i don't love you anymore [entertainment]

Lived to be in his twenties, for the first time, he loved with all his heart and soul, chased after him, confessed countless times, slept countless times, and finally fetched water from a bamboo basket, shot and fell apart, and fell completely .

Yu Chu wished to chop up the mess with a knife, and told him to leave with a phone call, so that he would never appear in front of his eyes again in his life, but he looked left and right again, and he still feels unwilling.Obviously people have separated, but his body still remembers, he always likes to reach out to touch when he sleeps at night, he always looks at WeChat when he opens the lock screen, and he always thinks about how he will line up when reciting lines. It's only been a few months. I don't know if I'm deceiving myself or others, or if I'm really poisoned.

To put it bluntly, he was self-indulgent and self-inflicted. People never said they liked him from the beginning. It was he who wanted to post it himself, forcing a fragile relationship, and in the end he couldn't even say a word of separation.

Yu Chu ordered a table of wine in the small private room of the bar. He was dizzy from drinking, but he couldn't get drunk no matter what.The boss is an old acquaintance with him, so he came to accompany him in person, said comforting words pointlessly, and finally withdrew all the wine, and said to him: "It's useless to get drunk, it's better to go home and sleep early, maybe it's better in the dream some."

Yu Chu refused. He had been in a cold war with Bai Yueze for more than half a month, and his heart was like a pack of explosives that might explode at any time. If he didn't get drunk today, he might rush into Bai Yueze's house tomorrow and put People were drugged and locked up, and did something that they regretted.

The boss refused to give him a drink, so he got up and went to the bar to order. In the end, both sides gave in. There were a few bottles of beer left on the table, and the boss closed the door of the private room.

Yu Chu drank boringly by himself, turned on his phone, and at twelve o'clock in the morning, there was not a single message.He flipped through the contact list from the beginning to the end, and then from the end to the beginning. The waiter outside came in to deliver the wine, and a very handsome boy was replaced. He brought him soda and a fruit plate.

Yu Chu didn't raise his eyes, the man put down the fruit plate and said, "Mr. Yu, the boss asked me to come and accompany you."

Only then did Yu Chu raise his head. The boy was wearing the uniform uniform in the bar, with fair skin, thin double eyelids, and a little lipstick on his lips. He looked very young, probably a college student from some school.

He didn't speak, the child said: "I have always liked you very much, I have read every one of your works."

He smiled at him between speeches, with two small dimples at the corners of his mouth, neither humble nor overbearing, his smile was very sunny.Yu Chu stared at him for a long time, and suddenly remembered in his not very bright mind that he was still a celebrity, and he had countless admirers, and anyone waving casually on the roadside was someone who fucking wanted to pick him up.

But he ran to soak an unresponsive wooden stake, he was mentally ill.

The boy said again: "May I sit here?"

Yu Chu said to him, "Sit."

The two sat in the same row, less than two arms away, and the boy poured soda for him and brought it to his mouth.Yu Chu drank it with his hand. The taste of soda water was so weak that it was almost sour, and it was astringent after swallowing.

Bai Yueze also ordered him a glass of soda in the bar before.

Yu Chu didn't know whether he was drunk or not, so he drank the whole glass of soda, leaned against the window and asked the people around him, "What's your name?"

"Su Xi," he said, "it's not his real name, and I don't think you will mind."

Yu Chu nodded.

He said: "I'm in the J drama university musical, and you're still half of my senior."

Yu Chu nodded again.

He laughed and said again: "I saw you when you first came in. You looked very unhappy. Did you talk to your boyfriend?"

Yu Chu stopped nodding this time. He was thinking about why he had an affair with Bai Yueze, and made it known to everyone that he would be questioned by the lover whenever he came out to have an affair.

But Su Xi quickly changed the topic: "The boss won't let you drink any more, but I'm very close with the buddy at the bar, so I can let him deliver it secretly... Don't worry, I won't give you any toppings, I like you very much , I want to sleep with you when you are awake."

Yu Chu didn't speak.

He ordered cocktails for Yu Chu, and the two people who met for the first time talked ramblingly, most of the time it was children talking, Yu Chu listened absent-mindedly, sometimes he didn't even know what he was talking about, But having someone by your side is better than being alone and drinking.

After drinking until two or three o'clock, Yu Chu was still not drunk, but the boy beside him was already drunk, holding his hand and refusing to let go, saying something like liking in his mouth.Yu Chu didn't really hate him, so he reached out and touched the back of his head, it was soft, even a little hairy, and it was much more comfortable to touch than Bai Yueze.

Hold.

