The happiness of Korean entertainment, one step forward

It was filled with the smell of disinfectant, and it was simply separated by a curtain. On the hospital bed by the window, lay a young girl.

Pale face, long hair that had lost its luster was spread messily on the pillow, and her frowning eyebrows showed that she was not peaceful even in a sleepy dream!

Mo Xiqing felt like she was in a maze with no exit!

A series of messy images kept flashing before her eyes, while the images of her previous life were frozen in the car driven by her, rushing towards the cliff.

The picture stopped abruptly, and then the life of another strange girl began to appear.Mo Xiqing was like watching a silent movie.A girl's short life flashed before her eyes one by one.

Correspondingly, there were some memories about these pictures in the depths of Mo Xiqing's mind.

If I remember correctly, she, Mo Xiqing, should have fallen off a cliff because of speeding on the winding mountain road.

At such a high place, she shouldn't be still alive, there should be no bones left now.So what's going on with these pictures now, these memories that don't belong to her?

As someone who has no money and no power, his face can only be regarded as handsome at best, only relying on his initial love for the job of acting and the pressure of life.

A female star who has been in the entertainment industry but can't even get a second-tier contract, and can only get a C contract, she has been able to face all kinds of variables in her life calmly.

As an orphan, she left the orphanage after she was 16 years old.She started an independent life and barely finished high school. She really couldn't afford the cost of going to college, so she had to choose to drop out of school and work to support herself.

And a chance made her change from a working passerby to a regular extra.And then, just keep doing tricks.Then he was signed by an unknown brokerage company and became one of its artists.

After signing the contract, he also starred in some less famous film and television works, and was once popular, but when he was just about to become popular, because he was unwilling to accept some so-called help.

So since then, she has been in a bland state.But it is impossible for the company to support idlers, so since then, she has been regarded as a soy sauce character in many film and television works at best.

Long-term repression, and from time to time, she would be called to some so-called gatherings by the agent under various names. Although she avoided them for various reasons in the end, she also annoyed the agent and the company.

Therefore, there are fewer and fewer good jobs, and there is a tendency to be refrigerated by the company.A disobedient chess piece that has not become popular and cannot bring benefits to the company in other ways is destined to be abandoned.

But Mo Xiqing didn't care about these anymore, her agency contract was about to expire after so many years.In fact, she also feels very tired, but she has no family and lover to rely on, so she can only grit her teeth and persist in everything.

And her company didn't intend to continue to renew the contract, after all, Mo Xiqing was already 26 years old.I have passed the age to become famous, let alone a disobedient artist.

However, on this day, Mo Xiqing was taken to a fairly high-end club by her manager in the name of a dinner party.

As soon as she entered, she knew what kind of dinner it was today.There are several female artists in the company who are pretty good looking, but not very popular and don't have enough voice.

Sitting next to each of them was a middle-aged man who looked like a leader, with a red face and a general's belly.Her body was a little stiff, and Mo Xiqing was forced by her manager to the side of a TV station leader.

The third time when a fat hand from a nearby TV executive touched her thigh, Mo Xiqing felt bored, why bother, she was going to part ways with the company anyway.

Maybe after today, she won't be able to get some of her recent salary or something.But so what, why did she force herself so hard.

Picking up the red wine in front of him, he poured it on that greasy face.Mo Xiqing stood up, regardless of the man's furious face and the scolding that erupted around him.

He grabbed the agent's car keys on the table next to him and ran out!Ignoring the agent's chasing footsteps and abuse, Mo Xiqing quickly ran to the parking lot, started the car and stepped on the gas pedal, leaving behind the agent's roar that threatened her that she would not get a penny of the latest salary.

Drive the car towards the mountains in the suburbs!Galloping all the way, the city's feasting and feasting kept retreating in front of my eyes.Usually, whenever she couldn't stand it any longer, she would drive here for a drive to enjoy the rare feeling of relaxation and freedom.

In the past, she was wrong. She wanted a stable life and didn't like too many changes.But there are some things that you don't have if you don't want to.

What's more, in the past few years, after she had some money in her hands, she gradually began to study screenwriting.

In the past few years of filming career, she has increasingly wanted to become a freelancer, and screenwriting can be said to be a profession she is familiar with and interested in.It should be more interesting to experience the various states of life, love, hate, love and hatred under my own pen than under the hands of others.

And because of the intermittent study over the past few years, she has accumulated almost the same amount now.After leaving the company, she will also leave the city where she has stayed for so many years.

The deposit in her hand is enough for her to live for a period of time, and she finally has time to write a script that she has been conceiving recently.It was also for this reason that she wanted to end this stage properly and get the last half year's salary that the company hadn't given her yet.

