life and joy

Rumor has it that when a person over-represses their emotional body, it will be in a state of high load, and over time it may destroy the whole person.

After meeting He Yikun, He Huan talked a lot less, and he was in a state of autism, until one day he couldn't hold on any longer and completely fell ill.

At two o'clock in the middle of the night, the doctor was called urgently, but after some investigation, he could not find any symptoms, only a low-grade fever.But the fever lasted for nearly half a month, and Yao Qi stayed by his bedside, only taking care of him and not talking.

When the servants came in, they often thought that there was no one in the room, and when they opened the door, they found that one of them was staring at the ceiling in a daze, and the other was staring out of the window in a daze.

He Yikun was sentenced to two years in prison with a two-year reprieve until the Supreme People's Court at the provincial level pronounced a verdict.

The person who had been lingering on the sick bed for a long time suddenly felt much better, and went to school with his suitcase.

Looking at the lonely figure of his boss standing alone, Jiang He couldn't help but suggested, for the sake of the young master's condition, why don't we have a private activity and let the court sentence him for two more years?

Yao Qi was speechless, always feeling that He Huan had entered a strange circle, and he had gone deeper and further than He Huan by mistake.

On Friday afternoon, Yao Qi was sitting in the office bored, thinking about where to start to squeeze the surplus value of employees, when a message notification sounded suddenly on his phone.He Huan said, come pick me up.

The president of a certain company who had vowed to work hard just now seemed to suddenly see the peach blossoms blooming all over the mountain, and he left tens of thousands of people under him and rushed out like an arrow flying off the string.

When Yao Qi arrived, He Huan was still packing his things. He was tall and leggy and quickly went up to the [-]th floor. When he saw Yin Chao, he froze for a moment.

On the contrary, Yin Chao seemed to know that he would come in advance, so he came over to say hello calmly.

"Why are you here?" Yao Qi blurted out and asked.

Yin Chao looked at him calmly and said, if you are asking why I am in this school, my answer is to choose randomly from domestic universities according to my scores; if you are asking why I am in this dormitory, I think you know the answer.

Yao Qi stared at him for a long time before smiling wryly and said, if you can make him happy, remember to come and tell me, I won't wait any longer.

Yin Chao was silent for a long time, with thick fog hiding in his eyes.He said, you really don't understand him.

He Huan came out of the laundry room at the end of the corridor and watched them from a distance.They looked at each other across the corridor of nearly a hundred meters, and Yin Chao never felt so close and so far away from He Huan.It was so close that this person's eyes were clearly looking in the direction he was in, and so far away that no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't look into He Huan's eyes along a straight line.

Obviously only a little bit, just a little bit.But it was this little deviation that made him the one to lose.

Sometimes things are really unfair.

After a simple dinner, it was getting late, and they rushed back to the time when the light was completely dark.

Along the way, He Huan talked about his new experiment, about the phoenix butterfly he took to the hotel that flew out of the window after laying eggs and finally disappeared in the cold wind, and said that he had the opportunity to go to the professor’s house for a meal, and the teacher’s wife was beautiful And gentle.

He has never talked much, and he kept talking until he finally had nothing to say before asking, seemingly unintentionally, how did the professor of Yaocheng University judge the case that the book was not true?

"Two years, the reprieve is also two years."

He Huan, who had been tense all the time, seemed to be silently relieved, but there was no expression on his face, as if the result should have been like this.

The navigation suddenly reminded that there was a series of car accidents on the nearest highway to Huidai City, nearly ten cars collided together and the scene was blocked.They could only temporarily change lanes and enter the small village next to the intersection.

At that time, it was completely dark, and there was no pedestrian on the road, only a few sporadic lights in the distant village.Under the illumination of high beams, Yao Qi suddenly saw two giant trees in the middle of the road ahead, and the road beyond was as flat as when he came.

"Who is so wicked to put a barricade in the middle of the road? Is the road ahead? It can't be so unlucky." He was about to get out of the car to check while talking, not wanting to be grabbed by the arm by He Huan.

"Don't go down." Although the lights in the car were on, the light was not good, and He Huan's face looked paler than usual.Even in the face of the He family that he hates from the bottom of his heart, he seldom loses his composure like this, Yao Qi suddenly felt surprised.

He leaned back on his seat with peace of mind, turned around with a smile and said to He Huan, "I haven't seen you bow your head and begged anyone for so many years. I didn't expect Xiao Huan to be afraid at times. You have learned a lot."

At the end, I still don’t forget to add, say, what?Are you afraid of meeting someone who is black and blind?

The joke on his face couldn't be concealed, but He Huan raised his chin as if he didn't see it, and said, I know what you're thinking, the world is peaceful now, let's not talk about your identity as the second young master of the Yao family, let's just talk about our two youths In the prime of life, there is nothing to be afraid of even walking at night.

Yao Qi raised his eyebrows, noncommittal.

He Huan continued without seeing it, if we got off the bus today, maybe the whole village would be waiting for us, and we would not be able to leave without taking off our clothes.There is no one to turn to for help in this kind of thing. If you report that you have been hijacked, the police will not believe you. It takes half an hour to go from Yao's house to call for help, even if you use a helicopter. Half an hour is enough to do anything.

