The Phantom Thief of Heart! But Conan

The chubby stuffed bear held up his big head, as if he was raising his head and looking at the fireworks blooming in the sky.

"Although I have not ruled out this possibility, of course I thought it was not the case at first." Putting his hands in his pockets, Tangze seemed to be answering his own question to Leon, and seemed to be talking to himself, "From now on From a memory perspective, I only remember that one second I closed my eyes in bed, and the next second I opened them, I was sitting on the train leading to Shibuya... It is natural to feel this way. "

If I think about it carefully now...his abnormal memory has been evident since that time.

That may not form a temporal continuity relationship like his subjective feelings, but it may be that at that moment, his memory was unlocked.

"Today, I personally experienced the process of 'blocking the memory and then unlocking it again', and I can basically confirm it." Thinking of the project of closing his eyes in the afternoon and resurfacing the memory on the roller coaster with the strong wind and screams in his ears, Tang Ze shrugged, "That's not the relationship between being in your bed one moment and appearing in this world the next moment, but the memory that emerges and the impression that deepens in an instant."

When his memory is unlocked, there will be a process of "reading the file", which basically starts from the end of the blocked fragment and plays it forward and backward.

This process does not take very long, but the intuitive feeling is that at the end of his blocked memory fragment, the emotions and senses left behind will be very strong.

The same is true today. It was as if he had just fallen to the ground because of Futo Kyousuke's instrument, opened his eyes, and appeared on a roller coaster.

That is not a continuation of time, but a stimulation of the senses.

"'Karasawa' and 'Karasawa' are the same person." Karasawa made this judgment with certainty, "Regardless of the state of cognitive impairment in the previous ten years, Karasawa, who recovered at the age of 10, has completely lost his ability. I have lost the memory of my past life. All my memories were unlocked at the beginning of the plot, giving me the illusion that I had not traveled long ago."

This moment when the plot begins refers to both the plot of Conan and the plot of P5.

Approximately, at the moment when Karasawa, who was taking a nap in his seat, woke up due to the resurgence of his memory, the roller coaster in Dorobiga Park was activated by the mechanical device.

"And this leads to my second question - who blocked my memory and prevented me from remembering the previous eighteen years of my life?"

Another brilliant silver-white firework exploded. Tang Ze looked at the castle illuminated by this light and continued to narrate: "I would think that my time travel had just happened. In addition to the illusion caused by the senses, another reason is that At that time, I was not able to successfully receive the memories of my previous eighteen years."

Karasawa was confused when he woke up on the train. He even opened his bag to check his current name. His first reaction to the surrounding environment was "Huh? Have I traveled to P5?"

This is very weird in itself. Since Karasawa is Karasawa, then why can't he smoothly receive all the memories before and after the memory recovery like he does now? Instead, he has to search it in the "database" by himself, and then do it bit by bit. Do you understand your situation?

This experience was also one of the reasons why Tangze misjudged his identity.

“As I recalled my past relationships, there were even more weird things.

"For example, the bullying and violence that left such a deep impression on 'Tang Zezhao' was so serious that he suffered an emotional breakdown and was unable to step out of his house. It was so serious that he no longer had a place in his original place of residence...

"So after receiving the news that I could transfer to Tokyo, I grasped at straws and allowed the prosecutors to search my personal belongings without any resistance, and left Kyoto empty-handed."

After counting in a circle with his hands, Tang Ze shook his head and clicked his tongue.

Although these memories that keep emerging are fragmented, the emotions are real and the trauma is very clear.

"This directly misled me into misjudged the personality tendency of 'Karasaki', and I immediately designed a set of acting routes in which he was gloomy, autistic, mentally ill, weak and helpless - although this is not a bad thing, I successfully confused him. Some people have lost their guard against me."

After receiving this information, Karasawa easily completed his judgment. In order to confuse Toru Amuro, who was approaching as Bourbon, and other possible monitors, he did not hesitate to choose a weak, pitiful, withdrawn and autistic person. image to play.

"As time went by, I gradually realized that something was wrong. The investigation report of Hattori Heiji and the information given to me by Rei Fukutani were very different from my memory. However, all the traces of my previous eighteen years have been I was completely burned by the fire in the brewery, and I couldn't find a way to restore my real life. The appearance of Futo Kyosuke was an unexpected surprise."

Thinking of this tool villain who thought he had a chance to win from the beginning to the end and was being exploited from the beginning to the end, Tang Ze couldn't help but smile with relief.

He is always in contact with smart people and always acts with these guys who are full of reasoning. As time goes by, Tang Ze almost loses his confidence.

The presence of Futo Kyosuke successfully allowed Karasawa to regain his confidence.

Facts have proved that it’s not me, but that everyone’s grades are indeed high. You see, with an ordinary bronze, the effect of killing vegetables is immediate and immediate.