Yu Chu spilled those three words together with the last half glass of beer, Su Xi stared at him motionless with water in his eyes, and asked if he could kiss him.Yu Chu didn't move, so he raised his head and kissed him. He didn't kiss his mouth, but kissed his chin, and even took a light bite, and then slowly moved to his lips.

Yu Chu took a slow breath and rubbed his hair again.Encouraged, the boy lowered his head to bite his buttons, his lips and tongue were flexible, and he must have done these things frequently.

Yu Chu pretended not to understand, and held the much smaller boy with one hand, looking at the colorful light outside a little dullly, and there was nothing in his mind.

It was blank and tasteless, only the alcohol was cutting the nerves bluntly.

When the boy went to bite his belt, Yu Chu helped him back to the sofa and covered him with his coat.

The boy's eyes suddenly went dark, and he tore off his clothes in a daze, and saw that Yu Chu had turned and left, leaving a watch on the table.

At this point in time, even the outside of the bar has begun to become deserted.Yu Chu sat on the side of the road smoking a cigarette, wanted to vomit, but couldn't, leaning against the dirty lamppost, his face began to stiffen from the cold.

He was probably really drunk, so he took out his mobile phone again, flipped through the address book twice, called the driver to turn off the phone, and no one answered when he called a friend. If he called Ah Jiang, there was a high probability that he would come out to pick him up in the middle of the night .

But he didn't want to fight, he finally hit Qi Min.

Qi Min answered the phone in her dream, but Yu Chu didn't know what to say after the call, so she asked her if she slept and how she slept.The person on the other end listened for more than ten seconds and asked him, "Are you drunk?"

Yu Chu said no.

Qi Min asked again: "You actually went to get drunk in the middle of the night because of your director Bai?"

Yu Chu was stabbed in the heart and shut up.

She sighed, and finally said, "Give me the address."

He hung up the phone and sent the address to Qi Min. Qi Min turned around and called Bai Yueze. He only said, "Your boyfriend is drunk." He hung up without waiting for a reply and sent him the address. WeChat.

Bai Yueze thought he hadn't woken up.

Or he never woke up from beginning to end.

He should contact Lin Lin, or his own driver, or the 24-hour driver in any software, copy the address, and let anyone pick him up.

But he stared at the long list of addresses for a long time. There were still several typos in it, and he probably couldn't figure it out because he was drunk.

He drove to the bar, and when he found Yu Chu, the man was sitting under a telephone pole smoking a cigarette. In the middle of the night when the temperature was close to zero, the man didn't even wear a coat, only a black sweater, and his face was pale. He might freeze himself to death on the side of the road.

With a sullen face, Bai Yueze rolled down the car window, and said the first sentence that had nothing to do with the script in more than half a month: "Do you think you are too lucky?"

Yu Chu narrowed his eyes, as if he didn't know him, and looked at him for a while.

Bai Yueze opened the car door for him, Yu Chu threw away the cigarette, stood up, but didn't get in the car, just walked along the street unsteadily.

After standing up, the street lamp illuminated the teeth marks on his chin and the hickey marks on his neck.

Bai Yueze's breathing was blocked by a stone, and he had to use all his strength to breathe every time. He followed Yu Chu in the car, and followed Yu Chu halfway. The family continued to sleep, half gnashing their teeth and wanting to pull the man back to his car, take off the sweater and check it carefully several times.He was going crazy, or had already been almost crazy during the Cold War.

Yu Chu walked back to the back door of the bar, wanting to go inside again.Bai Yueze finally stepped on the brake, opened the door, got out of the car, and grabbed his wrist.

The wrist was not warm at all, it was as cold as a stone.Bai Yueze pulled him towards the car, but he refused, looked at him coldly in the dim light, and said, "Aren't you caring too much?"

Bai Yueze didn't want to quarrel with the drunk, so he hugged him directly by the waist.Both men are about 1.8 meters tall. From a distance, they don't look like they are hugging, but they are fighting. They tossed all the way from the bar door to the car.

Bai Yueze locked all the doors.

Knowing that he couldn't get out, Yu Chu stopped struggling and sat quietly in the co-pilot, feeling cold and having a headache. His hands and feet were shaking while the heater was blowing on him. He leaned against the window and watched Bai Yueze drive.

He was driving in the direction of University City, a road Yu Chu was already familiar with to the point of throwing up.

His head was heavily filled with alcohol, three points of anger, three points of frustration and three points of humiliation, plus one point of messy affection, all mixed together, shaking up and down, stirring, and igniting the explosives accumulated for a month.

He said: "Bai Yueze, I have a lot of fucking bed and companions, this is the end of the two of us."

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