The Moonlight in One’s Heart Self-Saving System

"I don't remember..." Li Yuebai said.

He tried to recall some special people he met when he was 18 years old, but he could only recall some daily learning and life. There was no shadow of Ye Qing at all. If he tried to dig deeper into the memory, he felt a severe pain passing under the skull. Come, the pain seems to be split.

"Host, you really shouldn't remember." The system said: "Because, Ye Qing washed away your memory when he left your world."

"..."

"Of course." The system added: "Under certain circumstances, you may still recall some fragmented fragments. Even if you recall, you just think that they are some strange illusion dreams, and don't know that it is you. Personal experience."

"Dream..." Li Yuebai suddenly remembered the dream that haunted him for many years.

In the second dress, when I was exhausted from fighting with the vampire in the rental house, I had dreamed-the sky was cloudy, the clouds were low, the horizon was far away, the forest was far away, and the cold wind was blowing Come here, not far away, a teenage boy is looking at himself. His appearance is very beautiful and cute, but his expression is very gloomy. He stretched out a hand to himself and said: Brother, come here.

Perhaps this dream is the first time he met Ye Qing.

Next, the systematic explanation made him more certain about this guess.

"At that time, Ye Qing was still very young and had just been exiled by the Lord God." The system said: "He crossed over to a 13-year-old boy."

"Yes" Li Yuebai whispered, looking at the appearance and figure of the teenager in his dream, it was indeed about 13 years old.

"The original owner died because of illness, and Ye Qing was able to cross over to the original owner's body. The original owner's mother had already run away from home. The father... The father looks like a successful person from the outside, has a certain status and financial ability, but inside is an abuse. Mad, often tortures his son mentally and mentally." System said: "Ye Qing is at a loss for such a family."

"He can—" Li Yuebai blurted out.

Ye Qing is another personality of the main god. He has strong spiritual power. Every time he crosses, he may have some special plug-ins. To destroy a person who abuses himself is just a matter of moving his fingers.

"Unfortunately, Ye Qing was just exiled by the Lord God at that time, and a person came to this world alone, and the previous memory was stripped by the Lord God-in this case, his mind is only equivalent to a human baby less than one year old. It’s just that I don’t know that I have powerful power, and it’s impossible to use it.” The system sighed: “In fact, he doesn’t understand anything. He was kept at home by his father, unable to reach the outside world. The family's normal way of getting along knows nothing."

"Don't the Lord God think he was born evil?" Li Yuebai's heart suddenly burst out with a nameless resentment: "Maybe the Lord God just made an arrogant and arrogant misjudgement, maybe Ye Qing has no problems in nature, maybe it was this time I encountered The harsh environment made him into an evil existence...The Lord God should be responsible for this!"

The system has long been accustomed to Li Yuebai's dislike of the main god, but he still felt uncomfortable.

"Host, I also do not accept your excessive accusation of the Lord God." After all, the system has reverence and loyalty to the Lord God, and immediately argued: "What does a person eventually become... There are both innate and acquired reasons. I believe in the Lord’s judgment. Li, Ye Qing’s innate nature has seeds of evil."

This question, Li Yuebai does not intend to argue any longer, because he himself has never reached a definite conclusion. The real world is too complicated, there are many kinds of human nature, some people have excellent family conditions, they are loved and grown up by everyone, and they have experienced the best education, but they have done many evils. The reasons for the two aspects are the same as those for the day after tomorrow, and the role of which aspect is more obvious is different from person to person and cannot be generalized.

"Even if I understand ignorance, I still know the pain. On a cloudy day, he quietly escaped from his home." The system said: "But the world is too strange to him. He doesn't know where to go. It was just standing on the side of the road in confusion, watching strangers come and go in the rain." The system said: "Then he met you."

At that time, Li Yuebai had just entered the university campus. In order to raise sufficient tuition and living expenses, he took part-time jobs such as graphic models on campus. In order to facilitate part-time work, he did not live in the school dormitory, but rented a small rent outside the school. house.

On a rainy day, Li Yuebai walked out of the subway entrance, opened an umbrella, and walked along a pedestrian path toward the residence. On the roadside, he saw the wet boy.

The teenager was very cute, the clothes on his body were exquisite and stylish, but the expression on his face was very gloomy and confused, so he stood there motionless, letting the rain hit him.

Li Yuebai never ignored this kind of thing. He worried that the teenager would be abducted by the bad guys, and worried that the teenager would get cold and sick, so he came forward and asked naturally, but the teenager refused to speak and refused to say his name. , And refused to say the home address and parents' phone numbers.