But now she really can't take it anymore, think about the 26-year-old self, who has been in the entertainment industry for nearly eight years, what did she get in the end?

The intrigue in the company, the exhaustion in the wine field, the humiliation on the set, what else?No family, no friends, why do you want to live like this?

Turning the steering wheel quickly, Mo Xiqing decided to go to the top of the mountain to enjoy the mountain breeze.She had to think about how to terminate the contract with the company early.

It's just that she didn't know whether it was the few glasses of wine that those people drank before that made her eyes a little dry, or she was too focused on things, and unconsciously increased the accelerator pedal under her feet.

The high-speed car drove towards the top of the mountain, but at a sharp turn near the top of the mountain, she should have slowed down, but she didn't recover and stepped on the brakes in time.

The moment the car rushed out of the road, Mo Xiqing was still thinking that she really didn't want to commit suicide, but she just didn't know what others would think.But it can be regarded as a way of complete relief, I just hope that I will not be alone in the next life.

But what is the situation in front of me now? Mo Xiqing, who came back to her senses from her memories, thought, why is she who is supposed to have no bones left, why is she always interpreting another person's life in her mind!

After carefully receiving these somewhat messy information, Mo Xiqing finally understood that she had completely become another person now.

The girl in the picture, that is, Li Yanxi, is a trainee of a Korean agency called FNC.

Entering the company and wanting to be a star, on the one hand, because this profession earns a lot of money, on the other hand, she really likes to stand on the stage.

Because there will be many people who like and support her. Two years ago, Li Yanxi's parents were in a car accident. Her father died on the spot, and her mother was seriously injured and hospitalized. Although her mother was awake later, a series of complications forced her to stay on a hospital bed. live!

It's not just a small amount of medical expenses that can be afforded. The trend depends on the parents' insurance money and car accident compensation, as well as the savings from the previous middle-class family, which can support the mother's medical expenses and her school expenses.

It’s just that the 16-year-old girl decided to become a star, one is because it is her dream, and the other is because she wants to work hard to make money to make her mother better.

Because she didn't want to be an orphan, even if she was very tired, Li Yanxi persisted.And the reason why the one lying here now became her, Mo Xiqing, was because of a double blow.

Li Yanxi was eliminated by the company from the candidates for the upcoming girl group. Before she could calm down, she was notified by the hospital that her mother's lung complications were triggered and her life was in danger. She was sent to the operating room. She rushed to the hospital afterwards.

It's just that when she arrived, she only had time to hold her mother's skinny and cool hand, and said intermittent last words, "Yanxi, mother's darling, you have worked hard for you these past few years, and now mother is going to find father."

After taking a few breaths with difficulty, the gray-faced woman continued, "Forgive me for not being able to accompany you anymore, but you are strong, and you must live well on your own in the future. Mom and Dad will watch from the sky, Yanxi, In the future, someone who loves you will definitely appear. You will have a happy life, so, my dear, be strong...!"

The hand that was pale and thin due to the illness fell from Li Yanxi's hand, and the repeated "Omother" couldn't stop the dull eyes that gradually closed.

Because she wanted to make her debut, she worked hard to train her body which was somewhat overloaded, and in addition to being hit repeatedly within a day, Li Yanxi's body finally couldn't bear the fainting!

But why the one who woke up became her, Mo Xiqing, she didn't know.Now in front of the mirror in the bathroom, caressing the pale but beautiful face in the mirror, maybe I don’t want to be left alone, so I left with my mother.

Curving the corners of her lips slightly, Mo Xiqing said lightly to the current Li Yanxi, "I will live a good and happy life. Yanxi, I want to live happily in heaven with my parents!"

She reached out to straighten her long messy hair, and washed her face with cold water. Mo Xiqing, no, it's Li Yanxi now, and walked out of the bathroom.The mother who picked up her bag and went to discuss this body with the doctor is now considered her mother's death!

Although they have never lived together, the maternal love in this body memory still makes her envious and moved.Grateful to Li Yanxi for giving her another life and for the beautiful family memories left to her, Mo Xiqing decided to live a good life as Li Yanxi from now on.

First of all, call the person in charge who manages their group of trainees and ask for leave.Li Yanxi rushed over immediately after receiving the notification from the hospital, so of course she has to ask the company for leave now!

I explained the situation to the person in charge on the phone, and Sister Song, who knew her better, knew her situation and comforted her, "Yanxi, please mourn! That's good, mom won't be tortured by illness anymore. There is nothing important about the company recently. You can handle your mother's funeral with peace of mind! I will ask you for leave!"

