I time travel after throwing away my sister's book

Chen Qingren arrived as scheduled and sat in Chen Qingren's car. Zheng Zhinan was slightly depressed and did not speak.

As the one who was abandoned, it was strange that the original owner could continue talking and laughing with Chen Qingren at this time, so Zheng Zhinan looked out of the car window quietly. In fact, it was already dark at this time, and there was nothing to see outside.

Chen Qingren could see that Zheng Zhinan was in a low mood, but he didn't take it to heart. He only treated it as if he was making a fuss, and treated Zheng Zhinan as if he was having a little trouble. He also promised to ask him first before accepting the invitation next time. Make time for him.

Finally, Chen Qingren said in a tone that missed Zheng Zhinan very much: "I agreed to come down, mainly because I happen to be free these two days, and I want to spend more time with you. Don't you want to stay with me?"

Zheng Zhinan finally showed a helpless expression to express his relief when he heard the words, nodded and said, "I miss you too."

After knowing that Chen Qingren has a physical problem, Zheng Zhinan has been giving him the opportunity to tell him about it himself. According to the character of the original owner, maybe he will really stay by Chen Qingren's side because of the shackles of love, not caring about his physical defects. But the premise is that Chen Qingren can be honest with him.

If he can be honest, the original owner will definitely feel that the two are sincere, not what Zhang Yue said, and that Chen Qingren doesn't love him.

Then he can counter Zhang Yue's words, and then he will be willing to stay by Chen Qingren's side.

So after arriving at the hot spring villa, I greeted Zhang Yue, and the two ate something casually and went back to the room to rest.

Zheng Zhinan didn't have time to pay attention to Zhang Yue at this time, what he had to do now was to achieve Chen Qingren, the last straw that broke the camel's back, first, and then the connection was smooth and smooth, and the explosion was also happy.

After Zheng Zhinan took a shower, he wiped it clean, dried his hair, tied on his bathrobe in a vacuum and came out.

He is now creating a catalyst plot such as "Give Chen Qingren a chance to confess", without which the subsequent plot cannot go on.

He wants to seduce Chen Qingren.

The two were lying on the same bed, Zheng Zhinan stretched out his hand to touch his face, and stroked it lightly. Before he got any closer, Chen Qingren pushed his hand away. Chen Qingren seemed very sleepy.

After pushing away, he turned his back and said to Zheng Zhinan: "Honey, I'm very tired after driving for so long, so I'll go to bed first, and you should go to bed early too."

After Zheng Zhinan was pushed away, he lay flat on the bed and asked Chen Qingren softly.

"Qingren, do you have anything to say to me?" It was a sentence with deep meaning, but unfortunately, Chen Qingren was not sure, as if he had made up his mind to continue to hide it.

He said: "Yes, I love you, go to bed early, recharge your energy, and have fun tomorrow." It was completely perfunctory, as if he wanted to change the subject.

At that moment, my heart was as cold as water, and it seemed that there would be no more waves.

In the deep night, I could occasionally hear the slight sound of wind outside the window. I don't know how long it took. After Chen Qingren fell asleep, Zheng Zhinan lifted the quilt, put on a bathrobe and a belt, and left the room.

He knocked on Zhang Yue's room, and when the door opened, Zhang Yue pulled him in and pushed him to the closed door.

Zhang Yue misses Zheng Zhinan and is about to go crazy, and then he opens the door to see the person he misses day and night, a man he only sees in his dreams, and he fiercely kisses this man with loving eyes.

He looks like duckweed, helpless, his eyes are dead and gray after the fire of love is extinguished, Zhang Yue wants to ignite the fire again.

He kissed Zheng Zhinan's forehead, cheeks, nose tip, eyebrows and eyes carefully like treating a peerless treasure... He didn't miss any of them, and he was extremely devout.

Zheng Zhinan stretched out his arms to hug Zhang Yue, and said to him: "Let's do it." With a hint of revenge, he said to Zhang Yue who was looking straight at him, "Let's do it, I want to do it with you, do you want me?"

"I want you!" Zhang Yue hugged Zheng Zhinan by the waist and walked towards the wide and soft bed.

When fine beads of sweat oozed from Zheng Zhinan's forehead and nose, he panted lightly and asked Zhang Yue: "How many men have you had?"

Zhang Yue kissed Zheng Zhinan's earlobe, and said with a smile: "In addition to the child's play-like first love, I also had a fixed bed partner who only did sex and didn't love. Both of them are the existence of each other to solve their physical needs."

