neither did Yu Chu.

The two people who couldn't be called friends, lovers, or work partners didn't know who they were trying to deceive, they hugged each other and pretended to sleep until dawn.

The author has something to say: Pay tribute to "The Temple of the Golden Pavilion", I will always like the Golden Pavilion!