There is Room for Rebirth in the 1950’s

Early in the morning, Lin Liying, who had overslept, was awakened by a knock on the door. She looked at her watch and was startled. At daybreak, she was still thinking about leaving in a daze.

It's all right now, let alone going to my sister-in-law's, I'm even late for work.

Looking at Lin Xuelin who was sleeping soundly on the other bed, she was so angry that she stepped forward and patted hard, It's time to get up, your man is knocking on the door again.

Don't pay attention to him, let him knock enough. Lin Xuelin said vaguely, turned over and went back to sleep.

Lin Liying didn't care about arguing with her, and hurried to open the courtyard door. Sure enough, Hu Chunsheng greeted her with a flattering smile.

Come in. She's still sleeping. I have to go to work. Coax her well and let her go home with you quickly. This girl can't spoil her anymore.

Don't worry, aunt. I will let her go back with me. My mother and the others have always asked me to pick her up.

Lin Liying didn't have time to say more, wiped her face, and hurried to the hospital pushing her bicycle.

Here, Hu Chunsheng was not in a hurry to enter the room. He watched her leave and stood in the yard, looking at the weeds on the wall in a daze. Now he is not worried about whether his daughter-in-law will follow him home, but whether he can return to Beijing. He somewhat regretted chasing her impulsively to the Northwest.

I thought that this woman has been spoiled by the family for so many years, but this time she made a mistake, and going to the Northwest is just an excuse, and she will definitely be transferred back by the family after two or three years.

One has a beauty, and the other has a future. With the shared adversity and his own means, when the time comes, the Yue family will transfer the couple back to Beijing for him. That will be the time when Hu Chunsheng is proud of his life, but who would have expected that he would not be able to come back now?

Thinking of his days in the northwest, Hu Chunsheng shook his head desperately, absolutely not going back. I have to find a way to make this silly woman torment.

Walking into the room, he lifted the quilt as soon as he passed, Okay, there is no one now. There is not much time left, you have to find a way, don't hide here.

Lin Xuelin immediately sat up and glared at him angrily, I'll take care of my own affairs, so don't worry about it. I told you about the divorce. Are you out of your mind and why are you relying on me?

Hu Chunsheng smiled sarcastically, Divorced? Have you found a new family? Xiaolin, I'm not making fun of you. Except for me, you are a treasure. Few men think highly of you.

Lin Xuelin got up from the bed, without saying a word, picked up the clothes from the bedside, took off her nightgown in front of him, and put on directly.

Hu Chunsheng curled his lips and leaned against the wall, It's time for you to find your mother. It's not an option for you to stay here, don't let your aunt bother you. I know what you're thinking, you thought she could help you find You should be able to work now. But now you are not what you used to be, I'd better go and beg your mother to be better.

Lin Xuelin turned her head and said to him seriously: Chunsheng, I really want to divorce you. I can't live in the Northwest. I have made up my mind that after I leave, I will rely on my grandfather, and no one will let me leave Jingcheng. Let me go. Don't worry, you go back first. Once I'm settled here, I will definitely let you come back.

Hu Chunsheng stared at her with a gloomy face. This bitch is really ruthless, she can speak with her mouth. Let her go? It seems that the Northwest took care of her so well, did she really think that he had to listen to her in everything?

Lin Xuelin tried her best to persuade him, Do you think it will be miserable if I get divorced? I will ask my dad, and he will not let me go back to my husband's house, don't you think? You stay for a year, and I will find a way , let you come back right away. When the time comes, we will have another child, what a wonderful thing.

Stop. Don't talk about children. If you mention children again, I will strangle you to death. Are you saying that you don't want children on purpose? Otherwise, why do you spend all day when you are pregnant? You don't even want to divorce, there is no way When I went with you, you cried and said you would follow me forever, do you still remember what I told you?

Lin Xuelin shivered. How could she forget?

I said, if you abandon me, I will definitely make your life worse than death. Xiao Lin, I gave everything for you, but you will abandon me again in a blink of an eye.

Twice, you are so heartless. At the beginning, your grandma forced my grandfather to make an engagement for me, and you cried and said that this time you let go first, and you will continue in the next life if you are destined.

I live a life that would be worse than death, and I dare not disturb you when I see you from a distance. When I heard that you were engaged, I didn't sleep well all night. That was my first woman. But I still think that as long as you live well, it will be fine.

When something happened to you, I still couldn't help running to your side. You said you couldn't live anymore, and you pulled me and said that you had been guarding me like a jade for so many years. I resolutely drop everything and go with you.

You want to abandon me now, just like before, but I, Hu Chunsheng, will not let my woman come again for the third time. Xiaolin, accept your fate, you will never leave me in this life. When the day comes, I will catch you and go to hell with me even if I die.

Lin Xuelin was not moved at all. She is not the little girl back then, and she has long understood that no matter how sweet the words are, the truth cannot be concealed. If there is true love, it is impossible to marry a wife and have children.

After all, they are both selfish and people who live for themselves. Thinking of this, Lin Xuelin smiled.

Hu Chunsheng stepped forward and hugged her, and said in a low voice, Don't even think about getting a divorce. That way won't work. If your father knew that you were divorced, he would dislike you even more and make him ashamed. He didn't agree with our marriage at the beginning, now you have to change your mind. It doesn't suit who you are to be a new person.