With crocodile tears in his heart for this thoroughly tricked person, Tang Ze finally got to the point: "Since he began to doubt the world, his method of causing Mao Lilan to lose her memory was not as dramatic as the original work. I couldn't help but want to experiment. If I forget everything after time travel again, and even forget why I came to Tokyo, what will the 'Aki Karasawa' shown at this time look like."

This is a bit of a bachelor's trick.

This time, Karasawa wanted to use Fuudo Kyousuke to roll back his driver software version to the old version.

Since you don't let me search for information about the old version, I'll just uninstall the new version!

If you can, just make me remember nothing and wake up like a retard.

Since his old memories have not really disappeared, when Karasawa finds the appropriate keywords, he can recall the corresponding fragments, then there is no reason for the existing database to go out of action, not to use the old data, and to directly destroy it. .

At worst, he will really become mentally retarded. Just ask Leon to back off for him.

Relying on the fact that he had saved the game, Karasawa didn't hesitate to receive Futo Kyousuke's oblivion head-on without even bringing any immunity P.

He was so worried and accidentally exempted himself from the amnesia penalty. Then wouldn't the meaning of all his troubles be gone?

"Everyone has seen the results of the experiment." Maybe it was because of the good mood at the moment, or maybe the fireworks were too bright, Tang Ze's eyes sparkled, "I have forgotten the thirty years of life ahead, Tang Ze Zhao, this life Children whose backgrounds, family situations, and childhood experiences are completely different from mine still display similar personality states and traits to mine.

"There has never been an 'original body' that is completely different from myself. That is me, and that is my solid personality that has been formed. There are just some personality differences due to differences in memory and trauma."

"The float parade has begun!"

"Wow, so beautiful and dreamy!"

"Waiting until the park closes is indeed the right choice!"

As the team continued to advance, they stood on the main road of the island in the center of Dorobiga Park.

A few people stopped in the morning, and the theme castle that gave Mao Lilan a familiar feeling opened its door, and a tall float decorated with colorful light strips slowly drove out.

Amid the excited screams, Tang Ze also smiled and raised his hands to applaud, blending into the jubilant crowd.

"So, after your argument, have you found the answer to this question?" Caught in the crowd, Leon's voice came out muffled as he slowly moved forward with the crowd.

"We've almost found it. Let's start from the beginning." Looking at the approaching float, Tang Ze slowly unfolded the logic of the story he had sorted out, "Eight years ago, because of treatment that my parents didn't understand, At the age of ten, I learned a special way to organize my memory, successfully escaped from the trouble of cognitive impairment, and learned how to get along with my excessive memory."

To say when did he in this world show the characteristics of a persona user, it should be when he was ten years old.

This ability to freely block and restart self-memory is simply a bug skill that concretely operates abstract cognition.

Even if he does not have the memory of his past life, Tangze, who has this skill, can rely on his ability to turn on and off his memory freely and become an agent talent that cannot be seen through any lie detector.

...It’s over, the inexplicable sense of déjà vu came again.

"A few months ago, the organization killed my parents and set its sights on me. They thought I had the information they needed. In order to make it easier for them to act, and because of the people who performed this task , I had a personal grudge against the Tangze family, and I became a felon in a brave act of justice."

When we no longer separate the identities of Tang Zezhao and Tang Ze... the nature of this story becomes more complicated, and it also makes Tang Ze's mood very complicated.

Perhaps it was the pre-requisites of the P5 plot, or perhaps it was the chemical reaction caused by the fusion of the two scripts, and the tragedy of their family was staged.

However, the Tangze family, who had anticipated their own fate, were very open-minded and optimistic from top to bottom, facing the seemingly inevitable ending of destruction.

...I have to say that Tang Ze really didn't expect that he would be so good at telling hell jokes in the past.

"In the two months after I was arrested, until the trial, and finally when I chose to transfer to Tokyo, my memory was manipulated." Karasawa affirmed.

Since he has always been who he is, even if he does not remember the training he received in the past, his mental toughness is definitely not at the level of an ordinary teenager. It is impossible to change his mind because of school bullying, online violence, other people's emotions and beatings. Break the defense like that.

"I think that when they captured me and wanted to change my memory, they must not be trying to implant trivial things like being bullied and becoming autistic. Their original purpose must have been my parents' research." Thinking of Futo Kyousuke's distorted face made Karasawa shake his head.

Even a researcher like Futo Kyosuke, who has only scratched the surface of cognitive science, can easily judge the importance of Karasawa himself. How could the organization not know?

The part about how he recovered and how much of his parents' research he has learned must be the part that the organization is most concerned about.

Without the meaning of cognitive learning, an ordinary high school student cannot have any influence or threat to the organization. There is no need to go to all the trouble and use the nails of the public security system to torment him.

