Ten Days End

After hearing what I said, Xiao Sun was obviously stunned.

"Sister Zhang... what are you going to do?" He said in a daze, "Stop thinking about it right now! You can't ruin your life for that scumbag!"

"Yes, I am ruining my own life, but my life is not ruined just now." I said to Xiao Sun with a look of despair, "So you don't need to participate in this matter, I can do it myself."

"What?"

"I'm betting everything I have, even if I have to pay a price for it, I will never regret it."

I can't let him go to jail.

I want him to die.

Xiao Sun was silent for a long time after hearing this, and squeezed out a sentence from his throat: "Sister Zhang, I said, no matter what I do, I want to be with you. If you live a stable life, I will also live a stable life... If you take risks, then I will..."

"Don't be silly!" I looked at him with some despair, "Don't you understand? I am a monster!!"

"How are you a monster?!" Xiao Sun was also a little anxious, "You are just a person who is struggling, Sister Zhang, don't think all these experiences are your fault."

"You don't understand at all... I am no longer the original me, I don't deserve love in this life, I am an extremely dirty woman!!"

Those nightmare-like scenes flashed through my mind, making me dizzy.

"What are you talking about!" Xiao Sun stared at me seriously, "Sister, that man raped you, he should be the one who is extremely dirty, right?! He should be the one who is reviled, blamed, and punished by the law, why you? You are just a victim! Are victims guilty?!"

Heh...

Yes, I am a victim.

But in this society, how many people are willing to sincerely accept a woman who has been raped?

How many people will look at a woman who has been raped without wearing tinted glasses?

What difference does it make whether I am a victim or not?

This is my original sin as Zhang Lai Di, and I can't blame anyone.

Once this matter gets out, my union with Xiao Sun will be looked at strangely by countless people, which is unfair to him.

He is a young, promising, handsome, gentle and sunny lawyer, but he ended up finding an insidious, vicious, gloomy old woman who has been raped.

Ridiculous, too ridiculous.

If I were a passerby, I would definitely look down on him.

He is so good, he is so dazzling.

And what am I?

I am a completely grown-up monster with a cold heart, who will not be affected by the sun.

"Sister Zhang, although I know it is inappropriate to say this now... but I have already decided that I want to accompany you for the rest of your life." Xiao Sun said with tears in his eyes and a wry smile, "If you make a dangerous decision, I... will also accompany you."

"Even if I only have a short time left in my life, will you go with me?" I asked coldly.

"Yes, if you want to kill someone, then I will go with you." He said, "We will be sentenced together and leave this world."

I stared at Xiao Sun's eyes for a long time, and slowly lowered my head. Why...

There is a sense of helplessness lingering around me.

I want to kill the butcher surnamed Ma with my own hands, but I can't implicate Xiao Sun.

This matter has nothing to do with him, it's unfair to him.

"Xiao Sun, can you please stop caring about me?" I asked, "You will never understand my life, so how can you accompany me through it?"

"Sister Zhang, we have been together for many years, I know you." Xiao Sun said, "You just want to be treated as an ordinary person by others, which is really not a high request. No matter what unfair things you have encountered in the past, I will double your compensation in the days to come, so that you and us can walk through this world without any regrets."

I sat on the bed and curled up, burying my head in my knees.

Why is this?

Some people can unconditionally cast all malice on me, and some people can be good to me regardless of everything. What is the "Libra" in this world...?

God, do you want to torture me or save me?

Why do you build a fortress of hope for me again and again, and then let it collapse again and again?

I can't figure it out. I just know that I can't implicate Xiao Sun. This is not fair to him.

"I... I won't go." I shook my head and said, "I give up, I don't want you to get hurt."

"Really?!" Xiao Sun looked at me with joy, "Sister Zhang, have you figured it out?"

"Well..." I nodded with a wry smile, "Let's call the police."

...

In the days that followed, I was safe.I was resting my mind and recuperating, Mengmeng took care of all the affairs of the law firm, and Xiaosun took over the case of suing Ma the butcher.

Because the evidence was conclusive and the nature was bad, the police quickly launched an operation. They broke into Ma the butcher's house at night and arrested him directly.

All the photos of me stored in his mobile phone were handed over to me. I didn't want to look at them anymore, so I could only delete them all with disgust.

Yes, if I was willing to take legal action, everything would go so smoothly.

These days, Xiaosun has been running around for me, which makes me feel a little distressed. When I asked to give him the lawyer's fee, he refused righteously.

He said he was not suing, but just helping a friend.

He is really a good person and also the second beacon in my life.

Except for Teacher Ning Wan'er, there is no one in the world who treats me with kindness without seeking rewards.

He understands all my feelings and takes care of all my thoughts. He treats me as a unique person in the world.

This feeling is too unreal.

I often doubt whether I can really have such a good person.

Two months later, I went to Xiao Sun's house for the first time as a girlfriend and formally met his parents and sister.

No, I shouldn't call him Xiao Sun.

He is my boyfriend, Sun Jiaqi.

Jiaqi's parents are no different from my impression. After learning that I am his girlfriend, they are very happy to prepare a large table of dishes. Her sister also likes me as a sister-in-law very much. She has been holding my arm and talking to me.

Seeing her holding my hand, I feel a little uncomfortable. It has been so long, and I am still not used to someone touching me.

Even if the other person is a sunny and cheerful girl, it doesn't work.

"Don't hold Chenze all the time..." Jiaqi carefully helped me out, "If you hold my sister-in-law, how can she eat?"

"I don't care~" my sister said coquettishly, "I finally have a sister-in-law! I will tell my sister-in-law all the embarrassing things my brother did when he was a child!"

This family atmosphere is like heaven.