Yao Qi finally put away his joking expression and asked, Xiao Huan, have you met him before?

He Huan put down his guard, looked at him with a little helplessness, and said, sometimes you feel like you live in a paradise after living at the top of society for a long time, knowing nothing about foreign things.People who have everything since childhood do not understand the hungry life at all, and naturally they do not understand the human nature of plundering and hatred. Giving up plundering and giving up hatred is equal to the human nature of turning everything in front of you into a blank.

Yao Qi's face was close at hand, He Huan slightly turned his head away to avoid the other's scorching breath.Shen Sheng asked, why are you still not leaving?

Just when He Huan was getting more and more at a loss as to what to do and would rather get out of the car and face the mob, Yao Qi finally seemed to have had enough of watching, so he looked back casually and walked back.He said, no matter what you have endured before and what you plan to undertake in the future, I will tolerate everything.I believe that others cannot and cannot do this.

He Huan looked at the road ahead and did not react at all, just like being temporarily deaf.But he didn't speak any more during the rest of the journey, proving that he could actually hear every word clearly.

He thought that he might marry someone in the future, and then have a lovely baby. Life doesn't need to be so dramatic, just plain and simple.He also thought that it might be difficult for him to tolerate another person completely intruding into his life in his life, so there is nothing wrong with living alone.When Yin Chao confessed, he even thought that if the guy he likes in the future is a boy, he must treat him well, so as to make up for the various injustices against homosexuals in this world.

He thought of almost all possibilities, but he never thought of Yao Qi.

It's not because he doesn't accept boys, or because he doesn't accept acquaintances, or because he doesn't feel comfortable when he doesn't call. He just thinks that a person like Yao Qi who can meet the most stringent criteria for choosing a mate should have someone who also lives in a fairy tale. Girls come and match him.

They stayed in a small hotel next to the highway that night, and set off for Daicheng early the next morning.In the afternoon, it was a sorority meeting of a welfare home.He Huan once donated all the profits of his studio in the first year, so he was the chief at the fraternity party.

On this occasion, all the celebrities are seated, and the banquet is decent and solemn.But He Huan remembered that there were nearly [-] unnamed mentally handicapped children living behind the hall used to support the facade, and after that were dementia patients and some mentally disturbed people.

The banquet was boring, so He Huan came out from the back door and walked along the side corridor all the way to the children's bedroom and the medical room in the backyard.

A familiar figure sat in the reception room in the backyard. He Huan was stunned for a moment, and then he was relieved: No one in the world can stop Yao Qi from doing what he wants to do.

Yao Qi saw him coming, leaving the vice president of the orphanage behind, and ran over from a distance.

He Huan said helplessly, can you consider discussing with me what to do next time?

Yao Qi argued that it was because you didn't want to bring me this mobile cash machine, and I felt that it would be a loss if I didn't have me in places that needed money.

He Huan was speechless. Sure enough, the second generation of rich people in the world exudes the temperament that I deserve to be beaten, except for their fearless action ability, which is commendable.

Behind the orphanage is a row of old sycamore trees, and behind it is an old-fashioned white wall.The faint light of the moon shines on the blue tiles and white walls, making the world more lonely and painful in a trance.

He Huan walked in front calmly and silently, Yao Qi followed unhurriedly, he knew that he had something to say.

In the end, He Huan stopped in front of a small four-story building and looked at a certain window upstairs.

"Before I was eight years old, I often went to an orphanage in Yaocheng, so on such a moonlit night, I often saw a person sitting in the second window on the right on the third floor, looking at the world peacefully and alone."

Yao Qi was silent. He couldn't imagine how many years ago an eight-year-old child staggered and ran across the weedy path to a place where he couldn't see his home.

He Huan looked up, silently looking at the solemn building under the night, just like looking at an old friend.For a long time, he said that there was a mental patient sitting there, but there is no one in this world who does not need to ask for ears, but there are people in the world who keep talking, because no one listens and they keep talking.

Previously, Yao Qi always thought that he had enough experience to respond to anyone's emotions anytime and anywhere, until this cognition was broken again and again by He Huan.The person in front of him seems to have no heart, and the expression on his face is always just right, even if he once showed a slight pain, it was just a means to gain approval.The sensibility of what position is always measured with a tape measure, without the slightest mistake.

It seems to be clear and clear, but in fact, Xu Xutu is sure to win.

The seemingly innocent boy is the manipulator.

He Huan was trapped in his childhood memories, and he didn't notice the strangeness of the people around him. He said to himself, in fact, what I just said was a false proposition, and mental patients have no thoughts.Even if there were, no one cared what they thought.Anyone who is crazy for a moment in his life will always be defined as crazy.The sad thing is that even if the mental illness is cured, there is a possibility of relapse at any time. In other words, there is no cure for life.

The already vast night became even more empty because of his few words for no reason, and a large blank was spread around the silent surroundings.Yao Qi took a small step and lowered his shoulders to the point where He Huan just leaned comfortably.

He knew that the person in front of him could stand firm even without support, but it would still be sad to bear it alone.