The Female Partner Thinks About It

Yu Wanqing and Zhao Yiheng's marriage was originally just an exchange of Geng posts, and it was not finalized. Now that the etiquette and procedures are over, it is a done deal, and there is no change. Therefore, only those close to the two families knew about it, and Mrs. Tao also heard about it.

After Yu Hanzhou heard about it, he felt strange. Could it be that without her, a vicious female supporting role, the fate of the hero and heroine would be gone?

But anyway, it has nothing to do with her. She smiled and comforted Mrs. Tao: "I will also have a good home, which must be better than her."

The old lady Tao hugged her and said, "That's natural, my boat must marry a very good son." In the eyes of the old lady, the best destination for a woman is to have a good marriage. She patted Yu Hanzhou's back lightly and said, "Grandma will find you a very good husband, just wait."

Yu Hanzhou's eyes drooped, he leaned into her arms, and said, "No matter how good a husband is, can a grandmother treat me well? Can an uncle treat me well? I don't believe it."

Mrs. Tao paused for a moment when she patted her hand on her back, then pinched her nose and said with a smile, "You skin monkey, your mouth is so sweet?" After speaking, she sighed and continued to pat her on the back, " But your grandmother can't accompany you all your life, and neither can your uncle. In your life, there will be other people to accompany you."

Yu Hanzhou said: "That's not necessarily true. What if that person died early? I'm going to spend the rest of my life in an unfamiliar house, how can it compare to being at home, by my grandmother's side?"

Mrs. Tao said angrily: "Talk back!" She pinched her cheeks with love and hate, "Is this nonsense? Why don't you slap it away?"

Yu Hanzhou didn't listen, so he leaned into her arms and said, "I don't care! It's best to be around my grandmother anyway!"

When Mrs. Tao saw her being so rambunctious, her heart softened into a ball of cotton. The old lady is relieved to look after the older child by herself, so she is reluctant to marry and miss her side. But what should be said still has to be said: "Good boy, good boat, you will know the benefits when you get married and have children."

Coax her very patiently.

Yu Hanzhou listened for a while, then got out of her arms, lowered his head and said, "I see."

Mrs. Tao felt a little sour in her heart, thinking that at that age, she was also unwilling to marry. She understood Yu Hanzhou's mood at this moment, and lovingly touched the black hair of the crow on her temple: "Good boy."

When Yu Hanzhou walked out of Mrs. Tao's house, his eyes sank slightly.

Walking slowly back to her yard, she let out a long breath. The old lady loves her and wants her to marry a good man. She didn't know that there were other ways to make her live well.

She just doesn't know it. When she finds out, she will agree.

After all, she really loves her.

With a family who loves her so much, she wants to live the life she wants. In this way, they lived up to their love for each other.

If she wronged herself to live a life she didn't like in order to reassure them, and pretended to live a good life, she would be desecrating their hearts.

Mrs. Tao took her to the banquet again. Yu Hanzhou noticed that this time it was a lady whose husband's family name was Zhu, and his eyes stayed on her for a long time.

When she got home, she put on her only men's clothes and went to Tao Zhi's yard.

It has been a month since the Yuxianglou incident. For the past month, Tao Zhi avoided Yu Hanzhou, and Yu Hanzhou never approached him. Suddenly she came to his yard and dressed up as a man, which startled Tao Zhi.

"Why do you still keep men's clothes?" Tao Zhi frowned, "Didn't I have them confiscated?"

Yu Hanzhou said: "This is my cousin's clothes, I want to keep it well, I can't give it to you."

Back then, she borrowed her cousin's clothes and returned him a set of pen and paper. As for this set of clothes, she wore it, how could she return it to him? just keep it. The last time Tao Zhi asked someone to collect the clothes, she turned over everything else, but she kept this set.

A month later, when Tao Zhi saw her again, he still had lingering fears. He frowned and said, "What do you want to do? I tell you, no matter what you want to do, I won't agree!"

Yu Hanzhou smiled and said, "My grandmother seems to have taken a fancy to the son of the Zhu family. I want to ask my cousin, do you recognize the son of Zhu?"

Hearing her intention, Tao Zhi heaved a sigh of relief. It was a trivial matter, and he said, "I'll ask you, don't go out."

Yu Hanzhou smiled and nodded: "Okay."

Tao Zhi had been drying books in the yard, but now he squatted on the ground and carefully picked it up. Hearing the words, he paused: "Really?"

Looking at his suspicious eyes, Yu Hanzhou nodded: "Really." He tilted his head, "Cousin, what is suspicious? I have always been obedient."

Tao Zhi looked back and pouted, "Are you obedient? It's the funniest joke I've ever heard when I grew up."

Yu Hanzhou also raised the corners of his robe, squatted down like a young man, and hung out the books with him: "Cousin, don't provoke me, I'm not irritated, if you provoke me, I won't be obedient if you don't protect me."

Tao Zhi suddenly shuddered: "What are you going to do?!"

