The Editor is Always Flirting with Me [GL]

When Yancheng was passing by the company, he thought that someone would introduce Yan Beiqi again today, so he planned to talk to her about it.

But when he called Yan Beiqi's mobile phone and her office landline, no one answered, so he got out of the car and walked in.

"Is Editor-in-Chief Yan here?" Yan Cheng asked when he walked to the editorial office.

"Editor Yan... She's on leave, don't you know?" After the employees looked at each other, a short-haired girl asked in a low voice.

Yan Cheng frowned, then turned around and went to Yan Xia's office.

Knocking on the door, before Yan Xia could speak, Yan Chengcheng turned the door handle and walked in.

"Bei Qi is on leave?" Yan Cheng asked.

"Yeah, don't you know?" Yan Xia raised her head from the computer and looked at him.

"Why take time off?"

"She just said she had something to do." Yan Xia spread her hands.

"Can you get through her call?" Yancheng asked again after that.

After Yan Xia listened, she gave him a complicated look, then took out her mobile phone and dialed Yan Beiqi's number.

After a while, Yan Xia put down her phone and shook her head: "What happened to her?"

"I'll go to her house to find her." After Yan Cheng finished speaking, he turned around and walked out.

Yan Xia looked at the back of Yan Cheng's departure, and quietly clenched her hands on the desk.

This child... It seems that there is no problem recently, it just seems to be a little depressed, what will happen?

After Yancheng walked out, the two girls just walked in front of him.

"Hey, editor-in-chief Yan hasn't been here for a few days... I suddenly miss her a bit."

"Me too, tall and beautiful, wow, speaking of which, is the editor-in-chief Yan the same?"

"I don't know, she doesn't seem to have denied it or admitted it. But she's never been in a relationship with a man, and then if she doesn't deny or admit it..."

Hearing this, Yancheng coughed.

So, the two girls walking in front were so cowardly that they didn't dare to speak, they hurriedly said hello to Yancheng, and then slipped away.

When Yancheng walked to the elevator door, recalling what the two girls had just said, his brows became tighter and tighter.

same? dare she? !

The city in the afternoon was shrouded in sunlight, but the sunlight was still a bit cold, so that everything looked a little pale.

But no matter what the scenery outside, Yan Beiqi couldn't see it.

She has closed all windows and curtains.

She hadn't gone out for several days, and she couldn't remember exactly how many days.

A sitcom is playing on the laptop in front of him.

That movie is called The Big Bang Theory, and Yan Beiqi used to watch it a lot. Because there are some nonsensical jokes that seem to have no logic in it, it is very relaxing to watch.

But now, when Yan Beiqi looked at it, he just felt that someone was moving in the picture, but he couldn't find any laughing points anymore.

She hadn't tidy up the house for several days, and the desk was messy. All kinds of books are stacked on top of each other, and one of the books that Qin Yi poured was left open and placed on top.

Her mobile phone fell at her feet, but she didn't pick it up, it was out of power anyway, so she just put it there. Although it takes a moment to pick it up and charge it, it still doesn't bother to move.

There were two instant noodle bags in the trash, and some **** tissues. Yes, she had a nosebleed, probably because the food was very nutritious and she got angry, and even her gums were bleeding.

One meal a day, today...haven't eaten yet. too lazy to eat.

The episode of The Big Bang Theory was too short. After it was over, Yan Beiqi held the mouse again and clicked on a variety show on the hottest list on a video website.

She didn't pay attention to what it was called, and even if the host and guests shouted the slogan of the show several times after clicking on it, she didn't pay attention.

From the beginning to the end, a group of people were chatting endlessly, and inexplicably, the whole audience laughed together, and they didn't know what was funny.

So Yan Beiqi switched again.

This time, it's an old-fashioned TV show.

But before it was played for more than a minute, Yan Beiqi had run out of patience.

After turning off the player, Yan Beiqi opened his e-mail again.

There are many manuscripts that have been screened for the first time.

But she couldn't watch it anymore, because she would always skip words, sentences and even paragraphs uncontrollably. In this way, it is impossible to connect the context to analyze whether it is good or bad.

After a while, she suddenly dropped the mouse with a snap, then stood up and walked straight to the door.

