[Seven-five] Sunflowers are warm

Because of meeting Ding Yuehua by chance, Xu Xiangyang couldn't calm down all the time, and kept thinking about how to talk about reconciliation with Zhan Zhao.She was afraid of Zhan Zhao not only because she was accused of climbing the bed, but more because of her low self-esteem.In her previous life, she had a crush on her young, promising and handsome boss. After he saw through her thoughts, she was transferred from her original job, and then her colleagues started talking behind her back.She can say anything, but what she talks about most is that she is out of control and wishful thinking.

During that period of time, she lived in depression. She was just in love secretly, and she didn't do anything out of the ordinary. Just because she was ordinary, didn't she even have the qualifications to have a secret love?From then on, she had an inexplicable fear of excellent men, and felt that she was not worthy of it from the bottom of her heart, and she didn't even dare to think about it.How outstanding Zhan Zhao is is definitely not something she can get her hands on.Make sure to find a way to leave early.

I was restless, so naturally I didn't do much embroidery.She sighed slightly, no matter how entangled she was, she still had to do her job, if she couldn't support herself, what should she do after reconciling?It was getting dark, she moved the chair to the door of the room and continued to embroider.After a while, the courtyard door was pushed open, and it was Mrs. Wang.Sister-in-law Wang is the daughter-in-law of the dynasty. She is in her early thirties and is already the mother of two children.

Xu Xiangyang put down the work in hand, and greeted him, "Sister-in-law Wang, what's the matter?"

Sister-in-law Wang glanced at her indifferently, very alienated, "I'm here to deliver clothes to Mr. Zhan."

Xu Xiangyang looked at the stack of clothes in Mrs. Wang's hands, and thought that he was Zhan Zhao's wife now, and his clothes should be washed and mended by himself.And a little uncertain, Zhan Zhao hates her, maybe doesn't want her to touch anything of him.Carefully said: "Sister-in-law Wang, my illness is also cured. From now on, I will wash Mr. Zhan's clothes." Maybe he doesn't care about it, but this is a statement. She doesn't want to intervene in his life, she just wants to To do something within one's power is to make up for the mistakes made by the original owner.

Sister-in-law Wang walked around her with a cold snort, and said disdainfully: "Master Zhan is no good to suffer, who knows what you are going to do wrong? It will be of great help if you stay in your place!"

Xu Xiangyang froze in embarrassment, and Mrs. Wang sent the clothes to Zhan Zhao's room and went out of the yard. Then she slowly walked back to the door of her own room, silently picked up the embroidery frame and began to embroider.She comforted herself with a wry smile in her heart, anyway, she wouldn't stay here for long, if they couldn't forgive, then...don't forgive, this kind of thing is really hard to let go.

The sky was getting darker, and it was windy, and the thin clothes on her body could no longer resist the coldness of late autumn.Looking at the handkerchief with only two flowers embroidered on it, her mouth was bitter. At this speed, she would either freeze to death or starve to death.

She didn't go to bed early after dinner today, but was embroidering in the room while waiting for Zhan Zhao to come back.Although she knows that embroidering under candlelight hurts her eyes, she is short of money and waiting is boring, so she might as well do something.Maybe it's because she went to bed early recently, and she started to feel sleepy after a while.Thinking that there was still hot water in the kitchen, she got up to pour water, so that she could move around to relieve fatigue.

He opened the door, just in time to see Zhan Zhao returning.Zhan Zhao was slightly surprised, these days when he came back, the lights in her room had already been turned off, and they met by chance at the wonton stand today, and they never saw each other again.Tonight, is she willing to wait for him?Thinking about it, his face became more and more gloomy.Xu Xiangyang watched his face turn from depressed to gloomy, and the little courage he had finally summoned was lost bit by bit, he moved as if his feet were nailed, and watched him go back to the house blankly.The moment he entered the door, he said dryly, "Master Zhan!"

