The ups and downs of the urban jungle

However, Sun Jian hid in this remote corner and before he could completely settle down, Gu Pan came angrily and launched an attack to investigate the crime in an arrogant manner.

"What are you doing? Are you avoiding me on purpose? Would you rather go to this remote corner and enjoy the loneliness than live in the same boat with me?"

"Did you come all this way not just to see me, but just to piss me off and humiliate me? Don’t you know my situation? Everything in the past has been scrapped. Now we can only start from scratch, starting from the bottom."

"Why? I'm going to see Sister Hui. She can't do this to you. Depending on your ability level, let alone the township government, even the municipal party committee compound is rare. You are sent to this remote and barren country, what can you do? Your expertise and your level are worthless and useless here."

"But without jobs and without a workplace, wouldn’t I be worthless wherever I am?"

"What era are we in now? Don’t listen to what Sister Hui says. They are all from the old calendar from decades ago. Being in the system, being a civil servant, being an iron rice bowl, these are the only pursuits and solutions for people with no abilities like me. But you don't need it at all. You can make a living based on your ability, and you can stand out wherever you go."

"Thanks! Stop fanning the flames for me. I am self-aware and know how much I weigh. I was in the provincial capital. If I hadn't met my sister, I might have starved to death on the streets. When I came here, I didn't get the care and love from Secretary Yu, but I also had no place to stand. People like me can only start from scratch now and have to work from the bottom"

"Sun Jian! I beg you, please stop belittling yourself and giving up on yourself, okay? It makes me feel uncomfortable looking at you like this"

"Panpan! Thank you! I didn't really feel anything. I can calm down and hold on"

"But I can't! I like working with you. When you leave, I will be alone in the town. I can’t find anyone to talk to or quarrel with. I don’t want to stay there for even a minute."

"Panpan! Before I came here, Secretary Yu specifically reminded me that we have no work contact now and can no longer come and go as inseparable as before."

"Can't we be friends if we don't have a work connection? What kind of counter-revolutionary logic is this?"

"We have no work contact, just friends. We just can't be so unscrupulous. Falling into ice, falling into reality"

"If you are upright, you are not afraid of slanted shadows, you are not doing bad things, and you are not afraid of ghosts knocking on your door."

"But in this country, people talk too much and their words are scary."

"So what? I'm not afraid. What are you afraid of?"

"You are not afraid because you have the background and confidence. I am afraid that I am guilty of being a thief. If I am unlucky, I will also bring trouble to a whole group of people."

"Well, I blew my boyfriend off when I got home today. We are in a serious relationship and I want to see who dares to point fingers at us and talk nonsense."

"You are so nervous! Who are you angry with? Demonstrate to whom?"

"Can't I be angry with you? Isn’t it okay to demonstrate to Secretary Yu?"

"ill!"

"I'm just sick! Now you don’t even want to be friends with me, so why should I hesitate? She, Secretary Yu, didn’t even allow us to meet or interact with each other. Of course, I had no choice but to sink my boat."

"Why is it so difficult to talk to you? Is this something I don’t want to do? Is this Secretary Yu’s dog playing tricks on a mouse? This is social reality and this is human nature. do you understand?"

"I just don't understand! Why is this world so unfair? A good person will be bullied by others, and a good horse will be ridden by others. Those who have some sense of conscience should live in fear, but those who have a bad heart will do all kinds of evil and do whatever they want."

"But that’s life, that’s reality!"

"Sun Jian! Tell me the truth, do you really hate me? Just because the two of us have different family backgrounds, the contrast is too big?"

"I-when did I say I hated you?"

"I don’t hate it, but I don’t like it either."

"Don’t we all agree to be good friends and brothers and sisters? Do you think I am the kind of person who is duplicitous and hypocritical?"

"All right! Now that this is the case, I have to face reality. From now on, I will try my best to be more restrained and let you be with me. But we can’t stop being good friends and good brothers and sisters because of this. The only way is to sneak underground"

"No! no! This is more dangerous and unclear. If you are not careful, you will be shattered into pieces."

"Then try to be careful!"

"How to be careful? The walls have ears, and they are dense and sparse. Who can guarantee that?"

"So you mean to break up with me from now on? No more involvement?"

"Hiding beautiful things in your heart for a lifetime is also a kind of happiness and joy"

"Still happy? This is pain and helplessness! Even if we don’t have that kind of relationship and fate, as a friend of the opposite sex and a confidant, you have now become the only one in my life. Losing or giving up for any reason will instantly hollow out my body and soul, and I will become a The Walking Dead"

"no no! Panpan! Don't--you will make me breathless. I - I'm really not a good person, and I don't deserve this from you."

"It’s not like I’m looking for a partner and a husband for myself, so I’m so picky and picky about you? If you are bad, you will be bad, and if you are muddy, it has nothing to do with me? I only cherish our opportunities and fate, our sincerity and affection, and our communication and tacit understanding."

"But between people of the opposite sex, such interactions are the beginning of danger. Don’t overestimate your own will, and don’t overestimate my reason."

"I don’t have either, but I won’t stop eating because of choking."

"Please, can't you be so stubborn?"

"no!"

"Can you just take pity on me and let me go to find someone else?"

"No way! It was you who got there first and has completely occupied my world. It is impossible for me to find anyone else, and it is impossible for me to find anyone else."

"You should pin all this on your boyfriend"

"If he had such charm, would he still have a chance with you?"

"This is all an illusion, a misunderstanding,——"

"It is the most real feeling, the most real heart!"

"Panpan! You're playing with fire, you know?"

"I know! My life has never burned like this, but now it is ignited by you and burning for you. I would rather be burned to death by this fire than live in the cold world and linger."

"But I don’t want to die yet"

"Then just stand aside and gloat and watch with cold eyes. Sun

Jian suddenly burst into tears, quietly lowered his head to wipe them away, and then put on a nonchalant look:"I really regret recognizing you as a good sister who is so unruly, willful, stubborn, and unreasonable." As your brother, I will be killed by you sooner or later."

"Who made you so unlucky that you had to come from the provincial capital to this rural area and I caught you?"

"Say it! What exactly are you going to do with me?"

"It's very simple. When I miss you, you have to come to see me and accompany me. No matter how I vent to you, you have to spoil me and pamper me."

"Is the sentence to be fixed or indefinite?"

"No deadline!"

"Then I have no choice but to curse you to get married quickly and let your boyfriend accept you as soon as possible!"

"steal! Beautiful thought! We are brother and sister, can you escape if I get married? This kind of relationship and affection between us can never be sorted out and separated for the rest of our lives."

"For God's sake, please accept me as soon as possible."

"OK! Your sentence is set for this day"

"What a sin! What kind of rules did I commit in my previous life that God wants to punish me like this?"

"You were definitely destined to have a bad relationship in your previous life, and you will still have a debt of love that you will not be able to repay in this life."

"But we don’t have this bad fate at all, do we? The only thing in life is to fight against each other and kill each other."

"Do the math! What a disappointment! Let's see what's missing in your kennel. I'll go to the county seat tomorrow to buy everything for you."

"Hey, hey, don’t, don’t, don’t! We just agreed, we will have melon fields and plum trees in the future"

"OK! , today is the last time."

After the two of them finished speaking, they continued to tidy up the simple house together.