Ten Days End

My name is Xiao Ran.

I lied.

How could I wait for a child with his parents? Am I stupid?

But so what?

Let me ask you, so what if I lied?

It's really interesting. Is there anyone in this world who has never lied...

Facing a group of fierce strangers, it is the strangest to be open with them.

I'm not stupid, I naturally know what to do.

In the third year of junior high school, a group of sisters and I were "greeting" a new girl from another place in the toilet. We took off her clothes. When I was about to burn her arm with a cigarette butt, she suddenly rushed up and knocked me down.

I have never been so scared in my life.

A girl from another place, why did she touch me?

Seeing her beating me fiercely, none of the sisters around me dared to step forward to stop her. At that time, my heart was cold.

This "greeting" ended unhappily.

In the next few days, things developed a little strangely.

I found that the girl from other places was not isolated. Gradually, many sisters made friends with her, but no one paid attention to me.

Why is this?

What about our friendship?

After thinking all night, I finally understood this truth.

Whoever is more ruthless has friends.

But how can I become more ruthless?

The next day, I got on Brother Qu's motorcycle.

Brother Qu is a celebrity at the school gate.

He wandered around the gate of our school with many younger brothers all day long. They always parked their motorcycles and stood there smoking. Brother Qu's bloated figure and wrinkled bald head made him stand out in the crowd.

I remember that they would ask some passing students for money from time to time.

In the whole school, no one, whether teachers or students, dared to provoke him.

Isn't this my best goal?

When I got on Brother Qu's motorcycle, I found that the students at the school gate were looking at me.

They envied me.

I can get to know people in society, but they can't.

I was so smart that I figured it out right away.

We had a lot of fun that night. Brother Qu asked many of his brothers to drink with me. I drank a lot, but I didn't have to spend a penny. It seemed that Brother Qu really treated me as his sister.

Brother Qu asked me to sleep with him, and I agreed without thinking.

This process was a bit uncomfortable, and I didn't want to think about it again.

The next day, Brother Qu brought his brothers to help me vent.

That foreign girl, those former best friends of mine, all called me "sister" under the iron rod and fist.

Brother Qu once said that it would be very comfortable for me to sleep with him, but now it feels ten thousand times more comfortable than then.

Seeing that Brother Qu and his friends were still not satisfied after beating people, I think I understand what they mean.

I went up to tear off the school uniforms of those bitches and let everyone take pictures at will. Then I carefully selected a few pictures and posted them on the school forum.

Now you are big stars. This is the fate of messing with me, Xiao Ran.

From that day on, I was the "king" in the school. No one dared to provoke me, and no one dared to disobey me.

This is the feeling I want.

Unfortunately, happy times are short-lived.

When I saw my high school entrance examination score of 182, I knew that my junior high school days were over.

That day I went home, and the old man and the old woman who usually quarreled all day were frowning at home.

I don't understand, isn't it just an exam?

182 points, I have done well enough, what else do they want?

I have also taken exams with worse scores than 182 points, I am not worried, what are they worried about?

"Xiao Ran... what do you say you will do in the future?" The old woman cried and said to me, "You can't even go to high school, what do you say you will do in this life?"

"What's wrong with not being able to go to high school?" I asked back angrily, "Anyway, I don't want to go to school, I'm going to do business with Brother Qu."

The old man slammed the table hard when he heard this.

"What the hell are you talking about?!" He said to me viciously, "I told you not to associate with Qu Qiang a long time ago. Is he a good man? You are only fifteen years old this year! He can't even support himself, how can he take you to do business?"

"What do you care?!" I also stared at him angrily, "Brother Qu is much better than you, what use are you two other than quarreling at home?"

"You...you...!" The old man pointed at me, trembling all over.

I no longer paid attention to him, slammed the door and left.

I don't plan to go home in the future. I plan to live with Brother Qu.

That summer vacation, I stayed with Brother Qu every day. I ate his food, used his money, and spent his money. He didn't have any complaints, but just wanted to sleep with me.

This is notIs it good?

I don't have to pay anything, but I can get a lot of things.

I thought that the ten-square-meter rental house should be my whole life from now on.

But I was wrong.

When I had an abortion for the third time, Brother Qu was arrested.

He was sentenced to six years for intentional injury and robbery.

I lived in the rental house for another half a month, until the landlord came to collect the rent, I found that I had no money.

My happy life is over.

I can't live on the street, so I can only go back home.

The old woman didn't blame me, she just looked at me and cried all the time.

She said that the two of them borrowed a lot of money to arrange the relationship so that I could go to a vocational high school in the town.

She said that I can only rely on myself in the future.

She said that I must learn a skill so that I won't starve to death in the second half of my life.

She said this and that, and I was upset.

Didn't I express it clearly? I don't want to go to school!

What's the point of going to school?

But I really have nowhere to go.

Brother Qu's men were scattered like birds and beasts, and I couldn't contact any of them. I had no money, no place to live, and no one to protect me.

On the first day of school, I still went to school.

Because the old woman said that she would only give me money if I came to school.

My major is early childhood education.

These three years have made me extremely painful.

After entering the vocational high school, everyone seemed to have changed. They didn't compete with each other for who was more powerful or who knew more people in society. They only compared whose mobile phone was more expensive and whose cosmetics were better.

But I didn't have those things. I had used my broken mobile phone for four years.

"What's your name?" The girl at my desk asked me.

"Xiao Ran."

"My name is Chen Ting." The girl smiled and said, "Do you like children too?"

"Like... children?"

What a weird question, how could I like children?

I had abortions three times, and the thing I hate most in my life is children.

"I guess so." I nodded with a fake smile.

"Children are so cute. I have wanted to be a kindergarten teacher since I was a child. I think this job is suitable for me."

Chen Ting looked very happy, but I felt that she was disgusting.

Why was she pretending to be a good person?

Soon, she took out her mobile phone to share photos of her brother with me. She kept introducing how cute her brother was. Only then did I understand her real purpose.

She was showing off her mobile phone.

I am so smart that I can always see through the essence of things in an instant.

I pretended to cooperate and responded a few times. During the break, while Chen Ting went to the toilet, I pushed her mobile phone from the hole in the table to the ground, and then lay on the table and pretended to sleep.

As expected, expensive mobile phones are fragile. When Chen Ting saw that the screen of the mobile phone was broken, she looked particularly sad.

I smiled while comforting her.

You deserve it. Who asked you to show off in front of me?