Zhan Zhao paused, looked coldly, "What's the matter?"

She swallowed, "I, I have something I want to talk to you about."

Zhan Zhao withdrew his hand to open the door, and said, "What do you want to talk about?" Looking around, he walked towards the stone chairs and benches in the courtyard, without any intention of entering the room to talk.Xu Xiangyang flinched, the night was cold, but he didn't invite her to talk in the room, so naturally he wouldn't come to her room.He could only bite the bullet and follow him to the courtyard to sit down.

The stone bench was so cold that she trembled unconsciously.In Zhan Zhao's eyes, it was an indescribable posturing, pretending to be pitiful, his brows tightened again and again, his chest was full of anger, and he had nowhere to vent it.Xu Xiangyang was on pins and needles under his stare, wringing his fingers uneasily, and said: "Master Zhan, I've thought about it for a few days. If we go on like this, it's not good for anyone, especially for Miss Ding. I did something wrong. , I dare not ask for your forgiveness, I just want to make up for it as much as possible. You, you should divorce me. In this way, you can be with Miss Ding again. "

"Finished?"

Xu Xiangyang was stunned, unable to recover, what did he mean?Zhan Zhao stood up abruptly, "I already said, since I married you, I won't divorce my wife!" After saying that, he strode away without looking back.Xu Xiangyang hurriedly chased after him, "Master Zhan! Don't you think this is unfair to Miss Ding? She is the biggest victim of this incident. She did nothing wrong, but she ended up like this."

Zhan Zhao turned his head abruptly, his eyes sharp.Who did she think caused this situation?She came to preach to him instead?ridiculous!Xu Xiangyang was forced to take two steps back, gritted his teeth against the pressure and said: "It's my fault, I did that kind of obscene thing! I don't remember anything now, and I don't want to be in your midst If you think it is not good to divorce your wife as soon as you get married, you can wait, half a year, a year, I have no complaints!"

The voice settled down, and there was silence in the courtyard.Zhan Zhao just stared at her so coldly, Xu Xiangyang shifted his eyes guiltily, as if he wanted to look into the depths of her soul, which made her flustered.After waiting for a long time, he didn't say a word, she looked at him timidly, "Master Zhan, please help me..."

Complete?Zhan Zhao laughed, "Xu Xiangyang, do you think this is a joke?"

Xu Xiangyang shook his head again and again, why did no one believe her truth?Suddenly, Zhan Zhao's expression turned ferocious, "Are you wrong? Do you think this is something that can be solved simply by divorcing your wife?" His chin was held by him and he lifted up, "I, Zhan Zhao, will not divorce my wife. This heart is dead!"

The body swayed violently, and was pushed away by him, and the red figure hurried away.Xu Xiangyang felt cold all over, and the loud closing sound shook the tears in her eyes, one drop, two drops, three drops... The suppressed crying was so thick that it could not be melted, melting her grief, and it was like a rusty hand. The dagger cut his heart one by one.When Yuehua knew about his decision, she cried in his arms like this until her heart broke.

If he trapped her, why not trap himself?Is marriage a child's play?If you say marry, you will marry, if you say you will rest, you will rest.If we divorce her, will we be able to reunite with Yuehua if we divorce her?He married Xu Xiangyang because he made an irreparable mistake!Yuehua said to send her away, or take her as a concubine.Either way, he couldn't do it.She was like a thorn, nailed in his heart, which could not be pulled out or scratched.The initial heart-piercing pain has passed, but the long dull pain has no end.

Whether it's her or Yuehua, he doesn't know how to face it.

On the second day, Xu Xiangyang got up late.Looking at the red and swollen eyes in the bronze mirror, she twitched the corners of her mouth, thinking that she would pull a wry smile, but found that the corners of her mouth moved slightly.I was really exhausted physically and mentally, and felt hopeless on the road ahead.