Although Zhang Yue said that he has a regular bed partner, because of the other party's calmness, Zheng Zhinan found that he didn't hate it, and even felt that it was nothing to make a fuss about. There are not a few people, this is some people's attitude towards life, and he has no right to criticize anything.

Maybe many people don't understand why they can understand the life attitude of people who are sexually free, but they don't understand the life attitude of homosexuals.He even hated their existence and wished that all homosexuals in this world would disappear.

Zheng Zhinan's deep aversion to homosexuality is entirely due to a previous experience. This experience is not about him, but about his good friend and the only friend he cares about. They have known each other since elementary school, and they are in the same class in junior high and high school.

His friend was just an ordinary boy who was easy to satisfy, and he was liked by another person of the same sex. The two got together. At the beginning, Zheng Zhinan didn't know much about homosexuality, and he didn't know what it was like to be together. I didn't think too much about it, I just accepted a relationship like a friend when I saw my friend happy.

Later, his friend died and committed suicide because the boy who liked him didn't like him anymore. Perhaps in the eyes of outsiders, this was a coward's performance, committing suicide because of the so-called feelings, and even scorned him.

But that was his best friend, the friend who had been with each other since he was a child, just jumped off the stairs and fell in front of his eyes in a twisted posture, from complete to fragmented in an instant.

In Zheng Zhinan's view, if it wasn't for that boy, his friend would have lived happily until he entered the society, found a job he liked, and lived the life he wanted.

But everything stopped in the summer of that year.

He was cheated, dumped, taunted and abused by his ex-boyfriend's current boyfriend, these homosexuals are disgusting.

Since then, Zheng Zhinan hated all homosexual groups, regardless of the so-called good existence or bad existence, so he did not hide his exclusion and prejudice, and once fired a homosexual employee who applied to the studio because He revealed his sexual orientation, and Zheng Zhinan invited this person away without hesitation after knowing about it.

In reality, they also need to prick their hearts with a reaction of fear of being infected with bacteria.

It seems that this will give the underground friends a little comfort.

Not only that, he also joined the anti-gay alliance, attacked homosexuals on the Internet, and blocked and disrupted some of their activities.

Don't you deserve it if you have AIDS or something?It's gay after all.

If one dies, one will be lost, and if two are infected, one will die.

Regarding homosexuality, Zheng Zhinan never kept his true inner thoughts.

Thinking of the past, Zheng Zhinan closed his eyes to prevent Zhang Yue from seeing his heart.

Zheng Zhinan circled Zhang Yue's neck and said, "It's hard to imagine that your skills can be developed with only one bed partner."

Zhang Yue kissed the naughty Zheng Zhinan and said, "I'm more picky than you think. Even if you don't have a bed partner, some people are naturally better at things like technology than others, and they learn faster."

They stayed until after four o'clock in the morning. Zheng Zhinan took a shower, tied up his bathrobe, and left Zhang Yue's room as if nothing had happened.

Zheng Zhinan left and lay down next to Chen Qingren again. He really slept deeply.

Zheng Zhinan deliberately made some noises, but Chen Qingren did not have the slightest reaction.

Zheng Zhinan lay on the bed and closed his eyes tiredly.

He didn't have any psychological pressure at all, on the contrary, he felt a sense of relief, like relief and relief.

After Zheng Zhinan fell asleep, Zhang Yue, who was lying on the bed, was still reminiscing about the hours of ups and downs with Zheng Zhinan.

Imagining his forbearing expression, the cute appearance of his body tensed up and trembling by himself.

Zhang Yue closed his eyes and couldn't help fantasizing about him and his future.

……

"Zhi Nan, I'm gay, do you hate me?"

"it's OK."

"Zhinan, he betrayed me...what should I do."

"You still have me."

"Zhi Nan, I'm in so much pain, why did they treat me like this?"

"It will be fine, and I will always be with you."

"Zhi Nan, goodbye."

The sound of a heavy object falling on the ground awakened Zheng Zhinan from his dream. He sat up from the bed. Chen Qingren got up earlier and was drinking water outside when he heard the sound urging Zheng Zhinan to dress and wash, and then come over for breakfast.

Zheng Zhinan lifted the quilt to get his clothes, and after putting them on, he walked to the bathroom in silence.

He looked at himself in the mirror, as if the young man was standing next to him, smiling at him, telling him not to forget to eat breakfast, otherwise his stomach would feel uncomfortable.

He is so good.

but died.