There was something wrong with my past life

At this moment, Ning Ye, who was listening to Long Liuxi's evaluation of Xiao Lian's biological father for the first time in her life, felt extremely complicated.

In Long Liuxi's narration, Xiao Lian's biological father was completely a scumbag who ruthlessly abandoned his wife and daughter, not to mention that he had done such beastly things as a tyrant before.

However, Ning Ye could still see from Long Liuxi's words and expressions her deep love and attachment for that man.

At this moment, he really couldn't understand. Logically speaking, such a scumbag who could not be more scumbag should have been humanely destroyed and hated to death by Long Liuxi.

But after thinking about it later, Ning Ye suddenly felt extremely lucky, with mixed emotions in her heart.

According to the information currently available, it is very likely that the man who was still an innocent and innocent girl, Long Liuxi, was ruined by the overlord thousands of years ago. It is very likely that he is "himself". If Long Liuxi had always harbored hatred for that man, he would have been ruthlessly smashed to pieces the first time he saw her.

Therefore, he should be happy to be able to survive safely and safely under her nose until now.

Worry, on the other hand, guessed that he was really Xiao Lian's biological father, so how could he repay this thousand-year-old love debt? How should we face Long Liuxi, who was hurt so deeply?

Recalling her first encounter with Long Liuxi, Ning Ye remembered a very small detail that was very puzzling at the time.

I remember that day, Long Liuxi, who came to the Chu Ran family mansion and wanted to take away his daughter, subconsciously took half a step back when he saw him coming, as if he was some rough beast, so he was afraid of him .

He didn't understand the situation at the time and mistakenly thought that Long Liuxi looked like a weak woman. He was worried that he was a bad person and would hurt her, so he specifically explained to her that he was not a bad person.

Thinking about it now, as Long Liuxi was a true dragon in Shenzhou, he could easily crush him to death without even using his own power. At that time, I was just a novice in cultivation, so why should I be afraid?

Too many clues have been connected, and the truth seems to be close before our eyes and within reach.

Ning Ye asked in a low voice: "Senior Long Liuxi, if reincarnation really exists in this world, did we know each other thousands of years ago?"

"I do not understand what you are saying!"

Perhaps because of the previous questions, Long Liuxi was mentally prepared, so as soon as Ning Ye finished speaking, she immediately replied.

"Senior Long Liuxi, when you see my current appearance, will you think of my old friend named Daochu thousands of years ago? I have seen the same appearance in the dream I experienced before, and in that scene In the dream, there was a little girl who looked exactly like you, senior. I originally thought this was just a coincidental dream, but then I gradually discovered that it was not the case. I have always had a very bizarre guess in my mind, and I want to verify it with you, senior. If you know anything, please let me know!"

"Ning Ye, you just woke up from a deep sleep not long ago. You should go and have a good rest and stop talking nonsense."

Ning Ye noticed that Long Liuxi in front of her trembled slightly when she heard the name Dao Chu, and then when she answered herself, her eyes were a little dodgey, which was really far from her previous character expression.

Such an answer is obviously a cover-up.

As the saying goes, explanation is cover-up, cover-up is fact, and fact is true.

Ning Ye had already asked all the questions that needed to be said and asked, and had already received a very clear answer, so he stopped asking any more questions.

Now, what he has to do next is to implement the decision he made earlier.

"In fact, Senior Long Liuxi, you have known the truth about what I learned during this trip. It was just that you were afraid that I would be sad after knowing the cruel truth, so you kept it hidden from me. But it is true that at that time, from When the uninvited guest learned the truth from his mouth, it was really uncomfortable and painful, and my whole heart seemed to be torn apart, but I don't regret it. But no matter what, even though you concealed the truth from me, But I still want to thank you, at least you made my previous period less painful."

Ning Ye paused and continued: "I didn't understand anything before. I did a lot of childish and ridiculous things, and also made a lot of irreparable mistakes. Even I began to hate myself like this. I felt that I It’s like a disaster star that brings disaster to the people around me who I cherish. Without my presence, they could have lived their lives peacefully and happily.”

When talking about this last confession, what he was thinking about was not only because of himself, but the blood demon turned into his lover Jiang Jingyi who only knew how to kill evil demons, and finally did not want to be redeemed and chose to die.

Ning Ye's words were also addressed to Long Liuxi in front of him.

After so many clues and the straightforward test just now, he was able to determine one thing to a large extent. Xiao Lian's biological father should be himself thousands of years ago.

As he said just now, if he had not met Long Liuxi thousands of years ago, she would not have experienced the things that followed, nor would she be as painful as she is now. .

There is also her daughter Xiao Lian, who was implicated and died a thousand years ago. Despite all kinds of efforts, she was only able to gather part of her remnant soul. The long millennium that passed by is like a blink of an eye to her. She often falls into a long sleep and forgets almost everything. The memory and body have always stayed at the size of a toddler and can no longer grow up.

The mistakes of the past have been made, and all Ning Ye can do now is try her best to make up for the pain.

"That person once said that I am a fruit, a precious fruit that many people compete for and eat. And for a fruit, being eaten is indeed the so-called fate."

Having already made up his mind, he asked: "But even if I am going to be eaten, I still want to choose a more meaningful way to die. As for Xiao Lian's current physical condition, will she be able to recover if she is eaten?"

As if he didn't expect Ning Ye to make such a decision, Long Liuxi's eyes widened. In addition to shock, there was also uncontrollable anger in his eyes.

"Do you really know what you are talking about? You choose to escape when you encounter a problem? Do you know clearly how much others have paid for you?"

The angry Long Liuxi directly asked. She thought of the sword master who had just left not long ago, and how many years ago the sword master gave up everything to devote himself to the sword, hoping to cut off the shackles of fate for this man and let him be free. Pay without regrets, even if you are used as a pawn, you will have no regrets.

But this man actually gave up cowardly at this time?

Ning Ye, who was scolded so badly, would have run away in embarrassment in the past, but at this time, his expression did not change at all, and he remained calm, silently accepting all the scoldings from Long Liuxi. .

He also clearly understood that his current behavior really looked like cowardice.

However, there are some reasons that he has not yet had time to express...

Because he learned the cruel truth, Ning Ye really fell into self-loathing and self-loathing. He felt that he was like a disaster star that brought disaster to people around him and would make people close to him miserable, and he did not want the tragedy to happen again.

But beyond that, there is another important reason.

After waking up from a coma, his cultivation has skyrocketed. He always feels that his body has become strange, and he is even afraid of himself, as if there is some terrifying demon sealed in his body. Once he escapes from trouble and is born, it will cause immeasurable harm. Tragedy, when the time comes, all the cherished people around me will not be able to escape.

And in his subconscious, there was always a voice reminding him, asking him to die as soon as possible and never allow the horrible things in his body to grow.

That voice was very familiar, it was Ning Ye himself.