Now the weather is getting colder every day, especially in the morning and evening.She didn't have thick clothes, so she could only wear two more thin clothes, but they were still useless.Hastily tidied up her mood and started to embroider. Now she can only keep herself busy, so that she has no time to think about it in order to have a moment of peace.

The days returned to calm, Xu Xiangyang embroidered in the house without leaving home, Zhan Zhao left early and returned late.After a few days like this, she found that Zhan Zhao hadn't come back.The disruption of the routine made her a little uncomfortable. She watched him practice swords from behind the window every morning, and suddenly he was gone. She always felt that something was missing, and her heart was empty.

Her life is extremely monotonous, without Zhan Zhao, it seems that even the sound of falling leaves can be clearly heard.In this small courtyard, he is the only color, without him, everything is empty.She embroidered silently, occasionally looking at the door that had never been opened to her, or looking at the open space and recalling his figure practicing sword.She would also think, do I want to be trapped in this yard like this and die alone?

No matter what she thinks or how others see her, the sun rises and the moon sets day after day like flowing water.She went to Jinxiufang to hand in the embroidery twice, and shopkeeper Yao liked her embroidery very much, and gradually brought some embroidery with good price to her.There are also fabrics for sale in the embroidery workshop, and she bought some cheap cotton cloth and some cotton carefully.Because she was thinking about making some quilts, she bought some rags from shopkeeper Yao, who confiscated her money and even picked out some good designs and colors for her.

With the cloth, she rushed to start making clothes.It's early to wear cotton clothes now, but I don't have any spare money and I don't have much time to make clothes.We can only rush to make the cotton clothes first.It is said to be a cotton coat, but in fact it is just a thin inner liner, with cotton sandwiched in plain material, and an outer shirt on the outside.Alas, money is really tight, so I will wear it like this first, and then I will do it when I have more money.Thinking about it, I became distressed again. I have the thin cotton coat, but I don't have the quilt yet.

She had never made clothes, but luckily the clothes here were simple, so she found an old one and fumbled slowly for comparison.Anyway, even if she asked for help, no one would answer her.Just about to cut the scissors, suddenly there was a noise outside.She was confused, Zhan Zhao was not here, who else would come?Opening the door curiously, he saw two yamen servants supporting Zhan Zhao into the yard, followed by Mr. Gongsun and... Ding Yuehua.

She instinctively wanted to hide, but when she saw Zhan Zhao's pale face and dark clothes, she was startled, was he injured?Zhan Zhao was helped into the house, and Mr. Gongsun stopped before entering the house, and said to Ding Yuehua, "Miss Ding, please bring me a pot of hot water." Ding Yuehua hurriedly responded, and turned to go to the kitchen.

"Miss Ding, there is hot water in the small kitchen in the yard." Seeing the emergency, Xu Xiangyang didn't care to hide, so he hurriedly informed.She would keep it warm in the kitchen for anytime drinking.

Mr. Gongsun was taken aback for a moment, obviously he just saw her, and he didn't expect her to speak.Ding Yuehua was also taken aback, and looked towards Xu Xiangyang.She was wearing plain and thin clothes, and her skirt was blown fluttering by the wind. In addition, she was slender, with a timid and cautious expression, giving her a lovely and pitiful appearance.Ding Yuehua secretly gritted her teeth, but now is not the time to entangle with grievances, Zhan Zhao is seriously injured, so there is no delay.

Xu Xiangyang saw that she hadn't moved for a long time, and knew that she was uncomfortable, so he talked too much, so he went into the kitchen and brought out a basin of hot water.Ding Yuehua had already regained her composure, but with the wooden basin in her hand, she lightly thanked her and turned to enter Zhan Zhao's room.Xu Xiangyang was empty handed, at a loss what to do.Mr. Gongsun looked around and said, "Miss Xu, please boil some more water for later use."

When Xu Xiangyang heard this, his face brightened, he nodded to Mr. Gongsun, turned and went into the kitchen.