Hanging up the phone, I laughed at myself, I just got kicked out of the girl group, I guess I have nothing to do recently!

Li Yanxi talked to the attending physician, and after harvesting a lot of "sorrows", the relevant procedures were finally completed.

The next thing was relatively simple. With the help of professionals, Li Yanxi buried her mother next to her father's cemetery.Then he took off the necklace he had brought since childhood, and put it in his mother's urn, "Dear Yanxi, and Mom and Dad, I hope your family can be reunited in heaven, be happy!"

After bowing three times, Li Yanxi said goodbye to those who came to mourn.Parents have no close relatives.

Furthermore, my father passed away, and my mother had been hospitalized and away from the crowd for several years, so there were only a few hospital and funeral home staff.Going back to the home that I have been in a hurry these days without observing carefully, yes, home.

This is a good apartment, a house with three bedrooms and two living rooms. From this house, it can be seen that when this body is in a healthy family, the family conditions are still very good.

Being able to have such a house in a relatively prosperous area, the family background is not bad!No one has lived in the house for a long time, dust covers are everywhere, and a lot of dust has fallen.The only clean area was the sofa that she cleared out because she was too tired to fall asleep.

With the sunlight coming in through the window, Li Yanxi could see the tiny particles floating in the air.Looking around, this place full of the original body's happy memories of more than ten years, this place is her home from now on!

Li Yanxi, who was a trainee before, felt lonely and her mother was worried, so she basically lived in the trainee dormitory of the company.

Now she has to tidy up the house, because she has already agreed with the company that she will go home, and she wants a more private living space.

Moreover, it is not very far from the company.Because the company has confirmed the candidates for the girl group, the dormitory also needs to be readjusted.What's more, Li Yanxi is about to take the college entrance examination, and it is estimated that she has no time to practice recently. Perhaps out of these considerations, the company agreed.

Li Yanxi spent two days cleaning up the house again.After packing up, she decided to go to the company.

Before, Li Yanxi lived in the dormitory with other trainees, but now she doesn't live anymore, so she needs to get her things back, especially there are some college entrance examination materials there.

Although the original Lee Yeon Hee lived in a dormitory, but in order to make her debut early, she usually only devotes herself to practice, and she is a bit out of the group.And because I often have to take care of my mother, I don’t often communicate with others, so I am not very familiar with my roommates and other trainees.

Therefore, she doesn't have any friends. She is much like her in her previous life, because she wants to live hard, but she is always in a hurry.But when something happened, there was not even a good friend around to talk to.

Before the holiday given by the company expired, Li Yanxi sorted out all the family affairs and started to prepare for the college entrance examination. After all, she still has the identity of a college entrance examination.

Let's do it again, it's not that Li Yanxi has never thought about leaving this industry, but what can she do if she hasn't even graduated from high school?

What's more, she still has a brokerage contract with a brokerage company, and now she has nothing to do with those liquidated damages.

What's more, relatively speaking, she now has a better understanding of this circle.Now at this time, she has no ability to support herself independently, so she can only go this way first.

It's just that she is no longer a singer, but she, the current Lee Yeon Hee, is an actor she is familiar with and good at.

The author has something to say: Because I just started to write articles, I just wrote this novel based on my love for Jung Yong-hwa, Cai Yu. In fact, I don’t know much about the entertainment industry, and most of it is just imagination, so it’s based on the party and the truth. Gods please forgive me.

☆, college entrance examination

The author has something to say: Don't think that I made a typo, because it cannot be the same as a real person's name, so I changed it to a homonym.

Also, I don't really know much about Korea, and the heroine is just a character I thought up, so please be considerate as a beginner.

Today is a fine weather in October, and it is probably this season that the autumn is high and refreshing.

Going to the office today, Lee Yeon Hee simply put on jeans and a loose sweater, put on her bag and went out.

The neighborhood where her home is located is not bad. At that time, Li Yanxi's parents also considered the convenience of their daughter's schooling when buying a house.So it is very close to the subway station and bus station, and the location is good.

If you want to go out, you only need to pass through a small open space in front of the building, and if you walk through the back door of the community, you will find the bus stop not far from the stairs, so it is very convenient.

After arriving at the company by bus, Li Yanxi walked in through the back door.Simply nod or bow to say hello to the company's staff along the way.

South Korea is a country that pays special attention to etiquette. Here, the hierarchy between superiors and subordinates and seniors and seniors is very clear.

Li Yanxi first went to the office of Sister Song who was in charge of their trainees. If she wanted to stay outside, she still needed to go through some procedures.Of course, this is only for trainees.

She will be preparing for the college entrance examination recently, so she probably won't come to the company to practice often, and everything will have to wait until she finishes the college entrance examination.

