I time travel after throwing away my sister's book

Xu Anran waited for a few seconds, took a sip from the water glass, looked at Zheng Zhinan and said, "Do you think he loves you very much?"

Zheng Zhinan knew that Xu Anran was playing tricks, but he still answered this question seriously.

"Whether he loves me or not, I will love him." Indeed, it doesn't matter if he doesn't love him, as long as he gets pleasure in this relationship, and now, not only he loves him, but he also loves him .

He can feel that love, he doesn't know why he is so sure, but he can feel that Lin Xiao likes him, even loves him.

Zheng Zhinan's words made Xu Anran choke, he thought Zheng Zhinan was showing off on purpose because his tone was too confident.

Actually not, this is just Zheng Zhinan's real thoughts, what to say.

Xu Anran did not forget the purpose of his trip, he put down his glass and said to Zheng Zhinan: "Do you know my information? I used to study painting, do you know what this means?"

Zheng Zhinan looked at him, waiting for his next sentence.

"You also draw, that's what we have in common, and don't you think your nose looks like mine?"

Zheng Zhinan complained in his heart, don't most of the good-looking noses have this shape?And I don't care what they have in common, as long as I am happy with him.

Zheng Zhinan, who had finished complaining in his heart, kept smiling and said, "So?"

"Don't you understand? You are just my substitute."

Zheng Zhinan's smile widened, and he said to Xu Anran: "Oh, so I'm a double, but you failed a bit. He even proposed to the double, but he doesn't care about you, the 'original owner'?"

Xu Anran's face froze because of this sentence, and he almost wanted to stand up and point at Zheng Zhinan and say that he was a bitch.

Zheng Zhinan knew that Xu Anran was very angry at this moment, so he said slowly: "You keep talking about the double, so I will tell you carefully, he didn't let me learn painting, but I like to learn it myself. , When I talked to him at the time, he was not even happy for me to learn painting because you are a painter, but I really liked it, so I learned it. As for the nose, I actually noticed it, and I asked Lin Xiao specifically, what is our nose? It's not a bit similar, but he said... Your nose is made out? I'm sorry, my nose is born like this, if you don't believe me, I'll rub it down for you to see—" Zheng Zhinan really rubbed his nose at this point, his face He still smiled, "One more thing, you say I'm a substitute, so what if I'm a substitute? As long as I'm happy, he treats me as a substitute, or even anyone, I'm happy, because I like him and want to Make him happy, so I don't care." Zheng Zhinan still didn't say anything.

That is, I like him now, and he can use me as a substitute, but if I don't like him anymore, I can break up for this reason at any time. In this relationship, no matter who likes who first, he is in charge.

Some people are like this, no matter they have lost their memory or lost everything in the past, they will always love themselves the most, because Zheng Zhinan has always believed that in a relationship, love yourself first, that person will love you, if you don’t love yourself How can others respect you, or even fall in love with you?

Loving yourself is not selfish, it is to make the relationship more equal.Also don't lose yourself.

Xu Anran clenched his hands into fists, and said with a sneer, "So you're quite happy being a stand-in? I love him, and he loves and still loves me." His tone was stubborn and persistent, but he couldn't believe that this wasn't about the love of a stand-in. In the story, he just wanted to say that he was a double, as if it would make him feel better.

Zheng Zhinan sighed and said, "Don't you come to me and tell me these things because you want me to separate from him?"

Xu Anran remained silent.

Zheng Zhinan said: "You are very selfish. In fact, you don't want to break us up for Lin Xiao at all. You just can't swallow this breath. You think that you have been in love for so many years. Even if you are lost and betrayed him for a while, it depends on you. In terms of love for many years, he should also tolerate you, forgive you, and have been waiting for you to turn around, but he didn’t. After going through the most difficult period, he started a new life, met new friends, and found a match. Your partner, but you are living a miserable life. Didn’t you go abroad? Why did you come back? I heard from Lin Xiao’s friend that you were betrayed. Don’t you think this is your retribution? Betrayed you see For his happiness, you want him to be in the same pain as you, to sink into this miserable situation like you, and you still say you love him? Shouldn’t loving him stay away from his life and let him continue to be happy like this? "

"You are selfish."

"Take a good look at yourself, and see how resentful you look. You were the one who left first, but you didn't allow others to leave."

"Don't dream anymore, from the moment you betrayed him and slept with that person, you will never be able to, you have been in love with him for so many years, don't you know his character? It is impossible for him to forgive the betrayer , he is not a dog, he never likes to eat shit." You are that shit, Zheng Zhinan didn't say it because he knew it, and Xu Anran could understand it.

Zheng Zhinan, who was direct and rude, used paragraphs of words to make Xu Anran's eyes turn red, and the veins on his forehead bulged. For a moment, Zheng Zhinan thought that Xu Anran would jump up and fight him.

But Xu Anran didn't.

He covered his face and began to cry so loudly that the waiter at the coffee shop rushed over to ask if he needed help.

