Ten Days End

In the mountains, it is difficult to ask the fire brigade for help when encountering a fire, and most people will choose to wait and see.

If there are occasionally kind people, they may choose to draw water from the well to put out the fire, but unfortunately I poured kerosene, which is even more dangerous when encountering water.

Soon I heard a violent cough, and the delicate golden beans should not be able to bear it.

I'm sorry, I'm really sorry.

Although I don't have a deep hatred for you, I can't let you go for personal reasons.

If you leave, my crime will be confirmed, and no one can see me tonight, so you can only die.

The crime of intentional homicide shall be punished by death penalty, life imprisonment or fixed-term imprisonment of more than ten years. For less serious circumstances, it shall be punished by fixed-term imprisonment of more than three years but less than ten years.

I stood at the door and cried bitterly. I don't know why I am so sad.

I clearly cured my "disease" with my own hands, but I am really sad.

What kind of life is this...? Why does it make people so painful?

The fire quickly spread throughout the house. From the window, I saw Jindou, covered in flames, running around the room. Her knowledge was too limited. She could neither roll on the spot to put out the flames nor bend down to avoid the smoke. In this situation, she could only wait for death. I saw her fall and lose consciousness, and then she set Chengcai on fire.

Before others noticed the fire, I came to the village entrance in stealth, turned off the lights, and left the mountain village before causing a bigger commotion.

I didn't turn on the lights until I got down the mountain carefully, and drove away on the road. A few minutes later, I came to the town and found a roadside car wash. I spent 30 yuan to wash all the dirt off the car body and wheels.

I took out my mobile phone to check the time, parked the car on the side of the road, took out the stickers from Jay Chou's support peripherals, stuck them on my arms, and then turned on the light stick and sent a photo of my arm.

"I'm really happy tonight."

Yes, I'm very happy tonight.

A huge rock pressing on me fell to the bottom of the valley.

I got on the road again. This time I still didn't take the main road, but chose to walk through the various paths in the village. Because it was too dark, most of the villages had no street lights, so it took me longer to finally return to Chengdu.

When the car drove into Chengdu, the sky had just brightened.

This city is just like my mood. My dark past will disappear with the dark night. From now on, I will live here safely.

And my parents and brother accidentally caught fire tonight and died in the mountains.

I didn't "destroy my whole family", I'm just an unfortunate person.

I kept comforting myself in my heart until I burst into tears.

I have been deceiving myself all my life, it was like this before, and it is still like this now.

I had the most unfortunate childhood, but I wanted to become a superior person through my own efforts. I clearly destroyed my whole family, but I fantasized about embracing a brand new life.

Why should I do that?

There are so many criminals in this world. If I can escape the punishment of the law, it will be unfair to everyone.

But now, I really want to experience "unfairness" for once.

I want to turn all these things over, and I want to spend the rest of my life with Jiaqi in peace.

I want to wear a wedding dress once and be a normal woman.

There was a heavy fog in Chengdu today, and my eyes were cloudy.

"Jiaqi... wait for me..." I kept wiping the tears from my face, trying to enlighten myself, but my heart hurt like a knife, "I'm back... We will wake up together every day in the future..."

"Welcome to listen to music radio during the morning rush hour." A muffled voice came from the car radio, "Yesterday Jay Chou came to Chengdu and stirred up all the memories of the post-80s and post-90s. If you were not there, please follow the following song "In the Name of the Father" and return to the supreme era of Chinese music."

"The cool morning dew wets the black dress."

"The cobblestone road is foggy, and my father is whispering."

"The helpless awakening can only be more cruel, everything is for , the road to the church."

"The fog that can't be blown away hides the intention."

"Who walks softly and stops."

"Before I can cry, the bullets that pass through take away the warmth."

"Each of us is guilty, committing different crimes"...

"No...no..." I muttered to myself in the air, "I didn't kill my family, it's just...someone defrauded me of 2 million...this case involves a huge amount of money and is of a bad nature...I just went to collect evidence for the trial...Jia Qi...do you believe me?"

That man not only blackmailed me...he even borrowed from loan sharks...Jia Qi...you must understand me...?

I don't want to be a devil...I just want to be an ordinary person.

I really don't have it nowAny baggage... Let's be together?

As long as the police don't find me... Let's be together?

Wait until the fog in Chengdu clears today... Let's be together?

I passed by Du Fu Thatched Cottage and drove from Qingyang Main Street to Wuhou Temple.

I was about to call Jiaqi, but suddenly I felt dizzy - an earthquake came, and unlike the previous earthquakes, this time the tremor was very strong, and it seemed that the epicenter was in Chengdu.

I saw the ground cracked not far ahead, so I could only brake immediately and parked steadily in front of the crack, but I didn't expect the car behind me to avoid it in time and caused a rear-end collision.

I kept wiping my tears and trying to calm myself down.

Why is there still a difficult hurdle?

Why is it so difficult for me to move on to a new life?

The car kept rear-ending and began to hit me into the crack in front of me.

"Don't do this..." I cried in the car, "God, please don't test me again... I just want to live... Can you be unfair to me once?!"

But this miserable life is no different from the 33 years I experienced before.

Until my car fell into the abyss, I didn't see any hope.

...

This place gave me bad memories.

This game is called "The Messenger".

As a "hostage", I was locked in a huge microwave.

The scary thing is that the area of ​​this microwave is smaller than the room that Ma the butcher gave me.

Those painful memories kept flooding my heart, making me fall into despair.

Why did I end up in such a place?

Why was I locked up?

It must be because I destroyed my entire family, and God sent me a test again.

Yes, this is fair.

But I am very scared, what should I do?

Will I be roasted to death by this huge microwave?

I was shivering in the microwave, but the door suddenly opened. I looked up and met his gaze.

Just like last time, someone came to save me. The light from outside came in, illuminating the handsome man in front of me like a shining lighthouse.

"Qi Xia!!"

I couldn't control my trembling body, and went forward to hug him.

"I..." He looked a little embarrassed, and didn't know where to put his hands.

"Great... I was really scared..." My whole body was shaking, I was so scared, "I thought I would be roasted to death in there..."

"Zhang, Lawyer Zhang, I remember you didn't like others touching you." Qi Xia said embarrassedly.

"Ah..." I quickly let go of my hand and wiped my eyes, "No, sorry... I didn't cause you any trouble, did I?"

"It didn't bother me, I just scared me." He shook his head, "I don't like things that are beyond my expectations. In my impression, you are not that kind of person."

"Yes, I'm sorry." I slowly lowered my head and recovered my usual demeanor.

These people don't know...

They don't understand me.

I am a monster who killed my entire family. I am very different from everyone here.

Even if there are many evil people here, they can never be more evil than me.

How ridiculous...

They thought I was a meticulous lawyer, but they never thought that my heart could be so dark, so this matter must not be known to anyone... After all, I have prepared an alibi in advance.

As long as I can get out of here, I can return to normal life.

I am waiting for Jiaqi to put on my wedding dress and move towards a better future.

I am not Zhang Lai Di.

My name is Zhang Chenze.

Although it's unfair to you, I'm sorry, I'm going to start lying.