Sister Song, who was in charge of their trainees, was not there. Li Yanxi followed the instructions of others and followed her memory to the practice room where she used to practice frequently.

After gently knocking on the door as a signal, he opened the door, surrounded by a circle of girls.Sister Song was in the middle, and the sound of pushing the door made them all turn their heads to look this way.

Li Yanxi quickly bowed and said hello.The chubby Sister Song said, "Ah, Yanxi, you're here, everything is done?"

"Yes, thank you for your concern. It's all done." She bowed again to express her gratitude, and greeted the others.

She has already recognized them, these are the confirmed members of the girl group, "Well, well, I have finished talking about things, you have to pay attention to practice, the company has decided to let you debut after New Year's Day, don't say it at this time what is the problem!"

As soon as these words came out, the originally peaceful atmosphere froze for a moment.The members of the girl group all looked at Lee Yeon Hee with apologetic eyes.

After all, everyone usually sees how serious and hardworking Li Yanxi was before, and everyone can see it.

And her grades have always been very good, if not for later, she was not in a good state during the final assessment, and she failed the selection.The person standing here today must have her.

From the faces of these girls, Li Yanxi probably read the regrets and joys, but since she no longer plans to take the singer's route, she naturally doesn't care about these.

Sister Song turned to Li Yanxi and said, "Did Yanxi come to talk to me about moving back home? Then come with me?"

Ignoring the deeper regret in the eyes of the girls opposite, after saying goodbye, Li Yanxi walked out behind Sister Song.

Sister Song turned her head to look at the girl who had just suffered a huge change in her life for Li Yanxi's age. Perhaps after going through these things, the greenness on this beautiful girl's face was no longer green, and it was replaced by calmness. With the determination in his eyes, the temperament on his body also became calm and indifferent.

"Yanxi, what are your plans for the future? Don't be discouraged, gold always shines. You are so good, you will have a chance to debut soon."

The relationship between Li Yanxi and Sister Song is not bad, and Sister Song knows her situation quite well.Li Yanxi smiled gratefully at Sister Song's comfort, "Thank you Sister Song, but now I want to prepare for the college entrance examination first, and we can talk about other things after the college entrance examination."

Sister Song nodded and said: "You are right to think so. The college entrance examination is a major event in one's life. Prepare well. But your previous grades were good, so don't work too hard. You have to pay attention to your health when you are alone."

"Well, I know, Miss Song, thank you for your concern."

Following Sister Song, Li Yanxi arrived at the office and filled out the form for sleeping out.Then Sister Song patted her on the shoulder, "Yanxi, go back and review carefully. There should be nothing wrong with the company recently. Take advantage of this time to take a good rest and clear up your mood, so that you can start again later."

Li Yanxi bent over, "Oni, I understand, thank you. Then, if there is nothing else, I will go to the dormitory to pack my things."

Take the key to open the dormitory where I have lived in for nearly two years. It is a very crowded space where a dozen or so people live together, but it is also the place where Li Yanxi tried hard to stay.

I tidied up the things left by the original owner here. In fact, there is nothing valuable. The most important thing is the family photo album that Li Yanxi often looks through, and there are a few college entrance examination materials.

Lee Yeon Hee, who has never taken a family photo since the accident, her happiness came to an abrupt end when she was 16 years old.

She can only find the courage to persevere from this photo album.Li Yanxi put some unnecessary things in a special bag, and planned to throw them away when she went down later, there was no reason to leave the garbage for others to clean up.

Li Yanxi carried her bag on her shoulder, carrying the suitcase in her right hand, and a bag of things that she had just packed and was about to throw away in her left hand, and went out the door.

Don't look back, close the door, and leave the past behind.went downstairs.The dormitory building is in a corner building behind the company building.

Li Yanxi returned the key to the supervisor downstairs in the dormitory, then turned and left.Walking to the square where the dormitory building and the company meet, there is a trash can next to the square, and I threw a bag of things into it without hesitation.Then he pulled up the suitcase and walked towards the back door of the company building.

In the lounge on the second floor of the company, a few people who had just finished recording and came out to relax, happened to be sitting by the French windows on the side in this direction.

Enjoying the autumn sunshine to the fullest, Jiang Minhyuk first saw Lee Yeon Hee, "Isn't that the girl who was eliminated when we watched the girl group's final assessment that day? Is this going to quit the company?" Because she was so frustrated at the time, He remembers her.

Hearing this, he chatted with a few people first, and they all looked up and looked out the window.Large floor-to-ceiling windows provide a clear view.A tall, well-dressed girl is passing by from the side.

