The Protective Overbearing Demon

Tan's father and Tan's mother spent another two days inquiring about the information, and got a clear understanding of the general situation of the Y City base. At the same time, someone also paid attention to them. That day, Su Yuanyuan showed off her skills at the market, and everyone saw it. Later, Wan Kun pestered the old man, and Tan's mother also beat him twice. It was obvious to them that they were all masters, and they kept asking for information after coming for a few days. Naturally attracts attention.

Tan's father keenly realized that someone from above was watching them. He went home and drank a few sips of tea and said, "It's almost done. Let's go."

Mother Tan nodded, "In this base, the strong are respected. In the past few days, we have aroused the fear of the superiors. They may think that we want to seize power. Moreover, Wan Kun is becoming more and more shameless, so let's leave quickly."

"I just went to the task hall. There is a task to clear the supermarket. We can take the task and leave directly when the time comes." Tan's father looked at his grandparents and said, "We are afraid that the elderly will be detained at home. Wan Kun is entangled, so I have to take him with me when I go on a mission, so it should be okay.”

"Yes, the higher-ups are just afraid of us. We won't hinder anything if we go out, so let's do it."

Su Yuanyuan and her grandparents all agreed. Thinking of Wan Kun's appearance, the two elders couldn't help but sigh. They seemed to have no energy these days. They are not soft-hearted, but blame themselves. They feel that they were too busy with business when they were young and neglected to discipline their sons. Otherwise, how could Wan Kun have become such a person? Su Yuanyuan tried to persuade them several times to no avail, and felt that it was time to leave quickly. The person Wan Kun is sorry for is his second elder. No matter how much he hates the second elder, he will never want his son to die. Therefore, Su Yuanyuan’s attitude towards Wan Kun is to ignore her. She actually feels that Wan Kun’s life is more painful. .

The family discussed the itinerary and went back to their rooms to rest. They took over the mission early the next morning and left the base with the excuses they had thought of. Su Yuanyuan heard someone whispering, saying that they were so stupid that they brought two oil bottles with them to do the task, and she suddenly felt an indescribable feeling in her heart. These people are also human beings, so why are they so arrogant? The end of the world is terrifying, but why can they abandon the elderly and children with peace of mind? Is this still humane? They are too indifferent to the people around them and are worse than a monster like her.

So what is a person? What is a demon? What are zombies? What are Zerg? She has done so many things to help humans, but why do humans kill each other? They were full of malice towards their kind, why would she, a goblin, help them?

Tan’s father deliberately drove slowly and fell to the end of the queue. Then he turned quickly at an intersection toward Yanjing. Su Yuanyuan saw the zombies on the road through the window. She used her mental power to drive them away to clear the way for the car. Suddenly she saw an injured level 4 zombie jumping out of the woods nearby. It grabbed a level 2 zombie and took it out. He stuffed the crystal core into his mouth, and then started fighting with a level three zombie.

As the car drove past, Su Yuanyuan moved to the back window to look at them. It didn't take long for the level 4 zombie to win. It ate the crystal core of the level 3 zombie and repaired a lot of its body. Su Yuanyuan's feelings became more complicated. Zombies do not have the complex emotions and desires of humans. They have only one obsession, which is to become stronger.

They eat human flesh and blood to become stronger, and they eat the same kind of crystal nuclei to become stronger. There is no right or wrong, good or evil, they just instinctively keep getting stronger. They will do whatever makes them stronger, and don't care about anything else. Even zombie sieges are just mental zombies controlling other zombies to attack the enemy, in order to obtain more superpower crystal cores to upgrade themselves, and to eradicate superpower enemies and make themselves safer, not to protect themselves. Race, zombies don’t think like that.

What's the point of getting stronger like this? Maybe the zombies themselves don't know the meaning. They are just such a species and they were born like this. Like female praying mantises eating male praying mantises, hamsters eating their babies, elephants raping rhinos, moths flying into the flames, whales stranded, cows and horses jumping off cliffs, etc., no matter why they did these things, they did it. This is the nature given to them by their race.