Reaching out to open the door, and slamming the door, Yan Beiqi strode to the center of the living room, not knowing what he was doing here.

She only felt uncomfortable. Her whole body, from the skin to the muscles and bones, was sore, and it hurt even if she squeezed it lightly.

After walking around the living room, Yan Beiqi only felt nauseated, so he hurriedly turned around and ran into the bathroom.

After the bathroom door was impacted, it slammed into the wall with a bang, and then bounced back slowly.

Yan Beiqi squatted in front of the toilet and vomited for a long time, but in the end he didn't spit out anything, almost all of it was sour water.

It took several minutes before she stood up, closed the lid, and pressed the button.

In the sound of rushing water, she walked to the sink, took out her toothbrush, took out toothpaste, and started brushing her teeth.

In the mirror, she didn't look very energetic, and her face was bleak.

After brushing her teeth, she threw the toothbrush into the cup and put it aside. She rested her hands on the edge of the table, lowered her head, and some messy hair fell on either end. After a while, her body began to tremble.

Taking a breath, Yan Beiqi wanted to calm down, but he couldn't.

She didn't know why she became such an inhuman appearance, as if she was cursed. I really want to run away, want to change, but to no avail.

Hate yourself, useless, hated like never before, hated more than ever.

Raising her head, she left the bathroom and walked around the room again.

There's not much popularity here, her parents basically don't come, and her friends only come occasionally.

Everything here is arranged by her, curtains, sofa covers, tablecloths, wallpapers... It sounds familiar, I don't know if they recognize her.

At this moment, the doorbell rang.

Yan Beiqi paused, then turned around and walked over, opening the door.

After the door opened, Yancheng appeared in front of him. Wearing a suit and leather shoes, he still looked cold-eyed, and Yan Beiqi had long been accustomed to this look. But today, Yancheng looked extra serious and terrifying, as if he was arresting someone.

"Have you taken leave these days?" Yancheng asked her while standing at the door.

"Yeah." Yan Beiqi nodded.

"Why? Also, why does the phone keep turning off?"

"Because I don't want to answer your calls." Yan Beiqi walked over to the sofa and sat down, and a doll rolled down from above.

After Yan Cheng heard this, he immediately became furious.

"Crazy! We care about you, you just don't know what to do? Who are you going to slap your face?! I'm your father!" Yan Cheng stepped forward, pointed at her nose, and scolded her.

"Oh. So you are my father." Yan Beiqi nodded, and then stopped talking.

"You!" Yancheng hated seeing her like this the most. Every time he saw her, he couldn't help but want to go up and kick her.

After that, Yan Beiqi held his forehead and smiled again: "Dad, what's the matter with you here, tell me, I'm listening, don't waste your time."

"Are you the same?" Yancheng clenched his hands behind him, and then looked at her like a knife.

After Yan Beiqi listened, he raised his eyes to look at him, but did not speak for a long time.

"Is it the default if you don't say it?!"

"Who did you listen to?" Yan Beiqi asked with raised eyebrows for a long time.

"I'll just ask you, are you?" Yan Cheng's face became more and more serious.

"Yes or no, what's your business?" Yan Beiqi was silent for a moment, then asked back.

"I am your father!"

"Yes." Yan Beiqi lowered his head for a while, then looked up at him again, "Then what?"

"If you dare to be gay, I..."

"What about you? Kill me? Or break my leg? Or, cut off the father-daughter relationship? Pick one. I'm all ok." Yan Beiqi stood up and walked in front of Yan Cheng.

She now has an erratic feeling, and a feeling that nothing is important anymore.

"Shameless dog thing!" After Yan Cheng finished saying this, he raised his hand and slapped Yan Beiqi in the face.

That slap was especially hard. The burning feeling on his face seemed to be engraved in the blood, spreading to his limbs.

Yan Beiqi's eyes were terrifyingly red. Then, she pulled down the strands of hair on her lips and looked at Yancheng, her fists loosened and clenched, like a beast ready to attack at any time.

"What did I do in my past life to have such a shameful thing like you!" Yancheng pointed to the tip of her nose, his emotions were beyond control.