In the previous assessment, Jung Yong Hyuk was not there because he was participating in the filming of a TV series.So she just watched and didn't speak, her thoughts were still immersed in the song just now.

The well-informed Li Zhengxin said, "Ah, I know her. Sister Song mentioned her." Seeing that the attention of several people turned to him, Li Zhengxin took a sip of his drink and said, "I heard that it was because of an accident at home. Not very good. Its own strength is still very good, and Sister Song said it was a pity at the time."

But he just sighed, in this circle strength alone is not enough, luck is also a part of strength.

If I missed this time, I don't know how long I will have to wait for the next opportunity.Anyway, as far as he knew, the company had no other plans for newcomers other than the girl group to be launched in the near future and a training plan for the next male group that had been preparing.

This is the cruel and real side of the entertainment industry.

Although I brought luggage, the bus was not crowded at this point, not to mention saving a little bit, Li Yanxi still took the bus back home.

Going up to the floor where her home is, she opened the door, packed her things, poured a glass of water, and then Li Yanxi took the college entrance examination materials she just brought back to her newly packed study room.

She has been reviewing these these days. In her previous life, she also passed the adult college entrance examination for a diploma in a local art university.

At that time, she majored in screenwriting, and now she does not intend to change her decision. She still wants to become a screenwriter, and the status and salary of screenwriters in Korea are relatively high.

Reviewing homework is not difficult for her, although it is a bit far away.People who often memorize scripts still have some tips on what needs to be memorized.

After tidying up the desk, Li Yanxi took out the math materials and began to review.Yuan was considered a liberal arts student, and she worked really hard. Even though she didn't go to school often, her grades were still good.

After receiving the original body's memory, what Li Yanxi has to do is to get familiar with and master it.The college entrance examination in South Korea is somewhat different from that in China. There is less than a month left for the college entrance examination in mid-November, so she has to hurry up.

Time flies, as if in the blink of an eye, as the weather gradually cools down, it is the annual college entrance examination in South Korea.

Because the place where the exam was assigned was a bit far away, Lee Yeon Hee left the house at 06:30.Otherwise, there will be a lot of people waiting for a while, waiting at the door with the candidates waiting for the test to start.

Standing outside the cordon was full of parents picking up candidates and juniors supporting seniors and sisters.Seeing this, Li Yanxi couldn't help feeling a little excited.

Although she has accepted the fact that she is a Korean, her feelings have never been clearer than at this moment.The completely different but similar scenes from China made her more sober.

Li Yanxi walked into the examination room with the flow of people. The exam in the morning was language and mathematics, and she answered fairly well.

At noon, Li Yanxi was resting in the school gymnasium, and by the way, she got some bread for lunch.After that, the foreign language and comprehensive exams in the afternoon began.There are four kinds of test papers, five and 10 minutes each, and then two and 10 minutes break to start the second foreign language test.

Those who have no choice can skip the test, but Li Yanxi has applied for the Chinese subject test, this is also an advantage of her, isn't it?

After finishing the exam in one day, after intense mental exercise, Li Yanxi couldn't help but feel a sense of emptiness in her brain.

But I can finally breathe a sigh of relief. The string that has been tense for the past month can finally be loosened.

Li Yanxi walked out of the examination room and took a deep breath of cool air.She felt that she performed well in today's exam, at least she should be able to enter a university in Seoul.

Screenwriting is also a major with a relatively high threshold, so she really put in a lot of effort to review this month.

And she took the second foreign language test, there will always be extra points, so let everything be left to God now.Li Yanxi breathed out, packed her things, and walked out of the examination room.

For other things, wait for the results to come out in a month. All she has to do now is to go home quickly. She is very tired, and Li Yanxi feels that her whole body is clamoring for a rest.

After the exam, it was already dark when he came out, so he pulled up the shoulder strap of the schoolbag on his back, and Li Yanxi decided to have a casual meal at a restaurant near the community after returning home.She didn't have the energy to go home and cook for herself.

Because she just ate a sandwich at noon, and now her stomach was strongly protesting, Li Yanxi just randomly found a porridge shop that looked clean.

There were not many people, just as the people in the corner left, Li Yanxi sat down.Fortunately, after the exam today, many people went to larger restaurants or barbecue restaurants to celebrate, and there were not many people here.

Otherwise, she probably still has to wait, Li Yanxi ordered the red bean porridge to replenish energy and the special pancakes of this shop.

While waiting for the waiter to serve her food, she suddenly felt that someone sat down opposite her.Li Yanxi didn't care too much, it was a public place after all, and she glanced at the store, and indeed the corner she chose was the cleanest.

☆, chance encounter