He was crying because Zheng Zhinan was right.

He is just selfish, just unable to accept the reality. He originally had a boyfriend who was considerate and even loved him, but he betrayed him because of being lost for a while. This is actually quite good in the first place. Xu Anran never thought that his first love would lie to him.

During his time in England, he once thought he was happy and would not regret breaking up with Lin Xiao.

But he didn't expect that man would lie to him, so that he would never be able to get out of this haze.

Zheng Zhinan was right, he knew Lin Xiao's character, it was impossible to forgive him, he was right in every sentence.

He is a loser, a betrayer, and a coward who, instead of taking revenge on his first love, came to harass his ex-boyfriend who started a new life.

Zheng Zhinan walked out of the coffee shop, Lin Xiao also left quietly, came to Zheng Zhinan and took his hand, the two of them walked on the sidewalk, Lin Xiao said: "I thought he would fight with you." In fact, he felt that several times It's time to fight.

Zheng Zhinan deliberately joked: "Then we fight, who are you helping?"

Lin Xiao didn't even think about it: "Of course it's you." You are my fiancé, we are going to hold a wedding next year, and there is registration, how can I help another person.

The legalization of same-sex marriage has become increasingly clear.

Lin Xiao was only waiting for that day to come. He had to go to the appointment line immediately and be the first to register with him as a legal couple.

In fact, Lin Xiao couldn't hear what they were talking about, but could only see some expressions and behaviors. In fact, this was enough. He came here just to protect Zheng Zhinan from getting hurt. As for what Xu Anran said to him, Lin Xiao didn't care.

He believed that Zheng Zhinan's character could completely tell the good from the bad.

He believed in Zheng Zhinan.

Zheng Zhinan also believed him.

There is no need to explain anything to each other, and they understand everything.

Afterwards, many things happened.

For example, Xu Anran left sadly after chatting with Zheng Zhinan, and then sent a lot of photos of him and his first love together, intimate photos to the family of his first love, telling her that this man cheated on the marriage.

He continued to paint, did not harass Lin Xiao and Zheng Zhinan anymore, left the city, and cut off contact with everyone.

For another example, the congress in December successfully passed the proposal of gay marriage, and issues related to gay marriage are being resolved one after another.

Later, Zheng Zhinan and Lin Xiao had their wedding, took their wedding photos, and Lin Xiao posted on his social platform that Zheng Zhinan was leaning on the sofa watching a movie, looking at his sleeping profile, and the marriage certificate.

Five years later, Zheng Zhinan, who is amazingly talented in painting, successfully held his solo exhibition. Since then, it has become a hit. In the paintings, the colors are changeable, but you can always feel what he wants to express, unique and amazing personal style.

Although the painter's appearance is very high, it does not affect everyone's recognition of his paintings.

There is a kind of person, even if they have good looks, their works are more attractive.

Good looks are just icing on the cake.

Artists do not rely on their looks, but on their works.

The two are blossoming and bearing fruit in their respective fields, and their relationship is as happy and harmonious as ever.

It seems that the happy time always passes very long.

The moment Zheng Zhinan lay on the hospital bed and closed his eyes, he thought he had run out of energy and completely disappeared in this world.

He was indeed exhausted in this world, and even disappeared in this world.

It's just that when he opened his eyes again, when those memories came back to his mind, his face was a little pale.

In the past, he hated and discriminated against homosexuals because of his friends’ experience, and even made trouble for them. Although he has experienced many worlds later, he gradually understands homosexuality and learns to respect it.

But he has never admitted that he himself is actually gay.

People who don't think they are gay, go to a world without any memory, fall in love with a man, and live with him forever and even vow each other forever.

It was neither forced nor seduced by others.

It was himself who took the initiative to like a man, even fell in love with him, pursued him, and responded to him.

At this moment, he finally understood the reason why the system did this.

At first, he thought that the system was trying to trick him deliberately, so that he could not complete the task, so that he could reincarnate for a long time and could not go home.

But now he thinks otherwise.

The system is to let the hard-spoken and hard-hearted him see himself clearly.

He has resisted homosexuality for so long, but he is also a homosexual himself, really... It's ridiculous, it's ridiculous.

What's even more ridiculous is that because he recognized himself, he also received an extra reward from the system, adding 400 points to the original one.

Although the system still used the mechanical sound to remind him that the mission was successful.

He didn't find the wrong partner, but Zheng Zhinan was speechless for a long time.

After experiencing so many worlds, it was at this moment that Zheng Zhinan fully understood his heart.

The experience about the world in the book gradually faded in his increasingly clear mind.

After fully understanding the intention of the system, Zheng Zhinan took several deep breaths and finally cheered up again.

But this time, Zheng Zhinan, who understands what the system wants to do, is no longer afraid of any mode, but is worried that choosing the crazy mode will consume too much time and effort, so he has chosen the high-level difficult mode with 5500 task points, and waits until he finishes this. For high-level tasks, you can go home if you do a hard mode next time.

Finally...you can go home.