Li Yuebai had no choice but to take the boy back to his home.

After a few days of eating and drinking, the teenager finally spoke, but he would only call his brother, and would not provide any extra information.

"Do you really not want to go home?" Li Yuebai teased him: "Is it because I like my brother so much?"

"Huh." The young man answered quietly.

"It won't work, your parents and teachers will be in a hurry, your exams and tutoring classes... will be delayed." Li Yuebai counted the same way: "And your account, your insurance, good The fun toys for snacks are in your home."

"I don't want to go back to my dad..." The teenager's voice was getting softer.

"Why not?" Li Yuebai was a little strange.

"Because Dad always hit me." The teenager said intermittently.

It’s just that Li Yuebai at that time didn’t have any sense of crisis. He didn’t have any parents. He always had a higher-than-real fantasy about his family. Since childhood, his playmates have been children in orphanages and schoolmates. He has not been in contact with the victims of domestic violence. In his concept, parents are the ones who love their children the most, and they will give the best to their children. It is impossible to abuse. Even if the child is really beaten, it is because the child is not naughty. It is impossible to punish a little if you study hard.

In addition, the youth's language ability is really limited, and the speech is intermittent, it is impossible to explain things clearly. The clothes on the boy's body are clean and delicate. His hands, arms and calves exposed outside the clothes are pure and clean, without any scars...

All of these made Li Yuebai take the right judgment.

Li Yuebai quickly called the police, and the teenager's father quickly came to the door.

His father was well-dressed, with a kind and serious look, and at a glance, he was above the middle class. When accompanied by the police, he went to Li Yuebai's residence and took away the teenager.

In fact, Li Yuebai was really reluctant.

"Brother..." The teenager's voice was already crying, and he pulled Li Yuebai's clothing corner and refused to leave.

"Thank you, this little classmate." The teenager's father kindly thanked Li Yuebai, and even offered monetary rewards. Although he was not accepted in the end, he still showed his father's attitude.

No one knows how many crimes he committed in private, no one knows how many scars he left under the teenager's clothes.

"Good." Li Yuebai bent down with a smile, and touched the teenager's hair: "I can still find my brother to play in the future, and I can write to my brother."

"..." The teenager's tears fell down.

Li Yuebai watched the teenager leave with his father, only feeling a little sad and a little relieved, not realizing what a terrible wrong choice he made.

...

"A year later, something terrible happened." The system called up the newspaper at that time: "The father of the teenager died bizarrely in his home, the teenager disappeared, and soon, many homicides occurred in the city, no one Know who the murderer is..."

"Ye Qing, did he finally find his strength?" Li Yuebai shivered uncontrollably.

"Yes, after he was abandoned by you, he endured his father's abuse for some time and finally broke out." The system said: "After killing his father, he couldn't suppress the urge to kill and began to target innocent people. ."

"It's my fault." Li Yuebai said startled.

"Later, when the Lord God tried to kill him, he fled to other worlds." The system said: "Before leaving, he washed away your memories."

Before leaving, he did not go back to the rental house to find Li Yuebai again.

"The system believes that he may be close to you deep in his heart, but he never dares to return to your side." The system said: "At least he did not kill you, did not harm you."

"..." Li Yuebai remembered that at that time the homicide was in full swing, everyone was in danger, and he had read the news reports on TV. Until the end, no one found out who the real murderer was.

"So, host, do you understand? Why were you chosen by the Lord God to become a traverser, why do you always meet Ye Qing again and again." The system said: "At the beginning, you It was the one who first touched him."

"I am also an accomplice pushing him into the abyss." Li Yuebai looked pale as paper.

"Although it is a bit cruel, but I have to say that it will do the same for others." The system said.

other people……

Regardless of others, at least for now, this mistake was committed by oneself, and no reason should be found to evade responsibility.

Li Yuebai is willing to pay all costs in exchange for a chance to remedy.

"Host, don't be busy requesting it first." The system saw Li Yuebai's urgency, and said first: "What you mean now, just coincides with the Lord God, and the Lord God also hopes that you return to your world and restart Come here and meet Ye Qing for the first time..."

Li Yuebai raised his head violently.

And... there is another chance...

"Really?" He heard his own trembling voice, as if a traveler who was dying in the desert suddenly saw the oasis.

"Of course." The system said: "The Lord God has the Lord God's reason. The Lord God hopes you to change him again, and hopes that you...will always keep him in your world."

After the long pursuit of the Lord God failed, he began to consider another strategy, not to eliminate Ye Qing, but to leave him forever in the world he likes.