"Everyone has seen what I looked like after I lost my memory. I just found that I had left my original life track, and I was convinced without hesitation that my parents had been killed... You have to say that I didn't discover everything at the first time. It’s wrong, and it’s too disrespectful.”

A tall float passed by them and was decorated like a kingdom of ice and snow. On the float, staff dressed as penguins waved to both sides of the road while throwing down small sequins in the shape of snowflakes, like fluffy snowflakes. It landed on the heads of the pedestrians, causing another round of applause and cheers.

Walking among the crowd, the two of them seemed to be in an independent space, isolated from the surrounding atmosphere.

In such a warm environment, Tangze's voice sounded quietly.

"Facing the huge power of the organization, I had no power to fight back at that time, and I couldn't find anyone to help me. My situation was very helpless." Catching a snowflake that floated in front of him, Tang Ze looked at the scene. The small piece of paper reflecting the light and shadow of the sky is in the palm of the hand, and the palm is gently closed. “But I am determined. I will definitely protect my parents’ research results and never let them be usurped. This is the final bottom line for me and my parents.

"So, the last choice I can make is probably to block my own memory, especially the part about my parents. Even if I have to face torture and destruction like a blank sheet of paper, I have to be used by them In cognitive science, no matter how many experiments I do, as long as I don’t remember those things myself, then these secrets can be safely protected."

Tangze said, subconsciously raising his hand and touching the long scar under his ribs.

In his memory, this was caused by a fight in custody. However, what was the truth? Now, he was convinced that the memory of those two months must have a lot of water, and Tang Ze remained doubtful about it.

This phantom pain may not be caused by trauma, but his consciousness is sending him an early warning that "something is wrong."

With the organization’s medical strength… who knows?

Maybe he was pulled by the tissue and dissected, but the scars were treated perfectly, so maybe there were no scars at all.

It's always right to think the worst about that group of people.

"It was me who blocked my own memory, and I had no intention of unlocking it. I was prepared to forget everything with the awareness that I would die at their hands." Tang Ze said, gently Sighing, he loosened his fingers and watched the snowflakes falling slowly.

Although it was already clear that Tang Zezhao was also Tang Zezhao himself, facing the eighteen-year-old him, Tang Ze could not help but feel unbearable.

An eighteen-year-old young man who knows that his relatives, including himself, may be overturned at any time under the influence of some evil force, is cautious and lives a hard-working and persistent life. When facing the end, he always fights for them. He stuck to his principles and sacrificed everything he had without hesitation.

Doesn't he know that by voluntarily revealing these things, or using this information as a bargaining chip, he may be able to survive in the hands of the organization, live quietly, or even seek more in return?

He knows, he just knows too well.

Due to his broken family and his fate that he could not control, he did not trust human nature or anyone at that time, including himself.

He was afraid that if he faced too cruel methods, he would collapse in the pain, and he would be tempted to use those secrets to try to survive for himself.

But he didn't want to bow his head, let alone kneel down, so he simply completely eliminated this possibility.

He didn't allow himself the chance to betray the principles that his parents had repeatedly warned him about, so he simply cut off his last escape route.

After all, if you have exhausted all means and cannot pry someone's mouth open, either this person is a true fighter with a firm will and firm beliefs, or this person really doesn't know anything.

"Because you were originally the one who crawled out of the deepest abyss of life in blood and fire and walked on fearlessly." After listening to Tangze talking about this, Leon said, "Your personality is in those tempering moments. You have become indestructible during the training, and even if you forget the past, you will still be a ruthless person with a clear self-awareness. This is not surprising, right?"

"So, I got the answer right, right?" After tilting his head and looking at the puppet for a while, Tang Ze raised his hand and hit the big bear's head hard twice, "Then you laughed at me last time and said What nonsense is it that you are indeed Tangze, but you are already Karasawa... No matter Karasawa or Karasawa, they are both myself."

"What I said is true, guest." Leon, who was photographed with his head tilted, was not angry, and his voice was still smiling, "Your mentality has been changing. If it was when you just recovered your memory, you would just take it for granted. I think you are an outsider who accidentally traveled through time, and you don’t even want to explore the relationship between you in the past and you now, so how could you come to this conclusion?”

"There's obviously a big difference, okay." Tang Ze protested, "If you didn't know that I was who I was, my mentality would be very different when facing Haibara Ai and the others... No wonder it's always difficult for me. Treating them as cheap relatives, it seems that my subconscious still understands my identity."

"No, this is your misjudgment." After straightening his head, Leon replied seriously, "Although you were the one living in this world in the past, you now are better than yourself eighteen years ago. , more integrated into the world.”

"Is this the reason why you keep emphasizing that this is my new life?" Turning his inquiring eyes on the puppet's head, Tangze said, "Then, I have one last question, one that I need you to answer. question."

"All ears, guest."

"Karasawa has always been Karasawa, so what about you? Who are you, Leon?"