Yan Beiqi looked at him, listened to those words, tilted his head, and instantly took out the fruit knife from the fruit basket on the coffee table and held it in his hand.

"Are you crazy?!" Yancheng took a step back helplessly after seeing her move.

"Not yet...not yet." Yan Beiqi approached him with a knife.

"what are you up to?!"

"Here you are." Yan Beiqi finished speaking, and handed the hilt to Yancheng, "Come on, if you don't like me so much, please solve it quickly, and give you and me a treat."

"You...you're just sick!" After Yan Cheng finished speaking, he threw the knife on the ground, turned to open the door, and strode out.

The door closed so hard that the surrounding walls seemed to shake.

Yan Beiqi couldn't tell whether it was a dream or something that happened in reality. She just felt dizzy, weak and uncomfortable.

Bend over to pick up the fruit knife, wipe the blade with the pulp of the finger, and bring out a bloodshot.

Even the pain seems to be numb.

Putting his fingers in his mouth and sucking, Yan Beiqi continued to wander aimlessly in the living room with the knife.

"You've been with me for so long, do you recognize me?" Yan Beiqi cast his eyes on the crystal lamp, and then turned back to the TV and the sofa.

"A dead thing that doesn't speak..." Yan Beiqi sat on the armrest of the sofa and muttered to himself in the air.

"Forget it..." Finally, Yan Beiqi got up and walked into the bedroom.

I hate myself like this, I have never seen it before, it is extremely annoying.

Holding the knife, she walked to the full-length mirror, raised her hand and stroked her face in the mirror, the liquid in her eyes overflowed and rolled down.

Then, she took the knife, put it on her beating carotid artery, and tapped lightly.

After that, she opened the placket again and placed the blade on her beating heart.

"You're not going to disappear suddenly, are you?"

At this moment, a sweet voice suddenly came into her mind.

No, she can't do this...

Can not……

She needs a doctor, she needs medicine, she needs sunshine, she needs cheer.

Released the fruit knife, Yan Beiqi looked around, then squatted down and picked up the mobile phone that had fallen on the ground before, then picked up the charger and data cable on the desk and returned to the bed.

After shaking his fingers and plugging the charger into the socket at the bedside, Yan Beiqi slid off the line and connected it to his mobile phone.

Until the battery symbol was displayed on the screen, Yan Beiqi licked his dry lips, trying to control his body and emotions, waiting for the phone to charge.

I don't know how long it took, and finally, the phone can be turned on. The moment the screen jumped into view, Yan Beiqi hurriedly opened the address book, found "Doctor Chen", and called.

Listening to the beep coming from the phone, Yan Beiqi gritted his teeth, clenched his fist in his left hand, and tried his best to endure himself.

"Hello?" Finally, the other party answered the phone, and a soft middle-aged female voice came over.

"Doctor Chen, it's me, I'm Yan Beiqi." After saying this, Yan Beiqi licked his lower lip and gritted his teeth again.

"Bei Qi, long time no see, how are you doing?"

"I..." Yan Beiqi said a word, but his chest seemed to be pressed by a huge rock, and he couldn't say the rest.

"Bei Qi, what did you say?"

"I don't want to live anymore, what should I do..." Finally, after gritting his teeth, Yan Beiqi said it.

"Don't worry, take a deep breath, okay? Bei Qi, take a deep breath and relax little by little, okay? Where are you now?" Although Dr. Chen was a little anxious, his voice remained calm and gentle.

"I'm at home." Yan Beiqi held the phone, leaned back, and turned his head to the window.

The sun was penetrating faintly through the curtains, and everything in the room was still dark.

"Bei Qi, you can tell me anything you encounter, I'm your friend, and I will accompany you to solve the problem, understand? If there is any obstacle that cannot be overcome, I will accompany you to pass. No time? If it is convenient, can you come to the hospital to find me now? Today's working day, my appointment is not full. "

"Doctor Chen, tell me the truth, am I very useless, fragile, and not suitable for this world? Survival of the fittest, do people like me deserve to be eliminated? Isn't it?" Yan Beiqi continued to ask.

"Bei Qi, don't get excited, you're not vulnerable, you're just sick. It's just like a cold and a fever. When you're sick, your immunity weakens. It's not your fault..."

