Take things as they come at Hogwarts

"Let me tell you where I came from. It's not a good story, though, and I hope you don't dislike ......

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"When it comes to my origins, I have to talk about my life, I have to talk about my parents, grandfather, and grandmother. Many people may feel that they are themselves and have nothing to do with their family. But in reality, each of us is part of the family, and sometimes, even if you want to, you can't. "

"I'm from a country far away from here, and one of your parents may be from that country as well. "

"The grandparents lived in difficult times, one of them starved his wife and most of the children, and the other starved his husband and most of the children. Then they each took their only remaining child and reorganized a family. Then, they had a bunch of children. My father, on the other hand, is the penultimate child and the third boy in the family. "

"There are too many children in the family, and I have had that experience, and my grandparents don't have much patience for the children. But on the contrary, my father was physically strong and short-tempered since he was a child. Soon, he became the most unpopular person in the family because he was too naughty and always used violence against his family. "

The brothers and sisters stayed away from him, and the grandparents were even more completely disappointed and took a complete attitude of ignoring him. "

"Normal people probably can't understand what a serious punishment 'ignorance' is, especially if it comes from a loved one's family for ignoring a child. But I just knew that at that time, even after dinner, no one in my father's family wanted to call him, and it seemed that he didn't care if he would starve to death. "

But my father did not starve to death, and the family did not give him food, so he went to steal and rob, and he did all the evil things to live. "

When his parents ignored him, he did more bad things to attract the attention of his family. As a result, his family became even more disgusted with him. And so a vicious circle. "

"I don't know how many bad things my father did all the way to adulthood, but I just know that when I was a child, I lived in my hometown for a while, and wherever I went, there were a group of different children chasing me with rocks and throwing them. I think that their parents must have cursed their father back then, cursing him for having a son without eyes. "

"But alas, their curse is invalid, and I have. But it's not completely ineffective, at least, I've been in bad health since I was a child. Although you don't have to stay in the hospital all the time, you can't do any strenuous exercise. "

"When my father grew up, he didn't reflect on why he was treated the way he was. On the contrary, he felt that it was the fault of his parents, brothers and sisters, that they did not know how to cherish and love themselves. So he decided to build the best family that all his relatives would envy, as a way to prove that he was a good boy and that they had no eyes. "

"My father used a lot of means to get a dangerous, hard-working iron rice bowl. But back then, it was a 'productive' job. "

Then he went to the neighboring village, and with his outstanding appearance, good work, and eloquent ability, he deceived the daughter of the village chief, the beautiful mother. I have to admit that Mom, like most girls, likes handsome guys. However, no matter what his father was inside, he had a good skin at that time. "

"When I married my mother, everything seemed to be going in a good direction. "

"But it's not like that. Because of my father's behavior since childhood, and the time I spent living with my grandparents, my mother and I were implicated. "

"I don't know if it's because my mother was also abused during pregnancy, but I was born much lighter than a normal baby, and it was very unhealthy. "

"Later, it turned out that my health was really bad, I was very thin since I was a child, and I often went to the hospital. "

"The father didn't take it to heart at first, he felt that his son should inherit his constitution and be as healthy as him. Now it's just too small to grow. But in fact, most of my father's entire family is emaciated, except for him, like a brown bear. "

"I grew up, I was more than 1.8 meters tall, weighed less than 100 pounds, physical education class was the last class I wanted to take, I couldn't finish the college entrance examination papers, my fingers trembled, and I left the examination room with a pale face. The girl she likes can only have a crush, even if the other party takes the initiative to confess later, she can only refuse, looking at her and crying and leaving. "

"After graduating from college, I tried several jobs, but I was sent to the hospital many times and had to go home to do some work that could be done at home with a computer with low physical exertion. At that time, my father came to his senses completely. "

"That day, he came to me and asked me why I didn't bring my daughter-in-law back, why I didn't give him a grandchild, and if I wanted him to cut off his children so that relatives and friends could laugh at me!"

"Although I had already seen the extremely selfish and distorted nature of my father's three views, I was still stunned by his questioning. Doesn't he really know his son's physical condition? Could it be that he has been deceiving himself for more than 20 years, and has come over like this?"