What about the demon? Most demons want to become stronger, and only a small number of demons are content with the status quo. However, all demons will turn themselves into human forms when they transform. They are full of curiosity about the human world and especially want to live with humans. There are also some monsters that are cruel in nature and will attack humans and treat humans as slaves, but they can still turn into human forms. Demons seem to be the only race among so many races that have the same emotions and desires as humans. However, some are proud of their powerful magic power, and some are inferior to themselves because they are demons and not humans. In the end, the end is not very good. This kind of blindness His pursuit of going to the human world is really inexplicable.

Su Yuanyuan thought to herself. Wasn't she originally full of curiosity about the world and always wanted to experience all kinds of life? In the past thousand years, she has experienced many kinds of lives in the human world. She has met good people, bad people, both good and not bad people, and has been exposed to all kinds of ridiculous things. She has even helped mankind accomplish many major things in various worlds. . She has always been happy and happy, but what is she pursuing? Day after day, year after year, is she pursuing cultivation and becoming an immortal? What about after becoming an immortal?

Ancient people developed into people in the Republic of China and then into modern people, and even into interstellar people. There have been too many changes, but human nature is still the same. Interstellar is much more advanced than everything in primitive society, but the way people get along with each other is still the same. Something? Even if she works hard to become an immortal and goes to the immortal world, and lives in a group of immortals, wouldn't it still be the same as how people get along with each other? What's the difference? So what is she after?

She doesn't believe in the nonsense that immortals have no desires and desires. A good person with all kinds of emotions and desires will have no desires and desires after becoming an immortal? If seeing through the mortal world and suddenly awakening are true, then what are these immortals doing in the fairy world? If you have no desires and no demands, don’t you want to do nothing? If they are put in charge of something, why should they be in charge? They have no desires and desires, so why do they do these things? Once people lose their pursuit and direction, they will lose motivation and vitality. She never believes that immortals do not have emotions and desires.

But it seems that she only has this option. If she doesn't leave, what will she do?

Mother Tan made tea for the two old people. She turned around and saw Su Yuanyuan frowning as if she couldn't figure something out, so she sat over and asked, "What are you thinking about? What's wrong?"

Su Yuanyuan glanced at her and typed for her on her mobile phone: Mom, the world has become so dangerous and terrifying, what is your pursuit? You say that everyone will die sooner or later. Why is it so difficult and desperate to live in the last days?

Mother Tan looked startled, then smiled softly, and hugged Su Yuanyuan's shoulders, "So you are thinking about this. Mom has also thought about this problem. When I was fifteen years old, I thought about why I want to live. I thought about it again when I was thirty, and I thought about it a while ago when I couldn’t find you.”

Su Yuanyuan raised her head in surprise. She had the impression that Mama Tan had always been a very gentle and kind-hearted woman, a good daughter, a good wife, a good mother, and a good daughter-in-law. She didn't expect that Mama Tan had thought of this kind of thing three times, but why? Hasn't she always lived a good life?

Tan's mother smiled and said, "Actually, it's not just me who has thought about it. Your father, your grandparents and your grandparents may have thought about it."

Tan's father and grandpa and grandma, who heard them talking in front, all responded and admitted that they had thought about this problem. Su Yuanyuan was even more confused. Is this a question that everyone thinks about? So how did they figure it out? Have they all found the pursuit and meaning of life? But...life passes by in a hurry for decades, isn’t it time to die in the end? Like she lived for more than 400 years in the last world, didn't she die in the end? The achievements she has made have only benefited others. If fame, fortune and wealth are not brought with her in life or death, what is the use? Although they fed her a lot of faith power to help her practice, she had worked so hard to reach the Seven-Tails, but wasn't she almost killed by the Heavenly Dao? Tiandao threw her here as a zombie. She struggled hard to survive and practiced hard. What if she practiced to the point where the Eight-Tails was hacked to death by Tiandao? Even if you don't kill him, the cycle will still be like this next time. What's the point?

Mother Tan saw her confusion and doubts, and her heart softened. She held Su Yuanyuan in her arms and said softly: "Don't be afraid, life is sacred and wonderful, and everyone can't help but explore its existence." Meaning, mom doesn’t know what others think, but I can share my secret with you. Mom has never told anyone else about these things.”