Now you can only tell him that your environment there is too bad, you have given birth to two children, and you can't keep them all. Now I just want to live a good life and have a son. Then he might still believe it. Let alone wanting to go back to Beijing, just talking about the suburbs is fine, and I want to be closer to my parents and family.

Let's take it step by step first, go back to the suburbs first, and then take it step by step.

Lin Xuelin pushed him away and glanced at him, Okay, this weekend, I'll go home to see if my parents are at home. You go back first, don't come here if you have nothing to do, they will drive me back to my in-law's house again .”

Hu Chunsheng pulled her and continued to say some love words. Seeing her smile, he finally breathed a sigh of relief, said goodbye to her and left.

And Lin Xuelin didn't hesitate any longer, washed up and adjusted her appearance, searched for a long time from the living room, finally found a key, and summoned up the courage to go back to her mother's house.

In the unit building, Chen Jingru was doing housework on the weekend and planned to wash all the sheets and quilts. Otherwise, the son will have no quilt when he comes home.

Seeing Lin Xuelin who opened the door and came in, she quickly put down what she was doing, dried her hands with a cloth, looked behind her, and saw that she was the only one, and pulled her to sit down.

Why come back alone? What about your man? Listen to your mother and live a good life. What does your husband's family say? Didn't show your face?

Lin Xuelin turned her eyes away, not daring to face her mother. She couldn't say that she hadn't been back to her husband's house since she came back that day. If she said that, her mother would probably drive her away again.

Where's Dad? Where did he go? Why isn't he at home today?

Chen Jingru took out a pack of biscuits from the room and handed it to her, Take a couple of bites first, Mom will cook noodles for you after finishing her work. Where else can your dad go? I went to your grandma's early in the morning. Xiao Lin , don’t blame your dad. Your grandma’s collapse is all because of you. Don’t think he has a good face for you, but he has been inquiring about you for the past few days.

Lin Xuelin lowered her head guiltily, I didn't expect my grandma to go to Hu's house. I knew I was wrong, but my grandma didn't see me, saying she didn't have a granddaughter like me.

What can Chen Jingru say? Not to mention not recognizing her daughter, even she, the old lady, glared at her angrily. She doesn't want to mention Mrs. Lin, she is a fool.

If you don't see it, you won't see it. Anyway, you will go back in a few days. When she figures it out, she will be fine...

Lin Xuelin quickly interrupted, Mom, didn't you say that Dad is already helping me find out? Why do you say that I have to go back? I don't want to go. You said that I would stay for a year or two, and let my uncle not get angry. I'll come back. My eldest uncle and the others haven't told me not to come back, why don't you let me come back?

Chen Jingru patted her, Don't worry. It's not just your dad who is trying to figure out a way, but your mom has also asked someone to find out. Now you are not the only one who can't get your hukou back. You have several little sisters who have gone to support the frontier for the past two years. You should you know?

Lin Xuelin shook her head sadly. Since the accident, no one has contacted me again.

Chen Jingru sighed, These people are now voluntarily applying to go to the frontier, and you want to come back. This matter involves many problems. You are old enough to understand some things. It is unrealistic for you to come back now. After you go back, work hard. Try to get a recommendation to study in the capital. Mom will let you come back as soon as the household registration is loosened.

Study, study... all excuses. If he could get a recommendation, would he have to work so hard to come back?

As soon as Lin Xuelin heard what she said, she immediately stood up and shouted: What kind of mother are you? Why don't you let Xiaohui go to the border? You are so biased.

After shouting, he turned around and ran away.

Chen Jingru covered her heart, out of breath. What a crime she did.

With so many people in the northwest, why can't they stay with her ancestor? Still taking Xiao Huibi, who is such a big sister? Is it easy for Xiaohui to survive by himself?

Lin Xuelin ran out of the building and turned her head to see that her mother hadn't caught up. She felt sad for a moment, and couldn't help but shed tears. I really don't have a mother's family anymore, a poor wretch whose father doesn't love his mother and doesn't love him.

And her grandma, it's too much, she even said that she doesn't recognize herself, she has to ask who made her run to the door to scold her? I still want to take the blame on myself, what a beautiful idea!

Lin Xuelin was so angry that she didn't care about taking the bus, and ran to the compound quickly. This time she has to explain clearly, what mistake did she make to let her grandma treat her like this?

Some time ago, she was ashamed to meet acquaintances, but now she doesn't care, let her laugh at whoever makes a joke. Anyway, if I have a bad life, no one should think about it.

After running for a while, Lin Xuelin, who was sweating profusely, stood at the gate of the compound and pointed to the sentinel at the gate to let her inform her family that she was going home.

The sentinel at the gate was new. He glanced at his comrades and saw that they asked him to go to work. He didn't bother to think too much, he went in for a while, and when he came out, his face was weird.

Comrade Lin, the chief said it's inconvenient now, and asked you to come visit another day.

Lin Xuelin looked at the gate in despair.

——Now even grandpa won't let me in, so I really don't want myself anymore!

After a long time, Lin Xuelin ignored the pedestrians coming and going, and was about to step forward to ask them to report again. Unexpectedly, out of the corner of his eye, he saw a person coming out of the courtyard.

Seeing that face, she was so frightened that she turned around and ran away.

After many years, Lin Xuelin has never forgotten the suffocating despair, and Zhang Guoqing's eyes that looked at her as if she was looking at a dead person. Why is that killing god still in the compound?