"I keep vomiting...I can't stand it, there is no place in my body that is...comfortable..." Yan Beiqi held the phone and interrupted the other party's words.

After listening to this, Dr. Chen paused, then immediately said: "Bei Qi, so, no matter what you are doing now, please stop what you are doing as soon as possible and come to the hospital, okay? But don't drive by yourself, call Come here in a car, I'll wait for you right here."

"Dr. Chen, isn't it useless, I can't get better after so many repetitions, right?"

"Bei Qi, do you still have medicine? Have you taken it? It will be fine, you have to believe in yourself."

"No, but why hasn't it gotten better after so long?" Yan Beiqi hugged himself, huddled at the head of the bed, his whole body trembled, it was cold and hot for a while, and there seemed to be some sharp claws in his chest. Stirring her internal organs.

"Bei Qi, as long as you firmly believe that you will get better, you can really get better. There are many successful cases, so don't be discouraged. Come over now, we'll talk face-to-face later, okay?" Dr. Chen Continue to calm her down patiently.

"Okay..." In the end, Yan Beiqi hung up the phone after a hoarse syllable came out of his throat.

However, after hanging up, there were still two little people dancing in her heart.

One said, "Try again."

One said, "Stop doing useless work and give up."

In the end, Yan Beiqi picked up the knife again.

After Qin Yipian went downstairs to Yan Beiqi, he took out the spare key to open the door.

Fortunately, I forgot to return it last time. Today is useful, and I don't have to wait for someone to sneak in and out.

After taking the elevator to the floor where Yan Beiqi lived, Qin Yipun quickly ran to her door.

No one answered the doorbell several times, so Qin Yipun couldn't care about anything else, so he opened the door by himself.

After the door opened, an inexplicable sense of depression came over him.

Because there are no windows and the curtains are drawn, the living room is dimly lit.

This look...isn't it? Generally speaking, this is done when going out.

Standing there, Qin Yichuan was slightly stunned.

But then, she still did not withdraw, but walked towards Yan Beiqi's bedroom.

"Bei Qi, are you there?" Qin Yichuan called out her name as he walked away.

At this time, in the bedroom, Yan Beiqi, who was lying on his side on the bed, was stunned for a second, and then quickly shoved the knife under the pillow, breathing rapidly and his heart beating extremely violently.

With a click from the door, Yan Beiqi closed his eyes and breathed with his lips slightly open.

"Bei Qi?" Qin Yipun stretched his hand to the wall, pressed the light switch, and finally saw Yan Beiqi lying on his side curled up on the bed.

"Beiqi, what's wrong with you, Beiqi, are you asleep?" Qin Yichu put down his bag and paper bag, and hurriedly got on the bed, knelt down on his knees and came behind Yan Beiqi, who was motionless, and reached out to grab her shoulders. Shaking.

"Mr. Qin..." After a while, Yan Beiqi made a difficult voice.

"I'm here, I'm here!" Qin Yichuan stretched out his hand and brushed the hair from her face.

Within a few days, Yan Beiqi was haggard as if he had changed his personality, his complexion was outrageous, his wrists became thinner, and his phalanx joints became more obvious.

Qin Yichuan suddenly realized that it was also that time. He hadn't seen him for a few days. Yan Beiqi, who came to his house at night, looked a lot thinner. At that time, Qin Yipuan naively thought that she was just too busy and tired from work.

After Yan Beiqi called her, she didn't speak again, but her breathing became faster and faster, and even her shoulders trembled slightly.

At this moment, Qin Yichuan saw the half knife under the pillow, and was instantly panicked.

Why is there a knife under the pillow, what does she want to do? !

"I'm sorry, Bei Qi, what I said that time was all angry words, I didn't really think that way, don't misunderstand, don't be angry..." Qin Yichuan stretched out his arms and hugged from behind. Lived in Yan Beiqi.

"Mr. Qin..." After a while, Yan Beiqi turned around and grabbed Qin Yipian's arm firmly.

"I'm here, you said, you said..." Qin Yichuan reached out and pulled the strands of hair stuck to her right cheek.

"Save, save me."

After hearing that sentence, Qin Yichuan finally couldn't hold back his tears.