Tan's mother smiled and said: "When I was fifteen years old, my mother once again ranked first in the exam. My parents, relatives, teachers and friends saw me and praised me. But I have heard this kind of praise for many years and I don't feel anything at all. I I saw some students in the class who did not do well in the exam ran out to play wildly after class and did not care about the teacher's criticism or their own grades. I was curious, why didn't they study hard? "

"Later, I began to observe all my classmates, and I found that everyone has their own strengths and weaknesses, and what they are good at. No matter whether their studies are good or bad, they all have happiness and troubles. Then I began to observe teachers, Bodyguards, drivers, and all the workers I could come into contact with, I saw them working day after day. No matter how much they earned, the work was not decent, and they all had their moments of happiness and trouble. I suddenly felt a little confused and tried hard. What’s the difference between not working hard? Every family has its own problems, and everyone will be unhappy sometimes, so why do I work so hard?”

"At that time, I deliberately wrote a few wrong questions during the exam, and I got fifth place in the grade. I thought I would be scolded when I got home, but it turned out that your grandparents didn't care about it at all, and even cooked a table of delicious food. Comfort me. My teachers and classmates also comforted me by saying that it was just a one-time misperformance and it didn’t matter. I was even more confused. No one cared about me whether I did well or not. Why should I do well in the exam? I was just a student at that time. I was confused and felt that there was no point in anything I did. For the first time, I felt that there was no point in living. What was the point of studying hard, working hard, running a family, traveling around after retirement, and then dying? "

This was the first time that grandma knew that her daughter had so many thoughts when she was fifteen years old. She couldn't help but look back and asked: "No wonder you didn't like to talk during that time. I thought you were unhappy because you didn't do well in the exam. What did you think about it later?" Passed?”

Mother Tan smiled and shook her head, "It's not like I figured it out. I just woke up one morning and saw the trees in the yard blooming. They were very beautiful. Suddenly I thought why am I so boring when I am living so happily? , What are you thinking about? Just like I thought of this problem inexplicably, and I was confused, but I suddenly felt relieved and didn't care about it at all. I just returned to normal, studied hard, and got the first place in the exam. I already liked it. Studying is also very easy, and I go to and from school happily without being affected at all.”

Tan's father couldn't help but ask: "Then why did you think about this when you were thirty? We were doing well at that time. Our work was smooth, our parents were open-minded, and our daughter was cute and well-behaved. Why do you want this?"

Su Yuanyuan heard some nervousness in Tan's father's voice and laughed. She usually thought that this was because life was unsatisfactory. Was her father worried that he had failed to do something well back then? She knew that her mother had inexplicably felt that life was meaningless when she was a child, and she felt much more relaxed. She felt that it was not difficult to accept that she thought about it. Maybe everyone would think about it. She looked at Tan's mother, and she also wanted to know why her mother thought about this when she was thirty years old.

Mother Tan squinted her eyes, leaned on the car seat, and sighed: "That year, a good friend of mine died in a car accident."

Su Yuanyuan was startled. She didn't expect it to be because of this. Tan's mother looked at the roof of the car and said: "I was chatting with her on WeChat the day before, and we made an appointment to go shopping together when she comes back from her trip. We also wanted to go to the newly opened French restaurant to try out how delicious it was. But it was so sudden. When I received the news of her death, I was immersed in the suppressed grief for a long time, almost a year and a half."

Tan's father was surprised and said: "How could it be? I remember you cried many times, but you returned to normal after a month or two. You... I'm sorry, I didn't notice..."

Tan's father stopped the car and looked back at Tan's mother with eyes full of remorse. Grandpa and grandma also looked over worriedly. It took me a year and a half to get out of it, and it was already depression.

The author has something to say: Introduction to my new article "Missing Me in Your Life [Quick Travel]":

By chance, Xu Zifan became a plane messenger, and his duty was to go to various worlds to save miserable people.

"Are you unhappy? That's because - you are missing me in your life."