Ten Days End

"Impossible..."

My voice choked a little, and I felt that my life was suddenly overturned.

"Why is it impossible?" Aries asked, "You are a smart person now, you should be able to find clues yourself."

"I myself..."

"You always feel that there is something wrong with your memory, so is there anything wrong with your days in the "End of the World"? "Aries said, "Sometimes, if you look at it from a different angle, everything will be extremely transparent."

After listening, I slowly frowned... Aries said a direction that I had never considered.

In other words... In the real world, I am actually an ordinary person who can't be more ordinary?

The words that Aries said when he first "talked on paper" with me suddenly rang in my ears:

"Yan Zhichun, I almost forgot that you are a smart person."

Why did he say this at that time? What does it mean to almost forget that I am a smart person...?

The more I thought about this matter, the more my whole body trembled.

The sentence I like to say to others the most is "I am not a smart person."

But why do I often say "I am not a smart person"?

Does this sound like something a smart person would say?

"What do you mean by "I'm not a smart person"?" Jiang Ruoxue's words echoed in my mind, "There aren't that many smart people in this world, do I need to emphasize this? I've never heard anyone say "I'm smart" when introducing themselves."

Why should I emphasize that I'm not smart...?

The reality is that I think I have some wisdom and can solve and analyze most problems, but once I open my mouth, I will first emphasize "I'm not smart."

Excessive modesty is arrogance. If I have always been a smart person, wouldn't it be annoying to talk like this?

I tell everyone that I have been mediocre since I was a child and need to read more books to keep up with everyone.

I said that I had a poor memory since I was a child and needed to learn various memory methods to help me study.

How could I, a person with mediocre talent, poor memory, and long-term isolation, be a person who has always been smart?

I have established a huge organization in this place where normal people have no hope of "survival", and I have been speculating on the psychology of real monsters day after day.

Is this reasonable?

Yes... Thinking carefully, my life is full of contradictions...

My thinking is inconsistent with my personality.

It's like the difference between aristocrats and nouveau riche...

I don't know how to treat my wisdom correctly. Even if I can guess a lot of things...but my words always reveal inferiority.

I can't be as confident as Aries...

Because his wisdom is his own, and my wisdom is from heaven...

Every word I say is difficult for me to believe even if it is correct.

Because I have made many guesses in my life, but I have never guessed right, so I always subconsciously deny myself.

If I have this wisdom since I was a child, how can I keep denying myself?

Thinking in this way, everything actually starts to make sense...

But did I really kill my roommate?

Using such a flawed method?

"Yan Zhichun, you are very knowledgeable." Aries said, "but unfortunately you don't know how to use your knowledge. You are like a treasure house without a door, and many talents can't find an outlet for venting. I just installed a door for you. The knowledge is all yours, and your thinking is more active than before, and you can apply this knowledge to various places."

After listening, I watched Aries slowly swallow his saliva, and some weird scenes began to emerge in my mind.

In my memory, I am indeed not a smart person. I tried hard to follow everyone's footsteps, but I couldn't keep up.

I have tried very hard to read and study, but I can only study hard... My brain is not that active.

"Brother Yang... When did it start?"

"Since you got your memory." Aries said, "Yan Zhichun, I discovered your treasure house, so I simply changed your way of thinking, so you don't need to feel inferior. You can now walk in the "End of the Land", relying on your own knowledge. "

So that's it...

No wonder I never saved my memory for so long...

If I was really a smart person, how could I be stuck for so many years?

If I was really a smart person, how could I be so obsessed with Aries, a smart person?

"But there are indeed some sequelae." Aries said, "Modifying a person's character and characteristics can easily lead to unpredictable consequences. In other words, only when my mind is clear can your memory be clear. So don't force me to think chaotically, otherwise it's not just me who will go crazy.Me, and... you guys."

"We guys...?" I seemed to have grasped some weird key points, "Brother Yang... are there many people like me here?"

"Not many, but very important." Bai Yang said, "But you can rest assured, I won't treat everyone unfairly."

Although Bai Yang didn't comfort me, I have to say... I was relieved.

Bai Yang's style of doing things has always been like this. He will do many things that look like villains, but as long as I firmly believe that his ultimate goal is to liberate this place, I will not be defeated.

I will always help Bai Yang, just like what Jiang Ruoxue and I said... I will help him until I can help him out.

"It's almost time." Bai Yang said, "Yan Zhichun, I will tell you the "ultimate mission" next."

"The "ultimate mission"...?"

"You can't do this mission by yourself." Bai Yang said again, "You need to spend all your efforts over the years. "

"Okay, you say..."

I don't know why Aries's way of speaking has become like this. He always deliberately avoids the word "jidao". He can clearly tell me directly "relying on the power of Jidao", but he has to change his words to "spending all the hard work over the years".

Is this the road he has paved for himself? Is he subconsciously forgetting "jidao"?

"It is estimated that in two or three years, I will completely disappear from this playground." Aries said, "I need you to keep a low profile during this period and expand your own and your team's strength."

"You... are going to disappear again..." I paused.

"Yes, the playground will be cleared directly at that time." Aries said again, "Just like last time, if you find that I am missing, you can try to find me, but this time it will be more difficult."

"What does "difficult" mean...?"

"It is estimated that no one will know where I am." Aries said, "Not even Baishe and "Cause and Effect". Baishe can't know my situation, and "Cause and Effect" can't see the future I plan. "