He was really frightened by her, like a bird frightened, and could no longer withstand a little storm.

Yu Hanzhou laughed.

Tao Zhi glared at her angrily and scolded, "Heartless!"

Yu Hanzhou hangs books with him. Tao Zhi saw that she was unwilling to leave, his eyes sank, but he did not chase her away.

In the small courtyard in the afternoon, bright light fell, and the wind blew through the treetops, leaving a whining sound.

For a long time, Tao Zhi sighed and seemed to have lost all his strength. He sat on the ground and looked up at her, his eyes full of resignation: "What do you want to do? When did you have this idea? How come you have it? Such a thought?"

He didn't want to ask. He didn't want to take care of her. He is only seventeen years old and has not yet reached the crown. He can't afford such a thing.

But he couldn't let go. These days, he tried not to think about her, not to think about the situation she might have, he tried his best to avoid thinking about it. But he couldn't do it, she was his younger sister, he couldn't pretend she didn't know that she knew something was different.

He thought about telling his father about this, but he also thought, can my father tolerate her? What if her father would not allow her to disagree, find someone to teach her, or send her home?

He didn't think anyone could easily teach her. In her days as Tao Bei, he had seen her witty and ever-changing, her intelligence and perseverance, and her many faces. How could such a person be easily "taught"?

What worries him more is that she has been "taught" on the surface, but there are still other thoughts in her heart. Those unwillingness, those unhappiness, stored in her heart, accumulated, will one day destroy her, or destroy more people.

He couldn't bear her in such a situation. He wants her to be happy, and he wants his little sister to be happy and prosperous all her life.

So he asked.

Yu Hanzhou did not answer immediately. She lowered her head and picked up a book, opened the cover, and looked at the saint's words printed on it. After a long time, she said, "Actually, you don't need to ask. I won't act impulsively anymore. The last thing, I think about it later, also feels reckless."

After a pause, she continued, "I don't want to die, I don't want to die at all, I don't want to hurt you, and I don't want to hurt my grandmother's heart."

Tao Zhi's heart was sour, and he pursed his lips and looked at her: "Then you don't want to?"

"This is out of my control." Yu Hanzhou smiled, raised his head, and nodded his head lightly with his fingers, "It's here." He nodded his heart again, "It's here."

Unless she dies, she can never want to.

"Then tell me not to ask?" Tao Zhi slapped the ground and glared at her, "Just say what you want, don't always talk about deceiving ghosts!"

Talking like this every time makes him sad! Let him willingly pave the way for her, she is so bad!

Yu Hanzhou raised his brows and said with a smile, "I haven't seen my brother for a long time, and I want to talk to him for a while. Since my brother is impatient to listen, then forget it."

Seeing that Tao Zhi was getting annoyed, he hurriedly said: "Brother, I don't want to be a woman, I want to be Tao Bei."

Tao Zhi was not surprised when she said this. He had already guessed that, from when she prepared Tao Bei's plump image intentionally or unintentionally, he guessed that she was going to make Tao Bei come alive.

"When did you have such an idea?" he asked in a deep voice, "Why?"

He had never seen her like this before, and he vaguely remembered why she was jealous.

"Last time I went home," Yu Hanzhou said, "my younger sister stumbled on me in the yard." Tell Tao Zhi that Yu Wanqing intended to shape her arrogant and domineering mind in front of everyone. .

"How despicable!" Tao Zhi frowned, disgusted.

Yu Hanzhou said: "It's really boring in the back house, so they have such a small mind. It's not good for them to splash me with dirty water, but it's really boring."

Tao was silent.

What he didn't say was that he had a dream one day in which he was a woman. Like the women he knew, he was a lady at home before leaving the court, and after marriage he served her husband, raised children, served her in-laws, disciplined her husband's concubines, and chores big and small.

In the dream, he once had resentment. When he was pregnant, his husband doted on Tongfang and made Tongfang conceive a child. When his children grow up, the concubines are restless and covet his children's things, while the husband is oblivious and blames his children.

All the emotions in the dream were vague, and the sadness and resentment were only superficial, but when he woke up and thought about it, he suddenly broke out in a cold sweat. Are those days people lived?

He once blamed Hanzhou for being reckless, not cherishing his own life, and ignoring the feelings of his relatives. However, when he had such a dream, he couldn't help thinking that if he was told to live that kind of life for the rest of his life, he would rather die.

She had other thoughts, which he now fully understood. He was just surprised that she was so smart at such a young age and understood those things.

Now that he heard her explanation, he was silent for a while, and said, "Let's take a look."

There are no good people in this world. They don't have to be so pessimistic, if they find a sweetheart, it's not that they can't marry.

Being a man has the difficulties of being a man, but it is not that there is no trouble at all. For example, he has not yet got married and has no children, so he has to take on the troubles of his sister?

The author has something to say:

Tao Zhi (takes a sharp breath): I'm so hard!