"All I know is that since then, the first thing my father said when he saw me was a strange sarcasm, and then the third sentence couldn't help but scold me and insult me in a different way. "

"He seemed to feel that by torturing me, he could change all of this, and he would make reality the way he wanted it to be. "

He even felt that he had given so much to raise this child, so it was natural to ask for the payment he wanted. Therefore, if you don't give him a perfect explanation of 'four generations in the same house', it is natural for him to keep collecting debts like this. "

"Wherever I hid, he would chase after me. They want to see me every day, constantly torturing me with soft violence, their expressions becoming more and more hateful day by day, and their faces becoming more and more hideous day by day. "

"My sister escaped, I don't blame her, but I feel lucky. "

"My mother's health is getting worse and worse, and she suffers far more than I do, but she has been angry since she was a child, and she may have gotten used to it. Maybe it's because there was a part of her mother and father who were in a similar situation when they were young, so she was able to endure her father all the time. But this only made my father even worse. "

"Because I couldn't leave my mother, who was getting worse and worse, alone, I didn't run away. Then, after enduring this invisible mental torture for ten years, one day, I was ridiculed and abused by my father, and after my father left, I lost my mind for a while. When I woke up, I found myself standing in the doorway with a kitchen knife in my hand. "

I turned my head to look at the vanity mirror in the doorway, and found that the hideous expression on my face was exactly the same as my father's. I guess I've gone crazy. "

"After pondering for a long time, I felt that I couldn't go on like this. "

"I did counseling and then I went to a psychiatrist. My sister was called by me and accompanied me as a family member to receive a psychiatrist diagnosis. "

"I got a certificate, I took the medicine, and I installed a monitor at home. "

"I intend to collect evidence and send my father to prison. "

"It's a cruel decision, and I don't want to think about the consequences. At least my father will kill me when he gets out of prison. But sometimes, people can only choose the way to endure misfortune, but not whether they are unfortunate or not, right?"

However, before he was sent to prison, an accident happened. "

"One winter day outside in a terrible snowstorm, around midnight, I woke up in pain with food poisoning. "

"I have to admit that I think too highly of the shelf life of fruits in winter. I think in winter, even if you don't put it in the refrigerator, the fruit can last for a long time. During that time, I was a bit of a trance. The fruit in my mouth tasted a little weird, and I didn't care. "

"I vomited and diarrhea for a long time, I was drenched in sweat, and I struggled to crawl onto the bed. I hesitated for a while, saw the howling snowstorm outside the window, and finally put my phone down. "

"'Maybe it's best to just disappear and cause no more trouble to anyone,' I thought at the time, and then I shrank into the cold quilt and curled up in a ball. The process of dying is long and terrifying. When I woke up again, I came into this world. "

"Looking back now, I don't know if I've let go of my life. "

"I don't think it's wrong for a father, and children who are not loved naturally don't understand love. If he doesn't know love, he naturally doesn't know how to love me. "

"The misfortune of the family will continue to the next generation, and perhaps I have seen this a long time ago, so I am resolutely reluctant to fall in love and get married. "

"Sorry, unknowingly, it became me venting. This story is terrible and hard to understand. I don't really want you to understand. "

"I do have some important information to give you, though. So, please, kid, let me pass this information on to you. I hope that at least you can have a happy outcome in life. "

It was probably his emotions that infected the boy, and the barrier between the boy and his body disappeared.

But before he could take a deep breath and prepare for the end he could finally get, the boy touched his body first.

Then, the silver-white boy shattered with a bang, turning into silver threads that poured into his gray body.

His gray body turned silver little by little.

The boy's fragmented memories also poured into his soul.

He struggled to change all this, but his body stiffened, as if he was being held down by a tremendous force that could not be seen, and could only accept such a transformation.

Tears welled up in his eyes and nostrils, his mouth opened wide, and a silent wail came out of his mouth!

Since he knew that the little boy in front of him was gone forever.

It's also because of the hatred that I still have to continue to live!

He lied, he didn't have any relief at all, he couldn't forget the past at all, every second he breathed, every second he thought, he felt pain!

He hated his father, he hated himself, he hated the world!

He doesn't believe that after starting a new life, the painful past can be forgotten and the demons in his heart can be banished!

He's gone crazy, he can't control himself, he can only hurt others while he lives!

He longed for eternal peace, for no more nightmares after falling asleep!

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(It may be a bit darkly written, but the protagonist is blackened and needs negative emotions to support the black magic.) But it won't be so dark in the back. ）

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