There is Room for Rebirth in the 1950’s

Lin Lishan remembered the shouts of the surrounding audience when her daughter came out today, and laughed, In the future, if someone calls you a golden baby, you can just say that you are your mother's delicate baby. .”

It's funny when Zhou Jiao thinks about it, It's over, I'll go out with you and Dad to hide when I'm done confinement, and let this go away first.

Lin Lishan really thought about it seriously, That's fine. It just so happens that your dad came back to see what he said. When the time comes, our family will go to the capital from here, then go to Shanghai to see, and go to Hangzhou and Suzhou to buy some things. Depending on your mother's level, you can Buying a sleeper is because the baby is too small, so I don’t know if it can be taken out.”

Mom, if you have time, ask those doctors. I really want to go out for a walk, but is the time arranged by you? It's almost Chinese New Year.

Lin Lishan stood up and planned to open the box, I just want to leave after the Chinese New Year. When you are ready for confinement and the Chinese New Year is not far away, we will go to the capital to celebrate the New Year. After the fifth day, we will go to Shanghai. Play for a few days , I went back around the tenth day of the lunar new year just to go to work, because I was afraid that your father would not have the time. Let’s talk about it then, I am not happy to spend the New Year with your grandma here.”

Cut it with scissors to see that these are all milk powder. She bought them specially at the Friendship Mall. It’s safe. Don’t give it away. I checked the expiration date.”

There are five coats in this cloth bag, 2 military coats collected by your little uncle, I also gathered 2, and Mom's new military coats are just for you to wear. There are five coats here, which just happen to be divided between your families. Originally, I wanted to give two pieces to your grandfather and uncle, and two pieces to your father-in-law and National Day. These things are too scarce, so it is difficult to get them together and not give them to others.

These two boxes are full of safe cotton-padded jackets and trousers, sweaters and trousers for growing up, and clothes and trousers for the hot weather next year. They are too small to wear sweaters and trousers, so they are specially woven to make them bigger. There are also some hats. For shoes, the padded jacket and trousers made by your aunt are worn when you are 2 years old.

It is hard for your aunt to be a military doctor. She is in charge of cotton and cloth. The hat and shoes are made by your grandma. I made it so small that I can wear it until I am one year old. The sweaters were knitted by those little girls. Fortunately, your grandma didn't allow too many parcels in the mail last time, or else you would get angry when you think about it. This can't be given to others, it's all given to him by his elders.

This cardboard box is full of diapers, feeding bottles and small toys bought from Friendship Mall. They are quite expensive, so don't give them away.

This cardboard box contains donkey-hide gelatin, red dates, malted milk essence and some miscellaneous things for confinement food prepared by your grandma. The brown sugar tickets are in the pile of tickets you just made, and you can't give them away to eat by yourself.

There are still some fabrics at home. I didn't bring them here. I asked your grandma to put them away. You can find someone to make them when you return to Beijing. There are no new styles here. I don't know if you can make them in a size that fits you. Wait for the two of you. When you return to Beijing, Mom will ask someone to take you there. Here are some sets of women’s military uniforms, as well as fabrics and rubber shoes, which you share among the two sisters-in-law at home. You don’t want to wear them, they don’t look good and are dazzling.”

The fabric and cotton in this cloth bag are specially given to your parents-in-law. If you don't know the size, let them make it themselves. And considering that the family doesn't know how many children there are, your grandma prepared a few pieces of fabric. Some boys There are also girls in the children, I have seen several just now, and I don’t know if it is enough, you also give points.”

The remaining two boxes are the special wine, cigarettes and some odds and ends prepared by your grandma. You can share a bottle with Zhang's seniors. These are rare things.

This red paper is affixed with Ping An's three baptisms. Your grandma told you not to show it too much tomorrow. She took it out in secret. Ping An is the first great-grandson of our family. She is ready for it. Now, take a look at the gold bracelet, the gold anklet, and this luxurious gold chain. Do you look good? There are also 10 gold abacus and so on. You put them away so that no one can see them. Just take this pair of watches with you, they are very expensive. Don’t give them away.” Lin Lishan took out a small box and went to the front of the kang, and was about to let her see it, but saw her crying foolishly.

Why are you crying, silly girl, this was supposed to be prepared by our natal family. Your own newborn and first birthday ceremony were also prepared by your grandma, and they are hidden with your dowry. Don't cry, you can't cry when you are confinement , be obedient.

Zhou Jiao took the handkerchief, thinking of the neat needle holes of the child's cotton coat, the thread ends that were deliberately left out of the underwear, and the pile of little sweaters. She really hated it in her heart, if she hadn't analyzed it with Zhang Guoqing later, and she was still shrinking in the old man's lies, then she could imagine how she would make her mother sad.

Don't cry, you can't cry when you are confinement. Mom knows you complained about mom before, but you are connected. Mom and your uncle and uncle have lived in a fellow villager's house since childhood. I think you are at least in your grandparents' house. Will be bullied, often send money to send things to tell them, you do not have a father, I have no time to accompany you, but I will not give up on you.

Even if I know that your grandpa loves money like his life, I still feel that it is not a problem for me to solve it with money. As for your grandma, I know that she is a good mother and can protect you, so I am relieved. Who knew you would be spoiled by them like this.

Your grandpa is right, I was fostered by a fellow villager, and that man’s son worked as an orderly beside my grandpa, she dared not offend your grandpa, and my mother was still with your uncle and uncle, unlike you, she was alone bullied by them.

When you called that year, my mother was worried after thinking about it, and she called your grandma because she was afraid that you would not be safe. At that time, just after the national liberation, there were many things to do, and they couldn't spare time. When you had a little time, your grandma asked someone to bring you a letter to your grandpa, saying that she wanted to take you back. Your mother was not there, and your grandma wanted to take you with her.

But your grandpa said that if your mother is not by your side, you will go back alone. There are four children in his family with you. You are fine at home and have your own little friends. He wants to take you with him because he doesn't have a young son by his side. Your grandma thinks about it too, she goes to the hospital every three days, your aunt is so young, she takes care of herself, she really can't take good care of you.

I didn't mention it again. After waiting for two years, your aunt at the age of 18 thought she could take care of you and asked your grandma to take over. Your grandfather said that you are already in junior high school, and the environment here should be more familiar, and you will go back to the capital in two years to go to university. At that time, he was too old to take care of you.

You see, who knows that you live such a life, otherwise I would have crawled back by myself to pick you up. We were also very moved, thinking that the old man's life is not easy in the countryside, and there is nothing good to send to him.

Who knows that he is such a person, maybe your dad knows, otherwise how can you give the wooden box to your grandma without telling others. Well, don't be sad, it's good to know that kind of person he is, but you have to think about it, if you go back to the capital and follow your grandma, someone will catch you and threaten your father, wouldn't it be worse?

In those years, I mailed things secretly, because I was afraid that something else would threaten you and your dad. Now everything is over, we have to think for the better, and I will secretly tell you a secret, you must find it funny, do you know how your grandpa retired from the army?