The Deadly Hitwoman: A Lady With Special Abilities

Loving someone is a very happy thing.

But from the day they separated, there was not a moment without pain for him. He knew that as long as he was still alive, no matter in what way, whether he was still alive with flesh and blood, or turned into a ghost, or reincarnated as a human, as long as he He still exists in this world, and he can't forget it or let it go.

So he had no choice, and he didn't want to choose.

He didn't know what it would be like to start his life over again, whether there would be anything like what Han Jing said. When a new beginning comes, he would have no time or energy to think about this.

He was tired, very tired, and wanted to end it.

Shui Jingmo looked at Ning Xu quietly. He wanted to say, of course he is not ugly. Xiao Xu is the most beautiful in the world, how could he be ugly?

But those words seemed to be stuck in his throat and he couldn't utter a single word.

He just stared at him quietly, saying a thousand words, but in the end, until now, nothing could be said, and there was no need to say anything.

In the end, the only thing I could say was: What's wrong? Are you looking for me...are you okay?

These two short sentences were spoken as if they were cutting his own heart, one stab after another, and every stab was painful, just like when he said to Xiao Xu so cruelly when he came to see him, When everything in the past was treated as if it had never happened, he knew that he had exhausted all his qualifications to love him.

He was no longer qualified to love him. From that moment on, he knew that there was no way in his life to embrace the person he really loved so much.

No matter what compelling reasons he had, no matter how much he wanted to forget everything in the past, how could he possibly forget it after so many years, or even more years in the past?

It’s just that there are too many things in life that you can’t resist. If you choose one thing, you have to lose another.

There aren’t that many best-of-both-worlds things waiting for you.

Shui Jingmo is a gentleman who looks as gentle as jade to outsiders, but only he and his little Xu know that he is not such a person. He is actually a person who loves to laugh, and is a bit strong and domineering. He used to always He will confidently ask Xiao Xu to do many things for him and enjoy it.

He never likes to trouble others. The one who troubles him the most in his life is his Xiao Xu.

But after all, he still couldn't choose his Xiao Xu, and couldn't give him a promise. He thought that they didn't need that between them. He thought that time would prove his feelings. He thought that their relationship would last forever, and they would be able to experience this forever. The true temperature of feelings.

He never thought that he was the person who hurt Xiao Xu the most in the end.

Just like in the past ten years, he hasn't missed him a day, but he doesn't have the courage to see him. He is afraid that he will lose control and want to leave everything behind, leaving behind everything that is possible and impossible, and just wants to be held by him. His hands wander all over the world.

All of this is like a joke.

Just like in his heart, no matter how much pain he felt at this moment, no matter how many thoughts he had at this moment, when he finally saw him, at this moment facing him, at this moment when he finally stood in front of his Xiao Xu, At this time, he could only ask cruelly and coldly, what's wrong, what do you want from me?

What an ordinary greeting, it comes as usual,

Deep and bone-chilling.